#and if anyone within europe wants in hmu

[e2019]

i want to hitch hike across the continental u.s. and/or europe. i think that would give me everything i want out of life and make me more confident/independent but also more social and teach me so much about myself and like western whites more generally. this is like the last biggest most important thing to me on my bucket list

sooo let this serve as an open invitation: if anyone who reads this (literally anyone at all, gender/race/age/orientation/etc irrelevant) and is possibly interested to join me at least partway (as yall probs know i live in san antonio TX which is like dead central/southern u.s.a.) but wouldn’t it make more sense to travel from one coast to the other? (or if we go to Europe i dont know much about it i’d have to research first), hmu please!

the only hard rules are it has to be within the next 5yrs (before 12/17/28) also I’ll pay for most of our expenses. but i need chill ppl only no road rage no stranger danger paranoia no back seat drivers no animals in the car with us matter fact dont bring your bf/gf or nothing along either. only exception is I can bring my brother if he wants to come but i doubt it because I plan to redacted in each relevant city, an activity of which he certainly would not approve, and yet which none of yall would likely even notice unless you really sniff around so to speak. but my brother is so uptight he’s the only one who’d absolutely need to make a big deal of it im sure.

#genuinely no sarcasm i mean this post 100% so i'm gonna pin it n leave it there for the next no more than 5yrs #hmu via any of the following... #tumblr: ask/dm/reply #discord: riff5110 #email: [email protected] #fuck it y'all can even message me to ask my cell phone number idgaf #nvm just realized i care even less than not at all so here: [phone] . . . #. . . (except i don't answer random numbers so u gotta tell me who u are)

[babtest]

Yeah we all have brainrot, but do you have mad botanist brainrot?

So, I grow chili pepper plants as a hobby, and one of the things I like the most about it is the huge variety of plants you can get. This is just my harvest from last year, and I am pretty middle of the road.

And I did have an itching to start my own crossbreeding project, the actual planning of which coincided with the release of the funny pirate show.

And there are certain chili plants that I like to give to friends with goth-sensibilities, that grow very dark leaves and black fruit. There's also a type of chili pepper called The Scotch Bonnet. You can see where this is going. I could actually make a BlackBonnet plant. Let's all agree to stick with that shipname because this will take a couple years.

(ridiculous amount of info and pictures under the cut, this is partly for you and mostly for me)

"Surely," I thought "someone must have already made a BlackBonnet?" The Scotch Bonnets come in a huge variety, and chili enthusiasts like the Black Plants for their novelty. But no, the closest I can find is the 'Scotch Bonnet Guadalupe Black', which doesn't seem too popular and grows the usual green leaves. There are also a few 'chocolate' and 'brown' variants, but I believe we can go darker.

Anyway, these are the parents I'm working with:

"Scotch Bonnet Trinidad/ Trenton."

Scotch Bonnet chilis are a very popular, very hot variant of the type Capsicum Chinense. They come from the Caribbean but are named for the form of the fruit, which resembles the Scottish headwear.

Your mileage may vary on how accurate that is.

As you can see even from my little potted plant, the SB are very high yield, and their hotness and fruity aroma make them popular for sauces and powders. I'm using the Trenton FM (Gelb) and Trinidad(Red).

"Long Black Chili"

Now this I got from a seller who doesn't have the best reputation for breed purity. And then I collected seeds for two generations after I didn't do anything to prevent crossbreeding with a variant called Bolivian Rainbow, also famous for its dark leaves. So there's a good chance there's already some variety in here.

Anyway, my guess is that it started as a variant of Zimbabwe Black, an aanum that is well known for growing very dark leaves and fruit that turn from black to a nice deep red.

"But tumblr user babtest", you say, since you have immediately spotted the problem in my plan. "Capsicum Chinense and Capsicum Annuum are notoriously hard to crossbreed! Why not use another Chinense?"

