#hehe apollo's so cute rn

[noxtivagus]

HELP APOLLO PLAYING NIER AUTOMATA N THEYRE SCREAMING SM HDJSKFJAJ

#🌙.rambles #[ drakenier. ] #the differences in how we play is so funny to me #apollo gets more panicky so they end up making more mistakes >.> #uwahh this boss in the amusement park 🥺 #i did really well here i remember. i barely use any potions n i didn't die #i think i'm pretty good at analyzing n learning movements like that hehe #i just get anxious when ppl r watching me 😭😭 #reminds me i wna play more video games again #i did pretty well on my playthrough of ff7r on hard mode. n i'm very nearly #finished w all the achievements but i had school then last year sob #APOLLO KEEPS ON SCREAMING WHILE PLAYING 😭😭 #THEYRE SO NOISY WHILE PLAYING IM DYING #i barely even talk while playing 💀 #no offense but watching you rn apollo makes me realize i did pretty well huh 🥺 #HEHE SORRY LOVE YOU 🫶🏼 #THEYRE SO CUTE THOUGH #this is so amusing #i wna play again #also souls type games >.> i shld play more!!!! #i'm often good at learning mechs but i just hesitant in intimidating environments 💀 #i wna play more again. a lot of games

[astrxealis]

good eve hope u all r well 😇😙💗✨

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #exam scores r pretty good YAYYY i'm just a bit disappointed for bio but i reached my goals for earthsci & physics hehe #i got perf on physics even ... which is rlly amazing tbh bcs i am the only one in my class and the rest have at least 3 mistakes #and only what. 5 of us. have above 40/45 KDBWJABSJDH #SHS IS DIFFICULT GUYS but not for me w physics ^_^ teehee. me and my twin!!! #i'm just rlly proud of myself yay :D it's really funny tho how FOR SOME REASON SO MANY OF MY FRIENDS KNOW..... how did news pass like that #wtf it's funny bcs my friend behind me in class was like 'apollo' when my teacher was like yo 1 person in this class got perfect and i #shook my head but tbf i was confident i got perf. then boom. it's me. KDBSKDN IT'S SO FUNNY BCS THAT SAME FRIEND who i love btw THEY BRAGGED #TO THEIR OTHER FRIENDS WHO R MY FRIENDS ON MY BEHALF it's cute tbh but yeah #and then my twin's class... one of the nice ppl there learned i got perf and told the other ppl in the class JFSHJDJS JUST SOME OTHERSBIN #IN CLASS BUT THAT'S CRAZY and then i learned rn that my other other friend knows................................ it's amazing tbh #i'm just really happy with that lol and for everyone else too who did what they could ^_^ uhh generally speaking! #anyway AGHH ARTEMIS GOT BG3 TO WORK RAGHDGDHEHEHW DHRGAHDJGJEK REGHDJGHEOFJ #apollo screams in tags again like its his newspaper so true HFHSJDJSJ HIII GUYS !!! hope u all are well <33 #new seating arrangement for 2nd half of this sem and i'm . bit scared since im in the front #which idm but my seatmate is the one person i hate in my class <3 aside from their friend lol #i have my reasons aha i only hate really irresponsible people or maarte rich kids who use their money to cheat or get out of trouble #but at least my other kinda seatmate is another friend in class :(( <3 #the real awkward thing tho is my actual seatmate is uh a group member we just kicked from our research group bcs she's irresponsible as #shit. lots going in there but let me just tell u she has 20+ absences 3 months into the sy and according to the school. not valid enough #excuses lmfao. girlie has a twin too and always cheats so i'm not surprised ^_^ i hate super rich kids !!! that flaunt it off !!! argh #anyway tea over yruchfhfhsh i only realt hate ppl like that ... anyone else is ok w me ^_^ yay #raghh good evening !! u all rest well !! esp in the ph bcs it seems like it's sick season D:

[daisychains111]

live "tweet" books with me (via the goodreads progress bar) pt.2: Lore by Alexandra Bracken

idk who the narrator of the first part was, but I'm very confused...if he's not a god anymore is her love interest...or maybe her dad?

who is gil...how did he die?

