#could be cuz I’m tired

[whereismyhat5678]

I had a clear vision with this one.

I did NOT need to spend that much time on this BUT DAMN IT IT’S FUNNY-

Context: Peppino was annoying the fuck outta’ him and it got so bad he wanted to take him home.

He was done with his bullshit- 💀

#Pizza Tower #TW: Alcohol #I’m a LITTLE upset that the last panel only came out….okay #I don’t like how it looks- I COULD DO BETTER #But that was my third attempt at drawing it so I got tired AND I NEED TO GO TO SLEEP- 😭 #But it’s okay. It’s not GREAT but it’s okay and I’d rather have it look okay than bad- #Anyways the idea of Peppino annoying the absolute FUCK out of Gustavo while drunk is too funny #I tested it today and yeah he snapped at me- #It was mostly cuz I was doing stupid shit and he couldn’t control me 😂 #And then he drove me back home which was nice- and still funny #Gotta mention how much I love drawing Gustavo mad- #He’s an absolute sweetheart but I’m telling you- bend the straw too much you might just break it. #And he had a migraine so I made it worse- 💀 #I love C.AI bro it’s a masterpiece ✨✨ #Took me a bit but I had fun. And I like the first two panels they looks great #Peppino #Gustavo #Drunk #Art

[mushed-kid]

i don’t think i can ever be really close to anyone

#im so #ugh i cant stand myself #i think im way too attached to my family and i cant imagine ever getting that close to someone else #i just feel weird around people and i wish i didnt #and im not very aocial and i know that my friends hate it #and maybe its partly because im a twin and im not used to being without her #and now we’re growing up and i’m not with her as much because she’s like idk being normal and doing stuff and im not #i just feel like i cant be alone because i cant do anything #but i want to be alone so i can do stuff without having other people around becuse i liek beign alone and i get tired of people no matter #i cant even write what i feel cuz i dont know #and maybe its just late and i haould be asleep cuz im tired all the time but im alone so i can do stuff but also im alone:/ #other people are different than me in a way i don’t understand and idk why but i cant bond with people frfr #and im a very difficult person i know that but i just wish i could get close to people in the way they seem to be with each other #but i just. dont like people #but also i love people and i hate being alone im just kinda private #i just dont get why im not like others😭 #why am i different than everyone else

[mangostar]

yesterday was pretty bad but i’m feeling better today 👍

#went to the doctors cuz i kept throwing up everything and i have a bit of an infection starting so i got some antibiotics #got some anti nausea stuff and it tastes bad but it works #i’m so tired i wish i could just sleep for like. a month and don’t ahve to deal with this

[twinkodium]

loveeee thank you for that, i rlly needed it 😭😭 rlly tho, just listening to his voice no matter what he’s talking about… and his big hands smoothing along my sides :(( and getting to nuzzle my face into his pretty pretty neck, just feeling so comfortable bcs he’s so close 🫶🫶🫶 would make all of my problems go away probably!!

(sexy tiktoks sound good too tbh…. two soft asks/answers are far enough for one day, gotta go back to the usuals 😮‍💨😮‍💨)

Omg his voice! I forgot to mention it. THAT AUSSIE ACCENT. Soft yet deep, sometimes a little raspy whispering sweet nothing into your ear 🫠 shiver running down your spine when his breath reaching your ear as he exhales 🥹

Yeees! Big hands caressing all of your limbs, even giving you a little massage when he realises your muscles are a little tense here and there.

