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#for real I teared up a little when I read this bless you Nonny
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IF Jo runs off, I don't think it will be for long. Is she having a crisis, absolutely, but the world has changed immensely in the time she's been on the farm. She's not going to be able to make it on her smiles and sharp wit. Her struggle with perceived loss of control isn't going to improve by running away from "the trap". She is the the trap, it will follow her to the ends of the earth, much like her shadow.
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That is all. Incredible. Stupendous read of her, beautiful analogy, marvelous writing. I am so happy and so touched.
Because like, yes. Exactly. Until Jo allows herself healing and vulnerability, she will always feel trapped. If not by others, then by her own emotions. The trickiest part of control is that it’s not just controlling everyone around you, is it? It’s about controlling them AND you. Even if everyone else falls in line, you still have to deal with yourself at the end of the day, and especially for Jo, she clearly does want things outside of her control (*cough cough* Gio).
Then on top of all of that, Josephine is deeply concerned with controlling her surroundings. She will not and can not feel safe without a “safety net.” And you’re right in that that is a rarity in the world she’s living in now. She absolutely knows that. We saw her realize it in this post. She knows the world she would be running into is precarious at best, and the safety of a home and family that she would be abandoning. To run away from that with no plan, no money, and no support would be dangerous and reckless.
Josephine isn’t stupid, and she certainly isn’t rash. This isn’t to say she can’t be, especially when backed into a corner, but it isn’t her nature. She’s cunning, calculated, and measured. Just like her mother. It’s only a matter of figuring out how to use that in her favor in a way that fits with the other parts of her nature, which are governed by a sense of perceived morality and loyalty for her family; OR if she can’t, and she’s backed too far into a corner first, then the rash side of her wins out despite everything she knows about the world and what running into it would mean.
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kaebedom-me · 3 years
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Chaeya mistletoe hcs
Thank you star nonnie again for letting me indulge 🥺💖💕💜💙💕💖🧡🖤💗💛 Ily sm star nonnie mwah mwah
To everyone's that's celebrating myeri kraises!!! And everyone else happy holidays!! I hope you get the characters you want as a chrimmis gift today uwu may rngesus bless you
So there's like 3 different mistletoes ok
Mistletoe for smooching, for fucking, and for fighting (mistlefoe)
Kaeya indulges Childe with fights because he knows he's feral
And Childe indulges Kaeya with anything he wants to do, all the snuggles and sex uwu
They, if not just Childe, prolly brought multiple presents for each from daily essentials, stuff they wanted got awhile to like sex toys and stuff lol
Kk, back to mistletoes
I feel they'd have a lot scattered across their homes, other than that three. Them just kinda wanting to use the excuse to each other smooches
It's not like they need the excuse they're just uwu chrimmis smooches ok v cute very lovely time
A lot of the times it just turns into really heated make out sessions with Kaeya's back against the frame of the hallway and Childe greedily grinding their cocks together
Sometimes it's also one of them pulling the other over to the mistletoes initiate make out sessions?
HAHAH Like Kaeya's packing away some stuff in the living room and Childe from upstairs just drags Kaeya over to one of the mistletoes and just kith
"oh you're over here now, i guess we might as well kiss huh"
Other times it's them being asses to each other by giving lingering kisses at the corner of their lips to rile each other up
"just fuck me" "aw, but we're not even under the mistlehoe"
K but them being the Softest™ when they're not Horny™?
Kisses under the mistletoes and just looks into each other eyes all lovey dovey
And they just stand there in each other's arms for awhile exchanging soft very heartfelt i love yous and I'm glad you're here with me
Sometimes when they're really feeling it, they slow dance right underneath the mistletoe 🥺
Like they won't even have music on they're just swaying to each others breath and vibing to each others heartbeat
They're so soft omg I'm-
Ok but them apart from exchanging gifts have a little thing where they swap letters to each other and the contents are just them being 100% sappy
They don't talk about the letter though, they'll read it in their respective corner and they'll never talk about it to each other
I just think it's a cute way for them to do emotions because let's be real they're a little bit emotionally constipated
Kaeya and Childe sitting down to write letter back to Childe's family too jsjfbg
Like, they'll go back to Snezhnaya and stuff but it's a fun little time thing they do for the younger siblings
Back to mistletoes, i got a little side tracked. I'll do some horny ones to make up for it
The mistlehoe,,, yeah it's for fucking
Has no shame, its fine, they'll just fuck at this one spot of their house like-
It's probably a doorway somewhere, like they'll go by it every now and then but it's not often they'll past it?
Not mistletoe related but somewhat, they've made it their goal to fuck in every corner of the house? Like every available surface
So you know they hung up the mistlehoe somewhere they haven't fuck before
Them moving the mistlehoe after they've fucked at the spot to somewhere they wanna try or an old favourite spot they like to fuck at HAHAH
There's equal parts hard, Kaeya screaming his throat raw fuckings and soft lovey dovey making love type beat fucking
It's just, it's the holidays and they might not necessarily celebrate Christmas but it's nice to have some time off work to just be with each other
It makes them very soft for each other
Y'all the image of Kaeya gasping "love you" to Childe as he hits a particular good spot,, and Childe chuckling and whispering "i love you too" back into Kaeya's ear eYE-
Hard fucking, Childe being too excited and wanting to try out the toys and costume he got Kaeya so he just tears some open
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empressdrega27 · 6 years
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do the ship meme u reblogged a little bit ago with you and akh!!
