#f/o:💖what a fool believes🎸

[1980ssunflower]

unauthorized FUCKING thing❗❗❗

#self shipping community #self ship #self ship art #selfship #poly self ship #self insert x canon #oc x canon #self insert #ot3: ❤rhyme💛easy💙 #🎨sunflower sw 6678🌻 #f/o:💖what a fool believes🎸 #f/o:💙hide in your shell🎹 #s/i:💛spaceship superstar⭐ #auhh got too caught up in shit and didnt even end up putting the design i had for mins apron #it was supposed to say 'worlds best 서방' #(which means husband)

[1980ssunflower]

happy anniversary to all three of you 💖i have two questions (and if you've already gotten similar ones i am so sorry grjkgbj)

a) if you two could say anything to ozzy, what would it be? (whether themed to the anniversary or just in general comfort-wise)

b) would you guys be into vow renewal ceremonies in the future? if so, what would you want to for them (aside from the ceremony itself, where would you want it to be/would it have a theme/etc.)

Ryan has been talking about the three of us getting our vows renewed after like... 2 weeks of being married 🙄

Hmm... Maybe NEXT year for our 2 year wedding anniversary! Since well- 2 IS our number *chuckles* -Min💙

#as for what we'd do- uh... we'll figure that out BUT I think we'll have them done back home in Powell Lake :-] -Min #SORRY FOR FINISHING THIS LATE #f/o takeover #self shipping community #poly self ship #self ship #talk radio [asks] #meangothgf #ot3: ❤rhyme💛easy💙 #🎨sunflower sw 6678🌻 #f/o:💖what a fool believes🎸 #f/o:💙hide in your shell🎹

[1980ssunflower]

What's the best part about being married to each other???

Getting married was pretty much just the more INTENSE version of our promise to stay together that we made back when we were kids B) -Ryan💖

#f/o takeover #self shipping community #self ship #poly self ship #talk radio [asks] #randoomwriter #ot3: ❤rhyme💛easy💙 #f/o:💖what a fool believes🎸 #f/o:💙hide in your shell🎹 #🎨sunflower sw 6678🌻 #please rb i really like how these came out :-]

[1980ssunflower]

Hey Min and Ryan! What do you and Ozzy plan to do to celebrate your anniversary? ^u^

This is our first anniversary as a married couple(?) so we kinda have no clue what we're doing ;; -Ryan💖

#f/o takeover #self shipping community #self ship #poly self ship #talk radio [asks] #roblneggs #ot3: ❤rhyme💛easy💙 #🎨sunflower sw 6678🌻 #f/o:💖what a fool believes🎸 #f/o:💙hide in your shell🎹

[1980ssunflower]

Min and Ryan! What'd you and Ozzy do for Halloween?

*Chuckles* Oh man, we were out as long as we could trick or treating ^^;; I was real nervous doing it since we're adults now and all... but honestly it was a really fun time and I'm happy Ryan convinced us to do it :-]

DUDE IT WAS SO FUN!!! I was pretty surprised most people gave us candy honestly! Someone DID close the door on us though 😅

Yeah...

*pats min's shoulder* STILL it was LOADS of fun! We also got pizza afterwards and watched some horror movies we rented while high😝🤙

We didn't even make it to bed and fell asleep on the cough all pretzeled together... cute on the surface but my arm was messed after Ozzy fell asleep on it 😑

#talk radio [asks] #anon #f/o takeover #f/ovemeber #f/o:💖what a fool believes🎸 #f/o:💙hide in your shell🎹 #ot3: ❤rhyme💛easy💙

[1980ssunflower]

He tries 💖

#f/o:💖what a fool believes🎸 #s/i:💛spaceship superstar⭐ #tape entry circa 1980

[1980ssunflower]

feeling very soft abt my ryan rn

#my memory sucks so bad i cant remember exactly what i was thinking a sec ago abt him that was so nice #but man... i miss him i love him so so dearly #i just want to see his adorable smile and hold his face in my hands and see the way his pretty eyes sparkle as he looks at me #i want to run my hands through his pretty hair and kiss him soft and sweetly #f/o:💖what a fool believes🎸 #tape entry circa 1980

[1980ssunflower]

"-That day... I should have known"

💖🔪💛

(NO LONGER STORY ACCURATE)

#this is just the ITTIEST bitiest thing from my s/is backstory relating to ryan and how they fix their relationship which ill draw more for #self shipping community #self ship #selfship #self ship art #self insert art #self insert #my art #f/o:💖what a fool believes🎸 #s/i:💛spaceship superstar⭐ #🎨sunflower sw 6678🌻 #eye trauma

