#god no one ever talks about how having anxiety is just embarassing smh

[maybeinanotherworld]

you know, having anxiety sucks and all but i honestly think the worst part of it is how fucking embarassing it is, like...the situations that trigger my anxiety are so fucking stupid

you guys I spent TWO WEEKS losing sleep over having to do a blood test because for some reason I was scared I wouldn't bring my health card (it is on my phone how would I forget!!) or something stupid like that and the front desk person at the lab would call me an idiot and then I wouldn't be able to do it and then my doctor would call me stupid for missing a blood test and then also somehow I would get diagnosed with leukemia and then die- I cannot do this anymore this is so fucking embarrassing

#i think that i would make an excellent doomsday prepper #because what the fuck are these scenarios #anyway the Get Scared disease is fucking stupid!!! #stop it!!! get some help!!! #i am waiting to do the test right now lol we shall see how it goes #god no one ever talks about how having anxiety is just embarassing smh #how am i supposed to explain this bs to people #anxiety #mental health #cw medical #tw medical #cw blood #cw cancer mention #tw cancer mention #abby's anecdotes #IT TOOK TWO MINUTES #all i had to do was go 'here's my requisition and my health card :)' #and they were like #'cool go take a seat' #i fucking hate this #this is so embarassing #i am okay btw guys this is lowkey kind of funny #please do not worry i am fine