her grandfather? wasn't gonna guess that

potential love interest spotted..hey masked dude

oooooo does she know him? intrigue

SEVEN YEARS HOLD SHIT THIS IS GONNA BE GOOD

potential love interest #2...van hello

I cannot stress enough how happy I am that her name isn't actually lore

wait nvm it is actually her name...that's stupid

Annabeth come get you mom, this is embarrassing

Percy come get your namesake ancestor...this is embarrassing

they are saying a lot of words that mean absolutely nothing to me?

happy to report that her name isn't actually lore...thank God...gods? whatever

"the Olympics but with murder" Nothing better happen to Miles bc I love him already

HAH poseidon and perseus reference

(I'm gonna spend this whole book talking about pjo just fyi)"

I get this feeling that apollo let Castor kill him

nooooo not the doggg

castor out here with the Olympians shittiest moments highlight reel to remind athena that he's cooler than her

oooo are miles and van gonna be a thing..that would be cute

athena deciding to keep miles around like he's a puppy is peak comedy

just because you're pointing out that the names are getting stupider doesn't mean you don't lose a point for continuing to name your characters stupid things

van and miles going on a secret special side quest together? mmmmhhmmm checks out

don't get me wrong I love a good enemy's to lovers but istg destiny if she gets with the guy who killed her family I will never forgive you

EW CREEPY PEDO GUY GET BACK CREEP

I am directly halfway done with this book, and there has yet to be one single ounce of romantic subplot...This is extremely disappointing"

WAIT IS GIL HERMES!!!

IS AEGIS THE NECKLACE

MILES HAS IT

I asked for romantic subplot but idk if this is what I wanted...however I'm a suckered for childhood best friends to lovers so we'll see"

"do that again when you mean it golden" period you tell her castor (I 1000% agree)

also him calling her golden is cute...even if I'm not sure why he does it"

hehe miles and van bonding time.. thats a romantic subplot I can get behind"

"oh so you're in love with him" YOU TELL HIM MILES

throwing away the necklace as if it's not extremely likely it's the thing you need...aces move lore, stop pouting and think

istg if you kill castor rn I'll never forgive you

IRO YOU MOTHERFUCKER IF YOU REALLY KILLED THAT BOY

 HES ALIVVVEEE

ATHENA YOU MOTHERFUCKER...I should've know better than to fucking trust you

MELORA I KNOW YOU DIDNT JUST DO THAT

SHE WASNT EVEN LINKED ATHENA WHEN I FIND YOU

it doesn't make sense that she's had aegis the whole time and wasn't even thinking about it enough to hide it from readers...im sorry thats just lame"

this book lacks interesting romantic subplot but " I was born knowing how to do three things: how to breathe how to dream and how to love you" is the smoothest shit ever"

him calling her golden? cute...her calling him big guy? really fucking weird

istg don't pin with a couple separated by mortality, I can't handle that rn

HEHE lore calling van out for staring longingly at miles

lore and miles bestie vibes only

I get the sickening feeling castor will not be making it out of this book alive

holy shit she killed athena"

holy shot did athena just redeem herself

apollo let castor kill him CALLED IT

YAY FOR STAYING MORTAL AND STAYING WITH OUR FRIENDS!!!

This book wasn't bad but after the literally masterpiece that is the darkest minds series I expected more from miss bracken...the only reason I was able to read this as fast as I did was bc I had to finish it to read iron flame LOL

#lore #alexandra bracken #athena #melora perseus

[nylwnder]

you should do an explanation of why each song is on there! i think that would be really cool ngl

hiii i love the idea of this, thank you anon!!!!! (i’m so happy y’all care tho omg 🥺✋)

it’s under the cut ✨

bubs <3

i want to give him the biggest hug.

