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#because stephanie is just this ball of joy and even though shes seen some shit she keeps coming back
capesandshapes · 2 years
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Me: the point of this Stephanie fic should be Stephanie enjoying her time with her friends and genuinely enjoying the life she's been given while slowly discovering who she is
Also me: and kissing Jason Todd. Gotta kiss Jason Todd a bunch.
#cass and tim are her soulmates but in this different fragile ecosystem way where they'll always be her closest relationships#but like that doesn't necessarily mean she has to be romantic with cass or tim#and like with cass ive always headcanoned it as being this mutual attraction between her and steph#but like the two of them are so close to each other that like they would never want to risk it because what they have now is something more#and like to lose each other for cass and steph is like to lose a limb.#when tim was avoiding steph it felt like his lungs had been torn out of his chest and even if his relationship were to end#he would have to move slowly and tentatively because he knows what missing stephanie brown is like for him#because stephanie is just this ball of joy and even though shes seen some shit she keeps coming back#whereas i think i could explore the possibility of a relationship with harper and duke too in this fic#like im not set on the ships#but with duke and steph its sorta an outsiders looking in dynamic where duke still has stuff to come to terms with#and also like duke as a character just grounds stephanie and has an opportunity to make her slow down and breathe#like i kinda wanna explore their dynamic but i feel like it could be an underlying tension thing#and then like duke and steph kiss once just to try it and both spittake and realize theyre better off friends/family#harper i see as being an occasional thing where it never becomes serious but the two make out every once in a while and theyre CHAOS#whereas spiritually we all know that jaysteph is a trashcan fire of two people with something to prove trying to save the world#JAYSTEPH IS TWO OF THE SMARTEST HUMAN DISASTERS LOCKED IN A ROOM TOGETHER WITH ONLY A BOBBYPIN AND COLD PIZZA#I will throw in other weirdo dynamics i swear and like try love interests but im leaning towards jay#because my god it would be so fucking funny
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stevie-baby · 5 years
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@satans-helper​ thank you for tagging me love! This week has been rough, I have had a shit day looking for jobs, but now I’ve got a beer and I’m answering this because self care or whatever. Leggo!
1. What is your middle name?
Marlene
2. How old are you?
19
3. When is your birthday?
August 20th
4. What is your zodiac sign?
Leo sun; Capricorn rising; Taurus moon
5. What is your favourite colour?
Orange
6. What’s your lucky number?
8 or 20
7. Do you have any pets?
not any more :( but growing up I had a corgi mix named Lulu. She was dope. Fun lil origin story about her: my mom missed the majority of my first birthday becuase she had to stay late at work becuase her coworker’s dog was having puppies and had to leave early. My mom was like “Angela if I’m gonna be late for my kids birthday celebration can I at least get first pick of the puppies?” So when the puppies were finally able to go to different homes, my mom sat little one year old me in their pen to let me pick the one we’d take home. Something drew me to the runt of the litter (maybe it was the fact that she didn’t straight up attack me like her brothers and sisters) and she lived a happy 16 and a half years with us.
8. Where are you from?
Southern California
9. How tall are you?
5'6
10. What shoe size are you?
Womens 11 but I usually wear a mens 9.5 because I have wide feet
11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
Like 7 pairs (none of which are cowboy boots or gogo boots which is a travesty)
12. What was your last dream about?
I don’t remember but I know it wasn’t anything malicious, so that’s good.
13. What talents do you have?
I play instruments and I sing. I also do art occasionally.
14. Are you psychic in any way?
I wouldn’t say psychic but I am pretty in tune with the universe. But I do also have dreams that have to do with fertility that are like super heavy with symbolism and are oddly prophetic. I call them my egg dreams. If y’all wanna hear about them I make a post about them or something. 
15. Favourite song?
At the moment it is When the Levee Breaks by Led Zeppelin
16. Favourite movie?
Bill & Ted’s Excellent Adventure
17. Who would be your ideal partner?
Honestly? Honestly??? Sam Kiszka. I’ve always been into bassists and lanky boys with long dark hair, so he’s perfect. Also, I love his personality. He’s just magnetic and Joy is a lucky gal :)
18. Do you want children?
Not really. I’m 19, barely an adult, so kids aren’t in my plans right now. I’m not sure if they’ll ever be in my plans. But if I do decide I want children one day, I would want to have more than one because I am an only child and I wouldn’t want that for my kid. It gets lonely and I will never know or understand the bond that siblings have. Also I’d want adopt and foster some kids.
