#but it still sucks

[teaboot]

if anyone is interested in the current situation on Canadian Healthcare, it is 6:45 in the morning and I am in line for the 8:00 opening of the only walk-in clinic in the city, which takes no appointments, has only one doctor, is full by 8:30, and closes at 1pm.

There are two people ahead of me, and they brought folding chairs from home.

#Free Healthcare is still better than none but our government isn't paying our doctors #So they're all going to America #And I don't blame them #But it still sucks

[sunflowerdigs]

It's so frustrating that even though Loki is canonically attracted to men, Lokius fans are still somehow delusional. Like, when does it become not delusional to ship the bisexual character with a man he's clearly very fond of? The whole Loki bisexual reveal seems to rest on the tacit understanding that Loki will never actually feel or act on any attraction to a man, and that's reflected in fan reaction to queer Loki ships. It's like the character is, for all intents and purposes, straight...but Marvel gets to call him bi for diversity points. It's kinda bullshit and I don't love it.

#lokius #like obviously cheers to the s1 showrunner for even getting it that far well done #and cheers to whoever made Lokius so lovely this season #but it still sucks

[theparadoxart]

I wish a man's value wasnt decided just by his assets, his money and how much he can provide.

#and if u think im wrong #then sorry to break it to you but its the reality #honestly ive accepted it now #but it still sucks #theres so much more to being a man and sometimes its sad nobody sees that #i wonder if my father felt the same #the expectations this constant pressure of being- #forget it #rant ig

[macallisters]

tons of people hate me on here and for literally no reason at all and most days it doesn’t bother me but some days it does and today is one of those days

#they don’t know me #but it still sucks #like what have i done SO bad to you??

[pizzaqueen]

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#Sometimes I think about how much I've let anxiety take from me and it's...a LOT #like a lot a lot #and now I can feel it taking fandom from me too #no desire to write (and most of the last few fics I’ve posted have been…not good and I’m really sorry about that) #it’s my own fault 100% #(not just with fandom but everything for not trying harder) #but it still sucks #i guess it sucks more because I know it’s my own fault #misc #tw mental health #cw mental health #cw anxiety #personal #negative #anyway still on a break for idk how long #but the break hasn’t helped at all 😞 #and now I just feel so guilty for not being around and reblogging more stuff #and I have major FOMO #ughhhhhhh #plus my health anxiety is just so so bad rn

[the-brutal-hymn-of-gunpowder]

Someone stole my fucking CD´s from my mail box. My life is a fucking disaster. Im gonna burn something.

#like god damn it #first I gave the wrong adress now this #the universe dosent want me to have nice things #its not their fault I know that #they did so much already #but it still sucks #its odly peotic in a way #there really are no happy endings #I hope everyone who got a CD values it deeply #merch drop #the mechanisms #the mechanisims band

[borderlinereminders]

This is a personal vent, so feel free to scroll by.

I feel like I keep getting bad news after bad news.

Being an adult sucks a lot.

I missed over half my hours last month because I was so sick and still am, so I’m missing more hours today. In the same month my partners commissions got cut in half because of a survey (the question on the survey is “would you recommend this place to anyone?” And if people say “no,” he loses “points” even though they’re usually unhappy with the service they received by the mechanics vs him (he’s a service advisor and lets people know what services their vehicles need) and it sucks. Side note: please keep in mind that when doing surveys like these, it’s usually the employees that get punished.)

And we now have to spend $900 to fix his car. And I spent a lot of money last month fixing my vehicle. And my vehicle still has issues and safety concerns and I can’t afford to get it fixed. And I am so tired. In the same month we get less money than usual, we have more issues than usual. We live in a rural area with no available bussing and have to commute to work in two different directions.

The exact same month that my freezer went and we lost all our meat and other foods that I’d bought on sale that would have helped us not go grocery shopping this month.

I am frustrated at my body and at finances. And being an adult. And my fiancés employer.

I also feel like a failure even though a lot of this is out of my control. For not being able to work, and for having too much in the freezer so that we lost a lot of value.