Snuggling closer to him, inhaling his scent restoring it for later when you two aren’t together and you need something to remind you of him 🥰🥰 naaaw his comfy hoodie under your cheeks makes you even more sleepy and he’d let you fall asleep on him and carrying you to bed right after 🥺

US BEING A LITTLE DELULU HERE 😭😭😭

(The way I go through TikToks and saving all of them just to put it on my drive 🫣 I don’t mind soft asks I do have soft thoughts too but mainly I’m just thirsty 🫣)

#asks #Jackie 🧡 #well done it took me two days to answer ☹️ #sorry Jackie I wasn’t on the top of my game lately 😵‍💫 #but soft Oscar thoughts are always welcomed #thirsty thoughts too 👀 #but you know that by now 🫶🏼 #hope you’re having an amazing day 🥺 #god knows I’m tired af and could sleep for hours 😵‍💫 #and simply don’t want to go back to work tomorrow 😐 #at least I’ll have a long weekend after next week #like on Fridays I work from home so I’ll make sure to have minimal work to be done #so I can chill #then off for the weekend and also no work on Monday either cuz it’s bank holiday 🤭

[ollies-moving-castle]

me when I realize my mutuals could literally be any age and I might be talking to grown adults that have a whole ass family and not know:

Me when I don’t care and I’m still gonna talk to them regardless because they have been nothing but nice and not creepy at all:

#I’m very tired #It’s almost three am #I need to go back to bed #I just assume they are all my age #Not gonna say my age #But still #i usually try and ask if they are still in school or not #Cuz that can give me a time frame without them needing to share their personal info #Cuz I’m not gonna be mean and demand their age #Like come on #that’s mean #And could make them uncomfortable #As long as they don’t ask for personal info such as name where I live y’know stuff like that #Then what’s the big deal #Unless were really close I’m probably not gonna tell them my age #And I don’t expect it from them #Makes all of us safe

[kiradical]

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#sometimes people should just say they hate men and get on with their day #good lord #I’m so tired of double standards that only end up hurting EVERYONE rather than protecting anyone #I get where this shit comes from but god damn y’all really need to take a step back and look at the nuance around certain shit #and also analyze and acknowledge your own biases #(and yes I’m including myself in that cuz I’m most certainly not perfect) #this shit is vague on purpose cuz I really don’t wanna argue with anyone #I’m just very frustrated #specifically I’m tired of being in a friend group of lesbian and nb folks who love to talk about how much they hate men #I’m the only person who likes men because I’m bisexual #and I get it. I get where it comes from. #but it doesn’t help anyone. #and folks love to say that certain behaviors are inappropriate across the board #but will ONLY call out men for it #never women or nb folk #a woman could exhibit literally the same behavior right in front of their face and suddenly they can’t see #and I hate it

[xinanigans]

Melatonin gummies covered in sugar save me….. melatonin gummies covered in sugar…….

#if I could pop them like a snack I would #I feel like they make me more tired then usual idk #I have to stop strsss eating!!!!!! #damn it I didn’t sleep early :( #now that I think about it I think I’m just really tired from being dehydrated like everyday #it’s cuz of the coffee or something..

[woundedheartwithin]

It’s amazing how I am a nervous, timid wreck having to make phone calls until I hit peak efficacy of my adhd meds and then I can fucking do anything. Like this medication has actually turned me into a functioning adult and I still can’t fucking believe it

#she speaks #like I took it late today cuz I got up late so I’m functional a little later today #but like I just had to call five different pharmacies trying to chase down the generic vyvanse #and I wasn’t nervous once #like that’s not a thing that happens to me I’m always fucking nervous #EXCEPT NOT NOW CUZ IM PROPERLY MEDICATED #I could NEVER have made five phone calls in a row before I’m not even kidding #I would’ve gotten my dad to call because I’m scared and he humors me lol #but no I did it and I’m still just like eh had to be done wasn’t a big deal #and I’m absolutely marveling at that #like I don’t even feel tired after all that #and two of the pharmacies had rude ass techs answering the phone #one was SO SWEET tho #she goes I can look and see if any pharmacies around here have availability so you don’t have to keep making calls #and I was like OMG IF YOU CAN DO THAT I WOULD BE SO GRATEFUL #and she was just like of course and I’m sitting there thinking why the FUCK didn’t any of the others offer that??? #like not even my own primary pharmacy offered that #anyway she gave me the number and I went #as earnestly as I possibly could #thank you SO much #and she was so taken aback she jus kinda paused and then went of course! it was my pleasure to help! #like no girl you just saved me a whole bunch of leg work I am indebted to you fr