19. Do you want a church wedding?
Nope unless you count a chapel in Vegas as a church wedding. 
20. Are you religious?
Not religious, never grew up practising anything, but I’m spiritual.
21. Have you ever been to the hospital?
Ooof I was always in and out of the hospital. I was always sick or getting injured.
22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?
Not yet
23. Have you ever met any celebrities?
Quite a few. The most memorable experiences were pouring champagne for Drake Bell when I worked at the country club and when Jack Barakat from All Time Low and Ashley Purdy from Back Veil Brides were hitting on my mom,
24. Baths or showers?
Baths are really therapeutic but I feel bad because I’m not conserving water :(
25. What color socks are you wearing?
I’m barefoot babey ;) I’m starting to feel this beer 
26. Have you ever been famous?
Nope
27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?
Maybe, but probably not 
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Documenting that I’m now on my second Modelo, just so y’all know.
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28. What type of music do you like?
All types honestly. I stray more toward rock though.
29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?
Let me tell you the story. So yes, I have skinny dipped. I was very not sober that night, much like tonight, and I was at a sleepover at my friend’s house on the lake. So all of us drunk 16 year olds were like “FUCK YEAH” and skinny dipped on the coldest night in February. It was transcendent. Later that night I gave myself a stck n poke tattoo :)
30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
3 of em. One under my head, one between my knees, and one to hug
31. What position do you usually sleep in?
on my side, spoonin a pillow
32. How big is your house?
Big enough :)
33. What do you typically have for breakfast?
coffee and OCCASIONALLY a plain eggo waffle
34. Have you ever fired a gun?
yup. took a gun safety class.
35. Have you ever tried archery?
yeah
36. Favourite clean word?
apothecary 
37. Favorite swear word?
fuck (issa classic)
38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?
74 hours. I was tweaking HARD and crying my fucking eyes out
39. Do you have any scars?
Yup
40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
this would be a good time for someone to confess their love for me 👀
41. Are you a good liar?
I’m fantastic at lying
42. Are you a good judge of character?
I’d like to think so
43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?
a lot of em
44. Do you have a strong accent?
I was back in California for 4 and a half months, so my valley girl accent came back and stronger than ever.
45. What is your favourite accent?
Australian or Midwestern
46. What is your personality type?
old man in a teenage girl’s body
47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?
One of my formal dresses that was like $120
48. Can you curl your tongue?
yee
49. Are you an innie or an outie?
innie
50. Left or right-handed?
I’m ambidextrous
51. Are you scared of spiders?
not particularly
52. Favourite food?
Bean and cheese burrito or carne asada fries
53. Favourite foreign food?
Mexican food, but Chinese food is also near and dear to me (they’re kinda not foreign to me because I’m Chinese and Mexican
54. Are you a clean or messy person?
I’m messy in an organized way.
55. Most used phrase?
“Fuckin siiiiiiick, dude” and yes I sound like Nick Colletti when I say it. No, I’m not doing an impression, I’m just from SoCal and sound like a skater dude
56. Most used word?
fuck
57. How long does it take for you to get ready?
About an hour or so
58. Do you have much of an ego?
I’m a Leo and I fit the description
59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?
Lick
60. Do you talk to yourself?
Uh yeah who doesn’t????
61. Do you sing to yourself?
Always
62. Are you a good singer?
I’m not bad ;) I’m just a bit out of practice 
63. Biggest Fear?
failure i guess i dunno
64. Are you a gossip?
I was going to say no but I can’t lie. I don’t spread shit, but I’ll listen to some tea.
65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen?
Mid 90s was pretty intense. I dunno that’s the only one coming to mind at the momento
66. Do you like long or short hair?
depends on my mood
67. Can you name all 50 states of America?
I’m just gonna say no. 
68. Favourite school subject?
History or science! Loved em
69. Extrovert or Introvert?
Major introvert
70. Have you ever been scuba diving?
Hell naw. I can’t even watch underwater scenes in movies because I get anxious and I feel like I’m drowning
71. What makes you nervous?
Love/being loved
72. Are you scared of the dark?
Lil bit
73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?
yup and I do it politely so people can learn from it because I’m not a fuckin dick and I want people to thrive
74. Are you ticklish?
Yes
75. Have you ever started a rumour?
Not that I’m aware of
76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?
