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#i hold this silly smau very dearly
luvinelysia · 1 year
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heyy I just wanted to ask a question- will the kazuha smau be continued orrrr-
Don't feel pressurized or anything! And of course take care of yourself first <3 I just ended up reading the whole thing within 2 days (and bro it was so good???) and realized that it was updated almost a month ago, soo I was just curious yk? Oh god idk how to put it without sounding mean or without forcing you but I just wanted to know if it was being discontinued or whether I can peacefully wait for updates bc I can wait for months as long as I know that it will be updated 😭😭
(okay that's enough of me rambling for one day haha)
its still being continued dw!!! i still want to do the smau but theres a reason why i havent updated 🥹🥹
i have some chapters already in my draft for a while now actually (like since december i think 😭) ive never posted them because im still editing the plot line 🥹
i also havent updated it bcs ive been focusing on a fic ive been working on!! its probably the longest fic ive written so far 😭
im focusing on my studies too!! i always prioritize my studies amd academics so i havent found the time to write new chapters 😞
and most importantly ive been prioritizing my health since my health hasnt been the best recently 🥹🥹 (i am literally so unhealthy wtf)
i still have a lot of energy for this smau!! i want to finish it and since its my first one and i hold it very close 🙁 i unfortunately just dont have time 😞 although i try to work on it as soon as i can when i have free time
also gonna disappear again since i just wanted to let you all know why i havent updated 🥹
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onelostgirl · 4 years
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14. Just Me
Miya Atsumu x (f) smau
Y/N’s eyes shot back and forth like a pinball as she watched Cat talk to Osamu like they had been friends forever. She knew that Cat had introduced herself to him a few weeks back right around the time they had eaten at his restaurant with Tooru but she hadn’t expected them to be this chummy.
“It’s a bit weird ain’t it?” She heard a voice say as she looked over to the blonde man beside her.
They had just finished prepping the photo booth and way ahead of schedule thanks to the surprising entrance of the Miya twins, more than 5 hours earlier than their shift to be exact.
“Well I guess not considering how friendly Cat is, she seemed to get along with you too earlier.” Y/N replied as Atsumu glanced over to her shooting his signature smirk that Y/N had to mentally fight reacting to.
“Guess the ladies have a hard time fightin’ their inner desires when it comes ta me.”
Y/N scoffed then looked at the blonde setter, “Oh you were serious.”
“Yeh yeh play as hard as ya want ya know I’m right.” He said waving his hand in a casual gesture as Y/N laughed at him earning her a joking glare from the setter.
“So how’s my choco goin’?” He asked as Y/N head shot up, she had actually planned to get them when she went back home to change before the event.
“Don’t worry I bought you the cheapest but tastiest one.”
“Ay, that ain’t the deal.”
“Why would it matter anyway, you’re probably not even going to recognize mine anyway.” Y/N stated trying to brush off the feeling of annoyance at his desire for sweets when he would be knee deep in the by the end of the night.
“I’d know if it was from ya.”
Y/N glances slowly up to Atsumu who had an unexpectedly serious expression. They stated at eachother for what felt like forever though they didn’t really know what was happening between those unspoken moments but something was definitely happening.
“Hey Atsumu is it true that Osamu kicked your butt at field day every year in high school?”
Cat’s voice broke through whatever was happening as Y/N looked away quickly.
“Samu why ya lyin’ ya know I owned ya!” Atsumu shouted back making his way to the pair cleaning up a ways from them.
That just left Y/N to think about what had just happened and that those chocolate eyes she stared into was something deeper than she was ready to take on.
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“So is your brother single?” Cat threw out as Osamu was getting ready for his photo shoot shift.
He didn’t know that agreeing to this stupid thing for Tsumu would have brought him to the exact person he was thinking of. He was extremely surprised that the same girl he met knew his brother’s team manager.
He had yet to get her number as Atsumu was teasing him about since they got there and he recognized her. Introducing them went smoothly with a narrow escape of awkwardness thanks to his jamming an elbow into Atsumu’s ribs before he could say the milf comment he was biting back.