[1980ssunflower]

nuzzles my face against my baby ryan 🥺💖

#f/o:💖what a fool believes🎸 #tape entry circa 1980 #SILLAY MODE ENGAGED #FACE OF A MAN WHO HAS JUST PISSED OFF MIN HFDJS #OOOO my baby ;w; #i miss him so so fucking much i like. literally had a breakdown abt how much i missed him a couple days ago ghdfjk #full on sobbing abt how much i love and miss him and need him here holding me #i really want to be vulnerable w him and wrap my arms around him as bury my face in the crook of his neck #oh god id do anything to hear him... i want to hear his beautiful wonderful angelic voice... IM TEARING UP AGAIN #everything about him... its so wonderful... him and my min-gi own my entire heart #id do anything for them... i love them... #thinking of ryans voice makes me tear up from how much i love and miss him... #i want to hear him tell me how talented i am and he knows ill be able to do all the things id like and be something great #that he knows im destined to be a rockstar and we all will get to be rockstars together :'-] #i want him to play w my hair while he talks to me and runs his other hand over my body caressing me #id like to hear him sing to meee #maybe we'll put on a record or just listen to a tape and sing the songs together #id also like for us to play some guitar together :-] #ive been making progressing again on this song last night that i had to put off w stuff + surgery #and i feel like ryan would be proud of me :'-] #but just auh my heart is so full i just love my baby more than there are stars in the sky type of thing #i want to take in his scent and be comforted by it and his presence and how im being held against him #holding his pretty face in my hands and looking into his beautiful dark brown eyes #smoothing out his hair and tucking any loose strands behind his ear #kiss his pretty hands... just all over just hold it to my face as i keep planting little kisses all over #on his finger tips where his callouses from playing guitar are eheh #anyways aouh ( blasts thunder road by bruce springsteen while thinking of ryan and me )

[1980ssunflower]

Since the Last Goodbye

#self shipping community #self ship #selfship #s/i x canon #oc x canon #my art #f/o:💖what a fool believes🎸 #💖blinding sun au🔆 #🎨sunflower sw 6678🌻 #made this for the cover of my au playlist #im working on one for mins solo au too #tbh im very happy w how this came out ugh

[1980ssunflower]

and some solo min ones?? 🤯💙💛

#i wanted to try to put a bunch of specific ones for this one hehe #THE FACT MIN GOT DRAWINGS SPECIFIC ABT HIM W/O RYAN IS REALLY FUNNY TBH #ot3: ❤rhyme💛easy💙 #f/o:💖what a fool believes🎸 #f/o:💙hide in your shell🎹 #s/i:💛spaceship superstar⭐ #tape entry circa 1980 #BUT GAH!!!!!!! THESE ARE SO AMAZING!!!!!!! AND DAWNNN FUCK YOU THAT DRAWING OF ME AND MIN IS GORGEOUS I FUCKING DIED WHEN I SAW IT

[1980ssunflower]

EL WIWI.......

#f/o:💖what a fool believes🎸 #tape entry circa 1980 #i forgot for a sec why min is cropped half out like that and THEN remembered #they were both walking off the screen when ryan turns around to look like this and mins already half out of the shot #so i couldnt save him 😔💔💔 #ANYWAYS tiny..... #i love how thin his legs are compared to min hjfdk #tiny princess of a man #auhh thinking so many ryan thoughts tbh #how thin and small his hands are compared to mins larger meatier hands #his thin neck ESP compared to min #his cute round features and his sparkling beautiful eyes #his cute :3 smile he always does fjdks #how fluffy and cute his hair is 💖💖 #his cute pretty nose and soft lips <33 #and his glasses 💖💖💖 #they suite him so so well he looks gorgeous in them <33 #ive dreamt abt his glasses a lot #his glasses just feel very important to me hjdfks #i feel so soft thinking abt taking them off for him when he falls asleep w them on #to put them on his face when he first wakes up #cleaning the lenses w my shirt before putting them back on him #tucking his hair back behind his ear to when doing so #also just his hands... #ive noticed when it comes to them both that hands seem to be so significant to me when im in love #like it makes my heart ache to think abt holding their hands in mine and pressing them against my face before pressing kisses on their palm #just soft soft kisses on the palms of their hands and i press them close to my face #kissing every individual finger just every inch of their hands #something abt it feels so so deeply special to me

[1980ssunflower]

Over 2 years together and today marks 1 year since we've gotten married :"-]

Ryan sang us the acoustic version of our song "Train to Nowhere" as a cute gesture for today ;w;

Thank you to everyone who shows so much love and support for our relationship over all this time 💛

#tape entry circa 1980 #ot3: ❤rhyme💛easy💙 #f/o:💖what a fool believes🎸

[1980ssunflower]

jesus christ

#so i saw this selfship imagine that was really sweet BUT i couldnt help but twist it into something sad related to ryan #my baby is really insecure and thinks pretty low of himself in actuality like that hes a fuck up and no one cares for him so like #the imagine was like imagine your f/o baking you something regardless how bad they are at it and presenting it to you #and like i CAN see ryan doing it and sweetly presenting me what he made regardless how burnt or fucked it is hfdjsk #but also ik he could easily be overcome by the feeling of how much of a fuck up he is by how he cant even bake me anything and like #i can see it really getting to him when it shouldnt and seeing him in the kitchen over the burnt food crying #ill always be there to reassure him tho #its just knowing he can get like that out of something thats supposed to be sweet is just.. sad :-c i want him to be happy #f/o:💖what a fool believes🎸 #tape entry circa 1980

[1980ssunflower]

I really love the new covers for my husbands playlists 💖💙

#tape entry circa 1980 #f/o:💖what a fool believes🎸 #f/o:💙hide in your shell🎹

[1980ssunflower]

A Ryan and Min from work 🥰💖💙

#last whiteboard doodles since dont work there now anymore #the ryan one was drawn w how hr looked in that dream i talked abt :-] #f/o:💖what a fool believes🎸 #f/o:💙hide in your shell🎹 #my art #🎨sunflower sw 6678🌻