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sharpedgedfool · 4 months

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How do you go about designing the interiors/layout the backgrounds for your comics? They’re very intricate and stunning to look at! Do you make concept art? Use in-game or comic structures?

I’m especially impressed with the look of that Stardust Speedway space bar in TDSO, what was the creative process behind that one?

Hey, thanks! I've been trying to work on backgrounds more recently so thats super nice to here! I'll ramble a little bit and try explaining how I do it (apologies for the long post I'll hide it under a read more!)

Landscapes or outdoorsie areas I usually just freehand, but anything with buildings I use grids and stuff. I love interior design games or anything that lets you decorate so I've plenty practice just setting up scenes from that, but I use references and usually do a floorplan while thumbnailing so I can sort of play set designer. For individual pieces I try to draw from scratch or have really basic room grids set up, since I wont have to draw the same background like 20 times I can spend more time on it.

Heres the concept art I did for my big pirate drawing I did a while back, for this I did all of that background work from scratch. I used a ton of references and then just planned it all out by developing thumbnails and smoothing it out.

For comics though, to keep myself sane I've started using the sims 4 game to like create rooms and I pose them around and screenshot stuff, I usually use stand-in objects then draw over them to match the comic background. For the Stardust space bar I looked up the references from Sonic X as that's where it's from, and basically just re-created the shape of the building to use as a base - the bar was already designed so I'm just figuring out the proportions really.

Heres some pics of my notes and a screenshot I've used for TDSO to show u how I do that too! I do all my planning on paper then just use the sims to re-create what I've drawn in 3d!

The sims 4 base game is free to download so it's def super useful for cheesing it quickly for comics, but if ur looking for more specifics to properly learn perspective I highly recommend Understanding Comics by Scott McCloud (I think that's the one I'm thinking of lmao) it has a ton of good comic tips but the perspective section has helped me massively while I've been figuring this all out!

#ask #oriontag #this was so long im sorry but I realised I've never gotten to share these notes before! exciting haha

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itzynabi · 1 year

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eve being a mother of five

an: i'm not sure how much i like this but pls enjoy! feedback and reblogs are much appreciated

eve's masterlist // fanmade videos

clip one: 190519 airport

whilst some journalists are expected when the girls go to the airport, they didn't expect to be mobbed

eve could tell that yeji was uncomfortable so she stood between the journalists and her

eve, to the journalists: please back up so the members can have space to walk

some of the journalists moved back and made space so they could walk comfortably

in one of the videos captured by the media eve turned back to yeji

"are you okay, jiji? 🥺"

clip two: 190502 solo vlive

comment: you carry a big bag to music shows, what's in it?

eve: that bag is full of stuff for the members. it has blankets, jackets, books, a few makeup products, toys… basically anything to keep them entertained and that they might need

this was one of the first times midzy's got to see a glimpse of mother eve

she def went viral

clip three: yuna's graduation vlog

yuna: eve unnie made breakfast for me today. it was a special breakfast. and she gave me a congratulations card and gifts for graduating and money and said i just go out with my friends

eve is a rich girl its true

yuna: she said that she'll start helping me with learning how to drive

eve also posted on bubble about yuna's graduation and had everyone in tears 😭😭

clip four: 220516 vlive

ryubi vlive everybody cheer

they were just talking about any and everything

during the live, somebody had been calling ryujin's phone but she kept declining it

ryujin: oh my gosh, seriously!

eve: what?

ryujin showed her the phone and eve rolled her eyes

she took that phone, cleared her throat and then

eve: if you're the one that keeps calling ryujin, then stop. she doesn't want to marry you, stop being delusional

best believe she got in trouble for that

and had to issue a half-assed apology

but midzy's (and every sane kpop stan) applauded her for helping her member

safe to say the person didn't call again

clip five: 220625 solo vlive

eve: i got a car earlier this year and i'm very excited about that

comment: have you gone anywhere?

eve: i've gone to visit my parents and i let them drive it wherever they wanted, same with kibum ahjussi and i've taken the members lots of places. whenever they want to anywhere, i get to take them so i'm very happy about that

BONUS

clip: paris et itzy ep 1

they went on the boat and eve got seasick

yeji: *holding eve's hand* do you feel okay?

eve, who looks five seconds away from throwing up: i'm great! 🤠

yuna: here's water, unnie

eve smiled at her and took the water

ryujin: if you make that face, the editors won't be able to use this footage

chaeryeong: maybe try looking at the sky

the way they were trying to comfort eve and distract her from her discomfort 🥺

lia: that cloud looks like a poop!

cue the members finding shapes in the clouds

clip: weekly idol ep 450

lia: eve unnie doesn't cry easily or often

kwanghee: really?

lia: yeah. i haven't seen her cry that many times – only four times i think – but whenever i do, my heart always hurts

eunhyuk: why?

lia: i just end up thinking "how much pain is she in that she's crying?"

eunhyuk: what about tears of joy?

eve: i don't really get those. sometimes i cry when feeling an emotion, other times i can't, even if i'm feeling that same emotion

yeji: i remember one time as trainees as we were gearing up for debut–

kwanghee: before debut

yeji: –eve unnie cried bcs she was feeling stressed and overwhelmed and i didn't know what to do because i had never seen her cry and when i told lia this, she started crying because she was worried about how stressed unnie must have been

kwanghee: wow! you guys really care for each other

lia, tearing up: of course, she's our member

ryujin: now lia unnie is crying! 😯

eve hugged lia and kissed her head

eve: it's okay, juj

lia: i want unnie to be okay 🥺

eve: i'll always be okay because i have the members

eunhyuk: wahhh. you guys really care for each other

kwanghee, passing lia a tissue: they have a really strong bond

ryujin: it's our teams driving force

©️ kim nabi

#itzy 6th member #itzy added member #itzy additional member #itzy member au #kpop added member #kpop addition #kpop oc #eve kim #kim nabi #itzy eve #midzy.youtube

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cryingatships · 8 months

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SOOO ep 2 let's goooo

If you change the props then this would 100% fir as a scene from a xianxia drama. Zhang Teng is versatile with genres

The lollypop. Zhang Teng needs his sugar fix??

This is creepy. I hope ZY kept a weapon stashed under his pillow or smt

OMG?? What is this sudden assault get AWAY FROM HIM

oh it was a dream. Valid when you're rooming with a bloodied stranger you found off the streets who keeps blackmailing you.

Food comes back again. What's gonna be the role of food in their relationship? An expression of love?

(Trying) to put on clothes on your love interest, the trope makes a comeback. Is ZR already in the feels? Even if he is, ZY def isn't rn

So ZR making food is showing that he cares, but then ZY doesn't want to eat it. He doesn't want ZR's care (love?) and doesn't want to be a part of ZR world. But ZR forces ZY to eat it, power dynamics coming back again??? I'm hungry and now I want eggs for dinner ueueue

Here lemme wipe nothing off the corner of your lips. Zy's cheek mole is cuteeee tho

Oh Ai di is ~fancy~ with his fan. I need to learn gif making

THE FOOD. omg why is this show using food in so many diff ways. I'm hungry don't torture me like this, but also food is again used as a medium for power dynamics, as a weapon (but Ai di's gonna fall for that man, no?). Interesting how they keep using food in diff ways, eh

I love Ai di's aesthetic! Also the jacket wearing person who stands next to Zhang Teng. They both got ✨✨✨✨

I wanna know how Ai di's eyes are fine and he isn't coughing when he's so near the pot. Your spice tolerance can only be so good...

Ok food as a metaphor for gremlin love. I get it.

