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#but at this point - every oc is a comfort oc lmaoooo
sunshineandviolets · 2 years
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"You are brave, stupidly stubborn, strong - willed and always put others in front. Stuck with this saviour complex - but for once in your goddamn life, why can't you let yourself be selfish? " "I asked before, and I'll keep asking again and again till you answer - What is it that you want, Aleisha?"
Commissioned these two gorgeous portraits of Aleisha & Safiya by @sovhina/@lyriumsings - thank you again for these!! they looks absolutely stunning 💕💕💕!!!!
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bangtangalicious · 3 years
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what would fmf!jk do if oc didn’t listen to jk and actually dated someone and ended up falling in love, how far would jk go to get her back?
so lets say you fall in love with taehyung bc he’s such a sweetheart in this. i hope you like this anon <3
tw: jealousy, possessive behavior, toxic fuckboy mentalities, fuckboy!jungkook, manipulation, implied smut, angst (sorry lmaoooo), heartbreak, selfpity, sabotage, poor taehyung rip, implied slut shaming (this part of the fuck me forever au)
weeks after hearing the news that you and taehyung were actually now dating, jungkook would find himself at the bar every night, drinking away the pain and throwing himself at others. he’d fuck two or three people a night, but his mind was always full of you. he was sick of you. no. he missed you.
he’d see you and taehyung around campus being all cute together. taehyung kissing your forehead, making you laugh, holding you in his arms the way jungkook used to
he’d sweat it off at the gym, pounding into the punching bag like there was no tomorrow. he couldn’t sit around and let you slip away from him. not any longer.
he’d hit you up, hellbent on doing whatever he needed to sabotage your relationship before he loses you for good. he’d text you asking to meet, showing up at your place when taehyungs not around. he’d want to try to drive a wedge between the two of you
he knew youd tell taehyung youd been spending time with him. he wanted you to. because he knew taehyung would advise you not to see him. to cut him out of your life.
and that was the key. jungkook would start putting the idea in your head that taehyung himself was overly possessive, not wanting you to spend time with your own best friend—how ridiculous ! 
jungkook knew all your deepest insecurities, and would exploit them to the fullest in order to to make you doubt taehyung’s commitment to you. 
he'd point out whenever other girls would talk to him. whenever taehyung would say he was too busy to see you. it would become the bane of his existence, making sure to catch taehyung slipping whenever he possibly could. he'd fill your head with wrong notions, reminding you all the reasons you felt you were undeserving of someone loving you.
then he'd recommend breaking up with him.
in the meantime he'd go around telling all your mutual friends that you still sleep with him even though you claim to be dating taehyung
taehyung may not believe it, but everyone else does. 
eventually they would start judging taehyung for being complacent or naive. saying that you’re taking advantage of him and getting away with cheating on him because you’re just that hot
despite how hard taehyung tries, it would eventually get to his head. he would blow up at you accidentally one day and you would start to think that maybe jungkook was right about taehyung being possessive. you weren't used to being in a relationship either. so you’d dump him then and there
jungkook would be overjoyed when you tell him, calling him in a mess of tears. he'd come over right away and take full advantage of your heartbreak & vulnerability. hold you tight. be the friend you knew and loved. the one you needed. 
sssh baby its okay. im here now aren’t i? everything will be okay. i got you.
you’d realize just how close he is, your lips would draw into him like a magnet. he’d make sure you kissed him first.
you’d want to give him everything, let him take complete control so that you could feel numb.
let me take away the pain baby. i can make it all go away. let me treat you right.
jungkook would then begin to fuck you sweetly. with care. getting into your emotional mind. filling you with love & adoration. making you feel wanted. making you feel beautiful. 
he has no idea what he’s missing out on. you’re a fucking goddess y/n. you’re the hottest girl in the entire world. you drive me crazy.
you realize that no matter how hard you tried to deny it you still had feelings for jungkook. you always would. 
this would overwhelm jungkook. he loves you too. but he’s afraid. afraid he’ll mess up and you’ll leave him. afraid that you’ll hurt him, get bored of him before he gets bored of you. he likes having to chase you. he likes the freedom of having you only when he’d like. he can’t be tied down, he can’t! its suffocating to think about. he doesn’t want what you and taehyung had.
he'd panic internally, but decide to entertain your feelings for the night if it would keep you this eager to please him and let him rail you repeatedly, all night long. however he wants.
god im fucking in love with you baby. i love you so much 
as he would push his cock deep inside you. he’d promise you love. friendship. the knowing comfort that you’d never ever be alone—you always had him. he was yours as long as you were his. 
