#and i tried to add a lot of water imagery bc ive grown up at a huge lake so swimming was just a huge part of my summer and the beach ect ec

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August & all my friends are leaving home

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A Field Guide to Getting Lost, Rebecca Solnit.  Holo, Lee Hi. Louise Glück.  Mo Dao Zu Shi, Chapter 58.  cold weather, glass beach.  Little Forest dir. Soon-rye Yim.  Dearly Departed, Brockhampton.  @shhhitsfine​.  Elm Street.  funeral for a girl who grew up in the woods (or at the root), Kayleb Rae Candrilli.

#lee hi #mdzs #glass beach #little forest #kim tae ri #brockhampton #nostalgia #ppl who call these web weaving are so cute #parallels #compilation #comparatives #okay here's my commentary reel for everyone #i tried to make this grouping a lot more directly personal to me #it started w that sentence 'its crazy to me how you can do something and not realize that its the last time you were ever going to' like #that whole paragraph is written so.... like poetically to me there was a time where i was just reading that several times a day bc it #resonanted so much. and then after that was the holo m/v which i watch all the time esp when i wanna cry bc the lyrics hit so hard and then #the video itself is so good and painful #and then little forest............... little forest fucked me up something huge on god every single bit of that movie was way too much #and i tried to add a lot of water imagery bc ive grown up at a huge lake so swimming was just a huge part of my summer and the beach ect ec #the idea of not having that near me is very strange if i think too hard about it #that picture of the sunset is actually very close to my house its a photo that i personally took. i think that skyline view of the trees #and having to bend your neck super far to see the sky is like. incredibly nostalgic for me like being in the car staring at the sky and the #sunset and this street. ive been in this neighborhood my whole life. i know the exact feeling of driving up this road. #thats all i gotta say on this i think! but i am crying about it again made myself cry!! wooho #olivia can and should wear red eyeshadow