His spice tolerance is actually great

Oh you wanna tie him up so bad- Yeah, they only hate eo. No love between them, nope. But atleast let him eat -_-

ZR made him a lunchbox. eeeee cute. ZR = feed my bae. CY = Don't let my bae eat. I'm gonna ignore Ai di's gremlin behaviour, he didn't deserve this, he's just a little meow meow 🥺

protecting your food from friends, that brings up memories TwT

Kitty cat Ze Rui doing nothing and lounging around in tables all day. Oh he actually does a lot of work?? I'm surprised. Maybe all he needed was a little care and a home that he never had before :')

"As a chance to have the cake" SURE whatever way you wanna use food lmao. Now you're using it as an excuse to hide that you care

Thunder! I beet one of them fears it.

And ofc ZY does.

Oh they both have mommy issues and family related trauma. A hug, support from another person is the first step to healing, but ZY needs more than that, I think. Atleast he has someone by his side now. For how long though? I think ZY is also unsure, and he's def not ready to share his trauma with a stranger (who's also blackmailing him no less)

We're finally getting the there was only one bed trope???!! This is more like a mattress commercial

ZR upgraded from crowding ZY on a vertical surface to pushing him on a vertical surface. Mission accomplished now he can sleep in peace.

I wanna examine what exactly was going on in their heads at that moment under a microscope. ZY's eyes? The way ZR was breathing? Smt was def Happening.

"Do you know any tricks other than coercion" - same question actually. What happened to honest communication? (looks up total ep no. Oh.)

ZR's face is very :3 coded. Much mischief u.u

ALSO THE GAY SHEETS BABYY

He's having a nightmare :( ZR is trying to help him :)

Cuddling upside - he slept well, downside - he's late.

dhfjbkbl why kiss out of the blue. why not ask.

the 'baobei' was cute tho

ZY's face. Yes, what exactly is wrong with ZR? ZY pls punch that man asap

OMG I think i'm getting too good in making predictions. Alt career path?

Ye I like the girl classmate. She feels like the most normal, sane one of the three. I bet she won't tolerate any of ZR's shit if she was in ZY's place.

ZY is hot headed when he's pushed enough, ZR better watch out or he'll be punched and clawed badly O.o

Nice framing. It looks as if the carpet ZR is sitting on is a box, and the door is separating his world from ZY's. But the door's open, so ZY can step right in, he's just standing at the threshold deciding what he'll do, he's not in yet. It's his choice to enter. He stands, till ZR offers him a compromise to show that he's sorry, and then he (ZY) steps right into ZR's world. The decision was his. But he doesn't stay in ZR's carpet, ZR has to step out of that box to follow him.

"Apology? That doesn't mean I should forgive you." 👏A character who can hold a grudge.

ZY isn't taking any shits. He isn't allowing ZR to take all the power in this (not romantic, yet) relationship, he isn't allowing any positive reinforcements, 'rewards', following an action that breaks his boundaries. He knows what he's worth and what ZR owes him, despite the knife Zr's holding over his head. This is a sign that he won't tolerate any abusive behaviour from now (hopefully?). It's nice to see a character nip a cycle of abuse at the bud ah! He deserves all the applause cause honestly, the situation isn't exactly on his side but he stood up for himself and for others in the future, too.

Yeah, ZR reflect on your behaviour. A bad childhood isn't an excuse for abusive, harassing behaviour as a grown up.

Oh his phone!! I love that actually XD

This man just wants a beating what the- masochism...? There are safer, saner, consensual ways to explore it

#kiseki dear to me #kiseki: dear to me #so sleppy i am yawnnnn #sleepy and hungry #next ep preview looks so good tho

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letssimptogether · 1 year

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The Wrong Snapshot

Chapter 2

content warnings: swearing, mentions of violence

a/n: sorry if it seems a bit slow; things will def start picking up in the next chapter

I woke up with a jolt to the sound of sirens wailing out front of our house. It didn’t help that Shawna was sprinting around the house, screaming. It didn’t take long for her loud footsteps to be right outside my room, and she frantically knocked on my door.

“Y/N! HOLY SHIT!” She yelled, her voice trembling, sounding as if she were about to cry or as if she were scared.

“What’s going on?” I groggily responded, still trying to rub the sleep from my eyes.

“Can I come in?” She sniffled a little bit.

“Yeah, c’mon in.” I sighed, not wanting her to come in right now, but I had to know what was happening.

Shawna slowly opened the door, her eyes wide. You could see the dried tears on her face under her puffy eyes. How long has she been crying? I pushed those thoughts out, and patted a spot for her on my bed.

She took slow strides over, almost stumbling as she made her way to the spot.

“Is,” I started, “Is everything okay?”

Fresh tears started to make their way down her face, and she started breathing heavily. I put my hand on her back, and started rubbing her shoulder blades.

“Our neighbor,” She started, but choked on a sob, “She’s dead, Y/N! Someone killed her!”

This doesn’t make sense, which neighbor? What happened?

“I was out with Hannah yesterday, we were studying for our biology quiz,” Shawna spoke up again, “We got back to their place late last night and that’s when we saw it, Y/N-”

“Saw what?” I stuttered. I had an idea of what she meant, but I’m hopeful I’m wrong.

“Alex.” She broke down, her head hanging in her hands as she sobbed.

After a few minutes, she brought her head back up from her hands, and stood up.

“I’m gonna go to sleep,” Shawna sniffled, “It’s been a long day.”

☆ ☆ ☆

We all sat at the library for our University; it was two of Shawna’s friends, Shawna, herself, and me. Next to me was her crushes friend, Danny Johnson. I haven’t had any classes with him like I did with Alex-

“Y/N,” Danny waved his hand in front of my face, “You there? I was asking you a question.”

“What was your question?” I yawned.

“Can I use you for my photography project? As a model?” He tapped the schools camera with the pencil which was snug between his fingers.

“Uh, sure.” I answered meekly.

“Great!” He beamed, “Are you free tomorrow after class?”

I nodded, before continuing my notes on the core emphasis on conservation biology. It was finally quiet, and I wanted to finish typing my notes out, and get to the worksheet.

“Let’s go to the mall, or something!” Shawna broke the silence that was just about the only thing keeping me sane.

Oh. Oh, not again.

“No, I’m good, Shawna.” I sighed, “I have to finish my notes.”

“I’d also rather not.” Danny huffed with a smile.

Shawna faked a hurt look, and clung to her other friends arm, dragging them to god only knows where. She was my ride here though, and I couldn’t stand public transportation.

“Do you think you could drop me off at the duplex?” I asked sheepishly.

“Yeah, no big deal.” He stretched his arms over his head, his lips forming into a grin, “Now that we’re both free, we can get both of our projects out of the way, what do ya say?”

I wanted to decline, but with what’s been happening recently, and especially last night—I didn’t want to risk being alone; not just yet at least.

“Sure, why not?” I shrugged, “beats being alone right now.”

After I said that, I could’ve sworn I saw something in his eyes darken.