But what was with this sudden interest with his brother - she couldn’t be into him right?
“Don’t you think they make a cute couple?” Cat stared as Osamu’s thoughts were interrupted as he looked in the direction that she was talking about.
His eyes caught the scene that she was referring to as Atsumu said something that earned him a scolding smack over the head by Y/N. She looked like she was doing her best to be serious but at one word she laughed along with the blonde beside her.
He had to admit he hadn’t seen his brother genuinely enjoying himself off the court anyway. Not since everything that happened with Hayami.
He assumed the same could be said about Y/N because Cat seemed extremely interested in how they were interacting.
“Guessin’ she ain’t always like that.” He stated as Cat looked over to him, almost forgetting how attractive the man beside her was. But how she hadn’t felt that attraction to the twin beside her best friend.
“Y/N’s a lot of things and definitely someone who could benefit from taking it easy every now and then.” She responded as the dark haired twin smirked at her.
“That prob’ly makes two of ya.”
She looked at Osamu with a curious expression, “What do you mean?”
“Well ya know cuz’ yer a mom yerself?” He replied in a whisper that Cat could barely hear him.
“I’m a what?”
“...a mom.” He said again not sure if that was the best way to bring it up.
He really didn’t know how to address it but he felt that she should know he was interested in getting to know her regardless of the situation.
Osamu didn’t look at her just yet not sure what face she would make, maybe she would be offended or insulted he brought it up without her initiating that serious of a conversation.
“I’m a mom? Why in the world would you...” she replied as it dawned on her then that he had first saw her with Yuto. A young kid who she loved very dearly but was also not hers.
“But the kid..” Osamu began but was stopped by Cat’s hand moving up gesturing him to stop.
“He’s a relative of a very close friend of mine.” She explained but stopped there knowing it wasn’t her place to say who exactly he was especially when it was obvious that Y/N hadn’t mentioned anything to Atsumu.
“So yer not a mom then.”
“Not biologically, I have tons of kids though, I work at a daycare.”
“Yer a teacha?”
“Ding ding, looks like you’re not completely brainless then.”
Osamu shook his head how could he assume something like that and actually come out looking like he had the same intelligence as his brother.
“Well then how would ya feel ‘bout catchin’ a bite ta eat after all this?” He threw out not wanting to hold back any longer.
Cat looked up at him with a coy smile, “It’s about damn time you asked.”
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By the time Y/N saw him he was surrounded by a hoard of girls. Despite this seeming like Atsumu’s natural habitat, anyone could tell he was politely trying to tell them to fck off.
She assumed this was from the constant bad reputation and hate he gained whenever he was -well his true self out in public. Many people enjoyed his athleticism and definitely his looks, his nasty personality though, wasn’t a real crowd pleaser.
“Listen ladies, thanks fer the goodies but I gotta go, gettin’ back ta the booth.” Y/N heard him say as he quickly ducked out of the crowd and made a quick exit choosing a banner displaying an elderly couple celebrating 50 years of marriage.
From where she was standing, he looked really ridiculous and strangely cute attempting to hide until she arrived.
As confident as he was on the court it was refreshing to know he had moments like this too.
“You going to hide here all night or?” Y/N stated as she watched Atsumu’s shoulders jump up high and he quickly turned back to her.
“Don’t do that-ya scared the sht outta me.”
Y/N bit back a laugh seeing Atsumu’s look of displeasure complete with arms folded together in a pouting motion.
“Let’s just get something to eat before you start getting more grumpy.”
“If ya knew I’d be grumpy why’d ya make me wait so long.”
“Let’s go princess.” Y/N teased as Atsumu followed her his dragging feet showing his displeasure with her comment.
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“It can’t have been that bad!”
After getting something to eat, they had somehow spent sometime talking and were now discussing horrible Valentine stories. Atsumu had just finished telling her of when a girl who was crazy for Osamu had slapped him silly when she mistook him for his twin and wasn’t happy about him being on a date with another girl.