Well, because I hadn't planned this when I got my seeds last december. And who'd start another crop mid-april because of some fandom nonsense?

So I ordered some seeds for the Pimenta de Neyde.

(Picture from Chilifee.de. Not the Seller i use, that'd be the amazing Semillas but the picture is a nice overview)

A beautiful dark Capsicum Chinense. We'll see how many I can actually grow this season, I'm only aiming to fill the two extra spots I have left on my windowsill, but it's a def. factor for next year.

Anyway, on the actual crossbreeding!

I'll be following this guide: https://www.fatalii.net/Growing_chile_peppers/Breeding

The goal: A Chili with dark leaves and stems, that grows black fruits in the typical round shape of a Scotch Bonnet.

'Male Parent' is the plant you take the pollen from, "Female Parent" is the one which germiates the seeds. The name for a new Breed is Female Parent x Male Parent so:

Oof, eight F1 (first generation hybrid) variants? I'll really need to step up my organisation game.

As far as I can tell, there's no majority opinion on which parents are more likely to retain which genes.

I'll be using both the SB Trenton (yellow) and SB trinidad (Red) because I have no clue which is more likely to take on the darker colours of the other parent plants.

There's also no telling how the fruits will turn out, so the first selection will be purely for leaf colour, then Fruit Colour and Shape. You keep the plants that show the attributes you want and collect seeds from them.

Since I'm selecting for several attributes (Plant colour, Fruit Shape, Fruit Colour), I might also crossbreed within the plants.

And as you know if you did Punnet squares, there's no guarantee that recessive genes won't come out in the 3rd and later Generations. So you rinse and repeat, select for attributes until the Breed is stabilized enough that (mutations notwithstanding) you get a reliable outcome. That averages between 5-15 generations. So. Not a short term project. But it's going to be fun.

And that is pretty much it. Yohoho, wish me luck.

#our flag means death #listen im only tagging this once for attention #the rest i'm just going to do sporadic updates we'll see how it goes #but i think it wil be fun #and if anyone within europe wants in hmu #this would be a nice project even without the show #but the connection makes it funnier

[vgdemy]

@gallagherintro​ here we f*cking go!

⌠ olivia holt, 22, cis female, she/her ⌡

welcome to gallagher academy, victoria grace demy! originally hailing from metz, france, they were exposed to too much during the protest, and the academy is now in charge of their safe care. when i see them walking around in the halls, i usually see a flash of (short blond hair, missoma jewelry, and white nail polish). when it’s the (cancer)’s birthday on 06/20/1997, on the bad nights they request their creamy spinach parmesan orzo from the school’s chefs. looks like they’re safe in witness protection.

here's a timeline-slash-broad strokes biography of vg's life:

vg's mother, a then 19-year-old jeanette beymer, promised her parents she'd go back home to chicago and go to college after spending the summer in france after graduating high school. she never did that. jeanette stayed and worked to support herself, all to live her parisienne dream.

jeanette met vg's father robert wise, a fellow american traveler, at a student bar in lyon, and spent one night together before parting ways. that night they made vg, unbeknownst to either of them. once jeanette realized she was pregnant, robert had already gone back to the us, and jeanette chose not to tell robert of his child. instead, she carried on with her life in france as a single mom-to-be.

this was all a bad idea, of course, considering jeannette's parents insisted she come home, and she refused, as one does. she promised them she'd make it work. not the kind to abandon their daughter, jeannette's parents offered financial support, which gave her mother naming rights—hence victoria grace.

jeanette settled in metz, where life was peaceful and worked 16-hour days to support her little family. thankfully, jeanette had friends (and an elderly, maternal landlady) who helped her raise victoria grace. somehow, jeanette made it all work.

of course, little vg would often ask her mom where her dad is, and the only thing she's ever heard is, "he's just not with our family." for the most part, that worked.

fortunately, a 25-year-old jeanette met a 27-year-old rené demy at a company party where rené was an old friend of a colleague. one thing led to another, and four years later, they were married. 