2h 53m

frank — alina baraz

endlessly — alina baraz

okay so i absolutely adore alina and if you’ve seen me mention that i’m making an album series, it’s going to be this album! these are two songs that just give me falling in love vibez, it’s so ethereal to me. and when i see willy i genuinely play this in my head. i have more alina down the playlist so it would be the same thing for them!

yours — maye

the lyrics <3 i definitely think about the lyrics a lot and i feel like it sums up what i feel about our beautiful blonde haired boy!

want u around — omar apollo, ruel

i fucking love this song. like LOVE it. the vibes vibes vibes vibes vibes!!!!!!!!! the beat, the way it makes me feel, ugh i definitely vibe with it and i feel like willy would too :)

god is a women — ariana grande

when i picture the other party in a relationship with will, i definitely feel like he’s absolutely going to make you feel like a goddess!!!! every time he sees you, he could practically just knee down to you.

the louvre — lorde

abajzjaknskalakakk okay before i start sobbing, definitely have a strong connection to this song and i can just picture a night out, we hit the city and let’s just vibe!!! “they’ll hang us in the louvre” yes cause we would be the cutest couple hands down. <3

chateau — angus & julia stone

we’re in the car, wind blowing in our hair, and the lyrics just sum it up! the beat of this, it just makes me so happy! the whole scene i picture every time i hear this is so candid and it makes my heart flutter every time.

alone with you — alina baraz

take it home — alina baraz

i literally just picture willy every time i hear her lol.

at my worst — pink sweat$, kehlani

our love would be so powerful. these lyrics make me sob! I WANT IT.

green eyes — uncle chris

if y’all seen my fancam of willy to this, (linked here) it definitely proves that it goes so well with him. it makes me feel so warm and i picture domestic life with will on this song.

thinking bout you — ariana grande

cause i’m always thinking about him hehe.

“got me losing my breathe, nobody got me the way that you did. had my eyes rolling back, had me arching my back.” :-)

ivy — frank ocean

i know it’s a sadish song but there’s this playfulness in here from the music itself that i picture willy with. plus he has this song repeated in his playlist so i know we’d be vibing!!!!!!

coming to my senses — alina baraz

i wanna make a fic with this song about him cause i can’t get him out of my head every time i hear this song. alina baraz x william nylander supremacy.

so damn into you — vlad holiday

this is me drowning in love with will.

collide — tiana major9, earthgang

holy fuck i’m obsessed with this song. this makes me hug him, kiss him, caress him, laying down and the sunlight hitting his skin. it makes me so fuzzy like absjaksnksmzkak give me a minute- *SOBS*

comfortable — h.e.r.

this makes me feel so warm, like willy would deadass radiate this to you. “whenever i get around you, i lose it” bitch i ain’t even met him and he sends me spiraling.

tú — maye

i think of will when i’m also listening to maye, so i needed to add some of her songs! and definitely relate him to the lyrics!! this is in spanish, but basically she’s saying: you’re the only one for me. i wanna follow you around all the time. and she loves him so much cause he treats her so very well.

lighting & thunder — jhené aiko, john legend

“what kind of spell do you have me under?” so warm, so cuddly, so peaceful, i want to hug him y’all don’t KNOW HOW MUCH!!!!!!!!!

heartbeats — josé gonzález

stay alive — josé gonzález

so i found these lovely songs on his playlists and i fell in love with them and he loves them so <3

love from ngc 7318 — barnes blvd, tanerélle

again this takes me back to the goddess thing i mentioned earlier. it’s so ethereal and so good and ugh i love it. i legit cannot think of anyone else. “killing the time, building a fort, wrapped in each other as we fall in love.” lovelyyyyyy

k. — cigarettes after sex

each time you fall in love — cigarettes after sex

it’s a rainy day, idk you don’t feel well, and willy comes home from practice and y’all just melt into each others warmth and these songs play in the back as they lull you both to sleep.

take me to church — hozier

if you’ve seen, i did mention i was writing a smutty fic of willy to this song. i’m sorta insecure about it rn, but i feel with some more editing it will show what i think about everytime i hear it. “TAKKEEE MEEE TO CHURRRCHHHH”

movement — hozier

talk — hozier

sexc ;)

let me love you — ariana grande, lil wayne

willy let me love u. pls.

pretty boy — the neighborhood

this song makes me so soft and who better than to think of our lovely blue eyed baby that i love so fucking muchhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

let’s fall in love for the night — finneas

running around and laughing and teasing each other. idk this at 3am with will, it just feels like it would slap.

esa carita — rusowsky

another spanish song! “esa carita” translates to “that (sweet) face” and the whole song it just talks about how beautiful the persons face is. so that speaks for itself! but the song idk it’s very cuddly and cute and i wanna kiss all over his pretty face.

