#grimesucker

[byanyan]

@grimesucker sent 🤳 + 5 for:

ㅤbyan's family (biological, adopted, & found); feat. sol, the boyfriend (@lee-sol); lena, the older sister (@chronal-anomaly); ardaka, the parental sibling figure (@apexulansis); kit, the (sort of but not technically) younger sister (@florafound); garrett, the vaguely guardian-esque figure (@gnarledbite); & dox, the mom (@grimesucker)

#OK LOOK FIRST OF ALL DON'T GET ME WRONG: there ARE more people who byan would loosely consider family #but....... for my sanity in digging up images.... i focused on those who i've plotted with/write with the most... #and stuck to like. one muse per mun lmaoaskjfhsd #this also spans across a few verse so like... u've got 3 for modern... 1 for space orphan... 1 for fledgling... & 1 (or ig kinda 2) for uc #just!!! the people who have the most developed familial relationships w/ byan u know? #and yes shut up boyf is included in family bc it's just a necessity. i will not be apologizing. #also had to fall back on an aesthetic image i snagged off of xeno's resource blog for ardaka #but then i realized it's actually v fitting even ic bc he doesn't show up properly on camera anyway lmaooo #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ answered: ooc. #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ headcanon ⋮ danger in the fabric of this thing i made. #grimesucker #lee-sol #chronal anomaly #apexulansis #florafound #gnarledbite

[nightmarebound]

@grimesucker said: [ 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭 ] : sender has gotten injured protecting the receiver. // (:

for you i would | accepting!

IT HAPPENS FAR TOO FAST — though nothing really GOES TO SPEED in the undercity. her father once told her that any healthy person learns at least one new thing a day — and to her credit, D.VA'S REALLY TRYING HERE. still, THE KNIFE THROWS A WRENCH IN HER PLANS — — and sticks right into... well, arguably the best person to be stabbed in such a situation, but certainly not the right one.

" dox—! "

ohhh, she never should have left unarmed — if dox decides to scold her to high hell and the level above that, she'll take it without complaint. it's not the first time she's seen him injured, but it's the first time that it's really her fault. SURE, HE'S A PUNK, HE'D'VE HAD IT COMING REGARDLESS -- but she's still a born-and-raised softie at heart.

adrenaline has long since started to course through her veins, muscles tight and limbs brought close, but the ONLY WORSENING CONDITIONS turn the pressure up. FUCK THIS. d.va falls back to the stances she's been trying to copy off of dox for MONTHS, playing back instructions in REAL-TIME ; feet apart, hands out, arms in. in the scarce few seconds between the DUMB GUTTERFUCK reaching for his knife back and what's sure to be an AWFUL SPOUT OF BLOOD, she lunges.

IT'S NOT IDEAL, but for those few seconds, they're equally unarmed, and that's the closest anyone here is going to get to A FAIR FIGHT. very graciously luckily for her, the man on the other end is relying on a blade FOR A REASON, and he buckles far easier than he should've. DOX HAD BEEN TEACHING HER MORE than where to put her hands and feet, after all; a good sense of observation was as important as anything, and if you're going to walk on an injured leg, it would do one well to hide their gait.

they hit the ground together hard, and hana tries not to act like SHE CARES TOO MUCH while digging nails into his scalp and ripping like she's back in grade school, other hand fighting through both of his to try and smash the first SOFT PART OF HIS FACE she can find. IT DOESN'T MATTER TO HER what dox does from here, so long as it isn't "die--" which is only, like, 64% a concern of hers after such a long time — BUT SHE'LL BE DAMNED if somebody stabs him and doesn't get it back threefold from SOMEONE around here.

#hey? fuck you? (fucking gets you) #idk why you would do this to me (does it to you) #and when it’s all said and done‚ we’ll shine like the sun — ic ( hana ) #this place feels like a tomb‚ and that’s just fine — undercity verse ( hana ) #there’s a dog in your heart and it tells you to tear everything apart ( dox ) #⁠— supermassive automatic ( grimesucker ) #grimesucker #trying 2 figure out how 2 write after so long

[babyitsmagic]

Dirty Secret // ;0

@grimesucker || Send “Dirty Secret” and my muse will confess Something dirty/naughty!

"...look, i’m not a person who tends to learn from my mistakes, so maybe i didn’t hook up with jule, but i did have an on and off thing with one of the bodyguards i had before her. which is not a smart thing to do for a very long list of reasons, but i’m not exactly making the best choices 24/7, so. fuck off with the judgment.”

