#ceej whining

[kat8porgs]

Kinn Theerapanyakul: Bad Touch Cinematic Universe

A series of fics written by @queerebrum and @kat8porgs

All warnings will be listed in the tags on AO3, this series is quite dark with dub-con, non-con, underage, incest, & infidelity.

A First Time Shouldn't Hurt by @kat8porgs Rated E Gunn/Kinn, Kinn/Porchay Kinn makes sure Porchay's first time doesn't hurt. Because his did.

sen(TIME)mental by @queerebrum Rated E Kinn/Vegas, Pete/Vegas “I have something very important to ask of you, Pete.” Kinn said, handing the glass across the couch. The Beginning and the End.

First Time, Last Time by @queerebrum Rated E Kinn/OMC, Kinn/Kim Kinn’s frustration, fear, and worry peaks just before Kim stops, turning back towards him. Their eyes lock for just long enough to ease Kinn’s worries. “Thanks, Kinn.” “Of course.” Kinn replied, his plans settling into his mind. Kim comes back different. Kinn sets an example for him.

The Last Time by @queerebrum Rated M Gun/Kinn And in those moments, curled up in bed, body throbbing, eyes burning with tears he wouldn't let himself shed even in the privacy of his own bedroom, he’d begun the slow, deliberate planning of the day he would kill his uncle. But first, he had to take everything that mattered from Gun. Avunculicide.

A First Time Can Be Shared by @kat8porgs Rated E Porsche/Kinn/Macau Porsche is angry with Kinn for sleeping with Porchay. Kinn gives him something special to make up for it.

Something Unpredictable by @queerebrum & @kat8porgs Rated E Porchay/Macau, Porchay/Macau/Kim, Past Kinn/Kim, Past Porchay/Kim, Past Porchay/Kinn, Past Macau/Kinn “So…let me get this straight.” Macau sat across from Kinn in his sitting room, his legs thrown over Porchay’s lap. “Kim; as in, Kimhant Theerapanyakul, the ice prince of this family, is who you want us to seduce?” Kim falls for Macau and Porchay, which was Kinn's plan all along.

I'll Be Waiting (time after time) by @queerebrum Rated E Kinn/Kim, minor Kim/Macau/Porchay Kim was halfway dressed before he had actually made a decision to be, and waited until he’d closed the door to the bedroom before pressing call. Kim figures it out

the time is now (the night is young) by @queerebrum & @kat8porgs Rated E After I'll Be Waiting, Kim, Macau and Porchay talk about their past sexual experiences. They fuck too, but that's the best time to talk, right?

a shadow left behind by @queerebrum & @kat8porgs Rated E Vegas/Pete “You ruined my plans, Pete.” Vegas closed the distance between them, holding the jumper cables in each hand, tapping them together just to watch sparks dance. “And the worst part is you did it for him.” Pete has been there since the beginning. But maybe that means he, better than anyone else, can see that mistakes -- oh so many mistakes -- were made on all sides.

Tempered by Time by @queerebrum & @kat8porgs Rated E Vegas/Pete, Kinn/Porsche, Kinn/Porsche/Vegas, past Kinn/Vegas, The only part of the experience that felt real was Pete’s warm hand on the small of his back, grounding him in time and place. “Why?” He asked. “Why are we here?” “Fantastic question.” Kinn’s voice was sharp enough to knock Vegas back into his body. “Why are they here?” A setup

#fic #kinnporsche fic #co-written fic #CJ the partner everyone dreams and aspires of #pushing me past my whiny little whines about how writing this series is so hard #me sliding my fucked up little fantasies ceej's way #nothing says a good friend #like someone willing to indulge your whining and fucked up little fantasies

[leisdossier]

11:50pm

Small groups weren't Eli's greatest strength when it comes to studying. He thinks he prefers something like active recall, asking a partner or even Pomodoro technique (it was rather confusing to him—the alarm startling him every five minutes when he actually needed to take a break), but never, never small groups. Especially when the members in that group consists of the one and only Clarence Joaquin.

Anything that involves Clarence will always end in a disaster and that is one canonical event that he can prove to everyone, time and time again. People thinks he's got a great distaste for the guy. He does, actually, but he would be lying if he said he was not great friend sometimes by being surprisingly reliable (don't tell him that or else it will get into his head).

What Eli envisioned was to be left alone with his printed handouts, sip from his cup of matcha latte and maybe lean his head on Adrian's shoulder when he feels he's on his limit of information overload.

"Sige na, Eli! Gawin mo ulit yung Smart ng Le Sserafim! Alam mo ba yon, Dri? Sinayaw niya kaya yon nung unang sleepover namin kina Theo," God, can he be any louder? Being exposed for his hidden talent in a public space is not what he needed at all.

"Ayoko." "Aww, bakit? Sample lang, kahit isang step?" "Did you really, Li?" Eli softened at the nickname but he can't give in, his pride is at stake here. "Wala, imbento yan si CJ eh."