always forever — cults

stargazing — the neighborhood

come on, omg these, at night, fuckinh vibing, and just being so happy that we love each other so much. i’d be so happy. willy where u at!!?????

tadow — masego, fkj

someone made an edit to the boys in their suits to this song and it lives in my head rent free. and he just matched it so well

blue light — kelela

why do i picture stripping when i hear this? anyways it’s either him or me so…. shsjkakakskkal lmao

morocco — alina baraz, 6lack

okay here goes my sexc stage of the playlist. just the lyrics :)

bite — njomza

this, okay y’all, the lyrics just radiate our boy willy styles. if you don’t hear it, try again. lmao “sexy won’t you undresss for me” had me deadass laughing but we’re staring facts here. “GOT ME SIGNING HIGH NOTES THAT CAN WAKE THE NEIGHBOURS. TALKING DIRTY, RIDING STURDY. I LOVE IT WHEN YOU LET ME RIDE IT LIKE A JETSKI, YOU A PRO WHEN YOU SLIDE IN LIKE GRETZKY. YOU HIT YOUR MARK EVERY TIME LIKE YOU MESSI. FUCK ALL THAT CUTE SHIT, I LIKE IT WHEN IT’S MESSY. BITE.”

ungodly hour — chloe x halle

“love me at the ungodly hour”. goals.

love 2 u — jmsn

the guitar in this, jesus take the wheel!!!!! i feel like willy would know exactly what to do to you with this song playing in the back.

versos de placer — maye

another spanish song! (ya girls spanish so you guys gotta vibe with me!!!) it makes me so happy and it’s pretty much saying you love me so fucking well pls don’t leave.

slow dancing in the dark — joji

slow dance with me willy :(

big jet plane — angus & julia stone

just running away from all our problems. just the two of us. that’s it. “GONNA TAKE YOU FOR A RIDE ON A BIG JET PLANE”

can i — kehlani

hehe :-)

tonight — summer walker

my fancam speaks for itself. watch it here!

woman — doja cat

“LET ME BE YOUR WOMAN” PLSSSSS

#you’re so sexc if you read the whole thing #if you love the songs mwah ily we should get married #g! talks music #william nylander #toronto maple leafs #asks answered #hola anon <3 #william marry me challenge #william nylander imagine

[the-acid-pear]

Okay since I'm going to be reading all of this franchise chronologically it's time for me to see my favorite prowrestlers best the living shit out each other! (Of course I'll be betting on Mount Toba <3)

Chapter 1

They look like they are about to kiss in that cover lol

AH THIS IS IN SPANISH UGH UGLY UGLY NOOO

I'm trying to find an alternative

UGH FINE i guess I'll read it in Spanish 😢

You know what this reminds me off and awful lot? That one fight Rocky and Apollo had in the third movie i think just them with no public and no nothing

If i was that random i would just shit myself

I know heights aren't accurate at all in Baki but that dude is like 150

Toba just like 😌

I love how fucked up Igari is, brutally honest too, reminds me of myself sometimes

Bonding over mutual hate lmao

Yeah honestly it's so iconic

BSCSDGGSJGSKSGS

This poor kid ffs

Chapter 2

I haven't turn off my pc in days and it's starting to show

I love that Baki is in the cover like king gtfo of here this isn't your story

I love how pissed off Igari looked, ready to kill a 19 yo...

The kings are chilling

KWGSKDGKSGEJE i mean yeah it's worth that reaction, they are legends of the show

I can believe this, wrestling fans are like that irl too

Igari kills a defenseless boy

IMAGINE HAVING TO EXPLAIN THE FAMILY OF YOUR PATIENT THEY DIED BC YOU HAD TO WATCH THE WRESTLING MATCH OF THE CENTURY

Okay Toba is now pissed off

Considering how Toba mangled Hanada in his debut, I'm 👁️👁️

I love them sm

Chapter 3

Imagine Baki showed up lmao I'm not sure if he would care enough

heartwarming bro

There's something so beautiful about this match

Either that or this manga's propaganda is working on me I'm starting to love fights too lmao

Igari will probably win because his canoe shaped face reflects the punches (reference to an old comment i saw)

I almost forget i was reading

Chapter 4

Look at em hehe

Wish someone would hold me like that :/

I love Toba's stance

I DONT TRUST HIM AND NEITHER SHOULD YOU TOBA THIS MAN A RAT AKDHSKDGSJ

Beautiful smiles these two men have tho... 🥺💞

Baki is such a tragic and violent manga genuine smiled are heartwarming

LOVE HOW TINY IGARI'S HANDS ARE NEXT TO TOBA WJEHJWGW

YESSSS LETS GO TOBA!!!!