“Ya weren’t there Y/N, it was a nigh’mare, she was yellin’ at me even pulled the other chick’s hair. I would’ve laughed my ass off it wasn’t happenin’ ta me.” Atsumu added as Y/N began to laugh at the story and his over exaggerated gestures and expressions.
He really was a good story teller.
“I actually feel sorry for you-here you were trying to score one and something like that happened. Not sure if it’s rotten luck or bad karma.”
“Whaaa, I hav great karma!”
“Sure you do, especially for all those times you were beyond nasty about your serves.”
“That was high school.”
“You still do that!” Y/N teased as Atsumu turned to deny it but came up empty because she had a point.
“I ain’t that bad no more.”
“Haha, that sounds like something a kid would say.”
Atsumu turned to look at her, “Since ya think I’m actin’ like a kid, where’s mine?”
“You already have so many-why do you need this one too?”
“Because ya made it fer me.”
Y/N tried not to think of how his voice sounded when he said that but it was kind of difficult not to. She wanted to blame it on the fact that she hadn’t been on a date in years but maybe it was also because she was enjoying the attention Atsumu was giving to her.
Before spending time getting to know him, she just assumed he was a jerk but now she knew he was a jerk and so much more.
He made her laugh, like really laugh. Then there were times when his smile or even his stupid smirk or grin would tug lightly on her heartstrings. Or even the conversations that could be so random and average then suddenly deep and thoughtful.
So, she had made him chocolates, despite her better judgement, even when she was horrible at it and Yuto laughed at her attempts or spit out the really awful ones.
She pushed herself to make these chocolates because maybe she wanted to see wherever the heck this could go.
“I’ll wait all night if I gotta.” His statement rung through to her as Y/N looked up at him slightly glaring at him.
“If they don’t taste that good just- lie to me okay and say they were great.”
Y/N reached into her bag slowly pulling it out.
“I mean it, it’s probably really bad, and if it is don’t even eat them all, just throw it out.”
“Would ya just give ‘em here. Ya actin’ like I’m some nasty chef who’d spit it up on ya.”
Y/N reluctantly passed it to the blonde looking away trying to mask her embarrassment. Atsumu found this beyond amusing since she was acting like a real person and not just his manager or someone who’s job it was to care about him.
“Thank-” Atsumu began but a ringtone stopped him as he watched Y/N pull her phone out. He as about to say something when he saw her politely put up her hand gesturing for him to wait.
“Yes this is she...”
“...is everything okay?”
“...oh...no that’s fine, I’ll be right over.”
As quickly as the call came it ended as Y/N put her phone back into her bag. Atsumu was waiting for her to say something but from her distant eyes and silence he assumed it was personal.
“Er everythin’ alrifht Y/N?”
His question stayed in the air between them for longer than he expected it was like she hadn’t even heard him.
“Yo, Y/N ya good?” He asked again this time waving his hand in front of her face snapping her back to reality.
“Oh yeah, I just got to take care of something.”
Atsumu watched as she began walking rather quickly in the direction of their booth.
“Did somethin’ happen? Ya got to go somewhere?” He continued to ask as Y/N distracted responses began to unsettle his stomach for some reason.
“Yeah nothing so serious-just got to let everyone know I need to leave.”
“Oh well, did ya need a ride? I don’t mind takin’ ya.” Atsumu offered as Y/N stopped and looked up to him, her eyes somewhat guarded.
“You don’t have to do that.”
“...well maybe I wanna make sure yer good.” He replied as Y/N’s lips tightened as though she was thinking of what to say.
“I guess that would be nice.”
“Ya sure got a way with words.”
Y/N tried not to smile at his teasing tone but Atsumu caught it ever so slightly. She didn’t realize he too, had a small smile on his face.
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Bonus: Cat and Y/N’s outfits for the day (taken at the MSBY Valentines Booth)
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