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"It's just good luck, innit?" Jamie gives a little shrug. "That's all life is. Good luck, bad luck, a coin toss between 'em both."
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“I’m not going to sit here and let them tell me who I am and what I’m good for.”
"Brilliant." Matter of fact. "Loving the enlightenment. Hold that?" He was bus--
"Donna?" looked around. Where did she--? His glasses were still on, little fiddly box of wires still really the centre of his attention, and the screw - literally, a screw - he had been trying to hand her remained in his palm. She'd wandered off. He turned around a little: "Donna?"a little louder, as he caught the tail end of a door closing, at the other end of the corridor. It wasn't a very large ship. He didn't know where she was going. There were very grumpy Slikoks in at least three of the seven rooms this place had, what was she--?
"Donna," he complained to himself, turning back around to finish up with the fiddly wires, sticking the screw in his mouth. Fine. Fine, fine, he'd go and find her, he just needed to get this set, give him two seconds and he'd figure out where she was.
Humans. Typical.
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» @donnanxble, MUM, sent, “you don’t need to worry about that.”
“THAT’S IMPOSSIBLE.” As the night wind blows, Roses’ nostrils flared at the new smell of cigarette smoke and the truth. She was always going to worry about the unknown whether it became easier said than done or not. When it came down to critical thinking, her mother was correct. There was nothing to worry about. A child was not obligated to have to worry about their parents, but that was the problem in itself. They were not a normal family. Being told stories about the Doctor, knowing about aliens, being abducted, this and that and this and that--- it was now understandable concluded with quarter timelord genetics. For once, the dots connected and for three long, lonely months, anxiety and fear built. Answers were unknown due to the if’s and but’s that constantly attacked her father-- was her mother alive? Where was she and would she reappear?
And now that she has, it hadn’t stopped.
There’s a sniffle and a following crinkle of her nose. For a simple moment, Rose takes in the atmosphere, finding comfort in the dampness of the rain from earlier too. It’s calming. Her eyes preoccupy themselves with the mud sinking against the heels of her prestigious boots while sat upon random porch steps. Rose found that her only coping ways were to act reckless and be free. Smoke a cig and act like the world hated you. Typical teenager behaviour, but uncharacteristically Rose. Tonight, she found herself lost, travelling away from the Pub and down the cobbles. Having just been among friends, her lightweight tendencies did her no good. She was full of emotions. And as she came to a halt, her best friend Scout, called her home for pickup. Though, that left her with protesting and another fear that bubbled inside---would either of her parents be angry at such a sight? It was late.
Moments later, a shiny car pulled up, obnoxiously flashing lights in her eyes, but Rose didn’t move. Being stubborn was one thing... Now, side by side with her mother, hearing her words made her feel sickly. The world was unfair. It took a toll on her whether it had been a week or a year, there was no normal. Moments were unjustly taken away, taken from a child, taken from a father and a husband and grandparents and... the world hadn’t felt the same without Donna Noble.
She takes a drag before temporarily huffing out and (being courteous) away from the other. “I’m always worryin’, mum.” She swallows hard, letting a braided curl drop in-front of her glasses. The truth is only ever written in her diary these days as from day one, her return, plasters on a smile. Her father understands as he has gone through this too but it isn’t the same. “I don’t... I don’t want to wake up and you’re just.... not there anymore, all over again.” Rose means SO much more than her personal duty to wake up and make her family breakfast.
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𝐓𝐀𝐆 𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐏𝐄𝐎𝐏𝐋𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐃 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐁𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑!
𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑(𝐒): Greens, blues.
𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐅𝐋𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑(𝐒): Chocolate as itself, in candy I usually like the green and yellow and orange ones the most.
𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐂: I don't like music.
𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐈𝐄(𝐒): I don't know; I don't watch movies nearly as much as I watch shows. I'm going to say book instead: Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro. (Movie wasn't great.)
𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒: For TV, Doctor Who and Hannibal. For video games, Mass Effect. For books, the Sandman comics.
𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆: I have no idea!
𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒: Watched the first season of The Great with @lovepurposed recently!
𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐈𝐄: I don't remember.
𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐋𝐘 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆: Just finished A Feast for Crows by GRRM, about to start Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller.
𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐋𝐘 𝐖𝐀𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆: Welonz's Let's Play of Dead Space on Youtube (I am 100 percent too cowardly to play it myself LOL) and the second season of Ghost Files.
𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐋𝐘 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐎𝐍: On this blog, my navigation page and muse pages, so I can add Chloe Price and a new OC, as well as mayyyyyybe Dhawan!Master. As in, I want my current muses' pages to at least be moved to the new page code and have something on the basics tabs before I add more muses.
tagged by: @collidingxworlds, thanks!
tagging: @vocesofmd, @seadcgs, @mystiika, @temeryte, @musecraft, @hopegained, @donnanxble, @inadxquacy, @immobiliter and pretend I tagged you!
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#DONNANXBLE ; highly selective, canon-compliant up to ‘end of time’ donna temple-noble from bbc’s doctor who. post-eot follows peripheral canon events but character development is au bc rtd has taken far too fucking long and i’m stubborn. low-activity, semi-iconless, multi-para inclined. prompt + plot driven. // CARRD.
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. ❪ @donnanxble sent › ❛ some things you just can’t speak about.
calls left unanswered, texts unopened, plans cancelled : martha was playing with fire, and she had known it, even as the flames licked at her heels while she avoided donna for the better part of two weeks. unlike her, and very telling ... but she couldn’t bring herself to force a smile for the sake of a friend. mickey had run interference as best he could, but she knew that he, too, was concerned. it’ll pass, she had told him. it always does. but days had come and gone and martha was still struggling just to make it through the night. she was exhausted, and hungry, and stuck in a state that, truly, scared her. it’s been a while since it was last this bad ... she had been in new york at the time, and she hadn’t had mickey then. but she had had jack : he spent hours on the phone just talking while she listened, while she tried to calm her racing heart and remind herself to breathe. it had lasted six days then. six days of sleep deprivation and semi-starvation and working double shifts just to keep herself busy.
this was worse. she knew it was. she had felt it before it had even begun. it’s why she had started to pull away early, distance herself. subconscious preparation for what would surely be an awful state of being. and she was right. unable to get a hold of mickey, she had been forced to call donna in the midst of triggered panic attack at st thomas. so now here they were ... because martha couldn’t be alone right now, and she didn’t think donna would leave her even if she could.
❝ yeah. ❞ she said quietly, eyes averted to her hands as she sat in the corner of the sofa with her knees drawn up to her chest. she scratched at the pad of one thumb with the nail of the other, swallowing tightly. she can’t talk about it. she won’t. she couldn’t even on a normal day. she moved her hands, now pushing her thumb in to her opposite palm. the movement slows as her eyes focus in on a faint scar that curves down her wrist. fixating for a moment, martha curled her fingers in to both her palms, forming fists, and wrapped her arms around her legs. her eyes rose to donna, and she simply stared, before she leaned her head forward and rest her chin in the space between her knees, saying just as quietly, ❝ thanks. ❞
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@donnanxble.
melody had known for weeks that something was wrong with her. she had tried to deal with it alone, not wanting to worry her parents, but when she started to lose time : time, of all things. she was human, yes. but she was also timelord and she felt time in her blood, in her bones. melody had felt it start to slip away, there were gaps in her memory that she could never quite understand. and she knew that she had been acting strange recently, and it had only been a matter of time before they questioned why. protecting them from whatever was happening to her was no longer melody’s concern. not when she had started to worry, herself. but as close as she is with her mother, it was her father she had confided in first.
rory williams had a presence that soothed and comforted melody. maybe it’s because he was a nurse. maybe it’s because he had lived for centuries, once. maybe it’s because he was her father. telling him the truth about what had been happening to her over the past few weeks had prompted her to start gnawing on her lower lip again, worrying it between her teeth in a way she hadn’t since she was young. she had expected reassurance, understanding, even. but not like this.