THIS FIGHT IS FULL OF LOVE...

LITERALLY TWO MEN WHO KNOW RESPECT AND ADMIRE EACH OTHER FIGHTING TOGETHER... NO MEAN FEELINGS NOR INTENTIONS BETWEEN THEM JUST TWO KINGS WRESTLING EACH OTHER

Literally teleported behind him

Chapter 5

Baki drip hoho 😳

Must be hard fighting someone so tall

BROOOO

Toba is so fucking brutal i love that of him

YESSSSSS YES YES YES LETS GOOOOO I ALMOST TEAR UP THAT WAS SO EPIC

Yeah he is quite ruthless

I'm getting hard

UGHHH THIS FIGHT IS SO GOOD!!

Chapter 7

I, Giorno Giova-

Not really i had a relative that was like 2 m tall and idk he worked at a factory or smthn i guess

HHHH

This is sad bro this is actually sad I'm getting actually sad rn

Toba you still can do it

Chapter 8

FINALLY a character part of this story

Tbh i love messy hair Igari it's kinda cute i like his curly hair

TOBAAAA YOU KING IDK WHAT YOU PLANNING BUT I BELIEVE IN YOUUU

Oh god did he win? I'm happy for him too though but </3

👁️👁️

DID TOBA ASCEND SPIRITUALLY OR SMTHN?! SJGSHSGWJ

Or maybe he looked fucking dead and Igari rightfully worried

OAGSISGWIWGWKD HES DEAD

YOU KILLED MOUNT TOBA IGARI ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?!

JWGWKEGEKEG SOMEONE PUT THE PICTURE OF THE OLD MAN MAD AT FUTBOL READING THIS MANGA IN SPANISH HAS ITS PROS

Though yeah for the Toba enjoyers it really feels like NOOO NOOOO ESTAMOS EN LA B!!!

Chapter 9 and last

Uwaaa that title 🥺

He's dead Igari you killed him with your little joke :/

I'm joking but my heart beating fast I'm worried and sad

This is unironically sad i might cry

SHIT MAN THIS HURT BAD UFF

I DIDNT EXPECT FOR IT TO MAKE ME CRY TF. THAT ENDING LEFT ME SOFT

OUCH MAN OUCH

Ack it hurts

BROOOOOOO FUCKKK

Fuck man ouch that fucking troll I'm just crying more now

Man i fucking loved that, i wish Toba still had a cameo as his new self at least. HE REALLY DID SCARE ME MAN HE REALLY DID AISGJSGSHS

#luly talks #btg #wow this short spin off was a huge ride #i dont think this one exists in English so if anyone wants to read it i could translate it #man this left me toiched VAHSGDSG i love friendship 😭 #baki liveblog

[noxtivagus]

i love ffxiv

#🌙.rambles #[ ffxiv. ] #cont ramble in tags basically #it's not arche himself saying the line but >.> #realizing my type in my ffxiv charas #my most favs r rather charming huh #emet-selch ! aymeric ! alphinaud ! haurchefant ! #n a lot of others but those have been particularly special to me #aaaa wait the cliff ! #i love coerthas sm too wah fealty was one of my first fave soundtracks #it's really lovely sharing a house w apollo in empyreum hehe #I WENT TO MY RETAINER UWAHH ARTEM MY BB BOY . HE'S SO CUTE #peek artem in the back of the second pic hehe that's my baby #my pretty boy c: i'm really fond of my ocs #playing ffxiv again n seeing charas n places n being reminded of the story n my own ocs #inspiration is returning again ✨✨✨ #LOOK AT LUNA N ARTEM IN THE THIRD PIC. I LOVE THESE TWO SM #childhodo friends to lovers 🥺 #anyways i love my bb wol so much. she's so pretty. she's so beautiful all round. #i'm having lots of laughs rn even tho i'm still sick #life is good. i love family n ffxiv #i love the ost of ishgard n ffxiv sm wah 🫶🏼 i love the peace when yk solid turns into night in the brume #anyways i have writing inspo yes mhm hehe

