#i just wanna get out asap

[sn0wgr4ve]

* hey tumblr, sorry for not being active again, health issues are a bitch

* in better news, i’m slowly working on legally changing my name, going to a doctor, and moving out of my current living space!! hopefully all will happen before the year ends but i’m not 100% sure

#soul.txt #life update omg #if it doesn’t happen before christmas or smth i won’t be mad #i just wanna get out asap #i have no drawings to post tho i’m sorry …

[whereismyhat5678]

POV: You’re me and School’s been really kicking you IN THE ASS-

I haven’t been on Tumblr for almost 2 days what happened?

And I’m really sorry I haven’t been posting on here much- I think my work is starting to ramp up because it’s semester 2. It sucks ass cuz I have homework almost every day 💀

AND GUESS WHAT?? I HAVE TO WORK ON A PROJECT ANYWAYS THIS WEEKEND. WHAT TYPE OF SHIT IS THIS???

#I REALLY wanna draw. But I don’t even have time to #And Alaska kid IM SO F’ING SORRY BRO I NEED TO WORK ON THE ART TRADE 😭😭🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙏🙏 #I need to get that shit done asap 🫰🫰 #I’m gonna kick my sona around and beat her with a stick #What if I just….drop out?/JOKING IM JOKING- #Random #Sona

[cleo-serotonin]

making tswift bracelets for the eras movie and i made an h2o bracelet :)

#had to share with my h2hoes #guys im seeing the eras movie twice #im seeing the jo bros in concert then later on that weekend we’re going to the opening night of the eras filmmm #kinda funny if u think about it #then 2 days later im going again with my bestie #i need to get my fits figured out #for the second showing im wearing the same outfit i wore to the actual tour #but idk about the first yet #i wanna make her evermore tour outfit but i do NAWT have enough time to do that #thinking about making it for the ren fair #n e wayz #oh but i also wanna make Cleo’s pirate look for the ren fair…. somewhere needs to hire me asap so i can get the funds to achieve my dreams 😫 #h2o just add water

[23meteorstreet]

made a recording of the live podcast last night! i’m having some trouble getting it uploaded somewhere useable so for now i’ve shoved it into a google drive (if anyone has any better idea PLEASE let me know). right now only the afterparty is in there but the live should be going up in the next few hours (will rb this with an update when that happens!). PLEASE let me know if you have any issues!!

#sorry this is so sketch #im planning on trying to upload this on youtube as a private video as well but i wanted multiple options in case it gets taken down #cause i just get a feeling it will #oh and quality wise i'll warn it's not as good as the actual stream but pretty close #think i only had one small issue near the beginning but im not sure if that was me or just a stream thing #between my stress about this and some personal things im running on <1 hr of sleep so far so my troubleshooting skills are not the best rn #just wanna get this out for everybody ASAP

[llumimoon]

Can you please draw vendetta from making fiends? She a comfort character for me. And vendetta in her own poll between some people. I’m trying to get people to vote for her!

VOTE FOR GLENN CLOSE AND GET A FREE SKETCH

I hope ur girl wins too !!! :D

#cal draws #ask #vendetta #making fiends #art request #poll propaganda #wanderingspirit47 #decided to also just post the sketches as i finish today #since the poll is almost over i wanna get as many out asap

[elegyofthemoon]

kicking and screaming FREE ME ALREADY

#tw vent #vent #PLEASE GET ME OUT OF HERE #i dont wanna do this anymore and i have to wait 3 weeks to actually leave #threeeeee weeeeeks of heeeeeeell #like i said: i genuinely could care less anymore so me? studying? lmaoooo lololol #the only thing im afraid of is more getting yelled at and being treated as incompetent #yeah babey!! i sure am incompetent!! and that is why!!! i am leaving !!! i hate ALL OF YOU #as i said before: all things i do lately is judt for expectation its not even like 'for my future' #i just want this done asap #anyways sorry i just needed to vent this. #internets still bad here too 😒 #the guy was supposed to fix it 4 hours ago but um. didnt show up lmao #im sorry lately if i seem really down rhese days #i know i said im gonna try to be positive (at least i still have happy logs) #but Man.