#grimesucker #cartercanon #answered;; #confession meme;;

[miidnighters]

💕

send 💕 or for me to randomly pick one of my mutuals and write at least two things about why i love seeing them on my dash, writing with them, talking to them, etc | accepting (this is the laziest RNG i went to pg 2 of my following list and picked a name that jumped out)

@grimesucker

I gotta say, we haven't written together yet but I am SO excited to. I love your worldbuilding and universe and lore SO much. Like, immediately started thinking about how I could put my characters in your setting much. Like, I responded to your plotting call even tho I prefer to wing it just because I wanted to write with you, much.

Because of that, we've talked a bit OOC while we've been setting up what we're going to do and what characters you want to write with and all that good stuff and can I just say, you're SO NICE. Chatting with you OOC has been a dream. I cannot wait to get to know you better and see what we can create !

#x. ooc | ☾ #grimesucker

[airxn]

@grimesucker​ inquired – "i need you to tell me if that's BLOOD or KETCHUP so i don't have to lick it to find out." //hewwo ! ;w;

     “ Not gonna’ lie… ” Gaze drags from Dox’s disgruntled features to the stain coating the hat in his grip. Airin’s brow furrows. He lifts the hat for him to really get a whiff. “ I think you should lick it. You can’t say that shit and not lick it. ”

#Airin Response. #grimesucker #Ask. #( im so late to reply to this HIII )

[fearfcrged]

encounter my muse after they've just killed someone -  @grimesucker​​ (Samsara) 

   Time had given them a chance to develop their ability - to get better at USING it rather than being USED. So The Eye of {Black Bracket} knew exactly where to be. The trance had led them to where the slumrat lied in wait. 

   Startled, he went to attack but J1NX already had a hand on the other’s wrist. Twisting the limb, the boy’s knife transferred hands & J1NX sank it straight into a space between a couple of ribs. Not once, but at least three more times for good measure. By the time 54M54R4 arrived, slumrat was already long dead. 

              ❝You were going to have a visitor,❞ they said, almost TOO nonchalant. 

#v.「city full of sufferin’ take me to the promised land」(undercity) #grimesucker #54M54R4 era tag. #out here letting J1nx save people that you wouldn't expect them to save

[nightiingaled-a]

"sometimes i feel like i'm FAILIN' 'EM, y'know???" he's talking of the kids ; such little self-worth in such a poor little bastard ; look, he knows his station. knows people down here ain't the sort of ROLE MODELS that GOOD LITTLE KIDS with HOPES AND DREAMS aspire to be like. ..but T34 ain't as bad, and dox looks up to HER--

"--but then i realize that maybe if they end up half as good as you, they'll turn out just fine."

- @grimesucker​

        ❝You can only fail from lack of trying,❞ she tells him softly, already mourning for the way the other views himself. T34 had learned the world down here over time - easier than she expected for her. And honestly, the idea of ANYONE considering themselves a role model was far fetched. 

             ❝Me?❞ Now who has the self-worth of a wrench? Stomach twists, unsure, trapped in the idea of the MONSTER she considers of herself. ❝What makes me worth modeling after?❞ Words she asks unintentionally, vocalizing thoughts that should have stayed silent.   

#grimesucker #grimesucker (dox) #♜ ic ⇾ tea. #v. (tea) undercity #♜ we'll stay offline so no one gets hurt ⇾ queued post.

[circumstanceworn]

@grimesucker​ sent:  "H3Y, W47CH 17!" Loud shout breaks over the common bustle of the street, and the target of such cry might find themselves surprised to be LIFTED, yanked and drawn aside some moments before the sound of a rushing motorcycle rears through ; earlier voice calls out " F-U" in their wake. Then, gentler, setting the kid down, speaking in a series of numbers and letters ; "60774 W47CH 0U7 L177L3 8UDDY." / gib lobby n si-u

  everything happens so fast, the boy can barely figure out what’s happened. one moment he’s making a (literal) blind attempt at crossing the street, the next he’s got SOMEONE’S HANDS around him, pulling him back  the direction he started. a startled but indignant ‘hey’ is squawked out, feet KICKING OUT in search of the ground or, at the very least, some part of this stranger in a feeble, frightened effort to be let go. the second he hears the ROAR of a motor surge past, however, feels the wind from the speed of it, si-u falls still, dangling almost limply until is feet touch ground again.

