Pickleball and Potlucks: My Quirky Quest to Fit In Panama
So, how does an introvert crash land into the social scene of Panama within a month? First, let me say for those who know me, I may not seem like an introvert, but I was for many years, so let me walk you through my unintentional masterclass in ‘Friend-making for the Socially Reluctant’.
Accidental Extrovert
Spoiler alert: I didn’t morph into a social butterfly overnight. I’m more of a “hide in…
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so this time Bojan’s AND Kris’ baggage got lost
stay tuned for more updates on this saga
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Every year I travel up to my partner's family after Christmas and every year my trains are cancelled when will I learn
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Some bluntly honest cancer-related thoughts. And with these final few days of being age 30, maybe I almost had two panic attacks in the past few hours because of the CPTSD sense of a foreshortened future.
IRL people will tell me "Stage 2 isn't the same as Stage 4!" but how can one be so arrogant to presume and be so sure?
I really don't know how much time I have and like, it - all the more - drives the desire to find the sweet spot of intensity in which I want to try and do everything that I do. Make as much art and screenshot scenes as I can. Help clients or anyone who needs a mental health boost or anyone who is wounded. Find more and more pieces of truth here and there. Psychoeducate. Advocate. Bake yummy snacks. Make somebody laugh. Cackle at memes. Visit places and people. Push back against those who don't want to see me living well, with the help of my support network.
I would've lost the whole arm but the cells hadn't reached my humerus bone yet. It's annoying that the section of scapula protecting the top of the humerus was removed, so the humerus socket is largely exposed and I feel it under the two large long scars covering my upper left torso. But say, even if there's an amputation awaiting me in the future, I can still draw using trackpad, the Curve tool, Lasso and Gradient tools...And most of all: my brain and thinking would remain intact. But the possibilities of conditions that can affect my brain itself? That's the scariest of all.
There's an unfathomably massive gap between the possibility that the illness won't actually come back, and the possibility that idk, in 4 months or in 4 years...some malignant cells will show up in my pancreas or something, and I'll be toast, lose my ability to draw (because chemo/radiation yadda yadda) and the clock will be ticking more intensely. The gap is like an ocean, wide enough that I can't see one end or the other.
And I suppose the adventure lies in not knowing what it's going to be, just that I know that I'll have good company along the way.
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Potholes, Pooches, and Panache: Navigating Panama's Highways with Humor.
Welcome to the hilariously unpredictable roads of Panama, where driving is less about rules and more about embracing the unexpected with a sense of humor!
Picture this: Everything in Panama moves at a leisurely pace, which is great unless you’re in a car. Here, ‘slow’ takes on a whole new meaning. It’s like the country collectively decided that ‘hurry’ is a word better left to the rest of the…
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I have completed the 5.5 hour drive and am now freeeeeeeee (ignores final due tomorrow at midnight)
What the longest/furthest you’ve driven?
YEEEES!
Ehhh... When I was a child we used to drive to italy over night and drove like 11 hours...? But I was a child then and slept most of the time lol
With my friends I think it was like 5 hours. 2 1/2 hours to drive to a convention in the morning and the other 2 1/2 hours back in the evening. And the same the next day cause hotel were expensive af lol
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i’ve watched soooo many BLs in the past few weeks that it’s all just a blur lmao it’s like i’m feeling so many things but can’t distinguish which BLs made me feel those things they’re all so intertwined for me
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anyways, onto the next one
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Almost time to go see lotl!
The venue is pretty much not reachable by public transport tho :(
Yesss the concert’s almost here!
Oh no, it sucks so much with the venue location :( I hope you & your bf figure something out in case you haven’t sorted out the transport yet. Fingers crossed 🤞✨
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