#The Wrong Snapshot #slashers x reader #dbd x reader #ghostface x reader #danny johnson x reader #danny johnson #jed olsen

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daz4i · 1 year

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ok. a post to brainstorm doa chuuya bc i gave myself mild brainrot over it just by putting those words together

if any detail in this post inspires you to make art or write a fic please on god tag me if you post it or send it to me 👀👉👈

so. i have a few ideas and unfortunately i can’t quite get them to gel together into one, so i may as well list them all

the mentor fukuchi option

fukuchi got him out of the research facility around the time he was 14-15ish, and, well. mentored him - taught him to fight and basically put in his head all these ideas about unifying the world

i imagine chuuya would be loyal to him, but still somewhat suspicious, esp when he can’t remember his past. speaking of

the bait option

idk if bait is quite the right word? but, like. the way sigma is kept in the doa - he’s promised something he simply can’t say no to. and that thing is information about his past, kept by fyodor who gives him small bits after every mission he completes - just enough to keep him going, but not enough to make him feel fulfilled and want to leave

i’m not sure where this would fit with the timing in his life, but i assume he gets to be in the sheep here, but not with the mafia. do the events of 15 simply not happen? does he simply say no to mori’s offer? maybe fyodor meets him on that cliff before he gets to dazai. idk.

i lied when i said there are a few ideas btw i think i only have these two. anyway the real interesting part isn’t the how and why but rather what he’ll be like when interacting with the members and such. starting with the simplest and getting more complicated as i go

(also an important detail i can’t seem to find a place to fit, but i assume the doa will have the means to nullify arahabaki before it kills chuuya, given how fukuchi has ties not only with the government but also the un, and given how meursault has cells that nullify abilities, one can assume such technology exists and in which case there’s no reason for the doa not to get their hands on it. also as i typed this i remembered sigma has this nullifying gun iirc. so they probably just have more and this is how they get arahabaki down when they need to. or maybe it’s implemented in him somehow, like they can remotely activate smth that’s constantly on him coughchokercough and “turn off” arahabaki without getting near him)

bram

yeah no he doesn’t know about his existence. at least not at first? in the mentor fukuchi option i’m sure fukuchi will show him bram at some point, right before the time of the doa’s introduction in the main story. in this case, i feel like chuuya would honestly feel a sense of kinship with bram, both kind of used as a weapon of mass destruction, except unlike bram he can leave if he wants to (but... can he really? a bit harsh to think about, so he doesn’t like, go out of his way to interact with him)

sigma

“oh my god. another sane person. thank you”

like bram, def a lot of sense of kinship here, but more about the “i only remember the last few years of my life” thing. i feel like they could actually be friends even beyond that, tho. they’re really similar in a lot of ways and they could def bond over it, and i think having someone like chuuya around would make sigma feel better about the whole thing, which i think will make him even deadlier, more desperate to stay in this place he calls home. also, chuuya could back him up in the casino arc, and. um. yeah the hunting dogs will not survive that one

nikolai

nikolai finds out chuuya can technically fly and loses his shit. chuuya will become his new favorite person (but like, the way sigma is, not the way fyodor is). chuuya does not like that to say the least, but he does like to train with him sometimes bc nikolai can help him hone his reflexes

eventually nikolai would get tired of him tho imo? at least in the pre-canon part. chuuya would just be annoyed with his antics, no surprises, and it’ll get boring for nikolai. then he’ll find out abt the arahabaki thing and immediately chuuya is the most interesting person in the world again. he will definitely try to get him to use it constantly. he would love arahabaki sm.

during the actual story tho, after nikolai defects, i imagine he’ll want to free chuuya too. maybe he’ll steal his choker at some point, store it in his overcoat. “prove your free will by possibly be willing to die if you let arahabaki run loose” sort of thing, but actually it’s secretly “don’t be confined by what fyodor and fukuchi are doing to you. be your own person. never use arahabaki if you don’t want to”

fyodor

definitely the one holding the metaphorical leash over him, and chuuya knows it, and hates it. if we go by the “fyodor coming to recruit him at the end of 15′s events” route, he’ll hate how much the guy reminds him of dazai. also he thinks he’s creepy. still, he respects his plans, and does as he’s told for now, but he knows damn well not to trust fyodor. i imagine in said recruiting moment fyodor would probably kill some/all of the sheep to give him a sense of helplessness and like he has no other option but to go with him, so naturally chuuya would resent him for that

like p much everyone else, he has no idea what fyodor’s ability is, but he noticed pretty early that fyodor seems unkillable, so he doesn’t even try. something tells him that despite his own immense power, he won’t be able to kill fyodor, so he picks his battles carefully and never even tries (tho, maybe in the future. maybe i could offer more insight once we learn what fyodor’s ability is and what’s the deal with his supposed immortality)

fukuchi

father figure (derogatory)

i kinda of already got into it in the mentor fukuchi option, so as a tldr, chuuya respects him, is loyal to him, but is suspicious of him

however in the other option i feel like the knowledge of fukuchi being a part of a terrorist organization despite his position would kind of make him... bitter? also eternally curious if fukuchi was somehow involved/knew people who were involved in the arahabaki project somehow. he tries to keep his distance from him, just do what he’s told so he can get what he wants, without getting involved with things bigger than him

i imagine if anyone encourages him to use arahabaki a lot - for actual strategical reasons, not like nikolai who mostly thinks it’s cool - it’d be fukuchi (fyodor would not want to rely on smth this chaotic unless there’s no other choice, imo), which would also make chuuya resent him a bit.

also i wonder if fukuchi would ask him to infiltrate the hunting dogs with him in any of these options. could also be interesting, and also oddly fitting tbh.

anyway yeah that’s all i have for you now. would love to hear your own ideas, or takes on what i already wrote here, just be respectful!! and again if any of this inspires you in any way, please share, i would love to see 🥺

#gonna tag this as #bsd chuuya nakahara #the decay of angels #bsd au #yeah that's enough lol #dan rambles #i will be the first to admit i don't have the best grasp on chuuya's character #so if i'm way off in your opinion on anything here. feel free to offer your take but again just be respectful abt it!!#man some of this feels like a potential fic material. wish i knew how to write 🧐#i def feel like i forgot smth important so i might edit this post later

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alo-piss-trancy · 1 month

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Btw even if I don't check in here as often as I used to, I really do appreciate all of you who stick with this blog anyways c': Especially since I barely post anything 'kinky' myself anymore. So this is mostly just a gaming/media rant and personal blog now oops

In some ways I'm definitely better off than I was a few years ago, but I've also been dealing with a lot of chaos in my life and household and it doesn't look like it's gonna get fixed very soon. Mix of financial, physical health of me and family I've been heavily assisting, house things in desperate need of repair...

On top of that I've been starting to realize I might actually have developed some form of Agoraphobia from all that time I was housebound before... and other stuff, but I think that was probably the main contributor. I'm still looking into it but with how a lot of the other things I've tried to cope haven't helped, meds don't seem to touch it much, and it seems to be getting worse, it's looking more and more likely than I'd like to admit. Which sucks bc it's also going to be hard af to keep up with working to treat it with Exposure or smth if I'm buried in all the above stuff/have limited transport/places to even go. It's really freaking hard when I do rarely go out and the anxiety/illness makes it so much worse. There've been times I've had to give up and go back early after like, an hour bc I was vomiting/crippled with pain/on the verge of fainting... and that's been happening more often. Like 1 in every 3 times, and I may only get out 3 times a month at the worst points.