the silence, they had called them. and when they spoke, melody didn’t miss the haunted look in their eyes, the tension in her mother’s body and her father’s clenched fists. whoever the silence were, they were bad news. that was obvious. she just didn’t realise how bad they were, or what they had to do with her. there’s a saying on earth : the truth will set you free. melody knew the truth now, but freedom was not what she felt. anger, fear, betrayal : why had they kept this from her ? what good did it do other than leave her ignorant ? the silence would explain what was happening to her, to the time she was missing, but how could she protect herself against something she couldn’t remember - now, or then ?
the scottish in her reared it’s head when she found herself raising her voice. clearly upset and no less angry about what they had kept from her, she had pulled away from their reach. and she had left. against their wishes, against every instinct in her telling melody that she shouldn’t be alone right now, she had run from her home and she didn’t stop. not until she had found herself standing on donna’s doorstep, out of breath. time had passed again, but she couldn’t say for sure how much. at least now she knew it was of her own volition : and not the manipulations of a being that held her prisoner in her youth. she banged her fist on donna’s door. and she didn’t stop even when she felt an ache in her wrist and her nails dug in to her palms so hard she could have drawn blood. when the door opens and she sees donna, melody grit her teeth and glared.
❝ did you know ? ❞ the question rushes from her lips on a heavy exhale, her chest tight with uncontrolled emotion but rising noticeably as she tried to steady her breathing. her parents had lied to her, the doctor had lied to her : did donna lie to her too ? water wells in her eyes and a single tear slides down her cheek, but she’s not crying. she’s angry. there’s a significant difference. ❝ about the silence, a-about what they did to me . . . did you know ? ❞
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@donnanxble sent : 💆♀️ ( play with my muse’s hair )
sometimes, it can all get to be a bit too much. too much energy, too much noise, too much time . . . the universe is vast : it’s full of so much, and river is a part of it. more than anyone, perhaps. child of the tardis, created in the vortex. she was made of stardust. every now and then, she needs a still moment. to close her eyes and just breathe. she can’t do that with the doctor, not the young version she’s been seeing of late. the older one, the one she married, he would understand. he would know what to do when it got too loud for river to concentrate. and it doesn’t happen often anymore, but when it did, she used to have stormcage to hide out in. before she was pardoned.
river lies on her back, her ankles crossed and her hands neatly folded over her naval. she regulated her breathing, slowing her hearts rate as she focused on her other senses. if she concentrates, really concentrates, she can feel every second pass. “ i just need a minute, then we can go. “ she needed more than one, actually. but she would make do with what reprieve she’s given.
feeling donna beside her, river stayed perfectly still, only reacting when she felt the other woman’s hand in her hair. briefly tense, river opened one eye to look at donna. surprisingly, it helps. giving her something else to focus on other than the universe and all it holds. eyes drift closed once more, and river furrowed her brow in thought, an amused smile forming. “ you’re only doing this because you wanted to touch my curls . . . “ unvoiced laughter in her tone. “ admit it. you wouldn’t be the first. “ everyone wants to touch river’s hair. she expels a breath, tension draining.
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𝚊𝚜𝚔 𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚋𝚢, @donnanxble ; ☾ 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚋𝚒𝚛𝚍𝚒𝚎 !
“ i can’t sleep ‘cos my mind keeps racin’. “
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@donnanxble from here
“It’s alright.” She clears her throat, straightening her blazer in a stiff movement. It’s meant to be a clear dismissal to the topic. As it was, it wasn’t supposed to be even said out loud, much less heard by her. The sentiment had escaped without warning, after she’d finished one too-familiar tangent seconds prior. Donna hadn’t been able to catch herself in time, and now the Doctor was looking at her with those same damned puppy eyes.
“New face, new personality, new quirks - I get it. It’s -” Making her feel cheated, that she never got to actually say anything to the man that dumped her on her mother’s doorstep and kicked her memory to the side. Making her feel guilty, because he’s still here, within all that makes up the Doctor, it’s still her best friend, and she knows exactly what it means to regenerate. So she doesn’t say that. Instead she shakes her head, the alien sample in hand ( the cause of this whole divergence ) back to being her sole focus. “It’s alright. Won’t do any good now.”