rené formally adopted vg at 16 years old. vg adored her new (and seemingly only) father. he encouraged her to pursue artistic endeavors until she found her place in music. who knew that vg was a songbird?

the warm and happy household cultivated by her parents molded her into a passionate, empathetic, and joy-loving person, even when it's to the detriment of her productivity. but such is the life of a quasi-parisienne-but-also-an-american-girl-next-door, no?

growing up, vg wasn't much of a troublemaker than a girl prioritizing the pursuit of happiness. she was everyone's friend and, often, a fleeting lover. there's no questioning that vg had love to give, and through the years, she could've won a medal running a figurative marathon in search of that someone who could keep her heart. where she thrived in performing and making people smile, she failed in monogamous relationships. terribly. how did her mom make it look so easy?

by her late teens, vg had already labeled herself a lovelorn singer, because with passion comes a dramatic personality, and the only thing keeping her from becoming a chore of a person is her self-awareness. yes, she's bad at love, driving, and basic math, but she's quick-witted, is a fast learner when the topic interests her, and can sing better than anyone within a 25-mile radius (she thinks).

vg's pursuit of happiness couldn't have stopped in france—she would've never let it happen. as much as jeannette didn't want history to repeat itself, after vg graduated, she allowed her to travel all over europe to find whatever it was she was looking for. but once again, unlike her mother, instead of her finding her true love, vg collected sad songs and credit card debt. maybe it was time for a new scene and a new continent altogether.

i'll add more to this absurd novel once i flesh out how she got to where she is now, but for the time being, she followed suit what the other wp kids did that landed them in gallagher.

other information:

she formally goes by grace, and only close friends call her vg. it's a much more fun nickname in france than it is anywhere else.

she learned how to speak english by watching american television growing up, thanks to her nbc-loving mother.

she's visited the us a handful of times over the years. she loves american fast food, and she stands by that no matter what.

her fragrance of choice is le labo another 13, but in the summer, it's lush sikkim girls. they're nearly the same scents, but still.

she's an arachnophobe, stemming from a spider leaping onto her face when she was 7 back in her mom's old apartment. she's thoroughly unimpressed by spider-man as a result.

her first kiss was with a boy named georges when she was 14, which was also the first time she realized boys could be mean because georges permanently avoided her after they kissed.

she's never had a serious, long-term relationship before (despite her fruitful attempts), which led her to develop a minor inferiority complex, which she hides well.

she's good at making fruit bongs. apple bongs, coconut bongs, pineapple bongs—you need to get creative when your friend accidentally breaks your first bong.

she's trying to kick her cigarette smoking habit because she knows it's not doing her voice any favors, but she can't quit because of its convenience. fruit bongs take time to make.

wanted connections:

honest 2 god close friends — because she needs ‘em (chaotic good gang rise up!)

blunt buddies! — because when you’re traumatized you gotta hit that blunt

tutor — i assume she needs one. don’t ask me why (would also be great for her to have someone to pester about gallagher and an enabler because she wants to sneak around and go to places where she shouldn’t, but that can be a separate connection)

enemy — why not? someone hate on vg. as a treat

unrequited crush — let me show you a concrete example of vg’s dummy thot heart by letting her have a crush on you and she gets rejected

uh i don’t want to get presumptuous with romantic relationships because she’s a new girl but if anyone wants to be vg’s affectionate friend/casual hookup/adorable booty call/genuine romantic interest i’m down like chinatown

again, more to be added when i can think of it. also, hmu at my discord: tin#0697 🤍

#gallagher:intro #this is LONG #about

[peantbuttr]

meet  ASTRID NILSSEN,      the  twenty three  year old waitress who moved to dayton three months ago.  she’s known as  playful  &  selfish  in equal parts.  astrid  uses she/her pronouns & identifies as bisexual.