Bless you Nonny~
How did they they meet?
I met Ahk when some people who aren’t very fond of me sent a very special book of mine to another dimension to spite me. I followed my book and wound up in a museum, and after retrieving said book, the museum came to life. Not wanting to be seen by the inhabitants (as i’m a dragon hybrid creature), I jumped to the second floor to escape. Once there, I heard a horrible scream, and I ran towards it to help. I found that the screaming was coming from a sarcophagus, and even though I was afraid of what might be inside, I opened it anyways. The person inside stepped out and revealed themselves to be a gorgeous man with an amazing voice! He asked to meet his rescuer, but I told him I didn’t want to scare him. He insisted, and so I stepped out of the shadows. He smiled at me, introduced himself, and told me that he wasn’t afraid. He then offered me a reward for saving him, and I told him that all I wanted was to be his friend, for finding someone who wasn’t afraid of me is rare. Ahk said, “My friendship is yours, you had it the moment you set me free”, and with that, he became my best friend, and later, so much more~
Who developed romantic feelings first?
Honestly, I’m not sure. I think we developed our feelings at roughly the same time, so it’s hard to say who actually fell first.
Who is their biggest “shipper?”
To be honest, the whole museum knew that we were hardcore crushing on each other, but I think Sacagawea and Attila are the two biggest shippers! Sac is a mother figure of sorts to Ahk, and she was always trying to gently nudge him into confessing to me, and Attila was super impressed with my strength and we became pretty good friends. He tried to tell me that it was obvious that Ahk felt the same way, but as I’m a dense and oblivious idiot when it comes to feelings, I continued to deny Attila’s advice. Jed and Octavius also were big shippers of us, but they weren’t as actively trying to get us together.
When did they have their first kiss and under what circumstances?
Our first kiss happened shortly after we confessed to each other, and it was a moment I’ll never forget. I was so nervous and worried that it was all just a dream and that I’d wake up anytime, alone. Ahk said he felt the same, and he was scared of waking up back in his sarcophagus. We laughed a bit and he scooted closer to me and said, “You are so beautiful, Elizabeth”. And he kissed me! After we pulled apart, I asked if we could kiss again, and we did~
Who confessed their feelings first?
We confessed in a weird way. The entire start of our relationship was weird tbh. I’d been falling into a depression relapse and my dumb brain had been telling me that Ahk would never feel the same way about me as I did for him. I tried to talk my feelings out with Attila and the Huns, but eventually, I broke down. I was crying and pacing and basically screaming at myself saying, “Look at me!! I’m a monster! I’m hideous! Ahkmenrah is perfect, how could he ever love something like me?!” At that, Ahk comes out of the shadows, “You’re wrong”, he says. I jump and try to rub the tears off of my face, and he comes closer. “You’re not hideous. You’re the most exquisite creature I’ve ever known, and you’re no monster. I’ve loved you from the moment you and I retrieved the tablet from Cecil.” I’m shocked, “You…. you love me? You think I’m beautiful?” He nods and leads me to a bench to sit down, where he continues to tell me all the times he tried to confess, only to lose his nerve. He was worried that he was too ordinary to be with me. In the end, we laughed about the whole thing, and afterwards, we had our first kiss~
What was their first official date?
Our first official date was on a Thursday, and it came about when Ahk read about modern dating and asked me what kind of dates I’d been on. I told him that I’d never actually been on a date, and that was when he stood up and said that he was going to take me on one then. We looked for a restaurant that was open, and all we found that was close by was an IHOP. Thus, we went to IHOP for our first date, and it was the best date I’ve ever been on!
How do they feel about double dates/group dates?
We love them! So long as we enjoy the company of the people we’re hanging out with, we absolutely love double dates and group dates!
What do they do in their down time?
On our downtime, we usually either hang out around our house, or we visit our friends. When we stay home, we do any number of things, video games, reading in the library, swimming, and horseback riding are all things we do often~
What was the first meeting of parents as an official couple like?
Meeting Ahk’s parents was terrifying. And (just as I predicted) they hated me. They wanted Ahk to marry an Egyptian woman of royal blood, and they were convinced that I was using Ahk for some nefarious purpose. They finally figured out that I was genuinely devoted to him and now Ahk’s mother thinks of me as her daughter in law. His father on the other hand still doesn’t approve, but he keeps his mouth shut cuz he knows there’s nothing he can do about it. Ahk meeting my mom and my father figures went amazingly though! Everyone loves Ahk, and anyone with a brain can see that he adores me.
What was their first fight over and how did they get past it?