I was on student council does thaf countt??? I got put in charge of prom 2 years in a row because the peoplw that were put in charge fucked up and dropped the ball.
77. Have you ever drank underage?
Currently am. Not the first time nor will it be the last.
78. Have you ever done drugs?
Yeah, yeah I have.
79. Who was your first real crush?
This kid in first grade who had moved here from Russia. We were sat next to each other because our names both started with Z. He was fucking rad. i helped him study for his citizenship test and taught me phrases in Russian. 
80. How many piercings do you have?
seis. five in my ears and one in my nostril
81. Can you roll your R’s?
Yup yup yup. I speak Spanish so its kinda essential
82. How fast can you type?
Fast enough
83. How fast can you run?
I’m asthmatic and have bad feet/knees/hips/spine, ya know what my bones are fucked upp let’s justgo with that
84. What colour is your hair?
Dark brown, almost black.
85. What color is your eyes?
Brown
86. What are you allergic to?
Cats :( and pollen and shit like that
87. Do you keep a journal?
yeah imean i forget about it sometimes but its nice to vent or reminisce
88. What do your parents do?
They both work in the automotivw industry at separate companies on separate sides of the country
89. Do you like your age?
Nope. I’m at a weird transitional phase of being an adult but also still a kid but I don’t relate to most teenagers and I also can’t legally drink here in the states. Issa bummer ya know???.
90. What makes you angry?
We don’t have time for this and i ont have the mental capacity for iteither
91. Do you like your own name?
Fuck no. My name is Zoeie, acomplicated variant of Zoe. Its dumb and I misspell t a lot becauseI’m a whole dumbass and I remember in like fifth grade there was four other gorls wiyh the same name and we all spelled it differentlu (oooo I’m buzzed) Also, dann the man wagner’s dog is named Zoeie and I’m like coolcoolcooltighttighttight I have the same name as his dog thats fuckin siiiiick dude sarcassssssm it bums me out and i dunno why (I’d rather go by Zee or Z on here but if you want to call me Zoeie that’s fine, I’m ccool with it, I just think its dumb because of the spelling its actually not that bad of a name i’m just buzzed and salty)
92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?
I don’t really wantt kids but if I were ever to have gremlins I’d say Stephanie Renee (Stephanie after Stevie Nicks and we’d use Stevie as her nickname; Renee is my mom’s middle name) for a hypothetical daughter and Harrison James (Harrison after the fucking superior Beatle; James after Jimmy Page and Jimi Hendrix. Basically just after guitar gods) for a hypothetical son. But I’m assuming there’d be another person involved in making that decision in that situation soooo
93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?
I am but a wee child, I don;’t want chilren. Also why the fuck would I want something specific??? you get what you get and you don’t throw a fit. Love your children or some shit like that.
94. What are you strengths?
I can get up in the morning and I thinf that;s real swell of me
95. What are your weaknesses?
I’m a fucking perffectionist anand I get in myown head a lot
96. How did you get your name?
I was nameless for the first day of my life and this was the first name my parents agreed on. Its spelled real fuckin dumb though. And my middle name was my grandma’s middle name.
97. Were your ancestors royalty?
Naw but they were royal guards wayyy back in the Ming dynasty. 
98. Do you have any scars?
am i tripppin large wit no luggage or did i answer this arleady???? the answer is yeah
99. Colour of your bedspread?
Navy
100. Colour of your room?
its cream we’re renting this place booooo
I don’t thinkk I’mma tag anyone because my braindoen’;t want to work ahora mismo and I can’t think of who to tag but I LOVE y’all even if idon;t talk to you I love you and appeciate you thank you if you read this :,)
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zoeygreensimblr · 4 years
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We are Never getting back Together (Episode 26)
I arrived at the vets early Friday morning, it was my last day of work experience and I was sad that it was going to be over, even with all the drama fromWednesday afternoon I still had an amazing time and learnt so much and I know that this is what I want to do with my life.
Dr Charlotte greets me warmly when I walk in the door.
"Morning Zoey, I'm a bit sad that it's your last day today but I wanted to ask you if you wanted to come work here part time next year?" She offers with a smile on her face
"I would love that, thank you" I accept
"Awesome, come see me in the new year and we will organise it once you know your Uni schedule"she tells me, "Oh and before I forget Stephanie Washington is coming back in this afternoon, she's collecting her dog's urn. She asked to time it with when you finish because she wants to take you out for coffee to show her appreciation for the comfort you gave her" She springs this on me and my nerves go into overdrive, why does she want to see me? Is she coming alone? Maybe she's going to tell me they broke up? Maybe she's going to give me in-depth details about how much sex they've been having now that I'm out of the picture?