you’re mine. all mine. don’t ever let anyone touch you again except me. im the only one. tell me im the only one. show me how much you need me.
he would fuck you over. and over. and over again. lips glued to one another. never parting as he pumped you full of his cum until you couldn’t even move. 
such a good fucking girl. so perfect for me. wanna fuck you just like this for the rest of my life
in the morning taehyung would show up begging for you to give him another chance. jungkook would answer the door in nothing but his boxers, telling taehyung everything he needed to know. 
once he would leave jungkook would grab your phone and block taehyungs number. he didn’t want to risk the two of you communicating and fixing your relationship.
he’d lie down, thinking about his actions as he watches you sleep. he couldn’t do it. he just couldn’t do it. he’d blink back tears of frustration, hating himself more for stealing something good from you—his best friend—for his own selfish needs. 
he wasn’t good enough for you. you deserved better. he recalled with a pang in his heart all the promises he made made while making love to you for so long last night. he was rotten, and he knew it. 
so when you you woke up. 
he was gone. 
a/n: basically he’d manage to get you back but then he would leave bc. he’s an asshole. IM SORRY HAAHAHA. theres a happy ending in the works ok dw. 
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taetaespeaches · 3 years
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it makes me so happy to hear that you're doing well! :) yes, i am good too, just wishing this pandemic was over already haha. it's kind of frustrating because it's like...so many people are being difficult about it? in my state, mask mandates have been put back in place and officials are encouraging social distancing but it's like what their saying is going over people's heads :/ i wish they took things more seriously. (sorry for the small rant, i really needed to get that off my chest lol)
but yes! i did love the fic. i really like how you've written for all the girls and the members to have platonic relationships with each other, the ones that the younger ones have going on is 100% my favorite though. Peaches and Dear's friendship is really similar to how Jimin and Tae's is. we could really see it when Jimin and dear went through their breakup and peaches was just wanting to make sure that dear was okay, the same going for Tae and Jimin.
i sat down the other night to read the new Yoongi and Kid fic and omg when i read that Kid had thoughts about feeling rejected my heart kinda ached for her. you could tell that Yoongi really wasn't trying to make her feel that way in the slightest, i feel like everything that had went down between them was a result of him trying to juggle both work and keeping a relationship. his career and what he has going with the oc are both extremely important to him but he just got a little sidetracked. but it's easy to understand why Kid had those types of feelings though. it was obvious that his intentions weren't to hurt her and he really did want to work things out. the part that stuck sith me the most was when he had told her "i'm not going anywhere. i'll see you in the morning," because i think a lot of people would have stormed off after that.
THOSE WERE MY EXACT THOUGHTS AT FIRST TOO. 😭 lmao but then i had to backtrack and think about more because he's just simply confident in his ability to be able to write music. i think plenty of people would look at it that way but then eventually start to think otherwise since he's just always been that way. he (including the members too) puts so much effort and time into what he does. that type of confidence looks great on him, especially when he produces so much and works with other artists too.
(UGH YOU'RE SO KIND🥺❤)
I'm glad you're doing well! But I completely agree, it's beyond frustrating. In my conservative ass state we don't even have mask mandates so :/ I completely understand the annoyance and anger and frustration with people who just don't seem to care
Honestly I adore writing Peaches and Dear lol and I'm so glad you enjoy the friendships! I think seeing how Jimin and Tae are together I just really wanted to make Peaches and Dear very similar. In the first Jimin and Dear fic where she meets Jimin, Peaches, and Tae for the first time, I really wanted to show that like Dear was of course infatuated with Jimin but she was like also very smitten with Peaches lol. Like she really found her best friends in one go, good for her :(
Yeah :( I definitely feel for Kid, and I'm glad that you did too. It's so tough to deal with feeling rejected and kind of unwanted but like not feeling comfortable in expressing that. And of course Yoongi would never want to make her feel like that but I just think he gets wrapped up in work and doesn't even realize that like he may be neglecting Kid. And since she doesn't say anything he's literally just chilling thinking things are fine lol. And yeah definitely, Yoongi wants Kid to know that he's not taking an easy out at any point in their relationship so like he'll be there when she's ready to actually have a conversation
Lmaoooo I mean yeah, Yoongi can be pretty um cocky hahaha but rightfully so, he's proved himself worthy of having that kind of ?swagger? (jesus my millennial is showing). I love that Yoongi has that kind of quiet confidence about him at all times and when he gets a bit more loud with it 😩 GO OFF KING!!! But I did like his explanation that like every song is how it's supposed to be, he doesn't want do overs, I really loved that answer
(excuse me you're the sweetest <3)
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