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Love of fire

Eris x reader

Summary: Y/N doesn't feel like her place is in the night Court.

!English isn't my first language!

Everyone was happy. Each one has found his place his person. Everyone but I. I was lonely, didn't know what to do. So it was my whole live and it didn't seem to change in my knew life.

I loved my sisters and the others without a doubt. But I was lonely. Being the youngest Archeron wasn't always easy, in the mortal lands I helped Freye in the woods and when she was gone and came back as a Fae, Nesta was close to kill me as I hugged Freye.

I had spend the night with her and the brothers to catch up. Clearly she looked different bit she was still my big sister. The one who teached me to hunt, the one who hugged me tide when there was thunderstorm. Never could I turn my back at her.

And over some time in Velaris even my relationship with Nesta became better when I learned how to read and fell in love with books, so connecting with my oldest sister became easy.

So why am I not happy why does it seems like I am alone in this big family that loves me .

It was hard because I didn't want to disturb the happy bubble my family lives in. The dress for the evening was lying on my bed.

Today was a big ball in the court of nightmares and the special guest was Eris and everyone made a bug deal out of it. Yes he had made bad decisions in the past but when they be honest only Elain would be maybe the only one who could have an opinion about it.

I decided to leave my hair open it was easier and I could lay it over the two scars on my face. I have got them when me and my sisters got taken by Hypern and after I fell out of the stupid caldron. Let's say my face was similar too Cassians wings in that moment.

Everytime Freya looked me in the face the first think her eyes scanned were my scars. Both starting at my right forehead and one ending above my eye and the other above my cheek. I was prout of it they showed that I didn't give up but she saw it as her error in protecting me.

I stepped in the dark green dress that fell softly around me the upper part laid on my skin and got a big skirt till the floor. My mirror showed me the person who I really was the sister that tried to please her sisters to keep there peace but broken so deep down that not even the shadowsinger could get to this secret. I needed a moment to but on the smile I performed so often that it was easy to keep it up all day without struggling.

The darkness was eating me alive when Mor winnowed me to the court of nightmares. It climbed up my legs and laid itself around my throat. Breath Y/N you are alive it is over that suptip thing doesn't even exist anymore. There is no reason to freak out.

Mor kept on talking and doesn't even noticed how I was struggling to get air into my lungs. The room was already filled with many people talking and dancing. "I will go over there don't do anything I wouldn't do." Mor pointed to a big table with wine and some females standing around it.

"As if there was that much." I laughed "Let's go girl." I smiled at her before I tried to find the best corner to hide before so many eyes. Here are so many people that aren't trust worthy that this was my best solution for now.

I found a place and very good wine to watch over the room. It was simple to see how people talked with each other without really trusting the person they where talking to. Nesta found a good solution to go around that whole thing she was dancing with her mate. Or it was Cas idea to prevent my sister from killing someone. I smiled and kept on watching them, I never saw Nest so happy and in love when she was with Cas. I was appy for them I couldn't denay it.

My eyes wandered in the room and found my other sisters standing infront of her throne next to Rhys who had a protective arm around her hips. They were talking to a man with short red hair and even that I only saw his back I knew it was Eris.

And by watching the facial expressions of my sister I knew she doesn't enjoyed the conversation she was having. By watching her I doesn't notice someone approaching me I could sense a hand nearing my shoulder and out of reflex put the arm of that person and turned his arm on his back.

I noticed the complicated hairstyle of my oldest sister and pulled back my hands. "I am so sorry Nes I didn't notice it was you." She turned around and smiled. "It's alright Y/N it's good to know that you can protect yourself."

We kept on talking until Freya and Rhys stood infront us. Freye facial expression was something I am going to kill someone or I am going down in guilt. Oh no what happend now.

"Y/N please belive me I don't want to do this to you. If I could chance it I would do it." She pulled me into a hug that could easily break my rips. "Hey, hey everything will be become okay we have always found a solution." I gently pushed her away and Rhys hand looked again around her hips. Even he had a guilt in his eyes. Maybe it wasn't that easy, it can never be that easy for us. "You..." Freya started but struggled to find the words.

"Rhys could you please help my sister." Nesta faced him she noticed aswell that something was definitely of.

"To get a better alliance with the autum court Y/N will leave for one week each moth the night court to spend the week at autum to gather with Eris for her protection."

They can't be for real. They can't decide that without even asking me. I scanned the room to find the red head and when our eyes connected and I saw his wicked smile. Oh please I can't take even more I already crumbling under my mask.

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