#d0nt rb

[sanguinaryrot]

trying really hard to not say im gonna kill myself because i know its just an exaggeration and saying it to yourself over and over again will eventually make it true but youre just so exhausted by basic every day tasks that you fear being alive is going to be increasingly distressing and you dont really know what you see in your future and there isnt really a shorthand jokey sentence your peers will understand to convey this

#yes i technically know that 'i want to go to sleep and not wake up' is just passive suicidal ideation #leave me alone #tw sui mention #d0nt rb

[stonebutchwritings]

my femme was crying for hours on our anniversary because people were bullying her and lying about her so respectfully i'm not going to apologize for not being uwu sweet about the whole situation. i hope everyone who made her feel that way chokes. you all deserve everything i'm giving you and more!

#personal #d0nt rb #text #mine

[standbowed]

we NEED an okuyasu nendoroid. as a society

#d0nt rb #but where is my BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHERE IS BEST BOY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??! #josuke nendo reissue but no okuyasu to go with it......... Criminal. no RESPECT in this god damn house.............. #every time a new/reissued jojo nendoroid is announced im just like okuyasu time???? spare okuyasu??? a crumb of okuyasu merch mayhaps???? #i honestly am so sad at how okuyasu isn't as popular (comparatively) in JP and as a result gets less merch. no taste :( #ALSO no avdol nendoroid??????????????????? insane absolutely bonkers totally bananas #i cant live like this bro this is so fucked up...............

[luthifer]

ok i complained about this to my friend a few days ago (?) but i was literally looking up on google how to like . try to help w/ my ED and it’s rlly fucked up that like 10 seconds after that google search i kept getting weight loss ads. like ur so lucky that doesn’t trigger me but like holllllly shit

#Luci's is Lollygagging #d0nt rb #ed mention

[nonbinaryparrish]

i think stiefvater should sue that sum/mer s*ns author. im joking but also the dream thieves did not sprint so others could merely crawl

#im kidding obvi but god . tdt is untouchable. UNTOUCHABLE. #just read the goodreads summery and wow it really is Heavily Inspired huh #d0nt rb

[saulgoodmanfatnaturals]

#please change and grow as a person @ myself #d0nt rb

[kibibyte1248]

i’m such a miserable failure. i doubt i’ll ever be real. i’m just a ghost. i’m not really here. and i won’t ever be. i’ll just live a half-lived life because i’m a coward and can’t bear to face the material world

#there is something so profoundly wrong with me #d0nt rb

[oakpear]

hate finally feeling like I'm over what happened only to go to sleep and dream abt this person apologizing to me. even just them talking to me again.

#i miss being able to watch or read something abt love without feeling enpty. i miss when i felt like i could be vulnerable w people #i miss having trust. like. physically i can FEEL these walls ive built up around myself since everything went down #its not even just that it happened its HOW it happened. like it was just done w no explanation. no closure. they talked abt like #putting themself first. but theres a difference between that and just not considering the other person as a human being. #like i just feel!! kind of worthless! like that was my only chance and i blew it! i feel stuoid oathetic and just #worthless! sorry for this i justike. i had to vent #d0nt rb

[dread-knight]

Yeah i need to sleep before I start questioning my life choices

#the house is alive and the house is hungry is a really good song but goddamn does it leave a pit in my stomach for personal reasons #huge unreality warning for the song itself and suicide warning for the album art if you look it up #d0nt fuckin rb lol! #chatter

[chojuuro]

we have an extremely rough estimate of the kiri timeline, lads. still lots to be polished and decided on (and i had to move yagura's time around a little bit already from what i had) but. we have a rough go-off point and that's what matters

edit; this has been retconned SJDJFJ i realized the timeline is actually much shorter oopsie

(year 100 acting as the year that the events of part 1 happened)

ive already changed mei taking the hat to year 102 at age 30 LMAO but it's fine

sandaime has been given the name kuzuryuushin (nine headed dragon god)

estimates for each mizukage's reign are as follows:

byakuren - 10 years

gengetsu - 18 years

sandaime - 24 years

yagura - 14 years

mei - 15 years

chojuuro - current reigning

i saw smth somewhere estimating sandaime at around 17 at the first summit and around 67 when he died and i do dig that quite a lot. put yagura at taking the hat at 15, two years after having isobu sealed inside of him much later in the same year that rin dies and releases it (i may need to adjust this dependent upon rewatching the episode where kisame is recruited into the akatsuki by "madara"). gengetsu takes the hat at around 20 and dies in his late 30s (i may move this to his early 40s, this is tbd).

and to think all this came from the idea of giving gengetsu a wife. i love to spiral

#forbidden des flavored kiri lore #idk why u would but d0nt rb #IM JUST THINKING THOUGHTS #hc #desposting

[lustfulsacraments]

I am legally changing my name today! and despite knowing what I wanted my government(tm) name to be (aka a name idc being called out at appointments and such, personally im going to keep changing my name outside of legal stuff bc I like to and never want the government to know me, you feel me) for some time but I am stuck at writing it out bc like what if I decide I hate it or something. Its literally both a normie name and it's one I can tell my parents "it's a Christian name" that they will probably be comfortable calling me instead of noun names I go by and yet I'm still like "what if I hate it down the line"

#i want to say it but i dont want legal name crossing with online self. but if you KNOW me youll probably be able to guess it #d0nt rb//

[fmab]

so insane when you see people you used to know get into shit that you recommend them 47837583 years ago and they were like "no thanks" but now they really enjoy it

#venus.txt #d0nt rb this is personal ok. i will block 💕 #anyway im feeling So Normal

[doctorguilty]

I havent slept cause my brain is just . n 

#seth speaks #(negative) #d0nt rebl0g #cant seem to find the rb lock setting on desktop..

[ssspace-cactusss]

Weed and gay sex would make me feel better....

D0nt rb

#the log speaks #n/s/f/w #slight n/s/f/w #drug m #(still gotta put the 'd0nt rb' bit cause the feature to make posts unrebloggable doesnt show up for me) #anyways. god i am so fcking depressed abt my states election results lol #literally almost every single seat up for election in my entire state won republican #i know this is a very very bad attitude to have thats also not true at all but. it really does feel like my vote didnt matter at all rn :( #like. for the love of god. #esp since so many of the ones who won have horrifyingly extremist viewpoints.... #like damn okay then. #i hate living in the south so freaking much sometimes. i love the food and forests but also its scary here :(:(

[xboxliekwater]

i was safe from tumblr putting other people's tags on my post for a while but now it's happening again

#d0nt rb. tumblr please take this update back it sucks.

[kibibyte1248]

i’m so worthless. i think i’m unloveable. and maybe i should kill myself.

#vent #d0nt rb