"Ah, imbento pala hah-" the taller challenged as he whipped out his phone from his pocket and showed Adrian a rather shaky evidence of him dancing to the aforementioned song. How did he even scroll that fast? He groaned in his hand, his boyfriend blushing furiously beside him isn't helping at all. "Dri, tama na yan." "N-no! No, wait lang please. Pasend, Ceej," the other said without taking his eye off the little device. Clarence cackled before walking back to his seat across the couple, "Sabi na eh, hulog na hulog ka talaga diyan sa jowa mo. Sige na, sesend ko mamaya."

It was Eli's turn now to be in the hot seat, his boyfriend's eyes boring into his own with such excitement and curiosity, "I didn't know you can dance like that. Bakit 'di ka nagsasabi?" He blushed at the compliment, looking away as he tried to brush it off, "Wala ah, I just...know. Saya kasi gawin ng sayaw nila minsan." "Will you dance for me someday?"

Eli's eyes widened with Clarence choking on his own spit following after. "Ano?! No!" "Sige na! Ako lang naman makakakita." The other whined. God, does he know how wrong that sounds? "Not in that way naman you are thinking, just- I never saw you dance like that." Adrian tried to reason and defend himself. Too late. "Oo nga, Eli. Sayang naman kung 'di mo i-share yang talent mo sa world, diba?" He's had enough. "Ayoko. Manahimik kayong dalawa diyan. Mag-aral na nga tayo, dami niyong energy sa mga kalokohan."

Thankfully, the two let go of the topic. They knew better than to make him mad than he actually is right now (he probably has his eyebrow raising higher than usual in annoyance). Everything was going well until-

Ping!

Adrian looked down on his phone, a notification lighting up on the screen:

CJ sent you a video. "CLARENCE JOAQUIN!"

#eli and the known universe #prose #022624 #cj u little shit #elidri #dude this took me so long

[queerebrum]

me @ my research:

#ceej whining #matlab #coding #I hate science so much right now

[queerebrum]

PSA: I do not want to.

#what don't I want to do #anything #I would just like to not #and to not feel guilty about it #ceej whining

[queerebrum]

My first to-do with my new computer is going to be to make a gif set of all the times Isaac was a snarky little shit because yes I loved him and yes he had his moments (like the scene with the puppy) but honestly he’s just such a little shit and that's why I love him.

#ceej whining #Isaac lahey #il #teen wolf

[queerebrum]

I consistently turn myself into a liar when I say things like “yeh I’m gonna go shower” and then don’t.

I swear I fully intended to, I just .... the shower.exe is taking a long time to load.

#ceej whining #brainstuff

[queerebrum]

I am once again begging people to reblog my stuff.

Not my personal posts.

My gifs and fics that I put time into.

#ceej whining #content creator problems

[queerebrum]

I just spent 3 hours and 20 minutes achieving nothing and that’s just really exciting.

#ceej whining

[queerebrum]

Its my favorite thing to be accused of being ableist just because I let a neurodivergent character be an asshole. In case anyone’s wondering, Stiles Stilinski is an unrepentant asshole. He’s never once pretended not to be. In the words of @clotpolesonly: It’s not ableist for a neurodivergent character to be a dick.

#ceej whining #fandom wank ish #im annoyed #cj writes stuff

[queerebrum]

Imagine if .... reblogs = likes.

#gif maker problems #content creator problems #cj makes stuff #ceej whining

[queerebrum]

things I want to do: work on gif set requests and write stuff.

things I have to do: work on science

#ceej whining

[queerebrum]

me: claims to be a teen wolf blog also me: has reblogged (one) teen wolf thing today

#that's just the way the quekie crumbled #I have two more posts scheduled today too and neither are teen wolf #what's happening to me #ceej whining

[queerebrum]

I have not made A Content™️ in several days and it makes me antsy but also like my brain is very focused on getting LHAW and Steo Week stuff done. I dunno if more than one fic is gonna get written for Steo Week. I have one done that I’m really fond of, but nothing else is clicking. I like Steo, but Steo (for me) isn’t a soft ship for me. It’s an angry hate sex and enemies-to-lovers type ship and I just....don’t have muse for that kind of thing. I have a McMartinski fic chilling in my head (aka consuming my every thought, thanks @momentofmemory) that’ll get written soon, probably, but otherwise I’m just...blegh. Anyway, thank you for listening to my whining. As always, I’m happy to take prompts/gif set requests/a softer teen wolf requests.

#random cj rambles #ceej whining

[queerebrum]

I wish I was....confident in what I wrote like, ever. 

#ceej whining

[queerebrum]

also I am *aware* bitching about wanting reblogs and not *reblogging things* makes me a hypocrite but I promise I have a lot of things ready to go I am just

tagging is so much work.

#ceej whining

[queerebrum]

See y’all in three hours, I guess. I have achieved this level of ‘unable to prevent myself from fucking around’ and this PhD is not going to finish itself.

#ceej whining #self-control is great #once I start it #I *cannot* break it #I've *tried*