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mean-hare · 1 year

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i leaved the bathroom, almost blacked out and heard the sound of some tiny items scattered on the floor.

at this point i dont know is me taking extremely hot bath means way to lose more calories, sort of slfhrm or attempt to gain some strong feelings. maybe its all 3

#stupid #dizorder #disorder eating #boy ed #male ed #ed bllog #ed blr #mental disorder

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loudunity · 1 year

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Mixtape with new music from The Tex Avery Syndrome, Boneyard, Rolo Tomassi, Dreamwheel, Death Loves Veronica, The Hellfreaks, Scelleus, Seawitch, and Dizorder

Nine songs for your listening pleasure, today’s post is filled with new music varying from serene to evil so check it out and support the bands. If available, the songs are added to the Loud Unity Spotify playlist. Make sure to follow as it is updated on an almost daily basis. Photo: The Tex Avery Syndrome by Julie Key Photography and Design I thought the band named themselves after a disease…

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#Boneyard #Death Loves Veronica #Dizorder #Dreamwheel #Rolo Tomassi #Scelleus #Seawitch #The Hellfreaks #The Tex Avery Syndrome #top

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angelivampic · 22 days

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୨୧ TransARFID

a tranzabled term where one wizhez to or identifiez az having ARFID (Avoidant/Reztrictive Food Intake Dizorder) zorry im pozting a lot.. i juzt had a zudden burzt of energy and decided to finally make the flagz ive been wanting to make!

coined/made by me if zomeone made thiz before conzider it an alt flag!

#🍬 ◟coinz!#pro radqueer #transid #pro transid #transx #transid safe #pro radq #pro transx #radqueers please interact #rq community #radqueer #rq safe #rq 🌈🍓#pro rq 🌈🍓#rqc🌈🍓#rq please interact #transid please interact #transid community #mogai

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corrmentality · 2 months

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typical introduction; ( ´ ▽ ` )

i thought an introduction waz long due but it'z here now, i think

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about me!; heyhey! i'm corr, cool kid of the blog! i'm a frezhman in highzchool, aiming towardz art (☆▽☆) i uze zhe/her pronounz

i am autiztic with generalized anxiety dizorder

my birthday iz march 3rd, i will be turning 15 zoon!

the peppermint cookie brainrot iz in fact real

my fandomz (intereztz) include; cookie run! this is the most obvious, homestuck, phighting!, regretevator, jjba, littlebigplanet, lalaloopsy and hylics

i enjoy sfw g/t (giant/tiny), do not interact if you think thiz iz a fetizh, i hate having to explain over and over to people

do not interact; bazic criteria, prozhip, nzfw accountz, freakz in general honeztly

if you are looking towardz talking, pleaze uze tone tagz, much appreciated!

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i will probably rewrite thiz but thiz iz juzt for now, i will make a zeperate blog for my zketchez / unrendered workz

edit; the zeperate blog iz complete! @corrnotmentality

thankz for taking time to read thiz! (♡°▽°♡)

#corrs posts #obligatory introductionz go hard

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yourelessfast · 6 months

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Okay this one will need some explanation

There are various 'badniks turned ally' characters across the sonic series, some in some pretty important rolls, but I made the drastic change in Zipverse to make Egg Head's whole deal bio-engineering instead of robotics. So her minions would all be clones and mutants, not robots and mechas. This adds a bit of complexity to iterating on characters that are all function-over-form robots, so I did... my best?

Specimen I292 Leo is the Gamma counterpart, a slime creature wearing some Egg-Grade armor and wielding two pistols. With tank tread skates, they'd probably play closer to Rollerdrome than to Sonic Adventure 1, but their role in the world is about the same. They may not be able to martyr themself in the same way E102 did, but they'll do the right thing in the end even if it's hard.

Basilisk was a failed experiment that got locked up in a cave for nearly two decades, making them the E123 Omega analog. Friends to whoever and whatever lets them destroy as much Egg Head tech as possible, their status as anti-hero is a bit more blurred than Omega's on account of the mutants in Egg Head's army being... you know, organic life? Zip might have a hard time dealing with that one.

And, you know, I don't think anyone would've faulted me for excluding Bomb and Heavy from the fan remake treatment. They'd been more or less completely forgotten by the fanbase as a whole until... like, last week when they were made playable in Sonic Robo Blast 2. Seriously, check them out, they are SO much fun. Because of that mod alone, I am now endeared to the mechanics of the past, so Shield and Speedy were created to pay them homage. Maybe they'll hang around Team DiZorder here and there, or maybe they'll be off on their own adventures. Only the future will tell.