Our first fight came about when Ahk was having really bad nightmares about something, and he wouldn’t tell me what the nightmares were about. That was fine with me, I know how hard it is to talk about really bad dreams, but he started getting really short tempered with me every time I asked what was wrong. Finally, the last straw came when I asked yet again if he was okay, and he lost it. He yelled that I had no idea what it was like to die and that I couldn’t possibly understand how he felt. I was shocked, and as I don’t cope well with people shouting at me, I started crying. I told him that I did know what it was like to die and that all I wanted to do was help him. His tone and demeanor were cold and he roughly explained that his past was far too painful to speak about and that I should leave because he needed to be alone for a while. I managed to choke out a “fine”, before making a brisk exit. It was then that he realized that I was crying and he seemed to realize how much of an ass he was being, cuz a few minutes later, he went looking for me. Unfortunately, I’d been called on a mission and I had to leave the museum, and I wasn’t able to return until 3 days later. Ahk believed I’d left for good and had become despondent. When he knew I hadn’t left for good, he was overjoyed and he apologized for acting the way he did, and I apologized for not only pushing him to talk about something that made him uncomfortable, but also for intentionally continuing with my mission to the point of nearly killing myself from exhaustion. Because that’s what I almost did. We got past it because we were both miserable to the point of wanting to die the entire time we were apart, and that’s a pretty clear indicator that you really, really love someone. Ahk understood that he needed to talk about what was bothering him and I understood that I needed to give him the time to actually be comfortable doing that.
Which one is more easily made jealous?
Me. Ahk is a very attractive man, it’s understandable that people would wanna flirt with him. It’s not the flirting that bothers me, it’s when the people completely disregard that Ahk isn’t single, or say things like “that’s your girlfriend? you can do way better, like me for example”. That’s not to say that Ahk doesn’t get jealous too, but it’s mostly me.
What is their favorite thing to get to eat?
Ahk loves fried stuff, candy, cake, and gelato! I have no clue why Ahk has a taste for fried chicken, funnel cake, and onion rings, but he loves that stuff and I have multiple people who will confirm that watching him demolish a bucket of fried chicken is a sight to behold. As for me, I love sushi, pasta, chocolate, and meat. I have a super fast metabolism, so I need to eat often to keep up my energy, and starchy carb filled, fatty, big meals are perfect for me~
Who’s the cuddly one? What their favorite cuddling position?
That would be Ahk! Not to say I’m not cuddly, but Ahk is always leaping into my arms or hugging me, so we’ll say he’s the really cuddly one. His favorite cuddling position is any position where he can lay his forehead against mine. He’s sappy like that (i am too lmao)
Are they hand holders?
We are indeed! It’s nice to be able to hold your lover’s hand as you’re walking or watching a movie or something.
How long do they wait before sleeping together for the first time? What’s the circumstances?
Eheh, we waited about a month to take our relationship to the next level. It would’ve been less time, but I’m shy and I didn’t think Ahk would be interested in me like that (I was very wrong lmao). We finally got on with it when I got a sudden burst of brazen energy and took my shirt off in front of him.
Who tops?
Depends on who’s in the mood to top, could be either one. Or both in one night~
What’s the worst first they’ve ever gotten into?
I’m gonna assume this is supposed to say fight, and the answer is the fight I mentioned above. It was the first real fight, and also the worst. Namely though, it was the last really big fight, and we’ve done our best to keep it that way. Neither of us wants to relive the horrible way we felt after being separated in that way and for that long.
Who does the shopping and the cooking?
Me and me again. Ahk helps with both, but I’m the one who does it primarily. Ahk is still learning the ins and outs of cooking with a stove, and he’d get way too distracted at the grocery store if he went by himself. I love him, bu his curiosity gets the best of him at times!
Which one is more organized and prone to tidiness?
Ahk is more organized, while I’m more prone to untidiness. Ahk is more mathematically minded, so he’s naturally more organized and methodical. I on the other hand would much rather just wing it and have things be wherever. If i lose something, I can just summon it. Ahk ends up cleaning and tidying things for me anyways though (bless him).
Who proposes?
I think Ahk would beat me too it, but I would have an ornate dagger to propose to him with if I propose first! He’d probably propose to me with a necklace or bracelet rather than a ring.
Do they have joined Bachelor/Bacheloette parties or separate?
Separate, but methinks we’d end up getting bored and we’d sneak away to hang out together~
Who is the best man/maid of honour? Any other groomsmen or bridesmaids?
My maids of honor would be my friends Anisha and Nocta, along with my three best friends, Kid, Wally, and Simon. Ahk’s best man would most likely be Octavius or Nicky, with his groomsmen being Attila, Teddy, and Sacagawea.
Big Ceremony or Small?
We have lots of friends (and we rule a planet) so a big ceremony is a must!
Do they have a honeymoon? If so, where?  
We do indeed have a honeymoon, and we go on a huge world tour, visiting every city we can!
Do they have children? How many?
We can’t have biological children together, but we will adopt! As for how many, I think we’ll adopt one or two and once they grow up, we’ll adopt one or two more, and we’ll keep doing that for as long as we live or until there are no abandoned children left in the world~
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