Idk. I'm trying. I'm keeping up with the bare minimum rn and that's all I can really say lol

Also the only problem that's actually relevant to kink blog: my drive is still at 0 or even the negatives bc I can't get my medication sorted out bc my appointments got pushed back AGAIN ☠️ So yeah. That's why there has been no writing or hc posts and will not probably be for a WHILE. On God, it's about as appealing to me as eating dry cardboard 😔 Trying to write or draw anything fun is like pulling teeth and if I won't enjoy the end result then I'm not gonna bother RIP. When I get that sorted out maybe I can finally touch my poor WIP pile again 😭

Uh yeah so. That's why I've been so absent for like... forever. I do miss checking in here but I also get in my own head sometimes about posting when I'm not 'providing' anything this blog was intended for. Which I realise is dumb bc it's MY blog and if I want to rant about video games only for like a year straight then I'm allowed to. But brains are Fun like that 🥲

For what it's worth I'm not in like, a fullblown mental crisis so please don't worry about that! I'm not in any immediate danger or smth! I do have some other hobbies I've been keeping up with and socialising in other spaces. And I've been reading. So I promise I'm not in a complete isolated depression pit 💛 Life could definitely be better and I def have some rough days, but I have been trying to take some baby steps to either fix things or keep myself sane at least lol

Idk I just felt like I should explain why I've been mostly gone for ages off and on. I do lurk here sometimes to peek at things even if I don't have the energy to show myself. But I do really appreciate anyone who sends asks or comments on my ao3 or just reads my ramblings lol 💛 Even when I can't respond immediately I still treasure the gesture and it makes me happy to see some of the same names around in my notifs/dash c': So thank you~

#bear txt #not omo #i know this is a lot and maybe tmi but i just need to get it off my chest #as bad as it is and sounds tho this is still leagues better than when I was sick af and in my worst depression #i'll take this over that hell. i would not have wished those years on my worst enemy #so yea i can get thru this i think i just need to figure shit out... hopefully #ironically i read a book as a kid with a character who struggled with agoraphobia and it was the most horrifying fate to me #and i was like wow that's so sad i hope i never end up like that #now here i am decades later like... haha. fuck. i might actually be in the throes of it

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sol-consort · 2 months

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Greetings Shepard Commander or would it be Pathfinder Ryder?

How are you doing and/or how has this week been going? What ever you feel comfortable sharing?

I've claimed a paracetamol pill as my personal desk pet because I got too attached to throw it out. I pet it on occasion.

It's the end of the day, one hour away from my bedtime and fuck I am so tired and exhausted and sleepy. You really just wake up tired one day as an adult, and stay this way for the rest of your life, huh?

I've written a bit today, working on the salarian hug post and polished the Thane fic a bit more. By "writting" I mean debated for half an hour if I should make it a female salarian since I made the krogan a male to balance things out.

Which led to a looking up info about salarians and finding out their population is 90% males, leading to females having only the most important jobs. Also that Andromeda throws a bowling ball at the delicate champagne glasses tower that is the mass effect word building by making a single salarian woman work in a warehouse.

How their population stay alive, you ask? Their females birth clutches of eggs.

I decided to make it a guy in the end, might make the turian a woman then. Drell def guy bc I don't know what female drell are. Or maybe make it all guys? I want there to be a balance but I don't want to force it when I really wanted to write a guy so ehh.

I try not to talk about my writing process too much, it muddies up the final product. It's like magicians refusing to give up the secrets to their tricks. It's a very messy and clumsy process here back at the writing kitchens and I rather you think the finished piece was definitely well-thought out and made by a sane person.

Anyway so back to my pet pill.

I was cleaning my desk and apparently a pill fell out of a paracetamol sheet that I didn't notice until the next day. It's been open too long so it's contaminated by now and shouldn't be consumed. I was about to throw it away but I stopped and stared.

It's so...adorable?

The endearing oval shape, the lovely white colour. Flawless like a sheet of paper or a white daisy in a field. How much these little pills helped me through headaches. The cute cut in the middle of the pill to help you split it.

I have a vivid memory of the first time I have ever took paracetamol. I was young, around 7 years old and I had this migrane that wouldn't go away thanks to my dad passing me the genes.

My brother who was studying in med school at the time, gave me half a pill. I didn't know how to swallow pills yet, I choked on the first one and spit it out, only by the second time did I manage to get it down with so much water.

Look at me now, so used to meds I easily swallow 3 at a time with a small sip of juice through a straw. Sometimes down them with monster energy.

Anyway, so I took the half pill, which must have been like what? 250mg? If not less, because he might have just given me one quarter of a pill. 20 minutes later I'm fully out, slept through the entire day.

My blood was so pure back then, and resistance low. It was a fond memory, I got many headaches as a kid but I always suffered through them with a brave face and that was the first time I realised something as small as a couple grains of rice can bring so much relief.

I still suffer through the headaches, I try not to depend on pain killers too much since I don't want to build up an immunity and have to move on to stronger ones. I keep a balance yk? But today was unbearable and I gave in.

So that memory flashed through me when I saw that stray pill on the desk. I'll keep it there just to look at it, it feels like a friend.

I've been reading about the medicine and its history. Apparently, it targets different pain receivers than Ibuprofen, so the two of them could be used together for better pain relief. Also,

But it was very different at first and even toxic! It literally choked your body tissue cells by preventing the hemoglobin from binding oxygen and causing cyanosis. It was known as Antifebrin.

So, in 1877, it was officially synthesised as paracetamol, but it was only during 1887 that it was used on humans by Joseph von Mering.

funfact, to prevent your cells from choking out, all your body cells must be at least within 100 micrometers of a blood vessel for their oxygen to be delivered in time.

Funfact. This info is qouted directly from my memory and I'm currently factchecking it to try and find If it's actually accurate but no relevant results so far.

Funfact. Okay, I found this research paper that actually goes in depth about this and supports my funfact.

Also your red blood cells do not require oxygen! The only body cells that don't need oxygen are the same ones delivering it. HA.

Cells are the same size right? So an ant and a human have the same size cells, just different amounts. Correct so far.

So the thing with cancer is, it happens by probability. All of us get cancer multiple times a day and our immune systems take care of it. It's only dangerous when it slips by long enough to become a tumor.

Now, based on the laws of probability, the more cells the higher risk of an error in cell division aka the higher the cancer risk? Right?

Wrong.

For some fucking reason, bigger animals than us with so many more cells, have very very veryyyy low cancer rates when they shouldn't. Take elephants or whales for example. Something in their genes either overcame the cell division error prone OR made their immune system much better at detecting stray cells that refuse to self destruct.

Analysing elephant genomes like TP53 gene showed that elephants developed a suppresser to stop damaged cells from dividing and ending the hydra before it could grow another head. As side effects, it lead to elephants having more cell deaths and low DNA repair mechanisms.

Elcors come to mind. Is the fact they still communicate by phormones rather than sounds related to some bargaining chip they had to cash in order to accommodate for their big sizes? Like we humans, paid a shit tone of gene money and got in gene debt for our brains that took so many years to pay off. That's why only the homosapians are left.

Where did the elcor genomes cash in all the saved up unused evolution points? And how did they exactly evolve to be self aware when most animals with their line of evolution end up as herd animals with survival and procreation as their only goal? Was it a mutation that lucked out or did natural evolution actually saw it benfical for them to develop self awareness in order to survive?

Are elcor just immune to all diseases, maybe? Do they have an especially naturally high success birth rate without the need for surgery or medical intervention? Are their stomach biomes simply superior, and they never get stomaches?

And why do Krogans have tails?

Okay, I'm going off topic.

What was the main topic?

Ah yes me.

Uh.

I really appreciate you btw, and the way you refer to me as "commander Shepard" in these asks.

The first time it happened, I was caught off guard and I loved it so much I didn't want to answer the ask because it meant I won't be able to see it in my inbox anymore. I wanted to keep a copy and frame it just to save my happiness, I was literally this picture.

Fjowjfkwsb

It's just so?????? Validating? Like YES I AM COMMANDWR SHEPAPRD YES THANKS JDQKJD <333

Then it happened a second time and I was oh my god oh my god oh my god!!!!♡!!♡♡♡♡♡

It's been a while since you dropped by so It completely left my mind. I opened my asks yesterday and I saw this and AAAAAA i love you so much.