#I292 Leo #Basilisk the Bad Egg #Shield & Speedy

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ttaibhse · 2 years

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its funny how i will be like i dont have an eating dizorder anymore and then see anything whatsoever weight loss discourse related and start hearing demons

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nursefwu · 2 years

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wait what did ace do? /gen

alot ! that i do not want 2 talk abt , including violence towardz animalz && ableizm [having people that have multiple perzonally dizorder on itz "uncomfy lizt"]

#꒰꒰💌﹕fan meows !?﹒ᘏ #🐾 :: asks !!#❣ :: fan answers #❣ :: fan's posts

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scaredyjokes · 2 years

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me and my Zymptomz Dizorder (zevere childhood trauma)

#apparently it haz a bunch of overlap w autizm and adhd. who knew?#my therapizt i guezz

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swore · 2 years

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whoever took the url dizorder and turned it into a furniture ad blog i hate you

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labyrinthinesmaze · 11 hours

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it waz my underztanding that u came to them with a lizt of zymptomz, they read it over and zaid “yea idk that doeznt rlly zound like our experience, it zoundz more to me like another dizorder” and u juzt went with it, I mean I litrly read what happened from rookie, it didnt zeem maliciouz or forceful at all, and they only zaid it once, it waz juzt their opinion at the time az a fellow zyztem, and then u kinda izolated them after feeling offended, not even telling them /info I mean dw I get that way 2 with our rejection zenzitive dyzphoria but I def think it waz both taken the wrong way and prezented to the public by you in a v zkewed/maybe even harmful way /lh,, pluz u out of anyone zhould have known how important it waz to actually communicate and tell them they upzet u inztead of juzt izolating them from the friendgroup by not telling them,, at the v leazt in hindzight bc of ur xperiencez with not being told theze thingz,, they were the only perzon who didn’t know and it made them feel alone in yet another friendgroup, all for juzt one thing they zaid trying 2 help u :((

i def think itz not the bezt to hold them trying their bezt to help u over them like that, ezp with the countlezz very zeriouz thingz coming out abt what U did,, i mean if they were to find all ur poztz now and talk/zhow proof abt their zide it rlly wouldn’t look good, thatz all ill zay 4 now /neu <🍬🔋>

!! All of this is /lh and /info and /gen, just what we remember from all of this as well as what we should have done different and will do different !!

The way we remember it was a bit different but also kind of

We didn't come to them actively about it, however we mentioned a bunch of things and so they asked us for a list of symptoms and they'd look over it for us, so we did as one would do if their friend asked them of something

They told us “Hey, don't think you're a system,, something something delusional attachment”, unfortunately we do not remember the entire thing,, and after that they said in a group chat where all of our friends were, without our permission, and told them all about the fact we thought we were a system and that we infact weren't and were a delusional attachment

as well as if we'd ever bring it up again they'd just tell us that we were a delusional attachment again

We did go with it because our old host at the time was scared, and confused, and wanted it to be true, but he physically couldn't believe it while knowing that it was false

We never meant to isolate them, and originally we only told two people, one because we were living with them and I sadly don't remember why we told the other,, we should have communicated that they upset us but we were scared too, but it was a fault on our end

We also aren't holding it against them, we may have in the past but we definitely don't anymore,, we understand they were trying to help with what they knew at the time,,, we know for a fact we fucked up, and we're trying to get better because we're now aware of it, we've never wanted to harm someone but we are aware we love hard regardless

Thank you all for being patient with us and I'm sorry that this happened in the first place, and if we could go back in time we know for a fact we wouldn't have let our poor behaviour do this to the people we cared about

#your-beloved-comments

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archwing · 3 days

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talk of eeting dizorder

my hell never ends! had a joke made to me, not even maliciously just repeating the joke, of "you look thinner than you did tomorrow" and the feeling i felt upon hearing it was nauseating like okay thanks for putting the last nail in the coffin!! i could already feel a restrictive relapse coming since ive been slowly gaining back up to a point that i did not want to be at again, so thanks for lighting the fire under my ass!

and its so fucked because i cant talk to anyone about it, i cant talk to my husband or my family because they will tell me to stop and want me to be healthy, i cant tell my housemate because he doesnt hardly fucking eat and thats triggering in and of itself, and i cant tell my therapist because she is also plus sized and i absolutely despise discussing weight with other plus size people, especially about losing weight. i cant talk to my ed twitter mutuals about it because theyre all tiny underweight folks, they wouldnt understand. the one friend i had that would have understood ended up using me as his fucked up motivation to stay skinny. i cant even post about it here without feeling guilty because restrictive eds are so intertwined with fatphobia that i dont want to come off as being the asshole that im not.

im just weighed down by years of stress binge eating and i want the physical reminder to leave. i might be attractive already, but i want to feel attractive. i want to see the musculature ive built up for myself. i want to be able to see my hipbones for the first time in my life. i want my joints to be in less pain. i say that i never wanna be above three hundred again but that means nothing unless i fucking act like it.

#/ disordered eating #esch.txt

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mean-hare · 5 months

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honestly i dont understand why do people see wanting attention and attention seeking as something bad? i see it really often, especially when talking about cluster b disorders, like that narcissism blaming shit is literally build about how they are bad for needing constant attention. but is that really bad thing? it feels like they want us all be quiet, be calm and grey like an ordinary adults (almost like manufactured figurines in some antiutopian totalitarism world). need for attention is absolutely natural thing, most ppl would feel bad being neglected. and many guys with disorders was neglected and dismissed, and they had to try hard to get it. so no wonders that they need a lot of it. and like how the fuck you dare to think that we dont deserve it?

#disorder #disorder eating #ed blr #boy ed #dizorder #mental disorder

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havocspiral · 27 days

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patron saint of....hrmm.. chaoz, madnezz, dizorder, etc

yess.... YEESSSSSS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#ask #ask game #beloved.tag

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angelivampic · 14 days

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୨୧ TransGAD

a tranzabled term where one wizhez to or identifiez az having GAD / generalized anxiety dizorder [PT: a transabled term where one wishes to or identifies as having GAD / generalized anxiety disorder]