[noxtivagus]

CUTE

#tag later #so many tag laters. i'm lazy 🤕 #YK WHO'S CUTE THO ? #ME AND APOLLO >>> #best sibling pair you've ever seen 😠 #we went out again today!! #i decided to wear my glasses so we can match hehe #i haven't worn my hoodie in ages it's so comfy i lov it so much #my hair looks so fluffy rn!! i like how it looks #my hair's typically always at least somewhat messy but inthink it's pretty endearing ehe #looking at some pics rn i see tho that #i realize that i do have an uneven smile :O #okay self-love post time bcs i've been feeling kinda self-conscious lately aaaa i love myself a healthy amount #but i really do still struggle w insecurities T_T #i love how my eyes brighten up whenever i smile ! #like my eyes if i were to compliment i'd say they're pretty sharp (u can kinds tell that they observe a lot?) but they give me kind vibes #ASTRIA'S EYE SMILE IS SO CUTE PLS SHE MAKES ME SMILE SO MUCH #we especially look identical when i wear my glasses too + with our masks on hehe #...i look like a skeleton but that's on me for not taking proper care of myself for months :( #i think it's been nearly a year since my sleeping habits got extra messed up #thinking tho abt #our smiles are still similar from back when we were kids hehe #i find it so cute seeing people's younger pics #n seeing the characteristics n attributes that really show that they're the same person #the things about everyone that change/stay as they grow up is interesting too. tho sad at times T_T #i love the certain intimacy and connection we have w all the ppl we have in our life #i just find it rlly interesting n i love thinking abt how others perceive the ppl around them + what they mean to them #+ familiarity between people and the fondness we all have for the people we know and love is so beautiful #i really wish i knew what really goes on in others minds #speculation/deducing/pondering is certainly interesting in various aspects as well! the way communication works is also so beautiful

[noxtivagus]

TODAY IS SO SO GOOD

#🌙.rambles #i haven't been v active lately oh wow #BUT! #out w my family 🥺 got some cat stuff bcs we're gna help out the volunteers in our area w feeding the strays hehe #theyre so cute.. rlly wna adopt someday #n then. wait my memory is so wack #BCS BOOKSTORE N OH MY GOD WE SAW OFFICIAL FINAL FANTASY BOOKS !!!! #THE XIV ONES FROM ARR-SHB 🥹 n the lore one too holy fuck me n apollo went so crazy over them #n then nier automata n the complete one too 🫣 #N THEN SO MANY CLASSICS N THEN MANGA TOO IT WAS HEAVEN ON EARTH. EVERYTHING #n then bcs of school fair later this week n i joined like several subcomms for my class' booth #>< i made some of the messages to send uwahh n i did send them in the gc !!!! #theres so much ppl i was anxious ngl but. i'm so happy now #N THEN WE REDEEMED OUR TIX FOR THE 1975 CONCERT AAAAAA #im so happy ! #SO FUCKING HAPPY ACTUALLY HFKSJFHAK #listening to the 1975 rn n sorry but i just rlly like matty's voice too >.> #n then omg yeah reconnected w one of our old friends a bit more #added each other on bondee n spotify <3 SHES LIKE. THE LONGEST FRIEND WE'VE HAD #our parents are friends n we went to the same uhh was it pre-school or kinder idk the term bcs we used different terms but yk yh 🤍 #we barely see or even talk but we're good friends 🫶🏼 #went to thailand tgther w some other friends ig n then concert of stray kids back in 2019 hehe #later when we get home i wna say hi to the cats again. #im so happy n then #yk tmrrw we have no classes for a small wellness break #n then tues is the only acad day !! TUES HAS MY FAV CLASSES SO. IM SO HAPPY TOO #wed is no acads but we go onsite n i'm excited to like get my shirt for our fair committee. bcs apollo n i joined business yes #thurs to fri is fair n i don't think apo n i can go to sat but c: #didn't do as much as i wanted to this january but. i think this is a good start. i haven't been too harsh on myself. i'm happy.