Like for I moment I was like twirling my hair and giggling. Especially the addition of Ryder at the end. dude I am saving this ask. I've been opening my inbox just to look at it and feel happy. Like you noticed that I'm playing andromeda now? Kdjqojdakndos <33

Oh and I've been playing helldivers 2 lately! It's so much better than I expected. I never imagined a day would come where I'd willingly touch a coop fps, nor the day where I don't suck at fps. Dude all i knew before mass effect was far cry 4 and even then I used a bow! Dude I am not built for fps bc honestly mass effect is not the training you think it is. I played with a controller.

And yet...I'm actually good. It's like legit good! I am useful and my aim is good and I've helped people so many times. Plus, I have more to show up for than just aim like attention to details plus support capabilities, so I'm great in teams. At this rate, I might get deep rock galatic and join the public servers without fear of having shit aim while playing with strangers.

It feels...nice. Weird but nice. Almost like I'm invading someone else's community, even in mass effect I feel like I'm an outisder and it shows yk? Something in me just seems off in comparison to the rest of the community...but I want to stay and I want to keep writing for it. I want to keep trying even if no one is there because I genuinely love it. The mass effect universe and I'm starting to love shooter games.

I played moba like league a lot, I have experience with toxic coop so nothing fps games throw at me could compare.

I'm

I will carve myself a place in this fandom if I have to.

For every vent post I share, 10 go to drafts and 50 end up unwritten. There is so much emotions and I care more about reception to my writing than I let on. I read every reblog and post, I notice everything. I compare the numbers always.

I wish I cared less. I wish I cared like you guys cared. You all seem so happy, so unaffected. Do you just not show it, or is this your reality?

Anyway.

I'm better now anon. I was worse before I wrote this, and now I'm much better. Thank you for this chance. I can't repay your kindness, I just hope life gives it back to you in some way soon.

My mom's birthday is soon, I'm preparing for it. I'm a little sad because I bought her handmade knitted flowers, a full bouquet of them in her favourite colour. And she loves knitting but can't anymore. I thought she'd love them but she didn't, my plan was to buy her a bouquet every major celebration until the house is full of them. I don't know how to knit but, it stings less that it's not me who made them at least.

And the page had very cute knitted dolls! I might order one for myself. They make it by hand and sent me pictures of the wool before they made it, their prices is too good too! Like knitting is super hard and time consuming, yet they sell it as the same price as regular flowers? They should charge more for it, I was prepared to pay much more, double their asking price even because I understand the luxury of handmade stuff.

I refunded a steam game recently because fanatical added it in a bundle and it's cheaper there. It's the third game I refunded this week yet steam were very understanding! It's a nice surprise.

I want to write more but I don't have the time or energy. I'm afraid I'll lose my readers attention. I also feel guilty whenever I see my regulars reblogging and liking older posts because it meant they came to my blog looking for updates and found nothing so they reread past stuff instead.

Oh and I wanted to name my ship in helldivers 2 after destiny ascension :( they didn't let me :(

It was either dream of destiny or song of peace so I went with song of peace.

To DELIVER PEACE WITH MY SHOTGUN RIFLE YEEHAW THAT'S TRUE DIPLOMACY BABBYY.

I got stuck under the map once, good times, good times.

It took me 2 hours to write this. Most of the time was spent factchecking the information I claimed above but still.

I'll go sleep, listen to some music. Fkhwkfns look at my title as commander shepard in you ask again and listen to some music while imagining fake scenarios where I am commander Shepard and I WIN!

I hope you sleep well anon! Take care of your.

#☆other

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networksupported · 1 year

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eyes emoji can you tell us something about 144?

FELIX (I GRIP YOU BY THE SHOULDERS AND SHAKE YOU SHAKING YOU SHAKING YOU SHAKING YOU SH)

DO NOT GET ME STARTED I WILL TELL YOU EVERYTHING THERE IS TO KNOW ABT THEM

EVERYTHING

OKAY YOU KNOW WHAT IM DUMPING HOLD ON

TW FOR UH. DEATH. AND BABIES. AND POSSIBLE CULT ACTIVITIES ITS NOT REALLY A CULT BUT THERES A LINE BEING TREAD HERE.

so.

actually everything is split into three categories. imagine it's all a string board bc that's how my thoughts are composed. yayye :)

so section one!! 144 themself :) consistently through every timeline, employee 144 is a 19-20 y/o. they use she/they pronouns and are in charge of constructing the powerpoints displayed in the meeting room. though actually given that windows movie maker is canon to the tsp universe i think she should get to use that too yk what i mean??

at least one side of her head is shaved, but she keeps her hair long, long enough to cover up that bit if her boss ever makes her

which he does frequently because apparently its not "professional" but like boo to that

also despite her name/title, she's very rarely actually...employed?? in the company??? you'll get me in a sec

in the og tsp universe as in The Game (which you just lost hah) i don't think she'd ever really appear?? like i think everything you'd learn about her would be through the powerpoints she left behind

one bc that's very underrated as a tsp character trope two because i want there to be a bit where the narrator just says something and the powerpoint flips to a slide that's like 'hey shut up' and the narrators like don't be silly stanley that can't be about me but the slides just keep getting more and more specific to stanley's situation I THINK IT WOULD BE FUNNY ALRIGHT

but also the last slide is just def like cut off midword at some point and you never find out what happened to her after that :)

she probably has a name in that universe but i don't think you'd ever find it out i think all you'd get is like a tagline about 'slides made by employee 144' on the title card and that's it

you also wouldn't get to know this but like i like to think she's like an intern at this point in time like she's not really getting paid for this but also it might look bad to get rid of her so they're just stuck with her ass

her boss: (head in his hands) why don't you just go uh. make some powerpoints. yeah that'll be very helpful thank you.

but in like her main verse

oh BOY her main verse where do i start

in that universe, essentially the stanley parable never happened?? the office is a Much bigger scarier corporation there that was much more involved in people's lives than just employing them

like that office contains hospitals and dorms and nurseries and laboratories and Everything

so because they have so much diction over peoples lives they have diction over their names which is why 144 is literally just named employee 144 in that universe

first name employee last name onefourfour

no that's a lie their names just 144 employee is like a title that doesn't actually quite dignify whether or not one is- well- employed

it's all very complicated

essentially employee just means you're a member of the corporation as a whole which of course a lot of the current generation (144 included) have been from birth

not that they're wandering around calling lil babies "employee" though. i think it's like 'ma'am' or 'sir' as a title like its just a mark of respect or adulthood

okay i'm getting off track here what was my point???

oh yeah the point is this means employee 427 exists BUTTT because he's not named stanley then well

there is no story about a man named stanley to be told so the stanley parable never really happens

so the office just keeps expanding and expanding and expanding and nothing disrupts it and nobody vanishes

actually nobody even so much as dies espilecially of old age :)

that just doesn't happen. its a very normal and sane thing and there's nothing behind that at all :)

so at this point in tjme 144 is beginning to bridge the gap between being taken care of as a child and put into actual Employment

she's old enough that she's being given certain jobs and work and stuff (hence the fact in this universe she's ALSO in charge of microsoft powerpoint presentations that important staple for every creepy organisation) but she's prone to acting out enough that they're hesitant to actually Give Her Important Work To Do

honestly she should be in a lot more trouble than she is but the big boss of the place (a man named zero) is willing to be lenient about a lot when it comes to her behaviour

it's not like any kind of hardcore acting out i mean

i don't even know if the whole mind control element works in the same way in this world but i feeeeel like even without it things would continue as they are doing right now

because i mean atp a lot of people there are at least third generation they've lived there they've grown up there it's their home

even if whatever residual or active mind control there was got removed i don't think they'd really notice or change their ways

so 144 isn't doing what she does in terms of fucking shit up because she's immune or knows the truth or anything she's just. yk how it be sometimes. sometimes you have to put penises in important work presentations. because why not.