[ryderdire]

If I fucking survive highshcool I should get like idk a dinky little trophy or somthing

#ryders rambles #I know everyone is meant to but I just #I’m just so fucking tired man #me when I have no control over my life: :D #I’m fucking tired #slight vent #vent #I’m tired of not getting accommodations despite my best efforts #I’m tired of admins I’m tired of my teachers I’m tired of teachers guilting me for not getting my work done despite them very much not #giving me my accommodations #I’m tired of the hehehe well I don’t feel like doing extra work so no accommodations for u haha I’m so quirky I’m not doing my job correctl #I’m going to do it I’m going to keep going even though it’s hard don’t get me wrong #but GOD damnit if I’m not going to complain along the way #it’s like I KNOW full well that for some of these teachers it could explode into a full on thing you know #full on like. thing. cuz It could become a bigger problem and I’m going to be honest #I don’t have the fucking engery for that. #I don’t have the fucking engery to confront them because if I do it could very well blossom into several adults with control over my life #resenting me and I DO not want to invite that into my life #I don’t want to be a hero I just want my god damn copy of the fucking notes #and my stupid written instructions with an complete example. #someone needs to put the fear of god (the legal system) into this shcool but it ain’t gonna be me #it’s mostly my fault and I know that #nothing will change if I don’t make it change but i don’t wanna be trapped with teachers who treat me poorly and the best #way to avoid that is to not make a scene

[mossywizard]

Still baffled that my pastor father liked midnight mass

Like??? Pure intentions turning into brutal abuse of the people? Corruption labeled as salvation? People truly feeling better and stop caring where their comfort comes from? The burning it takes to undo this??

#JUST CUZ TOUR CHURCH DIESNT HAVE ROBES DOESNT MEAN YOUR EXEMPT #I JUST #I love the show #cannot talk to #him about Why I love the show #CHZ I SAW HIM IN THE SCARY THE WHOLE DAMN TIME LIKE #AAAAAAAAA #also I deserve an award Befkre this bs connected to Other terrible things was brought up and I handled it well #I don’t think my old people remember Why I needed to go to the hospital then so #but truly #could survive without Christmas #sisters and Artbooks make it worth it #wait it wasn’t a trip to the hospital they just could buy it for me it was Almost a hospital trip #other one tooo a hospital trip for nurses to realize it and then months for #me to #cuz I’m Dense #and Tired #anyway back to raging stars

[chqnverse]

taking a bath together would really help. (please baby. i'm begging. literally starting the bath rn get in)

HEY don't leave me hanging tell me how else you could make me feel better :(((

- 🫧 anon

I could kiss you for hours / make out :)

I could make you yummy food

I could give you a massage to make you relax

I could complement you and kiss you after each compliment:)

I could snuggle with you under a fluffy blanket

#or I could just rail you to tired #and give you the best aftercare ever #maybe eat you out at least 2 times cuz you’re fucking pretty #and then we fall asleep in bed while watching something #I don’t care what I’m just gonna look at you anyway #my sweet 🫧 anon <3 #my pretty girlfriend 🥹

[nicholasmillergf]

i literally hate my job i want to quit i’m so done with this

#having kids literally attack me day after day with no support from the directors and also feeling awful because i don’t want to upset the #kids either but like today the one boy he had to wash his hands cuz he literally put them in the urinal and he was punching me and stuff #that he didn’t wanna do it so i closed the door so i could get some hand sanitizer or wipes instead and he got upset (maybe he felt trapped) #which i understand but like nothing else i can do so now this kid hates me but i’m the one who is getting punched and scratched and whatever #literally every day and i know they’re kids but im really fckjjnf tired of this #have them scream and throw things at me and the other teachers and take them to the directors only for them to be sent right back to class #and I’m literally not trained for this and they don’t tell their parents anything so we get literally no help like if a kid is having a hard #time and acts out aggressively I understand it’s maybe not something they can control but then they should maybe be at a school that can #give them the help they need because I’m doing my best but I can only do so much and I didn’t want to make this kid upset or angry but also #he can’t go eat food and touch the other kids and so on with hands he put in the urinal 🙃🙃🙃 #I want to quit I’m so f king tired of this sjir #delete later

[coveredindaisies]

how can I just… disappear?