"Is her boyfriend coming with her too?" I ask Dr Charlotte
"She didn't say. I told her 2pm, is that ok with you?" Dr Charlotte replies as she looks over the day's schedule, she doesn't see the panic on my face.
2pm takes forever to come around and the knot in my stomach is getting bigger and bigger. I'm a ball of nerves when I see Steph walk in at 2, she greets me with a hug and I'm somewhat relieved to see she's alone this time. Dr Charlotte comes out to hand over the urn and I see Steph's face turn from happy to sad in an instant, I put my arm around her shoulders.
"Thank you Zoey" She whispers to me, "Let's go get coffee"
We walk to the cafe across the road, order 2 coffees and find a table to sit at.
"You're such a sweet girl Zoey" She tells me when we sit down
"Thank you, I just felt so heartbroken for you on Wednesday, well for you and your boyfriend" Take her hand and give it a squeeze
"Ex boyfriend actually, we shared the dog when we were together and when she got sick I reached out to him because I thought he should know and she just kept getting worse and I feel so bad that I had to lean on him so much. I'm so sorry Zoey" She says, looking me in the eye.
"He told you who I was?" I ask her surprised
"He told me everything yesterday, Zoey we are not together and I don't want him back I promise you. Angus and I had a very toxic relationship, we kept hurting each other because we both couldn't just break up with the other one, it should of ended when we were in school honestly and he knows that too. We work great as friends though" She explains to me and I feel like such an idiot but it still doesn't excuse the fact that he kept secrets from me.
"Why did he hide the phone calls though?" I ask her
"Because he's an idiot" She laughs, "He thought that by keeping it from you that you wouldn't worry that he was cheating on you, I kept telling him that that was the most stupidest plan ever and any girl sees her boyfriend is receiving calls from his ex and he's hiding it is instantly going to think that he's cheating"
"So he really didn't cheat?" I say in a small voice
"No sweetie he didn't, he loves you, he came to my house the after you dumped him at the airport, he was in tears Zoey, I've never seen Angus cry except for when his parents died, he kept saying how he had fucked it all up, how he wasn't allowed to call you anymore or see you ever again. I kept telling him to go make things right, to explain everything to you. I didn't even know your name, he wouldn't tell me anything about you because he was so afraid I'd come looking for you" She squeezes my hand
"Why wouldn't he come tell me himself? I wanted him to show up at my house every day since I let him go, I wanted him to tell me that I was wrong."  I cry
"He said he tried in Del Sol Valley but you wouldn't listen to him" She tells me and I feel so guilty, he did try and I shut him out. I feel like complete shit.
"I miss him Steph, I wanted to call him so many times but I just couldn't, I kept thinking that he was with you and it was best if I just stepped aside" I break down.
"We are going to The Stargazer tonight, Happier is playing, Angus will be there as well as Tess, who I've now learnt is your sister, she's a cool chick. Anyway you should join us, I've just got to take this urn home and get changed" She suggests and that knot forms in my stomach again, I want to see him but I'm so scared too.
"I'll have to change too, I can't wear this" I tell her
"I have the perfect dress for you, I made it last week" She offers
"You make clothes?" I say surprised, I know nothing about Steph outside of what Angus has told me
"I'm a fashion designer for CAS clothing, I create unique custom content clothing" She informs me.
We walk to Steph's house, a small place not too far from my own, she places the urn on the mantle above the fire. I look around the room and see pictures of her and Annabelle, I forgot they were friends. She goes into a room and brings out a red velvet dress, it's absolutely beautiful and it's my size too.
"Go try it on" She urges me and I slip into her bathroom, it fits me like a glove, I walk out to show her and she claps her hands with joy
"Now make up and hair to complete the package" She says excited, I let her work her magic on me and when she's done I almost don't recognise myself, she's played up every feature I have on my face.
"Why are you being so nice to me?" I ask her, I feel like I'm not deserving of such attention.
"Because you were so sweet to me on Wednesday and I feel partly to blame for your break up" She explains hugging me, "You're my friend now Zoey, that's going to piss Angus off I'm sure, his two ex's becoming friends" We both laugh at that thought.
