#but then the content is so rare cuz finny cant come on most of ciels missions 😭

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im sure ive made this post before but im forever and always thinking about the fact that ciel and finny both think of themselves as the older brother in their relationship

like ciel thinks he takes the emotional weight of dealing with londons underground and the knowledge of constructing these terrible things, and finny thinks he takes the emotional weight of actually being a murderer and doing terrible things to people and BOTH of them think they're doing it to keep the other more innocent so they can live their life more comfortably because they both want the other to live as the child they didnt get to be

like do you get it? do you understand why i go crazy over them? like so many characters think of themselves as ciels older brother but none of them are on the level that finny is on because hes more actually equal to ciel and literally one of his only friends who could actually understand the level of what he went through and would stick with him through thick and thin and even gets to be ciels little brother at the same time AND even gets to be ciels 'ciel' because that little boy is his sebastian who saved him and gave him a new life and and and-

#i have a migraine and have been stressed all wekk #the solution? think about these two #they drive me CRAZY #i needed something to think about last night to keep my mind less anxious #and the first thing that came to mind was cielinny #they drive me insane in the best way tho #god i love them i want more to their relationship #like yana makes it such a point that they are important and special to each other #but then the content is so rare cuz finny cant come on most of ciels missions 😭 #like i GET it ciel wouldnt want him to see those things #but i want to see more of them together man #cielinny #ciel phantomhive #finnian #devo speaks #meta #black butler #kuroshitsuji