#hi alena i’m assuming you’ll see this at some point. not to be gay on main especially after the mild mess that was earlier but i love you so

[buck-yyyy]

local guy is being gay at 3am because they can’t sleep :(

#sigh #want to SLEEP but CAN’T and my usual going to sleep solutions are making me irrationally irritated #so instead i will write my silly little gay love letters (text messages) and listen to minecraft music to relive gay moments and revel in #the wonder that is being gay and in love #even if everything is really not perfect right now it doesn’t matter. i have the little things #i have a cool amazing beautiful funny sweet girlfriend who i love and who loves me too and i have a soft chicken plushie in my arms #and i have soft pretty music playing and i have happy memories and augh #i have been. very up and down and up and down but right in this moment i am just in love with her and with everyone and with the world #around me #hi alena i’m assuming you’ll see this at some point. not to be gay on main especially after the mild mess that was earlier but i love you so #so so so much #just. so you know #i dunno #am sad but happy at the same time. who knows. i’m going to try to go to bed now bdndbdnd