hello all !! i’m tea, and i’m in the discord chat if y’all wanna plot or talk !! astrid and i are excited to be here !! sorry this got a lil long. hopefully it’s okay kjgsfgs

i do have severe rape trigger, so while we’re all adults here, please warn me before mentioning and/or refrain from going into detail about plots involving these things so i can manage my shit, you know? you do you, but i also do me, and i just don’t have enough booze to field a panic attack today fgkdfgsg

otherwise pls hit me up and plot. i’m a shy person but if you want plots, i’ll bust my booty to get em for you : ‘)

                     * /  intro. 💋

name:   astrid nilssen

nicknames:  n/a, but if someone gave her one she’d fucking melt

age, bday:   23, june 7th

zodiac:   gemini 

sexuality:    bisexual, no preference

gender:  female, using she/her pronouns

character traits:  flighty, playful, aggressive, intelligent, creative, ambitious, spoiled, selfish

alignment: chaotic neutral, esfp, slytherin

                      * /  past. 💋

tw verbal abuse, age gap, abortion

born in europe from a loveless marriage between a well-bred british socialite and the young heir of an american corporate dynasty, astrid spent most of her life jumping between boarding schools and holidays foisted off on either set of grandparents

all this served to do was isolate her more: she couldn’t fit in with european girls, and she wasn’t familiar enough with america to fit in there either. the isolation grew.

her grandparents didn’t love her any more than her parents did – old money with old values, they ridiculed her for being not skinny enough, too skinny, not pretty enough, too girlish, too stupid, too smart – nothing she did was enough… nothing she did would ever be enough

their constant demanding and belittling left astrid bitter, tired and constantly trying to do better, so much so that it was exhausting, and she felt like she was tiptoeing over glass

she hardly ever saw her parents, let alone saw them within the same room as one another – and quickly she learned that the easiest way to get positive  attention was to demand it. she grew from acting out in class to shoplifting to getting high during the school days

each time she got a final warning from yet another school, her parents would show up, lavish her in gifts to bribe her into obeisance, and for once astrid would feel loved

it escalated and escalated, however, as astrid started pushing further and further in order to earn what she craved, the attention & validation from her family that drove her to just about every extreme she could think of

so it’s no wonder that astrid, a narcissistic little daredevil, fell in love with the first person that showed her the attention she craved. within six months she was devoted to her partner: a much older, and much more controlling person than she’d ever imagined herself with.

it lost its shine, however, when astrid found out she was pregnant just after turning twenty two. she panicked. she knew somewhere in her that she could not trust her partner to take care of her, and she knew that she could not be, and desperately didn’t want to be, a mother.

so she got an abortion. to hide it from her controlling parents, she bought herself expensive trinkets and sold them at pawn shops, and afterwards, nothing felt the same. 

it opened her eyes -- and, after withdrawing several thousand dollars from her trust fund, she disappeared and left home to find a future in dayton.

                     * /  present. 💋

of course her parents keep tabs on her: she sees familiar faces lurking outside her apartment almost daily. still, no one has harassed her yet, and at the moment that’s all she can hope for.

although starting fresh and without a constant family fortune to guide her, so far she’s found working to be mostly agreeable. she waits tables at a little dive club in dayton, using her girlish charm to wiggle tips out of even the most tight-fingered bastard

she’s still selfish and wild, difficult to control, and interested in little else but her next thrill. hell only accentuated her headstrong unruliness, and this is sure to be a problem for her.

muleheaded and relentless, when she gets her teeth in something and decides she likes it, it’s almost impossible to get her to let go.

still, one can earn a semblance of comfort and friendship with her, as much as any narcissist can offer; she’s endlessly loyal to those who earn it, and although her capacity for true effortless kindness has never been nurtured, she makes a needy, protective and attentive friend