[grizzly-bear-official]

I ran into a group of black bears when I was hiking. I was about to admire them when I remembered I was only several feet from a group of actual predators that could maul me to death. Truly majestic. And scary. I hit em with the ol' scream and leave strategy, obviously.

i applaud you and your artful scream and leave strategy. it sounds very well executed.

i haven't seen any bears in the wild in a while. it's always interesting to hear about people encountering wild bears and how they reacted!

#ask #anon #bear barks #i know there is a specific way to respond when you encounter bears in the wild. but almost nobody i have talked with abt bear encounters #has actually done it correctly. a lot of the time theyre scared/startled and just wanna get out of there asap #which is understandable!! #anyway thank you anon for sharing your story it gave me a good chuckle

[badnikbreaker]

none of u are ready for the roleswap im cookin up

#mun art. #the different names are because i figured starline was unlikely to use their real names #id have liked to revert to surge and kit's 'real' names to highlight the difference but. lmao. dont know what those are #yes rascal is a ref to rosy rascal. it just made sense #lets see what else....design notes.... #my first few sketches i did of rose at work pulled more from surge's concept art and i liked a lot of it #but very little looked like AMY yknow #so i pulled in other elements from previous amy designs that were punkier #particularly her sonic the comic stuff #i abandoned most of creams clothing colour scheme cos i wanted it 2 be really obvious that she was Built and Designed to echo ames #the jacket shes wearing is one of amy's! cream prefers big jackets she can hide inside #doesnt like feeling Exposed. very nervous #i wanted 2 keep surge and kits basic colours / etc but make them feel like Designed if that makes sense #like more casual. not built 2 be heroes just ppl who hang out #surge is still a lil punky and more masc / androgynous when compared 2 ames which was important to me #i didnt want to just swap em and make surge feminine while amy gets masculine #amys still feminine! just a punkier version! etc #personals do NOT interact w this ill EAT YOU #i wanna put a Cleaner version of this on my art blog eventually #but i wanted 2 share this asap cos im having so much rotating them in my brain

[kaykoko]

I finally finished Dungeon Meshi!!! Very fun read and amazing charaters!! The hype i have for the anime now is unreal!

#dungeon meshi #im talking #i have so much to say...but idek where to start #delicious in dungeon #Im gonna put spoilers in the tags so :) warning ig #delicious in dugeon spoilers #EVERYTHING With Laios tbh he is a Himbo through and through #like kind of heart dumb of ass and strong as hell🥰🥰🥰🥰🤤 #he was cute at the end with a bit of a tummy #Ryoko Kui just played D&D with herself for 97 chapters but damn what an phenomenal story she told #All the characters felt so fleshed (lol) out and had goals and fears of their own #Senshi was another favorite of mine🤤🤤🤤🤤 need that man ASAP #I want Senshi so bad-----oop who said that :O #Marcille was also very cute and i liked her motived #her final boss dress was v cute i liked it a lot and i wanna draw it #Chilchuck🥺🥺🥺🥺 hes my dad now actually. the dad who left for milk but got a new family ig #AND IZUTSUMI!!!!! MY GIRLIE!!!!😍😍😍 shes so adorable ugh i love her. #OVERALL: this was one of the best series ive read in a while!!! #10/10 i recommended!!! amazing art. amazing story. fantastic charater designs!!! yup! #I also forgot to mention Laios curse being that monsters wouldnt get near him too😭💔💔 im sorry king

[hiddenbeks]

heidrun is hereeeeeeee <3

#this is only her pre-lycanthropy look btw. shes gonna look a lil rougher after becoming a werewolf #i installed this werewolf gameplay overhaul mod that lets u become one in other ways besides joining the companions #so. i gotta find some werewolf blood or wait til i get a dream vision from hircine... exciting #ch: heidrun #idk what i should be doing now tho. sorting out the mods took so long n now that it's finished im like. im supposed to play this game too?? #what should i do... ik i wanna go find gore asap but like... what then... #do i just hang around or do i jump straight into the main questline... i dont remember how to play this game it's been so long