[noxtivagus]

thinking of my ffxiv. favs 🥺

#🌙.rambles #[ ffxiv. ] #just some of them. specifically #aymeric & emet-selch & zero #honestly include alphinaud there too for this specific thing #they all have earrings right #i find it cute how alphi n alisaie have matching twin earrings on different ears <3 smth apollo n i wld definitely do too hehe #BUT LIKE. HB IN A NONPLATONIC WAY THO #HDFLKAJSFLKSDJF AYMERIC.. #sobbing i rmb going through shb n my brainrots w emet like uh #he sees so much of azem in my wol. #n i rmb ever since i was a sprout. until later on when i had flower earrings #i used to use the pearl one? yk. i can't rlly rmber but not the light pink one #but the color is like emet's own earring n you can guess the things i thought relating to that 😭 #i rlly rlly want. aymeric & emet-selch's earrings irl. #>< zero also has a rlly cool earring.. #n it has chains too n. oh my god this comment on the twt post i'm looking at rn #bracelet. oh my god #the my future lover who i think will not ever exist can we pls have matching accessories i think that's just so cute #OR EVEN W MY FRIENDS! apollo n i have matching accessories hehe bcs of our parents >.> #but i think it's also rlly cute how we like things that r matching. i'm the moon n they're my star #i like blue they like pink. i like silver they like gold. n our fav charas usually match in some way too

[noxtivagus]

listening to stardust children god i love tien n feower so much

#🌙.rambles #[ gbf. ] #I PERSONALLY LIKE THE SONG OKAY #they're so cool. i love them both so much #quatre's one of apollo's favs tho T_T #he's so cute tho ngl he n apollo r rather similar. pretty similar. really similar to me 💀 #i want to kiss esser.. oh my god. #I'M SORRY. HELP #I'M. HEATING UP OH MY GOD I GOT A BIT FLUSTERED THIS IS EMBARRASSING.... #i switch names like often from like jpn to the english translation i'm so sorry but #tien. esser. her white day hdfkajsdlfkds in the gbf wiki.... SHES SO CUTE ILL CRY #OH. OH. HER VA IS EULA #OH MY GOD HDFLKAJSDLK I KNEW IT....... i love her voice a lot hehe i find it so adorable when tien does that lil 'mhm' in agreement thing #idk how to say it but yk the thing. #she's like.. just a bit taller than me i think. or maybe more than i think but #>< oh my god. suddenly it just hit me while listening to stardust children rn that i really really really like tien #i love how. makoto from p5 is esser n joker is quatre (if i'm not mistaken?) it's rather amusing #random but. i'm being dragged into the hell of uhhh.. fandom..? stuff again IDK HOW TO PHRASE IT BETTER BUT 😭 #i think soon. i can. finally start writing stories properly again. i've been imagining more again like i used to long ago hehe #but like. oh dear when i get into smth i get into it deeply n the thing is i'm into a lot of things rn n hdjfaklsdfjsdklfjdsf #SCHOOL AGAIN TMRRW.... T_T wish me luck sob #random edit bcs i randomly thought abt orchestral n rock as probably my top two fav music genres n i love them both tgther #too n. vg osts have a bunch of that hehe like ff n octopath uwahh ><

[noxtivagus]