i haven't quite formulated everything about this system but i think employee numbers might be like. rankings? so 0 is the highest and if you're at 999 boo everyone hates you 👎

my deepest apologies to anyone who has an oc who's #999 that was not directed at you i prommy

so anyway as it goes 144 is actually?? pretty high up the list? she's often treated with more/less (depending on the person) respect than the title deserves but i think nobody can really advocate for her to be moved any higher or any lower given she's terrible at working but zero likes her which cancels each other out somewhere in the middle

i think a similar things probably happening with the employee 432

bitches hate him but he's not TECHNICALLY doing anything wrong so

they can't move him down xP

"wait toby what happens to the number scale when babies are born" i don't know actually good question!!

i feel like you give birth to a baby and zeros like wonderful :) they shall be called 235 and the current 235 just goes 😬 because he knows this means he's probably gonna be taken out back and shot somewhere to make room for it /hj

not that zero would ever actually say he'd done that though

'isn't it wonderful we had the space of 235 free?' 'dude what happened to the last 235' 'i'm sure i have no idea what you mean :)'

man rip to 235 ive already created him and killed him off in like two minutes

he'll live forever in our hearts ❤️

so 432 is barely avoiding getting shot because he knows they need him for Experimentation And Shit (though it's probably not linked to mind control this time) and 999 is like. they're managing i think. barely.

i feel like they're definitely not the original 999 but if zero kept shooting them and replacing them then people might start to get suspicious so

they're alive for now!!

back when i said nobody died i mean i don't THINK that's actually true i think zero probably just pretends they're fine and alive and living in a special bit of the office just for people who are fine and alive

so really it would be more 'isn't it wonderful 235 decided to give up his position to our adorable little member of the next generation?' 'dude what was that gunshot i just heard' 'no more questions thank you :)'

we're getting off track again (i shake my fist at at zero) okay so back to the topic at hand!! 👍

the other point is i think that this probably means 144 has special benefits due to the person they're essentially replacing? like the original 144 was very close to zero so zeros kind of putting all this pressure on her replacement to like.

be worth having taken her out back and shot her yk???

like he only did it because he thought 144 was a very special baby (more on that at six) and he still harbours those feelings but he's getting HELLA desperate now

probably because it was a shit move dude

okay you know what it's six (it is 3:40 at the time i'm writing this) lemme tell you about 144s birth

i like to title this section 'fuck you all (not you guys though) i am allowed to spend my teenage years making mary sue ocs because if not now then when??? actually that previous statement was a lie i will now make them all the time i will be making them way into my sixties but my god shall i start now'

so.

brief synopsis of the birth of 144: uhhh it didn't happen???

i mean presumably it did because there was a baby produced but like. there was no record or knowledge of it there was no person pregnant enough to have made a baby at the time a baby was found lying on the cold floor of a meeting room but by god was there a baby there nonetheless and by GOD was it wailing its lil heart out in that way babies do

so the poor employees who found this thing were like huh?? and they asked each other if they knew of anyone who's baby this could be and they didn't and they tried to work out how someone could very quietly give birth to a baby then keep it quiet all the time they were just leaving it and none of it made any sense

so they were like hey zero. know you're real busy rn. but quick question. there's uh there's a baby.

and zeros like what?? and they're like there's a baby. look. and they hold up the baby and sure enough it's still a baby

so now they're all as confused as each other but in the meantime there's a baby and it's still crying

me too lil buddy i feel ya

so employee 144 mark 1 is like okay well this is going nowhere lemme take this lil guy and she takes the baby and it quiets down in the way babies sometimes do

and immediately the office registers its first ever reset!!

which is. not that dramatic actually. everyone's shaken up they can feel everything Change but there's nothing cemented that anyone can pin down apart from the fact for .4 seconds Every Computer And Other Technological Device In The Building Crashes

like i'm talking flat out blackout everything just Goes albeit for a very short period of time

and then it all boots back up!!

and zeros like hm. very suspicious.

and 144 mark 1 subsection a is like hey what do you mean by that it was just a powercut or do you think i birthed the baby or whatever?

and zeros like no no!! don't be silly :)

and 144 mark 1 subsection a category i is like ah phew well i was worried there and zeros like actually i think you're the same person :)) and she's like. huh. okay well- wait huh????

and zeros like yeah i actually have this theory that every employee replacement is like the reincarnation of the employee whose number they're taking (i'm so sane btw) and then 144 mark 1 subsection a category i genus humanus has to sit down for a little bit because a) that's stupid as hell and b) she's damned if she's dying for a baby who's probably shat its nappy in this time simply because some computers crashed the moment she picked it up

and then she dies for a baby who had absolutely shat its nappy in this time simply because some computers crashed the moment she picked it up and that's the end of that which is good because i was running out of categorisation i could apply to her name.

i think that's the end of that, at least. right?

uhhh.

2k words you know what i shan't curse you with any more xP

there IS more i assure you!! but dear lord let me get this block out the way first

#clickonmedotexe #the final product is 2154 words for what its worth!!#i mean its a mess at that but #ive poured my damn heart into this now #can you tell im attached to this worldbuilding?? /hj #i mean not enough to work out the PLOT HOLES obvs who do u think i am but #yk #its lore!!#shoooooould i trigger tag this #tw death mention #tw implied cultish behaviour #okay thats way too specific a tag for anyone to have blocked #so i hope my disclaimers can make up for it xP #anyway you know what. i amnt queuing this. realtime happenings going on here.

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riewritten · 1 year

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what do you do when inspiration suddenly hits you? like do you just memorize it in ur head or note it somewhere or do u work on that idea immediately?? im very very curious about ur creative process PLEASE OVERSHARE because i believe there are things that are new to me. like you write and draw and it's amazing how tou do both! i'm more curious about ur writing process because i don't write much (nowadays i only journal or write diary entries, in the past i did write fanfictions but they're almost all oneshots or unplanned dropped after 2 or 3 chapters). (how) do you plan your storyline? do you consider yourself flexible (like are u comfortable with changing plans in a big project where one change could lead to other changes?). Do you beta read by yourself or is there anyone who does it? if you do it by yourself, what do you feel when re-reading your writings? i literally have sm questions but i don't wanna overwhelm you 😭😭😭 you don't need to answer if you don't want to, that's alright!!!

when u said i could overshare

for whenever the inspiration hits, i tend to start on it immediately. writing is such a mood booster for me and i'm in a low mood most of the time so i seize the moment whenever motivation comes :'D sometimes when i'm busy (let's say school/work) and a great idea pops in (usually in quote format), i just lay it down in my gdocs. for oneshots, 1 doc would suffice. for longfics, the docs per chapter are contained in a folder.

i don't think i'm great in fan arts (i just get the boost from those who draw well—like u!) so i'm glad you appreciate it as well <3

regarding my writing process, someone actually asked me about it before! but to generalize my answer there, i ponder on 3 things (plot, characterization, & chapter study). my first fic (and my first series in general) was dusk in the brightest. i worked on chapter study first: detailed sequence of events from C1-10, vague concept in 11-15, then the rest is just 2-3 sentences of how i want the story to end. the 2nd one, character study, was smth i learned from a professor in one of my subjects when i submitted a one-act play script to her and she heavily criticized my characterization (like so badly i still get jitters remembering it) 😭 since then, i've been very wary with getting things accurate and consistent with my characters. for my plot-heavy fics, that's what i'm most serious for.