                    * /  specific wanted plots. 💋

an old and familiar friend —  she leads an isolating life, though somehow has found a relic of her tumultuous past. this person knew her as a spoiled little rich girl, and knows her now adjusting to hard work and the realities of life as an average person -  open to any gender

a mentor —  rarely does astrid trust anyone with asking for advice and help in her life. still, she doesn’t know what she’s doing, and has been raised in a guilded cage: she has to open up to someone and ask what the fuck she’s supposed to do with her taxes. this person is the most trusted friend and ally she has, and the only person who has so far been allowed to see that she really is still just a scared little girl in need of attention -  open to any gender, though preferably a little older / more experienced in life than she is

                   * /  plot ideas. 💋

sexual

i’m open to literally anything .... the standard fwb, hookups & one night stands 

ppl who want a tiny, angry girl to boss them around idk

u need a wlw eightball? astrid is here to help

u need a third to spice things up with ur girl? astrid is here to help

someone she’s uhhh trading favors with cause she’s got Ambition and one of them is a lot of money of her own

romantic

hedonism is her jam so there’s only a few of these i’m putting down

although yooo imagine the drama if someone objectively better than her did catch her eye.... nice

unrequited crush  —  someone astrid caught feelings for and knows they don’t feel the same. she’s trying to work through it, but this person gives her butterflies, she can’t help it. highly undignified for her. wtf is this feeling, get it away from her -  /lays down reverse card  —  someone who wants some angst in the form of unrequited feelings for a tiny brat. unwise, but it happens

break up with your girlfriend, i’m bored  —  a friend to whom astrid played side-chick while they figured out shit with their girl... then made the mistake of getting attached. it’s going to end terribly, she knows, but why not enjoy it while it lasts?

platonic

other people who work in the service industry like a co-workers / boss (still deciding where she works, so if ur muse needs an employee hmu ok), people she’s met at a bar, people she’s known for years somehow, etc.

yin to yang ; someone who is calm and shy, matching astrid’s small, fight-me, wild child energy and balancing her out. astrid’s not sure what she should do with them, but also can’t stop bothering them

heart-to-heart friend ;  someone who sees through all of astrid bullshit, aggression and drama and sees that even through the dramatic haze of brattiness and selfishness , she’s genuinely fuckin... sad underneath it all. they don’t take her shit and coax honesty out of her

ex roommate ; someone whose couch she crashed on when she first arrived, before she got herself her own place. she probably didn’t really ask before deciding she was staying with them and tbh prob was annoying as hell. so it could be a fun connection

negative ; someone who hates her and has tried to fuck her shit up, someone she’s had a falling out with, someone she was Too Mean To, someone she plays mean pranks on, someone who annoys the shit out of her, oo even an ex could exist.... idk fuck me up fam

#reallife.intro #— * / 𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖗𝖎𝖉 ♡ ﹙development﹚ #— * / 𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖗𝖎𝖉 ♡ ﹙character﹚ #IS THIS GOOD ILL NEVER KNOW

[scdiemarlowe]

this is the last time i switch charas bc i truly cannot play boys in rp settings lol. okay this gorl is a lot different from faye so hmu if you want to plot with an angsty, angry muse lol. ALSO she has a pinterest here if u wanna look at her Vibe

sadie marlowe! a 18 year old young lass from one of the richest familes in america. her family owns a production company in los angeles and she spent most of her life around kardashian jenner types

a mix of jennifer check and meredith grey

her dad died in a car accident when she was little. so afterwards it was just her mom and her older brother, archer marlowe

her mom suffered from early onset Alzheimer’s and became pretty verbally abusive when sadie was just a kid. her older brother kind of just stood back and let sadie take most of it

shes all dark and twisty now and her personality is probably best described as like licorice, something only certain people have a taste for

aggressive and scary when she wants to be, but charming for the most part

doesn’t exactly understand sympathy and tact

most likely to be caught fighting like a hellion at the Function

got involved with all sorts of the wrong people at Redwood, was frequently getting in trouble for sex, drugs, you name it