We catch an Uber to The Stargazer around 7, the place is already pumping when we arrive and I feel those nerves start to kick in. We scan the room for where the others are sitting and see Annabelle, Molly and Tess at a table near the dance floor, I feel a bit at ease to approach the table knowing Angus isn't there, I'm still not sure if I'm ready to face him.
"Zoey you're here and you look amazing" Tess cries out
"Thanks, Steph made the dress" I tell her, twirling around
"Fits her so good doesn't it? I'm calling it the 'How I got my ex boyfriend back' dress" Steph announces to the group and that's when I see him walking up to the table, my heart jumps up into my throat, why does he have to look so gorgeous, surely he could have a day where he just looks like trash? That would help with my nerves right now. He pulls Steph in for a hug, not noticing that I'm standing right next to her.
"How you feeling today?" He asks her with a concerned look
"It was tough picking up the urn but I had a comforting friend there to help me through" She tells him
"You saw Zoey again?" He questions her, "How was she?"
"Why don't you ask her?" Steph says, motioning to me and I watch his expression change from concern for Steph to absolute shock when his eyes rest on me.
"Why are you here?" He asks me as if I have no place stepping inside The Stargazer, he got this place in the break up and I'm breaking the rules being here
"Steph invited me, She said 'Happier' were playing tonight" I tell him, my voice shaking
"I'm going to the bar" He tells Steph and he storms off. I wasn't expecting him to be angry.
"Should I go talk to him?" I ask Steph and she nods.
Angus is sitting at the bar, nursing a beer, his face is stormy and I'm scared to approach him but I feel that only I can fix this now.
"Hey" I say, taking the seat next to him, the mixologist approaches me and I order a drink. Angus finally looks up from his drink once mine is place in front of me.
"She's on my tab" He tells the mixologist and she nods and walks away
"You didn't have to do that you know? I don't expect you to pay for my drink." I tell him, pulling money out of my bag and sliding it over to him.
"I don't need your money Zoey" He says, flicking it back to me, I put it back in my bag, "Why are you here?" He asks me again
"Steph and I had coffee this afternoon, we had a really good talk and she cleared some things up for me" I explain
"And what did she clear up for you Zoey? The fact that I'm not the cheating asshole you accused me of being?" His tone is angry but he's not yelling at me.
"I got it wrong and I'm sorry" I can feel my eyes starting to well up, I stare up at the lights hoping the brightness will stop the tears, I don't want to ruin the great job Steph did doing my make up.
"So she pretty much told you the exact same thing I had told you 3 months ago except when I did it I getting fucking left at the airport and she gets to play dress ups with her new best friend and I'm sure you both bonded over how shit I am too" He says, throwing down the last bit of his beer.
"I don't think you're shit Angus, I was angry at you for keeping secrets from me but I never said you were shit, you were a good boyfriend" I tell him, hoping to soften his mood
"I was the bad boyfriend who got cheated on and then I was the good boyfriend who gets dumped, I can't win" He scowls, skipping over the fact that he kept a secret from me.
"I miss you Angus" I say, reaching across to touch his arm.
"And who's fault is that Zoey? If you didn't break up with me then you wouldn't be sitting here telling me that you miss me" He pulls away from my touch
"If you had just been honest with me about the calls and seeing her I wouldn't of broken up with you and we'd still be together" I fire back
"Sure we would be, you would of look for another excuse to end us anyway. You didn't want to be with me Zoey, you just wanted a boyfriend and I just happened to make a move" He accuses me
"I kissed you Angus, that first night we were here together, I made that move first" I remind him
"Yeah and only after I had made it abundantly clear that I was into you. I could have been any guy, you would of just jumped at the chance to have someone shower you with attention or maybe it was that you wanted to get rid of your virginity before going to Uni next year, now you can fuck a whole frat house and have meaningless casual sex" He yells at me.
"Why are you trying to hurt me?" I ask, fighting back the tears but they start falling down my cheeks
"Because you cut me out of your life like I meant nothing to you, 3 months of nothing and then you show up here and want to act like you think we will be all good" He explains, "Did you think I'd just want you back because you put on a dress and some make up? Did you really think I'd forget that you just abandoned me?" He questions me
"I wasn't thinking we'd get back together, I don't even know if I want to" I admit
"What do you want from me Zoey? I gave you the world and you threw it back at me" He says wounded
"We could be friends?" I suggest, I just want him back in my life.