i think my flexibility (i dont even think i got that) was v challenged during the last arc of DIB because i suddenly had a complete change of mind with the ending (exactly what u had mentioned: changes that would lead one thing to the other). it was def not comfortable but a great tip (i think) to work around it is that: go back to your earlier chapters, pick up the most random scenarios you had made, then come up with a reason why that random thing ensued. an example of executing it is how isayama worked around aot's first scene (child!eren crying & mikasa being the first one he sees) by connecting it to his last scene in the manga (ofc i wouldn't assume isayama just thought abt it midway. it's just with how he executed it).

i don't have lots of friends in this app so i usually do the revisions all by myself. i'm a type of author that releases chapters impulsively—i'd publish smth that i hadn't proofread yet, read it in the app, then just do all the editing there. i'll repeat the process until i finally get satisfied. i think it's easier for me to point out mistakes when i feel the urgency to do so (like omg i have to hurry in polishing this bc readers might click anytime soon 😭) though someone helped me change POVs (from 1st to 2nd) in DIB C1-13 and let me tell u that i never thought having someone help me beta read my work could bring me so much delight.

and pls don't worry about overwhelming me! using this app and dumping all my work here are literally what keeps me sane from the overwhelming things in my life atm. to have u appreciate it gives me joy & comfort. thats why i'd be honored to answer all of ur questions :'D

#can i also just say that i propelled a scream when u sent me this ask #LIKE 🥺🥺🥺#u have my whole heart #rie answers

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wendytestabrat · 2 years

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why stendy works better than kyndy

*cracks knuckles* ok here we go. I FUCKING HATE THE SHIP KYNDY OK AND THE PEOPLE WHO SHIP IT OVER STENDY ARE RETARDS. ok first of all kyle has 0 interest in wendy bc he’s gay which he said in “follow that egg” when he deadass was like “i don’t like wendy” LMAO when stan got all jealous and shit, ok so now that we’ve cleared that out of the way, another main reason why it wouldn’t work is bc first of all kyle and wendy are both overly emotional monsters LOL like if they got together it would just be insanity and destruction. stendy works better bc stan is more rational and shit, and wendy needs that bc it keeps her more sane & balanced. if wendy was throwing a tantrum kyle would just throw a tantrum too and it’d make everything worse. i also feel the same way about kyman i feel like it works since cartman isn’t as overly reliant on his emotions as kyle is (i mean cartman def has his moments like that too tho LOL) but cartman still knows how to keep a calm & rational mind in certain situations which kyle needs, like in that scene where kyle was going ballistic bc stan & kenny ditched the faith hilling stuff and he was like “YOU’RE SELLOUTS!1!1!” and cartman was able to calm kyle down LMAO. and also the fact that kyle & wendy are both perfectionistic overachievers would be a nightmare too, i mean yeah it looks good on paper bc they both have that in common but i mean….when you have that personality type (which i have LOL) you can get overstressed and overwhelmed easily so it’s better to be around people who can help you relax and have fun than be a constant reminder of all the work u need to do. and stan still fulfills wendy in both of those ways, he’s smart and has common sense like her but stan isn’t as overly concerned about schoolwork. same with kyman, cartman still fulfills kyle’s needs to be around someone who can stimulate him intellectually, but kyle has more fun when he’s with cartman lol. also i feel like bc stan is way more laid back than kyle he’s wayyy more patient with wendy, i mean this is both a good and bad thing bc stan constantly enables wendy and lets her walk all over him, but i think at the end of the day wendy likes stan bc of the unconditional support he gives her. i mean kyle isn’t like this at all, in the moments we’ve seen kyle with wendy he’s rlly quick to call her out on her bs or get annoyed with her easily like he does with everyone LOL bc kyle is way more assertive than stan. a good example was in “tom’s rhinoplasty” when kyle was like the first one to figure out how wendy shot miss ellen into the sun and called her out for it, and then in “follow that egg” kyle got annoyed with wendy when she was getting all worked up over her egg LOL he’s like “i just want an A leave me alone” and then when they talked about stan’s depression in “ass burgers” wendy was suggested how they can go to stan’s house together and kyle immediately shut her down lmaoooo. it seems pretty clear to me that kyle doesn’t care for wendy and doesn’t have much patience for her, now wendy on the other hand it wouldn’t surprise me if she has a crush on kyle LOL. i mean i’m sure all the girls have crushed over kyle at some point bc they think he’s cute (but then they immediately get over the crush when they find out how annoying his personality is) and also this is wendy we’re talking about, she literally made out with cartman while she was with stan and then got over it so it wouldn’t surprise me if she wanted to jump kyle’s bones too LOL. also besides being booksmart the only other thing they have in common is that they “hate” cartman so it’d be as pathetic as style where all they do together is talk shit about cartman when in reality both of them want to fuck him.

#STENDY #KYNDY #THANK YOU DEMI LOVATO FOR GIVING US THE PHRASE JUMP UR BONES #STENDYRANTGARBAGE

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1driedpersimmon · 2 years

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As one of the skeletons left in the Octopath closet, I just wanted to say that your Octopath art (as well as your other art) gives me so much serotonin and life. Thank you.

Yeah thank you!!

I love Octopath... it was one of the games I mass consumed in 2020 and it def helped keep me sane haha. Glad to see people still enjoy it!

#asks #mmm... yes i need to draw more octopath again #i shall when the phone game comes out

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goldenhypen · 1 year

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NAWW CUZ THE WAY JAKE WAS LOOKING AT THE CAMERA WAS SENDING ME 😭😭😭 LAYLA WAS MISBEHAVING I FEAR 🫡🫡 THEYRE SO FUTE THO OMT ☹️☹️☹️🥹🥹🥹🥹 AND YESSSS i saw the video i actually cant keep doing this like if he posts one more cat video i fear i will finally succumb to my delulu thoughts 🫡 GOOD WITH KIDS, GOOD WITH ANIMALS LIKE WHAT ARE U TRYNG TO DO??? BE MY BF?? 😒🤨 im not a brave soldier at all he alr got me delulu with his CUTEE mirror selcas yesterday, i wasnt taking it well.... 😰😰 ALL OF ENHA UPDATING YESTERDAY LIKE IT'S NOTHING???? I WAS SCREAMING??? AND JAY BED SELCAS TOO?? JUST DROPPED THEM OIT OF NOWHERE WHO DO THEY THINK WE ARE, SANE PEOPLE????? They spoiled us ☹️😖

SKSNSJSJSJSJS IK PLS AND THE WAY THE VIDEO JUST CUT TO LAYLA ACTUALLY WHERE HE WANTED HER 😭 SKSNSJJSSJS I CANT 😭 THE LOOK HE GAVE THE CAMERA WAS LIKE A CALL FOR HELP AND I JUSF AKSNSKSJSKJS ITS SO PRECIOUS THO PLS I ADORE THEM 🥹😭 aND DKDJSKSJD YES RIKI BE GOOD AT DANCING, GOOD AT RAPPING, GOOD AT SINGING, GOOD AT GAMING AND SPORTS, GOOD WITH KIDS, GOOD WITH ANIMALS ,, and def good at being your boyfriend 🥹 ,, and the father of y’all’s future kids/pets 🥹🫶🏻 SKSNSKJSJSSJ ,,,,, AND THE MIRROR SELCAS PLS HE LOOKED TOO GOOD I CANNOT- and pls all of the members’ updates made me so happy i cant even begin to describe 😭 i missed them sm it felt like forever since we’ve been fed with new content and so it felt so good and refreshing to finally see them again omg 😭

#i’m getting a bit carried away 🥹#tHIS IS WHAT OUR DELULU CONVERSATIONS DO TO ME MAY ITS NOT GOOD SKJSSJJ 😭#em answers #may! <3 #lovely moots

