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My nails r also the lesbian flag

#moi #selfie #babberblabs #i feel rlly pretty 😳

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My nephew just came into my room and I pretended to be asleep hoping I might get a couple more minutes of rest (yes I know I'm evil) and rather than waking me up he snuck up on to the bed, shoved his hand under the pillow and softly whispered to himself "I got the toof". Then he ran out and a minute later he came back, still being really quiet and stuck his hand into the pillow case to deposit something he deemed a "nice surprise". He keeps coming back every few minutes to give me another and I'm pretty sure he's filling the pillowcase up with cherry tomatoes

#babberblabs #lol #i thought the tooth fairy was done with me but i thought wrong

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Anyways,, wayhaven drama is stressful. So I'm gonna say goodbye to some of the fandom

i was going to write in the tags but i guess ill do it under the read more because ive got too much 2 say

Alright, I know I don't owe anyone an explanation but for some reason I feel like I'm being selfish?? I'm probably going to unfollow most of the twc blogs. There are some of you that I really get along with and I still love your content that I will keep following however! I don't want to cut TWC out of my life entirely but if I'm being honest? I can't keep up.

Tumblr has been great for my mental health in the past with learning more about ADHD and learning to accept my sexuality but right now it feels hostile. I feel like I'm walking on eggshells in the TWC fandom. I'm not even a TWC blog! Not even that many TWC people follow me! I made this blog in 2018 because I wanted to follow Mishka, but this was never a TWC blog. I love these games, and they arent just some hyperfixation. They are an interest that I've had for a long time, and also helped me come to terms with my sexuality. I know it might seem silly but finally deciding to try and romance F!UB instead of M!UB helped me come to terms that I can love people if they aren't men!!

But like I said I've liked wayhaven for a good while now! I go through times where I don't really want to talk about wayhaven because I don't want to burn out my enjoyment because i was too intense about it for too long. I just can't really keep up with the fandom. It's a fictional story, about fictional vampires. It's okay to love something a lot and want to talk about it a lot but personally I just cannot handle the intensity of some things happening. I want to keep this as a game I can escape into. I don't want to be keeping track of all the latest drama and seeing Mishka get 'Cancelled' or stuff like that.

There is just so much passive aggressiveness and negativity in the posts I see, so I simply,, do not want to see them. I don't want to be a part of a fandom where ppl can't just block and forget someone they don't like and instead harass them, or seeing/hearing about s*lf h*rm and su*cide baiting going on. I just don't want to feel like there is a right way to enjoy twc and that I'm doing it wrong. I'm still going to make and reblog art though!

#do not reblonk #I am NOT looking for fights #In case you stumbled across this and are in the mood to be aggressive with someone today please dont #I'm 15 and i have to think about stuff like my art projects not about getting bullied by angry adults #i get a lot of the stuff going on are just jokes but they aren't jokes i find funny #I just feel like there is almost a cult mindset around some very popular blogs #Like okay this person is popular so everything they say is correct and if they have beef it is now MY beef and I will fight for them #girl thats not healthy fksdlfkjsd #twc #the wayhaven chronicles #babberblabs

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Just bought this yesterday in a vintage store and I got so many complements today at graduation my ego is so big and it's never going back down

#three ppl told me i looked like i was gonna steal their wife #im proud #my friend have the right opinion #babberblabs #norebloging #🤡

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Me: yes my body is beautiful and I love myself no matter what I look like

Me on days where I have hospital appointments: oh my god their going to kill me for gaining weight. They are going to tell me im unfit and unworthy and point out everything wrong with my body and send me to hell

#fatphobia #drs aren't nice #but i can't skip the appointment #babberblabs

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nothing like 1.5 litres of Aloe Vera King and a pack of pistachios when ur sick

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I found out my fourth year graduation was actually in person and not online 2 hours ago when my friends were like what r u guys wearing???? And I was like pyjamas????? Anyways I'm here now and I somehow look stunning if I do say so myself

#babberblabs

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Boutta message my ex boyfriend that I bullied from when I was 11

#i need to know if hes gay #i was #i was a mean lesbian #so mean #babberblabs

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hhhhhhhhhhhh

#tfw ur friends are wack #babberblabs

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I just spilled a fizzy drink on my laptop while watching barbie: fairytopia

#rip me #babberblabs

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what if i did.... an over the garden wall dnd campaign

#babberblabs #i just have to learn how to actually dm first fgdgs

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my teacher said that we are going to not do anything today and i shot him finger guns 

#help #babberblabs

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My homies are the best 😔

#i just ghhhhh #feel hella special #homies if ur reading this thank you again #they showed up to my house with baked stuff and sweets and a magnet that says Dad the Magician who can make beer disappear #and a blowup electric guitar #because something bad happened #do u ever just feel like someone has ur back???? cause i do #babberblabs

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I've gone viral in my class year call

#we had a guest speaker who was on reality tv shows and is a model #and then after she was done my year head gave us a little speech and i said #two celebrities in one class #and two form teachers liked my comment and 20 students #i wonder if i cant trade each like in for an extra credit #im viral now #babberblabs

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Banana and mayo sandwich

#i definitely loved those the more i remember #time to turn brain off #babberblabs

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Woweeeeee I just got the main role in my play!!!! I get to play agnes in Sorry Wrong Number,, I basically get to be a hysterical old lady which is my dream role djdjd

#never thought i would have to confidence to even try something for this #dndks im really proud of myself for going all out #babberblabs