"And how do you think that would work? We hang out together? We see movies and eat meals?" He asks but I can tell he's mocking the idea, he doesn't want me in his life and I'm just wasting my time trying. I finish my drink, grab my bag and get up to leave, I feel deflated and punished, "Are you walking away?" He asks me
"I think I should, I didn't come here to ruin your night and I don't like the way you're speaking to me, I don't feel that I have to just sit there and be belittled by someone who can't admit their own fault in this" I explain to him but I'm unable to move, he has me locked in his gaze.
"This is who you are Zoey, when things get hard you look for an exit, you did it to me the first time you left and I chased after you" He reminds me and I sit back down, he's right, any bit of conflict and I leave. He orders another drink, a Rum and Coke this time and a Vodka soda for me.
"I don't like fighting" I explain
"Nobody likes fighting Zoey but you can't just bolt each time a conflict arises" His tone has soften, almost comforting, "I had all these plans for us, I wanted to live with you next year which, for me, is a pretty big step considering the last person I wanted to live with decided to fuck my best friend" He looks at me with such pain
"Angus I wanted that too, I wanted to be with you but just you" I tell him and he looks at me confused
"I wanted to be with just you too" He replies
"I felt like everything I did with you was constantly being compared to Steph, she did it this way or she did that, it felt like I was in a relationship with you and her and I wanted to be the first at something, like you were for me. I had no one to compare you to and I liked that, you were my first everything, my first boyfriend, my first lover, the first guy I ever gave my heart to and it broke me to lose you. So many times I wanted to call you or tell you about something funny that happened that day and I couldn't because I had set you free, I stepped aside" I say, crying into my drink.
"You could have contacted me Zoey" He tells me
"You could of contacted me too Angus but you let me walk away" I tell him
"You told me not to contact you, you were pretty direct about that remember?" He reminds me and I feel this guilty pain stab at my heart, I had told him to never contact me again. I don't want to beg him for friendship though, I don't want it to feel forced.
"If I could back to that day and change it I would, in a heartbeat, I regret so much now" I let the guilt wash over me as he sits there drinking his rum, I don't even think he cares that I'm upset though.
"I'm going to go home" He announces as he finishes his drink
"Ok" I reply completely deflated, I should have stayed home, then no one would of had their night ruined
"Do you want to come?" He asks in all honesty
"Are you going to belittle me more and make me feel like shit?" I ask
"I wasn't planning on it, I have something of yours at my house that you may need next week" He explain and I know instantly that he is referring to my formal dress, the one he bought for me.
"You still have that?" I say surprised
"Well what was I going to do with it Zoey? It's yours, it has always been yours and You deserve it back so you can wear it on Tuesday night" He remembered when the formal was, or Tess and Cassie reminded him
"I don't even know if I'll go" I tell him
"Why would you not go?" He asks, shocked
"Because Tess has Declan and Cassie and Sam are on the verge of getting together, they've had a few dates now that school is done and she's made her feelings known and I'll be like this giant fifth wheel who just sits alone and drinks the the fruit punch and doesn't dance" I tell him, I now I sound pathetic, so many girls will be alone that night and will still be having fun.
"Well I still need you to take the dress because it's taking up room in my closet and I need it gone" He says, standing up to leave.
"Fine, I will come and get it now if that will make you happy" I too stand up and start walking towards the exit.
The air outside is warm with a light breeze, perfect October weather and such a vast difference from the last time I was doing this walk to his apartment. He walks at a faster pace than me, always staying 4 steps in front and I almost feel like I have to jog to keep up. I'm so unfit now, 3 months without cardio and I've forgotten how to run. He reaches the elevator before me and groans that he had to hold the door open so I could catch up. He opens the door to his apartment and all the memories flood back in, he throws his keys on the bar, just like he did when I was here before and starts making his way up the stairs but stops when hears his name being called from the bedroom on the bottom floor
"Angus?" A sweet sounding voice calls out
"Yeah it's me, I came home early" He calls back, reversing his original path up the stairs and walks over to the bedroom, I don't know it I should follow him or just wait near the bar.
"What happened?" The voice asks concerned
"Long story but I brought someone home" He tells her
"You didn't? Angus it's one thing for you to be going out and getting wasted to forget her but bringing home random girls from the bar is sleazy and disgusting, have some respect for yourself and for that poor girl who is no doubt just standing out there waiting for you" She chastises him
"Come meet her" He coaxes her out of the room and I see that she is a beautiful blonde woman, around 40 but has kept herself in great shape and looks amazing.