she wasn’t planning on going back last year and took a summer year to, in her words, fuck and party her way through europe

she was forced to come home after a month as her mom’s condition deteriorated and she died as well when sadie was seventeen her brother and sadie were the only ones at the funeral

archer had always suffered from anger management problems, and ending up essentially… beating sadie up after the funeral for leaving. she called the cops on him, enrolled in Lockwood to escape orange county, and hasn’t seen anyone from her family since

now she’s a pretty messy, messy student who doesn’t actually ever do much coursework

loves sex and drugs and is a goth cheerleader. most likely to get in trouble at practice for taking a smoke break

would do anything for the vine, and is slowly burning her way through what’s left of her parents’ money

her aeshteic is mostly red wine, black coffee, band t-shirts, aviator sunglasses, bruised knees, cherries, berry lipstick, and menthol cigarettes

wanted plots!

old flame: someone that sadie was never really serious about. they dated around for a few months ( maybe longer ) & maybe she led them on just a little too much. in fact, there’s some discrepancy on the reason for them even breaking up…but now sadie has been labeled a cheater.

the confidant: this is a person that has been there for sadie ever since freshman year. this person knows her like no one else…and maybe they’re a little confused what happened between last summer now after her mother’s death

the secret fling: they act as if they hate each other, but of course it’s all an act. behind the scenes, the two just can’t seem to keep their hands off each other. truth be told, telling people about their nights together would mean affirming every stereotype. so, they keep it under wraps for now.

fwb: this could be multiple people because lbr, sadie is a hoe & lives for sex and flings. maybe they met on tinder, at a party, through a class…but now they’re on her list for booty calls ( which she makes pretty frequently )

enemies: maybe they’re on the same cheer team, maybe they’re rivals within their classes, either way, this person knows how to push sadie’s buttons ( and vise versa ).

the one she brought home to mom: so maybe this is the one person sadie ever really was in love with. she even brought them home to meet her mother before she died, but for whatever reason they’ve parted ways now. 

the bad influence: back in freshman and sophomore year, these two did everything together. in fact, they were the ones usually egging each other on to go to extremes. whenever they were around, trouble was sure to follow. now, it seems like they’re not even the same people anymore.

#ra.intro #abuse tw #death tw #grief tw

[findteenpenpals]

Warrupp, I'm Hal, I've done this a few times but I'm back in search for more amazing people.

I'm 17 years old and I'm from the UK, specifically speaking Good Ol' England (yes it always rains but I LOVE IT until it makes my hair frizz like when Monica when to Barbados with Ross).

I listen to every genre of music from R&B to indie to metal but enjoy going to alternative concerts the most such as motionless in white, creeper, asking alexandria, linkin park, blah blah blah.

I tend to binge watch shows on every platform and procrastinate to such a level, I procrastinate watching Netflix (ik pathetic...).

I love reading and doing yoga and meditating and stuff and I study a lot as I'm trying to go off to uni next year *fingers crossed*, I tend to ramble in letters/emails.

I'd rather get to know you as a person and then send snail mail if that's okay.  I'd ideally want someone within Europe to snail mail with but anyone can hit me up :)

Any ages, any races, any sexual orientations/genders/kinks, I'm not fussy- just no bigots plz ty.

Hope you have an amazing day and like me enough to hmu 

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#letters #snail mail #Internet friends #17 to 18 #19 to 20 #submission

[callhimyoungk]

rules: you must answer these 85 statements and tag 20 

tagged by: @pasteljoon (my fellow troye sivan stan)

im tagging:  
 last 1. drink: water  
2. phone call: i honestly almost never get any phone calls nor do i call but the last one i had was with my father 
3. text message: um internet friends i think
 4. song you listened to: whistle by blackpink (iconic bop) 💯🎶
 5. last time you cried: i dont cry even if i do i rarely tell :’)🤕😔
 6. dated someone twice: it would be quicker if you ask me if i had killed anyone twice😤😏💁🏻 (btw the answer’s nope :( #foreveralone🤕😭 ) 
7. kissed someone and regretted it: what’s a kiss?!🙄🤓
 8. been cheated on: nope
 9. lost someone special: yes ig🤕
 10. been depressed: not properly diagnosed but in one of the psychology tests we had to take in school, i scored pretty high and i was really depressed at some time in my life 😳😖🤕
 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: nope 😱