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luvth0t · 2 years

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i would tell you i’m crying tears of joy and thanking the gods above

always knew this day would come

- “idk how to help you” anon

tysm anon your ideas and prompts really are incredible and i’ve thought about them so much, too much that i couldn’t fit it in a fic and have had to go an entirely different direction to keep me sane !!

bUT i need to express my gratefulness for your ideas and imma defs be incorporating them into other fics especially everything about the couples therapist (that was u right?) like wow ty ty ty pls keep telling me any ideas u have about anything because ur mind is 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

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hello abriiii! this day was so tough for me 😭😭😭 only 2 weeks nalang and done na ako for the school year pero grabe talaga feel ko nalabas ko na lahat ng bottled up na feelings and exhaustion ko so i rlly hope u r doing well :((

ANYWAYS SONGS IN MY PLAYLIST THAT I ASSOCIATE WITH ENHA MAKNAE LINE

our sunshine sunoo remind me of oh my! by seventeen and blue lemonade of red velvet. it's really bubbly and summer vibes like sunoo kaya ko siya napili. parang siya yung classmate/kasama mo sa advanced summer classes mo nung high school and you become besties kasi siya katabi mo +++ same pala kayo school na papasukan. hmm maybe a sunshine × grumpy/serious trope. def talks to you kahit may discussion and be upset if u don't give him the attention he needs. walang individual na tasks sa inyo kasi lagi niyo ginagawa ng sabay and help each other <3 even after you get older kau pa rin yung besties (nga ba?) and never yun hihiwalay sayo, like if need nila mahanap ung isa sainyo ang magandang tanong is nasaan din ung isa 🥲🥲🥲. his bag is like 50% his things and 50% things u might need and u don't rlly notice it (ex. extra clothes niya na you can use, wipes/tissues, alcohol, snacks) after classes galaaaaaaaa, kahit sa tabi tabi lang kayo napunta masaya pa rin sakanya and for u! he talks about his future and always includes you in it :( will accidentally confess nung nakita mo confession letter niya or if he spills it w/o thinking like a possible scenario is you'll say na "you want me in your future, sun?" "you are my future" 😭😭😭 I MEAN LIKE OBVIOUS NAMAN FROM THE START HE LOOKS AT YOU WITH HEART EYES KAYA HE APPROACHED YOU pero sobrang takot kayo na baka masira friendship niyo bc of a misconception. pero in the end you'll both walk in sa campus w him kissing you before he sends you off sa class mo and everybody finally celebrates kasi kayo na

JUNGWON AS YOUR UNIVERSE BY RICO BLANCO AND TO YOU BY SEVENTEEN, FIGHT ME. pero he strikes me as a comfort person talaga, and he thinks the same way about you. parang nanotice ko na he rlly gives it his all and pushes himself sa limit. once he reaches his tipping point, ikaw una tatawagin niya and having you around keeps him sane and calm. he does everything thinking about you, if magugustuhan mo kaya yung cafe na nadaanan niya when he took a walk sa break nila or take you to a pottery class sa next date niyo. also asks you for advice or what your take on a situation is; always considers your views and opinion. texts you every meal, goodnight and goodmorning texts din w matching selcas! u have a separate album sa phone niya. SOLVES PUZZLES W YOU like kahit ung basic puzzles yan or like murder mystery case ganon, it's an activity na ginawa niyo na thing niyo as a couple. writes long ass love letters randomly 😭😭😭 like min 2k-5k letter ganun and he ends it with "always yours, jungwon" :( fixes your clothes and hair for you if di mo napapansin. THE TYPE OF GUY NA MAY HAIRTIE SA WRIST NIYA FOR YOU. buys you a clip na matching din kay maeumi! TAS MERON DIN SIYA AND YUN WALLPAPER NIYA HELPRIKEWWJAKA stares at u lovingly and thanks the universe and everything that brought him to you.

our boy riki reminds me offff crush/ same dream, same mind, same night by seventeen and ang huling el bimbo by eraserheads. DI TOH ANGST DW HWHWHSJSJAAHAJWA pero as u know naman he expresses his love in a different way. di siya ung showy na tao so more of teasing talaga love language niya which isn't surprising HWHWHWHWJJAA pero siya ung tipong high-school sweetheart mo din and first love mo, the one who thoughtyou what love feels like. he really has this cool but goofy personality. probably proposes to you using paper rings and those notes na "do you like me??" tas may box ng yes or no. will bring u sa dance practices niya. helps u w chores. makes a playlist for you. riki probably likes matching clothes w u 😭😭😭 also likes hugging you kasi he likes your scent. u two have a separate world sa mga galaan sa tropa like tipong nasa huli kayo naglalakad and talk abt random things. SHOW OFF SA GAMESSSSSS NO JOKE HAHAHAHAJAJWJWHWJAJA. if bored siya probably likes making you those handmade accessories tas nakalagay both nung initials niyo or important dates such as anniv or bday. strikes me as someone who likes adventuring w u, like probably asks to bake w u sa weekends. he adores u sm but can't really express it well kaya pag natutulog ka na, he'll say things na he can't say when you're awake kasi he thinks it's low-key embarrassing pero u hear it all but never told him para he can just continue.

🐧p.s halata ba na fan ako ng svt and eraserheads 😭😭😭

awww fighting lang!! malapit na naman magbakasyon ulit, rest muna huhu. i'm really busy these days actually, halo-halo na ng acads, work and personal life nangyayari sakin but enha talaga pahinga ko. sana everyone's doing well din .

sunoo is really really a sunshine!! like the trope na maaassociate ko talaga sa kanya will always be besties to lovers. plus plus!! he doesn't like being lowkey, he would get all the attention— may it be hatred or humahanga sa relationship nyo or what, but he doesn't care, ang gusto niya lang talaga is to show and tell his love for you 🥺

for me naman, won is a really really mature kid. feeling ko kahit ako, siya pa yung magaalaga sakin eh hahahahaha. but in his and your case, he's also a bit lowkey and private on taking care of you but yes, he goes all out sa lahat ng ginagawa niya for you. he's really affectionate. it's just that he focuses on what's happening in the present time than posting it online. "the most important is you, hindi naman sila." he and the song "your universe" screams this "you are my home" vibes.

alam niyo, riki really brings me back to my jhs days din lalo na along with eheads songs lalo na yung mga pang jamming nila. kayo yung mag tropa at jowa na palaging magka-asaran sa hallway, canteen, galaan and etc pero ship na ship kayo ng lahat kasi may chemistry talaga kayo. kayo yung tipong nagsimula yung feelings sa pangaasar ng mga kaklase kaya nyo narealize na gusto nyo pala yung isa't isa. after non, medyo nagkahiyaan pa kayo pero umamin din siya and nagusap kayo kasi hindi niya daw talaga kayang di kayo masyadong magkasama o naguusap. di siya vocal sa love niya for you pero bawing-bawi naman sa actions. mapang-asar pero very clingy and mahilig sa physical touch. siguro you share green jokes lalo na pag kasama iba nyo pang tropa like every other jhs na magtotropa lang pero very pure yung love niyo sa isa't isa. (nakakamiss naman magka teenage/first love 😭😭 ang nostalgic nung feeling, super saludo sa mga kasal and happily married or in a healthy relationship pa today with their first love talaga grabe!!)

anyways, bare with me huhu casual listener lang ako ng svt/red velvet and i'm not that familliar with all of their songs (shame on me ik 😔) kaya mas nagfocus ako sa mga situations hshshshs but i'll consider those songs as recos and pakinggan ko tomo hihihi

#asked abri #abri in tagalog #abri's anons #🐧 anon #enhypen fluff

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