"I'm so sorry for my brother, he's not himself lately and he shouldn't have brought you here to disrespect you" She apologises and I realise that this is Imogen
"Immie this is Zoey" He laughs
"This is Zoey? The Zoey?" She questions him and he nods, "I'm so sorry sweetie, I thought you were just some girl he picked up at the bar, I raised him better than to be a manwhore. You're pretty, he said you were pretty but now I'm seeing it for myself" Imogen says, embracing me in a giant, warm hug
"Immie loves getting all parental on me" Angus explains to me, his mood has lifted a lot.
"Well if I didn't you would of been out there impregnating half of San Myshuno like Caleb does" She pokes him in the ribs laughing, "Oh Zoey, it's so good to finally meet you, you were all he would talk about when I was away" She says, hugging me again, I'm so surprised that she's being so warm and inviting to me considering Angus says I abandoned him and Steph says I broke him.
"Zoey is here for her formal dress" Angus tells Imogen
"Oh you must be so excited for formal. I remember my formal like it was yesterday, I went with your step dad Don, we danced all night and I lost my virginity that night...which is more information than either of you ever wanted to know" She says blushing and I have to stifle a giggle.
"Thanks for that image" Angus tells her, running off up the stairs, I walk slowly behind him.
"Do you want a snack?" Imogen calls out to us
"Only if you're making it anyway" I hear him call back and she joins me on the stairs, we reach the top, I head towards his bedroom and she goes to the kitchen. Angus has already pulled the box with my dress inside out of his closet by the time I get into the room and has placed it on his bed.
"Thank you again for keeping it" I say, I feel like I should hug him to show gratitude but I don't think he would very welcoming to the idea of me touching him ever again
"Like I said, it's taking up room and I need it gone" He say coldly, yep, not open to a hug.
Imogen appears in the doorway, strawberries and cream in hand.
"Let's eat" She says, ushering us to the dining table. We sit in silence for a while, enjoying the strawberries dipped in cream until she breaks the ice, "You must be relieved to be finished school now Zoey?" She asks me and Angus looks at me as if he's only just realised I'm finally finished
"Oh yeah, the exams were so stressful but I studied hard leading up to them and I think I did well, I won't know for certain until December when they release the results" I tell her
"And Angus said you were doing work experience at the vets near your house, how did that go?" She pushes on with her questioning as he sit there eating his strawberries but listening to my every word
"I loved it, Dr Charlotte said I did really good, that I showed kindness and compassion and she offered me part time work for next year once I find out my uni schedule so I'm really happy with that" I explain.
"Yeah, Angus said you were so sweet to Steph on Thursday, that poor girl, what a nightmare, having to put her dog down" Imogen says sadly
"Nortica was my dog too" Angus interjects
"I know she was and I feel bad for you too Gus" she says, taking his hand
"I'm sorry too Angus, about Nortica, I know how much you missed her and how sad you got when we saw 'Lost Dogs Journey Home'" I reach across the table to take his other hand but he pulls it away, Imogen sees it all and she gives him a stern look, he reaches his hand across the table and gabs mine in his
"Sorry Zoey" He mumbles his fake apology, like a kid on the playground who has been forced into it
It's getting late when i announce I should be going, I have no idea how I'm going to take my dress on the train or how I'm even going to manage to get to the station in the dark.
"Gus when was your last drink?" Imgon quizzes him
"2 hours ago, I had a rum and coke and a light beer tonight, I swear that's all I've had Immie" He tells her like he's going to get into trouble for drinking
"You should be right to drive, take Zoey home" She demands
"I'm ok to catch the train"I plead with her
"Ugh no you're not Zoey, I told you so many times that the train isn't safe this time of night, go get your dress and I'll drop you home" He says annoyed but I do as he asks and we leave together in his car. We travel in silence the whole way, me looking out the window at the trees coming into bloom for spring and he doesn't try to touch my knee or grab my hand. We reach my house and he he carries the box with my dress inside to the door and lingers for a moment.
"Thank you for bringing me home Angus" I tell him
"If you had been murdered on the train then Tess would never of let me hear the end of it" He says coldly and we stand there again in awkward silence.
"Well Goodnight" I say after a minute
"Night Zoey, I'll see you Monday afternoon"
"Monday afternoon?"
"For training and don't think that I'm going to go easy on you because you didn't show up for 3 months either" He warns me before turning around and walking back to his car
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