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#don’t think that is a normal thought that normal people have about using neosporin. lol
pepprs · 8 months
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likeeee i know i do this literally every month but it fills me with such despair. making this bullet points (cringe) bc it’s so long lol
first of all why do i live in a household where… like i get it i know it’s not good to over-rely on medication and pharmaceuticals but when we don’t use them or seek them out AT ALL except for emergencies and an emergency is only when you’re so sick or in pain that you cant function… except i have BEEN in so much pain i have been unable to function (e.g. bad cramps… and wisdom t**th pain…. and ear infections!!!) and my parents still hedged and stalled and delayed me from seeing a doctor and getting meds which made my nightmare oct 2021 ear infection worse and created complications i have to suffer the consequences of every day!!!!!! like when i don’t get to decide the goalposts and every month with my period im in pain that isn’t like… too SEVERE to function but certainly makes it hard. idk how to articulate it but like… when i don’t get to decide the goalposts. when i am made to doubt whether the goalposts are actually goalposts and whether im actually in “enough” pain to warrant taking “extreme” actions. that is very dangerous and a problem. it is not good to regularly suffer pain and to not have what i need to get through it. and be the only person i know who is dealing with that kind of thing like nobody else’s parents are like this 💀
SECOND of all… and this is something i have said before… if a huge portion of ppl on earth regularly experience this pain to various degrees of debilitation then why… like i know why. but why isn’t society set up to make it easier to experience it. to let you take what you need to experience it. like you can’t walk around and go to school / work with a heating pad. you can’t lie down with it or plug it in. there are strict attendance policies a lot of the time so if you come in late or miss a day you’re fucked (thankfully that’s not the case for me at work but it was when i was in school). it just sucks and is so fucking stupid. why isn’t it understood that some ppl need to take a break once a month to ride out the pain and discomfort and whatever and then return and be fine. why have to work through it. ugh
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ultsoobins · 5 years
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5 types of kisses - CBG
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requested:
Hello! I really like your writing and your 5 types of kisses scenarios are incredibly cute. So I wanted to ask maybe you can write one also for Beomgyu? I'm really soft for this boy but I can't find a lot of things written about him. If you of course have time, bc I saw that you're really busy with collage 💜
5 types of kisses with beomgyu?? i feel like people would request the same for the rest too 😂
hey!! so I’m absolutely in love with your kiss drabble things for Soobin and Yeonjun and i was wondering if you could do the same for Beomgyu? LOVE your blog so much!!! ❤️❤️❤️
Hi I love your writing! It’s very well written! I reread a bunch lol can I request a scenario with beomgyu and a sick s/o?
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same as yeonjun and soobin!!! 5 types of kisses... i had to get creative with body parts though (not in like... a weird way)... and i feel like these are kind of short but i naturally got to the point faster in these that i have before, and i try to keep my writing more or less natural, you know? his first kiss scene is my favorite i’ve written so far though
summary:
beomgyu and five times (and five ways) he kisses you
wrist kisses
you sit across from your boyfriend, eyes wide open as you try to beat him in a staring contest. he widens his eyes almost comically, and it takes all of your willpower not to laugh, knowing that you’ll close your eyes if you do so. just as you can feel him faltering, beomgyu’s hand comes out of nowhere at the speed of light, making a finger heart right in front of your eyes. 
you’re so taken aback, you blink as you try to regain your bearings. immediately, beomgyu starts cheering. it takes you longer to register your loss, and once you do, you pout. 
“that’s cheating!” you furrow your brows, throwing your best glare at him.
it just makes him laugh louder. 
“your nose scrunches when you do that, you know? you look like an angry kitten.”
you scrunch your nose as an automatic response to this, making beomgyu smile harder. he reaches up, tucking your hair behind one year. 
“you’re so cute.” his eyes are sparkling as he says this, and you can feel a smile spreading across your face involuntarily. nonetheless, you shake your head. 
“dummy.” you grin as you say this, and it’s beomgyu’s turn to scrunch his nose in mock offense. 
