#daily posting is both harder and easier than i thought (harder bc i lean perfectionistic easier bc inspo hits hard)

[dustykneed]

spock remembers the loneliness of his childhood in shades of red, like dust clinging to his skin under a green sky, brittle and hollow and far too vast.

but now-- now, the loneliness is far away, a distant memory in this warm bed, because how could the world be too vast, when he has his whole universe in the warm bodies pressed up against him-- when he has everything he could ever have wished for in his arms.

he is not lonely, he thinks to himself, as leonard shifts against his chest and jim makes a soft, adoring sound, muffled in his hair. not anymore.

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prompt fill for @mcspirkevents' mcspirk bingo prompt "therapy" ^^ spock works through his childhood trauma in space by being gay. what an icon

4 down!!! hell yeah 🩵💙💛

side note if anyone was wondering. THIS is what my screen time looks like (casually spending nearly 13 hours drawing in the apple notes app per week when medibang paint is sitting pretty at just 2 hours total. The power of hypfix amirite)

#star trek #star trek tos #star trek aos #tos #aos #spock #star trek fanart #mcspirk #mcspirk fanart #leonard mccoy #bones mccoy #jim kirk #mcspirk bingo #i feel like i should get some kind of award for having 12h weekly in the notes app #like if you stalked my ipad you would think i was a workaholic or something #no im just insane about these old space guys who need therapy (they get it in each other) #daily posting is both harder and easier than i thought (harder bc i lean perfectionistic easier bc inspo hits hard) #ALSO im suprised how beary i-chaya came out given that i didnt use refs this time nor last time #neato