#i am already soooo tired

[demigod-of-the-agni]

"You're here eating SOUP?! I just fought my way through the stinkiest, dirtiest, coldest giants to find you, and you are here eating soup. Behen, I am going to scream."

Marvel Voices Infinity Comic #77

#he's so pathetic and sad looking #love that for him. he is official a wet beast #he can even be held in one hand!!! very tiny man material #his little squinty tired eyes..... they are everything to me........ #(the diamond-shaped lenses tho..... you can't fool me) #sorry i am suffering from comic pavitr withdrawal for like the thirtieth time this week #you will see this loser. you must. #pavitr prabhakar #spider man india #marvel comics #spider man #“behen” translates to sister/sister in law ig but i don't speak hindi so i wouldn't know #i miss him already marvel give him another book or i will break in myself please. please i beg of you. give him More. eye need more #please why wont marvel hire the pavitr fanfic writers!!!!!!!!!!! we can do so so soooo much good for the world....... please............... #screaming forever. it's over. he won't come back i just know it #agnirambles

[soldier-poet-king]

If no one's got me at least I know getting more tattoos that everyone around me hates has got me

#booked double session first weekend of november #shit is gonna be soooo good #i really just want to make it into a full sleeve #but noooo im being responsible with a half sleeve for employment #which means i had to cut some elements i wanted #maybe one day. i can add the other things i want #im already working on a sun design for my back between the shoulders. close to the chest yknow #im not doing it out of spite im doing it for me #but also i am so tired of being merely tolerated. i want to be loved and liked for me #smthn smth amy spent gladiator ppl will laugh....when they do get new ones in completely garish hues #do it alone do it scared do it weird

[vaniliens]

"the joy of creating lies not within the finished piece itself but the process." i say, as if im not about to start crying any time soon

#nillas #ITS FINE im fine 👍 #hamlet posting #<- im fine #Note that im not tagging vanili powder because im not mad or upse or anything just disappointed #which isn't helpful with pinpointing what im feeling rn because im always kind of disappointed at everyone including myself but. #I unno i think im just a little tired #id say ''But I don't have the right to'' but honestly im kinda giving it my whole ussy out here soooo. shut up. #Im probably gonna spend the rest of the night watching youtube I dont have enough time to sleep 8 hours #gotta wake up at 4 am but its already 11 pm ish :( I just had dinner and drank after a few hours and I dont feel so good aughh #maybe thats why im bitchy. Haven't been taking care of myself propely in awhile. #Slay #goodnight im gonna look for my charger & binge youtubs #i miss my babygirls (My ocs & fav characters)

[silenthillbunni]

>.<

#why am i not tired????? #i slept 3hrs last night nd then after having anesthesia i was SO tired nd exhaustes #exhausted** #but now when i should sleep im just not tired??? it's already 1am i need to sleep smh #why am i soooo annoying !! u need to sleep to recover properly girlll #be sleepy goddamnit!!!! rahhhhh

[liketaylorswift]

😐

#i am soooo tired of having dreams about my m*m physically assaulting me and disagreeing with me and calling me names #can we please move on already. alexa play wcs by taylor swift #ashley speaks now

[lesbianlenas]

me day one of orientation for law school not even day one of actual class being like i should kms this is too hard 😔 lmfaoooo being a little tired really does smth to me. it was not even a hard day i’m just so tired lol.

#michelle speaks #i am just so tired rn lmao 😭 i’m like i’ll kms bc i’m just so tired when i could just idk. go to bed #but my bed is soooo uncomfortable if only my mattress pad had not been lost…..if only! #so tired i took my sleep medication already at 10pm do you know when i have done that? never. i have never done that 😭 #it’s just that i have more orientation tomorrow from 9-4:30pm and i’m so tired……and not even sc sunday to be there for me 😔

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

i think when artfight is over im just gonna do a whole bumch of silly trigun panel/screenshot redraws