3 favorite colors  12. black⚫️ 13. gold🔶
14. red🔴

(black and red look really nice together so do black and gold, i also like the colour gray :D)

in the last year have you  15. made new friends: yep but I’ve lost most of them ( i have only like 3 friends left irl 👻and I only saw them once this year, im really lonely 😿and am in desperate need of friends so hmu :D 🤗）
 16. fallen out of love: never been in love before so 🤔🤕 
17. laughed until you cried: hahahahaha yesshh 😂🙄
 18. found out someone was talking about you:
 yes boy I didn’t read all those FBI psychology and body language books for no reason 📕🔫‼️

19. met someone who changed you: yes and it was both good and bad, i was more confident in expressing my affection and love to people but i got really depressed 💔 bc of that person so :/🤕🙄

20. found out who your friends are: i guess cause I’ve lost a lot of friends and been through a lot of friendships breakups so yes 💔💔💔
 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: i donut have facebook and what’s a kiss?!?!pt2 🙄🤓again?!?! somebody explain it to me

general  22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: i donut have facebook pt2
 apparently #23 is lost ahhahahaha

24. do you want to change your name: my name’s Agnes and it’s all good bc it’s kind of rare?? but if i could I’d name myself as Jace or jay or jayden or something like that idk but i like mine #im-a-leo-i-love-everything-about-myself😏 #maybe-not-everything-but-mostly :D💞💞
 25. what did you do for your last birthday: went to Starbucks and got coffee ☕️and a slice of cake🍰 and went back home and studied📝for my exams #im-a-nerd-and-i-have-to-keep-my-reputation-as-the-smart-kid #bc-im-a-leo😏 :D

26. what time did you wake up: 07:30 a.m.
 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: listening to music 🎶💗
 28. name something you can’t wait for: be happy ig?? and finally get my life together💖 
29. when was the last time you saw your mom: before i went to bed💕 
30. what are you listening to right now: hi hello by day6 (a vv beautiful song)❣❣💓💘
 31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: tom holland where you at mate🙃🙂

32. something that is getting on your nerves: how my relatives keep comparing me to my cousins bc they think I’m not worthy enough #watch-me-get-successful #dont-challenge-me #im-a-leo-pt3😏 #ill-prove-you-wrong-watch-me😤

33. most visited website: tumblr, youtube, google, sololearn 
34. hair color: dark brown close to black 
 35. long or short hair: long ( i have bad memories with short hair so nope *but sings AOA’s short hair anyway* )
 36. do you have a crush on someone: brian where you at boy🗣👅😍😘💖💗💕💘💓💞 
37. what do you like about yourself? I’m good at languages and good at memorizing things? 
apparently #38 is lost too ahahaha pt2 
 39. blood type: your ideal type (imma love you if you know where this reference is from omg akksjfjfjfjd MESSAGE ME IF YOU KNOW)😱😍🤓

40. nickname: dinosaur, miss crazy, crazy b*tch😅☺️🤗
 41. relationship status: sexy, free and single (alskkdjd jk, free and single and sad)🤕💔💖
 42. zodiac: leo 😏
 43. pronouns: she/her 🙋🏻 
44. favorite tv show: Sherlock Holmes 🔍🕵🏼
 45. tattoos: nope, but i hope i can get some small aesthetic ones someday if my parents won’t kill me