"It’s not.” her head ducked slightly, and she shook it slowly, shutting her eyes because it was easier than looking at Donna. Always a coward, no matter what body she wore, because she would run run run instead of facing these down. But Donna deserved more. Always had, always would, but that didn’t matter. Not here, not now. She was facing up to her crimes. And that included meeting Donna’s eyes so she lifted her head to do just that.
“I’m sorry. For what it’s worth, I am ... truly sorry. I did what I thought was best, but - I should’ve done better by you. Always. You kept me grounded, you kept me ... good. You made me see how much good was in the world when I was close to losing it. You are - infinitely valuable.” she cleared her throat. “And not sappy, so... I’ll stop.” she laughed lightly.
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tag dump; part two.
[ mum; donnanxble ]
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"you okay?" @donnanxble
cool night air trailed over her bare arms, raising small goose bumps wherever it touched. fingers splayed out against the stone floor beneath her as she leaned back to get a better look at the blanket of stars lighting the sky above her. a small smile slides across her lips at the question, recognising their voice. “ i am not quite sure that i have a satisfying answer to that question. ” a moment passes before she turns to watch the other over her shoulder. each time they met, she never seemed to change. though she was certain donna could say that same to her. she’d stopped questioning how it was possible for two people to meet one another so many times, at the start she had wondered if donna was an immortal being also, though it did not seem likely. now, she simply anticipated their eventual meetings. “ what brings you to this particular rooftop ? are you here to wallow and ponder about the path of your life like i am ? ”
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@donnanxble [ “if this is your idea of fun, i don’t know what to say to you.” ]
“Don’t tell me you’re gettin’ cold feet now!”
It’s just ever-so-slightly whiny, not at all helped by the way she puts her hands on her hips. Their TARDIS - actually theirs, fully grown and already showing to be just as independent as them - was just an arm’s length away, and Donna was itching to get in for their first test run together. They’d both set aside ample time in their schedules for this milestone, but apparently all it took was some weird readings, and he was backing out.
“Look, Mr. Health-and-Safety, sometimes a few off-kilter numbers don’t mean total chaos an’ destruction,” she waves her hands for emphasis, “and they actually mean that there’s somethin’ either very fun or very important callin’ our name. So!” Her hands are back on her hips, head tilting in challenge she grins. “C’mon then, let’s have some fun!”
Tony Stark has rarely in his life been described as ‘Mr Health and Safety’. ( That’s Happy’s job. ) It's one of the few behaviours that has changed since he became himself again. Reckless as Iron Man may be with his LIFE, with mechanics things are different. Quantum mechanics in particular. He knows the consequences too well.
“I think the Doctor was a bad influence on you,” he mutters, put out by her dismissal of his paranoia. ( HE’S never met the older time lord, but he knows the old stories well enough. And what Donna’s told him. )
Still. She has a point. Maybe. Probably. “Sometimes you gotta run before you can walk. I get it.” He shakes his head --- last time he did that, he nearly crashed and burned. But he didn't. He needs to trust his own engineering.
It’s just the first time he’s been off Earth since coming here. Tony doesn’t think flying a nuclear missile into the far reaches of Chitauri controlled space COUNTS. “Alright--- alright.” He flicks away holograms of error readings. “Where are we going?”
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shitty horoscopes part ii →
accepting // from @donnanxble
“what possessed you to come this far? no, honestly. was it cute?”
SHE SHARPLY LAUGHS, amusement catching her by surprise - all of this, the past few... months? weeks, months, time meaningless when travelling amongst the stars. the past period of time has been something impossible to imagine, beyond her wildest dreams. but her lips turn into the kind of smile the suns in the sky would envy, honey sweet sound echoing a little as all maeve can do is shake her head. ❝ tall, dazzling, adorably weird girl from a parallel universe with a scientifically impossible box actually. ❞
they’re far from home, two humans somehow drawn to the same spot of the alien market, green gaze curiously regarding the redhead. ❝ and you? ❞ the petite american teases, ❝ you’re as far from home as I am. what got into you to take you so far? ❞
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she goes to donna. oh, she takes her time. river can’t bring herself to seek comfort in a friend just yet : she needs time to process, to grieve. she had told the doctor not to travel alone, but she had not heeded her own advice. river couldn’t return to luna either. distracting herself with lectures and lessons and papers and essays . . . river knew it wouldn’t work so there was no point in trying. so she takes jobs here and there. contracts that require her expertise : as an archeologist, a thief or a killer - she doesn’t particularly care which. when it’s too much, when she needs something : or rather, someone . . . to ground her, she goes to donna.