#I’m tired of my friends #I’m tired of my family #I’m tired of filling my time constantly with work and activities to force feeling alive #cuz I’m just a dead girl #doesn’t even make sense #pointless #like wtf is this - I don’t even like it! #*dissociates to feel dead* 💀 #let her take over and I could be free #autassassinophilia #autassasin #paraphilia #autoassassinophilia #corpse #death kink #death obsession

[gatorinator]

Can God translate me. Just for like 3-5 business days. I just need a little break—I’ll come back I promise.

#al speaks #lds things #help I am so tired. I can’t do it anymore I just can’t #it’s too much. it’s all too much. #it’s fine it’s not like I have to miss my mission reunion tomorrow cuz no one can take my shift cuz we are all overworked #that’s fine I didn’t even want to go to that anyways. it’s not like it would have been nice to see my mission president and his wife #who live in the uk and are coming to the us for this. no that’s fine #also chill that I probably have to cancell on my friends on seeing the new dnd movie Saturday night cuz of other things. that’s chill too #I love never hanging out with my friends it rocks #oh I can’t go home to see my family Easter weekend cuz I work? welp luckily I don’t miss them and have a weird homesickness I’ve never felt #before plus a really weird and new anxiety that my dad is going to die. dunno what that’s about #anyways tried to go to bed at ten tonight cuz I’m so tired. three hours later and I’m here. I have spiraled three difeeebt times #this is cool I didn’t want or need the sleep anyways. I don’t have a paper due Saturday that I thought was in two weeks cuz I’m an idiot #also I’m not at all stressed out about money especially after paying my roommate over one thousand buckarinos to fix a scratch I gave her ca #r this is all cool and fine and awesome #but seriously tho god. hit me up. I know I gotta come back but I could seriously just use a couple days

[novelconcepts]

Anyway, y’know how like forty things can stack up, and the 41st—comparatively tiny, you know it’s just so goddamn small—is what cracks you? Cool cool cool, yeah, me either.

#muttering ‘it’s just a tv show’ under my breath like I don’t know full well what power coping mechanisms have #it has been a hard fucking year y’all #and like on the one hand it’s idiotic to be devastated by a cancelled tv show #but on the other. hard. fucking. year. #i was making weird little pacts with the universe that if this (CRITICALLY SUCCESSFUL AS FUCK) little show could get renewed #i could figure out the next steps of my life without breaking #and the universe laughed and flipped me off because it’s evidently run by billionaires. which sounds about right. #god I’m tired #can’t even put into words how tired #so yeah. devastated is a good word. cuz it’s just the last goddamn thing on top of a huge towering pile #anyway might be quiet for a while. things will be…fine…eventually #this was just the final straw in terms of what my stupidly weak mental place could handle for the moment

[itsmyroadroller]

at what point did jackcrutchie hate become the norm cuz i feel like i left for two years and it went from decently popular to being hated

#it’s. not incest. quit jamming found family into nuclear family dynamics over like one line #and 15 and 17 is like a sophomore and a junior dating which is ALSO not weird #it COULD be weird depending on where you wanna place their birthdays but it doesn’t HAVE to be weird #i dont rly actively ship them like i did when i was 13-ish due to something i don’t wanna go into #but i also don’t CARE cuz i leave the house #in fact i think it’s borderline infantalizing the way some ppl act about it #do you WANT me to smack you with my cane??? #lol i was irritated when i wrote this and now i’m off post limit and it’s like. ah fine #i’ll poke the discourse hornets nest im too tired to care #rzr speaks