this is 22k words long and took me... five months to write! if you have ever wanted to see my very soul and beating heart bared to you through drawn out minecraft roleplay analysis, that is now a service i offer!
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i was bullied into posting this one
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talking, what's it good for?
big birthday piece for my buddy mer @myrmica!!! merthday? sure let's go with that. he's managed to get me into lifesteal and while I may not have gotten to these two yet I'm fascinated by whatever they have going on based on the analysis I've heard...
the rituals. they're intricate
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happy eclipse federation breakup anniversary everyone 🥳
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what do you mean princezam asked what polyamorous is, bacon relied saying "you know, like eclipse federation", and zam said "thats a polygamy. [...] are they the same thing?" this explained things to him??? he didnt know what polyamory was and bacon comparing it to eclipse federation explained to him?? also. "thats a polygamy" implying eclipse federation was married??????? because thats How that works. polyamory is about approach to relationships and polygamy is Marriage Specifically. they were definitely divorced, but divorce is a state of mind and does not necessitate marriage. they were married?? wow awesome. thanks for the info princezam !
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vsz week day 2, au / roleswap
basic canon divergence - no betrayal au meow
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eclipse federation
silly guys!!!
i'm actually genuinely shocked this is my only drawing of them together considering how much they were on my mind a few months ago
i kinda rushed subz and vitalasy(i have an obvious favorite)
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with him i have an ending
okay i want to explain some of my thought process for this one. i started it for the vsz week prompt "gods/worship" (and obviously did not finish it in time), where i wanted to do something with depictions of sainthood in medieval art and the imagery in illuminated manuscripts.
i took the basic idea of the pose from (many versions of) st michael and the dragon, switched around so that despite keeping the original power balance intact, zam is the one being impaled; in defeating vitalasy, he's forcing his hand to hurt himself. if it was up to zam, vitalasy would have retaliated and proven him right post-betrayal, but that isn't how it goes.
zam is holding the inverted eclipse shield subz gave him after the betrayal. i drew him in my wormhole design in reference to the final conversation they have, where zam is using the idea that he's broken beyond repair as a shield to avoid having to engage with vitalasy. in short: i'm trying to visually portray the contradiction present in needing someone to hurt you to maintain your worldview/sense of self, when they don't want to do that.
the lyric in the caption is from heartland, which is an album about struggles for authorial control, and resentment over how someone else portrays you, and a shift from complete belief in someone/something towards that resentment... where authorial power is conflated with godhood. (it is also about gay romance.)
also, here's a version from before i did the black background:
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i loose consciousness for 2 hours and this happens
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this is a princezam approved post he said awesome big fan btw if you even care
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i painted this a few months ago, but i dont think i ever posted it, and today seems like a good day to finally do that. eclipse federation inspired painting! posted on the day of an eclipse!
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