[infinitystation]

i've never bought something faster in my life KJHFDGG

#last reblog im so happy oh my god i think about that art all the time #i even asked if it was for sale on the post AND IT IS NOW!!! IM A MONTH LATE BUT IT IS!!!!!!!!! #took me a bit to find out what all the different poster types meant but i got it eventually thanks ark #patiently awaiting friday. or monday. i hope it gets here friday ;-; #im off work friday i wanna hang it up asap #i will need to go find a frame tho after i see how big it is #the size was listed but i still need to see it with my own two eyes to actually get a grasp on it kjghfg #bc i might want like. a bigger frame if it's too big next to my other posters #i either want it to be Noticeably Larger or the same size. if it's just barely bigger i'll get mad at it kjgfh #chat

[mokeonn]

Man, just when I think I might get motivated enough to start working on art and art projects, I get hit with a huge ass inconvenience. Like great, amazing, now all of my energy is going towards fixing this issue instead of drawing fun things. Just what I wanted, to feel too tired to do anything the next day because I already expended way too much energy. Yippee.

#simon says #things are not going well right now :( #anyways I just got told an appointment I made a couple weeks ago isn't gonna happen anymore #so now I have to scramble to make a new appointment somewhere else because I need medication asap since im running out #ive been on 1/3 of my dose this entire month just to make it last until that appointment and then that appointment got canceled #so basically im very distraught having to do all this work because it's absolutely going to push back when I get my medication even moreso #anyways I dont wanna overshare and all that but this has been genuinely bugging and distressing me all day #and I wanna vent about it as much as I can #because there's not much else I can do right now except vent about it

[nihil-ism]

jfc it's only the second day of the second week after my vacation and ... I am so done. exhausted. feeling empty and purposeless. hope I'll receive good news soon.

#I don't wanna whine bc it's a well paid job and in this economy I am glad to have one at all but #gods the people are so fucking toxicccccc #and I pick up on their bs way too easy and too fast so leaving is the only thing I can do #sent out an application yesterday and will keep doing that regularly now just so I can get tf out of there asap

[cosmicloved]

btw i did not mean to return here, revamp my blog, do ONE reply and then dip for a week...i am just stupid <3

#« 𝐂𝐎𝐒𝐌𝐈𝐂 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 (ᴏᴏᴄ) » / 「 ooc. 」 #actually i am not stupid; i was just trying to prioritise some more private rp stuff hehe <3 #i wrote a lot this week actually! just not here...i want to do stuff here from thursday on but i ran out of steam ON thursday oops #anyway i'll be getting back to stuff here asap!! i wanna get ACTIVE

[upperranktwo]

I need to stop looking at new places to live knowing A) I can’t afford it B) My lease doesn’t end until November but sudsadsadas

#I rlly wanna move!!!!! #It's not that i hate my room I just HATE living with other people who don't shut the fuck up #I rlly rlly RLLY wanna live on my own and not have to share my kitchen and all that stuff #I'm considering moving to the city when my lease ends tbh it's further out but there's more places #I need to get a job ASAP tho so I can start saving #but I do need to wait for another 6 weeks until my courses ends #wanna get something before my masters starts and before obvi my lease ends because I don't wanna be homeless.... again :) #sky rambles #I'm the only MF who cleans up this place as well :)))))) I just cannot STAND the people I live with #yeah I'm not gonna extend my lease I will 100% move to another place #the people here are not good for my mental health AT ALL

[fabulouslygaybean]

i think i kinda wanna come out to my mom. maybe.

#idk #i feel like she probably already knows something's up #but it makes me so fucking anxious to even think about it #im 18 now and i wanna start testosterone asap but im gonna have to tell her im trans before i start #i mean. technically im not required to. but she'd notice one way or another so i might as well get it out of the way #idk how the insurance side of things will work for this either so ill have to see if she can help me out a bit with that #sigh. just thinking about all this is making me genuinely nauseous #i might see if i can crash at my brother's house after i tell her #that way we can just get absolutely trashed and talk about attractive men and i can temporarily forget about my anxiety