#just followed a blog called daily vash panels and im like. hes so silly i want 2 get soooo good at drawinf him #which means i have to do it like 6 million times #ive had sooooo many art ideas guys. so many. pain ans suffering #but i also want to draw my own ocs like a billion times. but its artfight so i need 2 be drawing OTHER PEOPLES ocs. AUGH #which i love doing btw. im cooking a huuuge background piece rn amd its looks so good. chef kiss. i love you coloring #ive got like 12 tabs open in csp rn . sigh #which is kinda nice bc if i get tired/frustrated with one drawing i can just. swap to a different one #and work on that without losing too much steam. but also. its a lot and its kind of overwhelming #and im already starting to feel the whole 'im not drawing i could be drawing why am i not drawing rn' thing every time i take a break LMAO

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#how am i feeling? i am not feeling good #ok i feel better than i did 5min ago. itll b fine but Jesus #so basically what happened is its supposrd to snow tomorrow night so i have to get some sampling done tomorrow morning #and i do not like big short notice changes. there's like a 30% i will flip out #and the sampling i have to do is at 3 sites that i would love to never step into ever again. i have so much bitterness and hate toward that #study. it was the start of the end. and by the end i mean the epic downward spiral that was my 2022 experience #so ngl i wish they would catch on fire. but not really bc theyre long term study sites that have been going since like the 80s #anyway. i have to do that tomorrow. also also in sampling these sites im adding 80 samples to my list #which means ill be taking measurements for an extra 5 days 🤪 thats gonna be at least 39 days of measurements 🤪🤪🤪 #and last time i did this i starting losing my god damn mind. and i cant do that now bc i have to pretend ive got everything together #so yeah im just at the stage of anticipating pain for the start of all that and ive gotta get up early tomorrow and its already late #and i spend like an hour crying into an excel spreadsheet so my eyes r tired #so ya kno its good. its all good. good good good. great. im soooo happy #and i do not at all feel the urge to throw myself to the ground screaming like a toddler #im just standing here in this grave ive dug myself over the past year and now its time for the universe to start burying me #hhhh... i should sleep. so my brain works at least a little tomorrow 🙃 #itll b fine. ill get to talk to a lab mate i dont usually see and itll be fine #unrelated

[ihamtmus]

im so tired so. tired

#soooo tired and yet. i need to keep studying #how is it 3:30 am already #my post

[stonerzelda]

Ive spent close to $200 on fucking ubers to work in the last month i am going to get killed or kill somebody dead forever

#i am so sick of this sorry i keep complaining but oh my fucking god stop promising me youll help if youre just gonna stay up until 4am #i know i should know how to drive already but my fucking god i wasnt planning on moving here. i had the bus no problem in my old town #at least. like i am soooo TIRED OF THIS

[markrothkono61]

I carried a metric ton of luggage up three flights of stairs. Do I win something. Surely there is some sort of prize

#prize = exhaustion + waking up sore tomorrow #i know it’s a bit pointless to liveblog my whole day but i am soooo tired from the trip i will go insane without my silly posts #i also have to go to the supermarket to get uhh #water and food and other stuff people need in their daily lives #and honestly if i could fall to the ground and drag myself to the supermarket like an overgrown worm instead of walking there #i would do that #i walked so much already #so so much #okay it wasn’t that much but to my defense #i was carrying my baby elephant-sized suitcases #so it Felt like a Lot #mine

[soldier-poet-king]

I slept nearly 11 hours and I'm STILL upset and angry, and further upset and angry with myself for letting it get to me, and it's just >:(

#franposting #its ok. i had a coffee. am reading Naruto. #going to mass soon (woo slacker sleep in mass time) #gonna work on my cross stitch this afternoon #do some meal prep. either make some pasta salad or maybe a zucchini skillet #maybe some homemade mac and cheese bc im sad #idk cook smthn #then ofc play more bg3 #and ignore my stupid dumb mean family #my mothers displeasure is more known today #and its like. i literally was talking about how shes become kinder this week. wrt queer ppl on tv #and then. the irony of it all. everything is fine as long as its not me ig #shout out to my father who has soooo many problems but is at least being good abt this #but. yeah. im. upsetti #but also already dreaming of fillin in the half sleeve. i need sunflowers and dandelions. hellebore and lilies. bees!!! #all those hopeful lovely things for my soul #im also gonna get another helix piercing i think. in the opposite ear. more of a cuff style #its just. fuck it. im tired of squishing myself into a lil box for literally no reason #no moral reason no social reason just shitty fear and family