“who are you calling dummy, dummy?”
you flick his forehead gently in response, and he flicks you back on instinct, resting his hand on your cheek afterwards rather than letting it drop back in his lap.   
you put your hand on his as well, mirroring him as a joke. beomgyu smiles gently at this, and grabs your wrist with his other hand. he turns his face into your palm, pressing his lips lightly to the inside of your wrist once, twice, thrice - feather light. 
you can’t help the blush that spreads across your cheeks, pressing your face into the hand that’s on your cheek to hide while you regain your composure. beomgyu aww’s at this, finding your actions absolutely adorable. 
once you emerge from his hand, he smirks before widening his eyes comically, causing you to laugh. 
“let’s go again!” he says, referring to another staring contest. “loser buys on our next date.”   
knee kisses
beomgyu clucks his tongue at you once, sticking out his tongue in concentration as he gently squirts neosporin onto your knee. you wince at how cold it feels, taking a second to recover. 
“what have i told you about watching where you’re going?” he sighs. your boyfriend turns slightly to rummage through the first aid kid beside him, looking for a big enough band-aid to cover your scrape. 
“that it’s a thing i have to do.” you respond just as he triumphantly pulls a band-aid that’s almost as big as your palm out. 
“this should do it,” he says, waving it in front of you. “and yeah. it is, in fact, a thing you need to do.”
you smile, watching as he gently places the band-aid on your knee, smoothing down the edges to make sure that it stays on. he then pulls a roll of gauze from the kit. “this is just to make sure that the band-aid stays on.” he explains, even though you know and he knows that you know. beomgyu’s always had a habit of saying every step of the things he does out loud - it’s one of the most endearing things about him. 
you stretch your leg out slightly to make wrapping gauze around it easier, doing your best to ignore the pangs of pain you feel as you do. beomgyu wraps it quickly, well-trained in the art of wrapping joints with gauze from years of dancing. 
“there,” he smiles at you once he’s done. “good as new.” 
“thanks, beom. you’re a godsend.” you give him a small smile back. you move to get up, but before you can, beomgyu stops you with a hand on your calf. 
“wait.” he says, and you sigh exaggeratedly, listening nonetheless. he leans down and presses two soft kisses to your knee - one right above it, and one on top over the gauze. 
“i think it’ll heal faster now,” he says before throwing you a wink and a dazzling smile.
you can’t help but agree with him. 
top of the head kisses
the force of your coughing propels you forward, making you sit up and hunch over immediately as you hack your lungs out. you reach over to your side table, feeling around for the water bottle because turning would hurt your aching body too much. 
the water bottle finds you before you find it.
your fingers wrap around the plastic like its a lifeline, and you’re grateful that the cap has been taken off for you as you lift it to your lips. once you’re done drinking, you tilt your head to see your - mildly concerned - boyfriend looking down at you, hand outstretched to take the bottle back from you. 
“do you need anything?” beomgyu asks, placing the bottle down and moving to run a hand through your hair reassuringly. you automatically lean into his touch.
“hugs?” you implore, looking up at him with your best puppy-dog eyes. before he can respond, however, you scrunch up your face, sneezing into your sleeve not a second later.  
beomgyu shakes his head adoringly at you before reaching down to wrap his arms around you. 
“yeonjun dropped off some soup earlier. do you want it?”
you contemplate his proposal for a moment, pausing your thoughts to reach over and get a tissue from the box on your nightstand. after you blow your nose heartily, you wriggle around and adjust yourself so you can see beomgyu’s face.
“is it the one with noodles?”
beomgyu nods, his lips upturning. “i can bring you a bowl in bed.”
“you’re the best.” you smile up at him, your voice raspy from the coughing you’ve been doing. 
“you know i am.” beomgyu grins, leaning down to kiss the top of your head. 
“love you!” you rasp as he walks out to get you your lunch. 
“i love you too, but if you get me sick...” beomgyu trails off, shooting you a wink to show you that he isn’t serious. you roll your eyes at him before succumbing to another coughing fit. 
“try not to die before i get back!” beomgyu calls from the kitchen. you sigh.