I know it’ll all be okay in the end. And it’ll work out. But right now, feeling overwhelmed and just frustrated at everything. Except my dogs. My dogs are my lifeline. 10/10 for them.

#I’ll delete this later #but I just wanted to vent it #I’m feeling really overwhelmed today especially #showing up to work and being told I can’t work because of how not well I seem #sucks #valid of them to say so #but it still sucks

[littlekinng]

the more i think on it the more certain i am that i didn’t necessarily dislike the ending. yea the episode itself was a little rushed and frankly unfulfilling but that do be the mcu’s way babeyy. however i think that it was one of the most poignant and just ways to wrap up the character (if that’s actually it for him) after 12 years of mercurial existence, unclear motives, and a blatant lack of resolute sense of self. out of every conceivable and practical outcome, it certainly wasn’t the worst, and it read as almost poetic.

that being said, it still feels a little unfair— particularly as the continual focus throughout seasons one AND two was Loki’s fear of being alone, after a lifetime of feeling as if he had no place

#like i get it i get it #but it still sucks #anyway i’ll probably have more to say but sorry for the soapbox

[leona-florianova]

Damn I wanna draw but I have blocked my neck so bad that I cant really look down at my tablet.. Cant really look comfortably anywhere besides forward..

#its better than few days ago when everything was agony #but it still sucks #friend send me some good exercise videos and those helped big time

[lyannatropes]

really struggling with loneliness, both on a personal level and as an artist

#will people ever care for my art? probably not lol #kinda accepted i'll always be lonely as a person anyway #but it still sucks

[42frogs]

Sometimes idk what feels more uncomfortable working for a social mobility charity that takes donations from the companies that can only make money BC poverty and wealth hoarding exists (banking, finance and investment firms) or working for a "non governmental public body" that has to be apolitical protecting heritage in one country and unable to make a statement against destruction of heritage as a method of genocide in another

#all jobs involve some level of hypocrisy if you are an anti capitalist #this job is better bc i know what im doing and charity is fake #but it still sucks

[corrieguards]

I think one of the most frustrating things as a writer is wanting so badly to write a story, but feeling like my writing isn't worthy of telling it.

That i'm not doing it justice, and that ultimately, I shouldn't even be attempting to in the first place.

#i know it's not really true #i know #but it still sucks #personal

[kanine360p]

how it feels to be a furry artist but fixated on something that has absolutely nothing to do with silly anthro animals

#everytime i try and draw i human i HATE IT this SUCKS #im trying though #but it still sucks #GRAGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[everything-changes-once-again]

The last few months of this PhD are just a continuous state of wanting to punch 3-years-ago me in the face. I know the point of a PhD is ~learning~ but there's so much additional data I could have collected, experiments I wish I could have done, but I just didn't think to do it. Which of course I should forgive myself for, because I didn't know any better! But it's so annoying trying to write around data gaps that I literally created for myself and that I could have probably filled if I'd just thought ahead a little more. So it goes.

#grad school #i think everyone feels this way #but it still sucks #knowing your science could have been better #while at the same time knowing you're a better scientist than you were 3 years ago

[llycaons]

it's not that my roommate and I were ever best friends who talk every day but she literally never even looks at me or acknowledges me anymore, and when I ask how she is she's very curt. and whenever I come home I feel like she resents me being there, which feels really shitty. I'm sure she's tired and all and I want to give her her space but it's been going on for weeks now and idk. I hope she's okay and all but this apartment feels so unwelcoming to be in 😭 she and her bf literally already took over the living room and I try to be quiet but idk what else I can even do so I suppose it's out of my hands!

#and I don't know what talking to her would do except make her even more annoyed that she's being asked to exert extra effort #to make sure my feelings are spared. bc at the end of the day it's just me being like. 'are you mad at me 🥺' #which is really not her obligation to worry about #and I have friends besides her and a life outside that and I don't need to rely on her #but it still sucks #cor.txt

[tokyogruel]

hi

#creature speaks #didnt end up losing my mind over my lost art #i found a few files #and i have a few leads for other art... #but it still sucks