the doctor was mourning too, and seeking out a younger version : one still running with her parents . . . the thought alone makes her feel ill. so she couldn’t confide in her husband. she couldn’t show him the damage even after he made a point of requesting she do. old habits die hard.
when she finds her, she can’t even bring herself to try and pretend. there is no cheeky smile or flirty greeting. river simply invites herself in and curls up in the corner of donna’s sofa, her legs drawn up to her chest, her arms around her knees. she feels absolutely exhausted - river hasn’t been sleeping very much recently. the nightmares have come back in full force, so she puts it off. no doubt, donna will have something to say about that - river doubts she’ll listen.
“ actually, i’m a professor now - “ she had automatically corrected donna upon arriving, before she’d claimed her space and stared at the nearest solitary object. it’s not what she sees though. she sees time and space and stone. she sees her parents, their devotion. she sees her father disappearing and her mother’s goodbye - for the doctor. river got her name, and an order. two, actually. one was inevitable, the other . . . well. river’s brow furrowed as she tilted her head. she didn’t cry. she rarely ever did these days.
time seems to bleed, and she looks up at donna with a touch of confusion in her eyes : eyes that brew a storm of blue and grey and green and gold. she exhales a breath she didn’t even realise she had been holding, her body full of tension, before she explains. “ my parents are gone . . . a couple months ago. they were there and then they were gone and - i know i could still see them again, younger versions. and i won’t say anything, because i can’t. i know the rules, i’m used to them . . . spoilers. “ river shrugged. lying is second nature to her. but it’s not always as easy as she makes it seem.
she is inexplicably sad. she’s felt it weighing on her since manhattan, since she left the doctor and the tardis and just - ran. swallowing the lump in her throat, river felt her frustrations rise as she moved on donna’s sofa, sitting crosslegged now and staring at donna : it’s a testament to how comfortable she is with her that she quietly confesses. “ it’s like they want me to be perfect, but they - “ she stops mid-word, gathering her thoughts before she exhales slowly and shrugs. “ - they don’t know that it hurts. “
river is overcome then. she uncrosses her legs and stands up, beginning to pace : to circle the room, her hands wringing anxiously as she finally releases everything she’s held back - even from the doctor. “ because they can’t know. sometimes : i feel like . . . “ she struggles with her words before river gives in, and admits. “ i feel like sometimes they resented me . . . because i’m not - they didn’t get melody. they didn’t get her, they got me and either i’m too much or-or i’m not enough . . . and it hurts. “ unexpectedly, river feels emotion well up in her throat, her eyes sting but any tears remain unshed.
she sinks her teeth in to the inside of her cheek, hearts racing with grief and anger and sadness. it all rises to the surface now that she’s somewhere safe with someone she trusts who she doesn’t feel the need to hide the damage with. river turned to donna then, a smile forming though it is anything but joyous. “ she said goodbye. to him, the doctor - she said goodbye to the doctor . . . and she told me to be good. “ her lips part with a shuddered breath and her jaw crooks slightly, before she lifts her shoulders and she hates how shaky her voice sounds. “ but i’m not good, donna. i’m not - i don’t . . . “
her head hurts. it’s absolutely piercing, the ringing in her ears and the ache in her temples. she reaches up and rubs at the nape of her neck as she once again sinks down to donna’s sofa, bent slightly over and grasping at the fabric of her jodhpurs with her other hand. “ i don’t know what’s wrong with me. “
send ☾ for a randomly generated sentence,
& @donnanxble, sent.
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