...oh. so... this wasn’t someone trying to hurt him, this was... someone SAVING him. some stranger keeping him from being run over.

far more used to strangers around him trying to hurt him in some way, he’s struck dumb, left standing there in stunned silence. he almost misses the fact that the same voice which yelled out to him mere seconds ago speaks once more, though he clues in to catch the end of what’s been said. or... not? brow furrowing slightly, si-u pauses again, trying to go back over the words, only to find himself UNABLE to make sense of them. based on things he’s heard before, on how he’s heard dox say certain things, he’s pretty sure the man’s speaking l337 - unfortunately, this is one of the languages which he CAN’T understand.

     “ oh, uhm... s-sorry, i’m... --i don’t follow. ”  apologizing, the boy turns toward his saviour, hands coming together to fidget in front of himself.  “ but... thank you. i didn’t, uhm. i didn’t notice anything was coming that quickly. ”

#grimesucker #* ⟢ SI U ❮ answered ❯ ━━ ❝ i needed a change of pace / couldn’t take the pace of change ! #* ⟢ SI U ❮ verse: main ❯ ━━ ❝ those stairs is where i’ll be hiding all my problems ! #i'm so fricking reADY FOR THIS FRIENDSHIP #even though they're gonna have trouble communicating at first!!!! #i'm!!!!!! ah!!!!!

[empathyled]

@grimesucker liked for a starter...

        When she looks at him, the world feels absolutely timeless. The longer time they spend together, the more natural and comforting their routine together becomes. It never feels like work to maintain, their coexistence coming together in something that compliments and strengthens over time even through their occasional disagreements, unlike some forged friendships had felt throughout her life prior to her time in the undercity. And truly, Katyae loves every moment she spends with Dox because she just naturally enjoys his company. Yet this is not to say she has never become FRUSTRATED with him, as is the case right now.

        Green gaze narrows as she chews her inner cheek and pouts stubbornly. Arms are crossed low across her chest, held loose but defensively. “ I just don’t understand. ” she grumbles petulantly. Her gaze pins his for a moment, searching, before Katyae blusters out a loud sigh and tries again -- softer this time in approach, although still with a heavy amount of pouting. “ I’d feel better if I could go with you... Why can’t I go with you? ”

#grimesucker #ιc ιnтeracтιonѕ ( grimesucker. ) #a lιgнт wιтнιn тнe darĸneѕѕ ( uc verse. ) #hello ghost <3 i hope you've been doing well #sorry for going awol for so long :( #wasnt sure what vibe to go with so kinda tried to keep it vague? #also lowkey been going through drafts and i have a lot of old threads of ours that i could reply to as well if you dont like this #idk hmu on tumblr msg and we can talk more :)

[yukitscne]

"I’m busy right now, can I ignore you another time?" // lov u

one does not simply ignore the fox boy ･ﾟ✧ @grimesucker

'Yes. I mean, no, I mean -' congratulations, you've successfully broken him. He pouts and responds, 'You shouldn't ignore me.'

#wow u actually did it #i had faith that u could mdvsmlv ♥ #grimesucker

[byanyan]

blowing glitter in @grimesucker 's faceㅤㅤ(x)

ㅤㅤ" uh, me? "ㅤan unspoken 'duh' rings in their voice.ㅤ" i'm the oldest, which means i take over when you die, obviously. ...and when you're like, so fucked up that you kinda look like someone should just put ya outta your misery. "

hands go to their hips, and byan smirks across the room at dox, clearly unbothered by his attempted (and failed) display of intimidation.

ㅤㅤ" you can break outta here if y'want, but i got no doubt in my mind that i can drop your ass back to the ground while you're in this sorry fuckin' state. plus, if you behave, i might be so nice as t' bring ya some water. "

#grimesucker #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ic ⋮ we are not just graffiti on a passing train. #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ verse: undercity ⋮ they say ‘stay in your lane boy.’ #grabs u by the shoulders and shakes u around #i missed u sm and i also missed this awful nasty chaotic duo sm #(obvs ur under no obligation to reply if u don't wanna but i told u i was gonna fling this at u and here we are)

[nightmarebound]

@grimesucker said: [ SOOTHE ]: after finding the clearly distressed receiver, the sender pulls them into a careful embrace, gently murmuring "hey…" to try and soothe them.

"hey..." | accepting!