“no promises.” 
first kiss
you shove your kickstand down with your foot, standing your bike next to beomgyu’s. he’s already a few feet ahead of you, staring out at the city. 
it’s breathtaking in the night, with the buildings’ lights sparkling and the stars shining against the black backdrop of the sky and how everything looks as if its in miniature. you can see the cars moving around like splashes of ink against roads that seem like they’re cut from paper, but it’s all too far away for you to here it. 
it’s quiet up at the overlook. it makes you feel like you’re watching your world in slow motion. beomgyu himself is silent, completely unlike his normal self. something about how serene the scene you both are at makes him a quieter version of himself, though not a less energetic one. rather than seeing his excitement, you can almost feel it in the air. 
nothing is more intangibly tangible than the feeling of wonder. 
before you know what you’re doing, you walk up beside him, taking his hand in yours easily. you flash him a smile that he returns with equal brilliance. you squeeze his hand in response. 
you don’t want to break the silence, but you’re the first to speak regardless. 
“it’s beautiful.” you breathe, even though you know - and beomgyu knows - that you’re severely understating what you feel. a light wind blows around you, pushing your hair away from your face. beomgyu tucks the most awry strands behind your ears.
“it is,” your boyfriend agrees. “but it isn’t the most breathtaking thing i’ve ever seen.”
“hm?” you question as you turn your head, only to see him staring down at you more intensely than you’d expected. you turn scarlet as you realize what he’s planning on following his statement with. 
“are you seriously about to say that i’m the most breathtaking thing you’ve ever seen? that’s so cliche!” you say, swaying slightly to knock your shoulder against his as a playful reprimand to hide how hard you’re blushing. beomgyu chuckles, gently pushing your shoulder back with his in response. 
suddenly, he tugs on your hand, pulling you into his chest with it. his heart is beating as fast as you know yours is. 
“you know me too well.” he says softer than usual as he smiles down at you. you don’t respond, instead moving his hand to rest against his collarbone. 
his expression changes, becoming more serious than before. “i -”
“kiss me already, will you? it’ll make up for the cliche you almost used.” you say, unsure of where all of your confidence is coming from but knowing that most of it is borne from nervousness. for a second that feels like millennia, you’re afraid that you were too forward. before you can draw away from beomgyu, however, he leans in to press his lips to yours. 
as he pulls back slightly - though staying close enough to keep you in his arms - he glances out at the city below you both. you look too, wondering, for a moment, how you got so lucky. 
“it’s at night on an overlook above the city, with the wind blowing just right and the environment just perfect, and we just had our first kiss,” beomgyu says after a while, right before he presses his lips to the crown of your head. 
“how’s that for cliche?” 
making out i guess
the scrabble board is long-forgotten, which is probably for the best considering that you absolutely cannot string together a word under the current situation. 
the current situation, of course, being beomgyu’s lips on yours. 
just as you think you’re about to get a reprieve from how intoxicating his kisses are, he nips gently against your bottom lip, sending your mind reeling in the process. you automatically lean into him.
has he always tasted like cherries, or are you making that up? you aren’t sure. 
you pull away first, mentally cursing the need for air. beomgyu laughs, high-pitched and rushed, once you separate - partly because of how red your lips are, but mostly out of amazement. 
you lean back in, tracing his jaw with light, chaste kisses as he props himself up on the floor by bracing his hands against it. once you draw away, beomgyu allows himself to run his fingers through your hair. 
“you aren’t half bad at that.” one corner of his mouth upturns in a teasing smirk. you roll your eyes, gently slapping his chest in response.
“shut up.” you grumble, your smile giving away your true feelings. your eyes flit to the discarded game beside you. “who won?” you ask. 
beomgyu follows your gaze and squints slightly, mentally counting up the points. he looks back at you. “technically you, but...”
“but?”
“...but i get to call you mine, so i’m the real winner anyways.”
it takes you a beat, two beats to process his words. once you do, you can’t help but shove him gently, trying your best to ignore both the blush and the smile that are spreading across your face. beomgyu wraps his arms around you as you respond.  
“choi beomgyu, what did i tell you about cliches?”
“that they’re worn out, unlike my love for you.” 
you sigh, pulling away for a moment to look up at your boyfriend’s teasing face. you press a kiss to his cheek. 
“you’re lucky you’re cute.”
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