46. right or left handed: right  
47. surgery: noooo

48. sport: swimming and im bad at basketball but i like it 🏀 
49. vacation: I’ve only traveled within my country only before and if i got the chance to i’d like to go overseas, europe, south korea, china, taiwan, and more 
 50. pair of shoes: hot pink high top converse (hot pink is…hot and #yolo), Adidas, new balance, (i never know my shoes’ full names)

more general 
 51. eating: nope
 52. drinking: water
 53. i’m about to: sleep 
 54. waiting for: some amazing dreams so i can bask in my imaginations and scream when i wake up bc it’s all a dream 🤕🙄☺️
 55. want: friends and money and attractive physical appearance, better personality, happiness, love (in the end, we always want what we can’t have) (#emo-agnes-strikes-again) 💗🤗🤕 
56. get married: someday, if I’m lucky enough 🤕💕 
57. career: something in the IT line, i guess and (my fantasy is work for some big korean entertainment agency lmao stupid ik)

which is better
 58. hugs or kisses: Both but-what’s-a-kiss-again?-pt3 ( i LOVE SKINSHIPS SOMEONE PLEASE GIVE ME HUGS)🤓🙄🤗💗

59. lips or eyes: eyes but both too i think 👀👄
 60. shorter or taller: taller
 61. older or younger: older, preferably 
62. nice arms or nice stomach: both ig but idk akskdjjf

63. hook up or relationship: too scared for a hook up and also too scared for a relationship bc i prob won’t ever get in s relationship so :/ 🤕but relationship, ig😴💞 
64. troublemaker or hesitant: it depends on the situation but if im confident i can get out of a situation, im definitely a troublemaker (im a good liar so ;))😤😏🤓 
65. kissed a stranger: what’s-a-kiss-again-pt4 (sigh)🤓🙄
 66. drank hard liquor: nope 
67. lost glasses/contact lenses: nope 🤓

68. turned someone down: yes I’m really straightforward if i had to turn someone down, most of the time 😱😴
 69. sex on the first date: nooo are you kidding me boy 😱😴👀

70. broken someone’s heart: yes i live off on the knowledge knowing that someone’s suffering bc of me #miss-crazy-is-a-psychopath hahaha but ig i break a lot of people’s heart especially my parents’ cause i constantly disappoint them 🤕💔💕

71. had your heart broken: yep :( 🤕💔🤕💔🤕💔
 72. been arrested: nope (im a good citizen) 🙋🏻😘🤓
 73. cried when someone died: nope 
 74. fallen for a friend: no i barely have friends lol 🤕😱

do you believe in  75. yourself: I don’t think so?? idk 😴😱
 76. miracles: not on myself but on other people, yes 😱💖 
77. love at first sight: i guess so ☺️💗
 78. santa claus: yesssssssss (Santa is real fight me) 😤💘💚
 79. kiss on the first date: sure? ;) what’s-a-kiss-again-pt5 🤓🙄
 80. angels: yes i love reading about fallen angels and nephilims and anything supernatural 👼🏻💫💖

other  81. eye color: darkest brown close to black 👁
 82. favorite movie: um there’s a lot but I can’t think of any rn omg my brain’s not working 📽🎥 
83. lust or love: it’d be good to have both at the same time, for the same person, of course 💖
 84. favorite item of clothing: a gray plain t-shirt with black skinny jeans, oversized shirts, my hoodie jacket, my jeans, basically I love all my clothes
 85. favorite song: there’s an awful lot but rn it’s Cave Me In by Tablo, Gallant, and Eric Nam (look up the lyrics guys it’s beautiful and deep especially Tablo’s rap sigh) 🤕🎶💯💔💖💓💔

tagging: @jahehyung @wonpillows @day69 @foreveryoungk93 @proteinmisfolding YOU DONT HAVE TO DO THIS IF YOU DONT WANT TO :D

#fyi i did all this in the middle of the night so sorry if im being weird #m2 #pasteljoon #thanks for tagging me ! #tagged in