i like my handwriting

#🌙.rambles #i'm writing this problem set for math on paper rn #nah i just finished it's really simple #or maybe i'm just good B) /hj bcs honestly the math in my school is too simple it makes me a bit annoyed #that aside tho #i honestly like the way i write #n my voice too. #hopefully that doesn't come across as arrogant bcs i genuinely honestly just appreciate myself #hehe i find it cute how apollo n i differ w our handwriting #it's so similar in a way that it matches us as twins #but it's really different #i love how handwriting really shows one's personality #oh god i rmb back in middle school tho #my handwriting was even smaller so. ppl had a hard time reading it haha #my mind is wandering again #last night apollo n i were talking abt a lot of things as we are wont to do #one topic i rmb was. about our own intelligence #n i do realize we were those kind of gifted kids in a way? #idk not really that but we were just smart yeah #n it made me rmb that we used to actually draw n paint quite a lot #i wonder if we cultivated that skill then. wld i also be an artist now #i love how kids are so naturally creative n curious. n i hate how for most ppl society just breaks that as we grow up #there's often this sort of stigma with ppl interested in the different kinds of arts n all #idk how to phrase it but. like. yk you wouldn't make money out of it in the future or wtvr #i wish the world we live in could rely less on money. but maybe that's too ideal #i wish more people would be able to follow their dreams #i wonder what's my place in the world. where i belong #the world i envision i can have in the future is one that's lonely. #huh. i'm thinking abt a lot of things again n there's really so much i don't understand yet. so much more to learn #wait i just realized i'm logged into ffxiv rn lmfao but i just did one roulette then did my assignment

[astrxealis]

i seriously am gna head to sleep in a bit ufuufyfshjd but ngl i kinda wna try out using another name but idk what and ?? 😭 ><

#hm... so i have apollo astria and aster rn #i like em three a lot still so i dont plan on removing them >.< but i wna try out another too as well hmmhmhmhmhmhmhmmm #or maybe nah KQJSKQJS itd be cute to be called variations of apollo astria aster tho >.> #tbh my 3 aliases are like... the names of my ff ocs who r honestly my s/is but shhh /lh KSBDKWND 💘✨ #nal ill think abt thid more when i wake up aaaaaa gn for real this time !! <3 #ill set an alarm so i dont wake up too late hehe hopefully i can stream l8r this evening #⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚

[astrxealis]

hello apollo!!! i was visiting my brother's place to check up on my nieces (hehe fun little fact.. they are twins!!!) AND I SAW THEM WATCHING SOME SORT OF DOCUMENTARY ABT STARS AND ALL bcs they like it for some reason and vv much reminded of you so i decided to hit your inbox to see how you are doing these days!!! I hope you are faring well lately and I hope the remaining days of November has been good to you. I hope you'll enjoy the upcoming holiday season with your family! Have a loving bonk and smock from me Mwah!

also regarding this post of yours, yk i'll always be down for you listening to you ramble abt your blorbos they make me vv happy seeing you talk about them with so much joy so my askbox is vv much open for you!!!!!! AHWIGKWKR DO HAVE A NICE DAY AHEAD AND GOODLUCK ON YOUR STUDIES (*˘︶˘*).｡*♡

YORI HI !! i hope you enjoyed visiting your brother's place (AND IT IS SO COOL YOUR NIECES ARE TWINS TOO ...... i barely know anything about them but we now have a tiny connection in my heart &lt;;3) WAHH IT'S SO CUTE YOU GOT REMINDED OF ME that makes me vv happy actually, i lov stars n all sm fr :"< <33 i am doing mostly well! ups and downs both, but that's just how life is and all >__< I HOPE YOU ARE DOING WELL AS WELL? i hope the remaining days of nov have been/are good to you as well (wow... the year felt so long and so short tbh. damn) sending you back these greetings teehee TY FOR THE LOVING BONK AND MWAH !! MWAH !!!

and AAGGHHEHJSGB TANK YOU SO MUCH FR ...... T___T i might take you up on that soon as well yes :(( maybe you'll see me when i finally finish the disciples gbf event rn hehe >:)) (I'M ALWAYS DOWN TO LISTEN TO YOU RAMBLE AS WELL, rmbr that hehe!!) i hope you had a great day as i'm now answering this like. almost 12 am <//3 ☆ ～('▽^人)

#⋯ ꒰ა my galaxy ໒꒱ *·˚ #⋯ ꒰ა letters of stardust ໒꒱ *·˚ #me rn SORRY but listening to ffxv music (magna insomnia) and then around 3:30 (idk tbh) AGHHH I LOVE. MUSIC. SO MUCH #yk when you're listening to music and then it hits 'oh this is so good' and you just need a second to stop. sobbing #I LOVE FFXV SO MUCH GOD i'm like this rn bcs it's the 6th anniv but it'll be so funny if i go back to normal after the clock turns 12 LMAO #OKAY BUT FR WAH TY YORI !!! >< <33