[cheekblush]

need a lobotomy asap <3

#i have a horrible migraine once again #but i know it's self inflicted bc i spent the whole day in bed on my phone... #when i was supposed to be studying 😐 #i hate myself so much #i have a test on tuesday and an exam on thursday and i only have this weekend to properly study and i've just wasted the whole saturday.. #.. just rotting in bed giving myself a migraine #and i know i won't manage to revise everything tomorrow bc it's soooo much... #why do i always do this to myself i truthfully hate myself so much like i have no discipline #but i also just want to rest on the weekend bc the school/work week is already exhausting enough #i feel so stupid complaining about this bc i know people who get so much more done than me + manage to have a social life #and here i am with absolutely no social life and i don't even manage my tasks and chores i'm constantly overwhelmed #simply existing takes up so much of my energy like i am tired all the time idk how other people do this i'm just not made for all this #i have absolutely no energy!!! and i know it's the untreated depression but i just feel like such a lacking person in general #this makes me think of that kafka quote.. #'i could've built the pyramids with the effort it takes me to cling to life and reason' yeah... that's how i feel all the time #the other day on my commute to school i saw this beautiful sunrise & all i could think about was su*cide like i almost bursted out in tears #like... i am just not meant for this world for this life... i am not well.... #☁️

[arklay]

sorry okay i can’t shut up. also. i am deciding to take like the vibes and kinda appearance but like tweaked of my hawke and throwing him into resi because um. brainrot. also ada simulator???

#sorry. like. the original idea with diana was to kiss ada then look what happened. look. i got bewitched fr. but yes >:) i am thinking about #it. like da just isn’t v fun for me anymore like the fandom kinda ruined it for me which. sadge. but mayhaps i will go back to it one day #with new ideas for hawke. and i’m keeping mehlia so that’s fine. but like :) just. yes my pathetic wet rag of man let’s goooo time to take #your mullet and your piercings and your muscles over to this universe now!!! come on let’s go!! also i mean cause i had projected some #things onto them already but didn’t talk about it ever obvs i won’t explicitly state those lmao so i wanna explore that all better and it #would be inchresting… also this relationship is gonna be soooo not healthy but you know what. good for them. like go have fun guys good job #definitely a situation of oopsie deep down she has a soft spot for him but the job always come first :) but who knows what happens >:) but #like. the red and black aesthetics l?? yeah yeah and omg i can do more 90s vibes mayhaps……..like diana’s got her weird vibes and dani’s is #more like now era stuff kinda but :0 #also i do have a name already and i’d like to let you all know my double ds are turning into triple ds :) all the resi kids names start wit #d and it was on accident i just had a name pop into my name for all of them and they stuck #head* oml i’m tired #leah.txt

[helennorvilles]

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#its tuesday of week 1 of the term and i am already feeling SO exhausted and SO stressed about every element of my life #and i knowwww that i am kinda catastrophising the actual expectations on me just bc im so tired and. like. Me. #and bc so much of this is new experiences so ofc it's going to involving learning and making mistakes and suffering and blah blah blah #but still. being an adult is so hard. teaching this class is soooo hard #and all this suffering to only be a casual employee......... fucking lame guys #kinda feel like im being exploited to an extent but this school is going to give me the best fucking reference i am putting that out there #and the universe is going to listen to me and provide that pls #my post tag

[blonding]

every day my urge for a physical real-life community/support system that actually lets me feel connected to others rather than a society that makes me feel like im watching my life pass me by from a window and the lack of one thereof makes me like a million times more depressed than i already am…. like i already know a huge portion of my depression stems from just. utter loneliness all the time but the option to Not be lonely isn’t even there for me because of how modern society works. like i hate to say it but the connection of the internet will never be a replacement for real life honest to god support and care for me T__T

#p #im just soooo tired of being lonely All The Time like i also just. #hate talking to people on the phone and texting it’s just not the same as being with someone irl and I hate the internet as a communication #mechanism i really do #but im like forced to use it bc there’s no other way!! to not be even more lonely ! #like than i already am…. i need irl community Gary