IT'S TAKEN MORE AND MORE LATELY to rattle d.va — as time grows, so too does she, and the longer she spends in the UNDERCITY, the more it gnaws at her. she can't count the number of times she's wracked her brain trying to remember if anyone had told her it could GET SO BAD. the fact that she CAN'T still fills her with guilt — BUT SHE'S DOING HER TIME FOR IT, unlike the people who PUT THIS SYSTEM INTO PLACE ; source of grief boils down to this:

IT'S NOT FAIR.

she cannot say for sure WHICH STRAW broke the C4M3L's back, only that THERE WERE MANY — ROUTINELY, she will forget why she does not go out more. ROUTINELY, she is very quickly reminded. IT'S EASIER TO IGNORE WHEN THEY'RE ASSHOLES. but a sick kid she can't help? a teenager with her father's eyes? IT STILL GETS TO HER. the gentle ways of the levels higher than this are hard to shake, harder to FORGET.

" — hey, "

dox does not often sneak up on her anymore — ( AND HARD TO DO SO, given the general lack of privacy ) — but instead becomes a presence she FORGETS IS AROUND. he's become comfortable, in a prickly... cactus-y way. SO WHEN ARMS FOLD AROUND HER, d.va has to wonder for just half a moment if it's REALLY HIM; she slowly leans in with arms reciprocating, ear against his chest, listening to his heart — YEAH, IT'S HIM. . . even stranger. STILL -- she's not going to look a gift horse in the mouth.

" hey, " and she tries not to squeeze, hardly feels up to breathing now; this HARDLY HELPS, and d.va is not sure if trying to voice the matter will improve or worsen dox's mood for the day. it isn't the first time they've had a cry over this -- but she's sure they'd both like it if it could be the LAST.

— it feels wrong, seeking comfort from someone worse off.

plus, hell, she must seem absolutely devastated if dox is offering her a hug.

#and when it’s all said and done‚ we’ll shine like the sun — ic ( hana ) #this place feels like a tomb‚ and that’s just fine — undercity verse ( hana ) #there’s a dog in your heart and it tells you to tear everything apart ( dox ) #⁠— supermassive automatic ( grimesucker ) #grimesucker #trying to place her again ...... guilt complexes and all #dyou ever start life so good and great and able to communicate and then as things get worse you just Devolve ? yeah #wrote this all on mobile so hopefully the formatting sticks . if not . death and agonies #IT DID BREAK MY FUCKING FORMATTING

[babyitsmagic]

@grimesucker continued from { x }

he knows he's in rough shape. not just because dox is being nice, which is one thing. but because dox is being gentle which is something entirely different.

has dox ever been so gentle with him? he doesn't think so. but it's hard to remember right now.

he sucks in a sharp breath when dox's hand touches the wound. even if it's to heal. even if he knows it's to heal. the touch is still unexpectedly painful.

"not gonna fuckin' cry," he grouses. "think this is the first time someone's tried taking a chunk out of me?"

this might be the worst. or at least the one most likely to actually get him killed? he feels like he's been in more pain than this once or twice. there's a reason he has a bodyguard, after all. not that jules is here to help him.

despite his tone, he doesn't pull away from dox or shove the other off. maybe just this once, it's a little okay to need help. it's a little okay to let dox help him.

#grimesucker #carter;dox;thread #carter;dox;003 #they're both terrible and dumb and i love them so much

[grimesucker]

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#'i've forgotten how to write' #actually i am up to 75 pages in the 'novel' of grimesucker & i intend to keep chipping at it (': #i do a little work here & there & it's a Small achievement but it feels very Special to me ;;;

[gofloresgo]

#butterfly #rain #lluvia #pluie #gofloresgo #grimes #grimesucker #happening now #no way #chau #drawing #trust me #alien #alien girl #rain on me #arte #art #digital art #illustration #mariposa #ff

[fearfcrged]

encounter my muse after they've just killed someone - @grimesucker​ (5liip & Lobster)

       Can’t believe {Black Bracket}’s taking in WHORES now.

    Something about their anger was new, FRESH. Wasn’t the first time they’d been called the name - doubtful it would be the last. J1NX should have left it at a little brawl, a few thrown punches to pay back the harsh words hitting softer SPOTs. They stumbled back from a right hook against a wall. 

        Bet they pass you around like a bottle of —

    The violence unraveled from within them. Unleashing a feral roar, J1nx slammed their face forward into the man, nose gushing blood. They keep on, fists becoming truer weapons. Again. Again. Again. Until somehow there’s a lifeless body taking the hits. Bloody fists growing bruises as they go. A hand grabbed them and their blinding rage TURNS.

           ❝Get the fuck off me!❞

#grimesucker #grimesucker (lobster) #grimesucker (5liip) #v.「city full of sufferin’ take me to the promised land」(undercity) #i've got these first time killing for {BB} / or at all in the undercity vibes #slurs cw #sorry if this is a little too much sl;dksdl