i was awake at 7am and was like “ok so I can sleep for a couple more hours” and it is now 12pm i am just the sleepiest bean
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My Blu Blu, I still love him dearly. But I'm so upset right now. Apparently the new style harness is not magic. He got around the first corner so well....and then stopped. No pleading, treat luring, comforting, acting excited to go forward, dragging a few inches, would change his mind. There were no scary sounds. I'm going back to his old harness, I saw potential for this style to slip over his head. I walked a 90 pound Jake on Blu's old harness, in all situations, and Jake was a mighty freight train of a puller, lunger and spinner, and never once did I feel that harness had potential to slip off. What will be will be, maybe there will be days like the last two where he walked confidently. As long as he is happy to go out there at all, I suppose that is a good thing.
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i keep looking at dogs at the shelter aurgh aurgh arugh aarrghghhhh the pupy the dogie but suffering bcs i want to like. learn to dive first and also probably have at least a part time job doing Something
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my energy today is so rancid and irritated like im not those things but i feel like thats the vibe in giving off FALSELY today. i think i need to take a nap maybe. relax a little
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Alas
I said I feel like I'm getting over it I Am Not
I had a dream we broke up but were still friends in person but it was hard, we kept wanting to use pet names etc. and it was so bittersweet..
I do miss him, it's just coming in waves of "nah I'm alright" nd then "OH MY GOD EVERYTHING WE WANTED TO DO TOGETHER"
My mom and bestie say it's okay, it'll be okay moving on but idk... who's gonna match me as well as he did??
Sad :((((((
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productive as hell work from home day
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