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#i mean BESIDES living in NYC having a successful career and being so beautiful themself that i want to gouge my own eyes out
jimkirkachu
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just when I think I can't possibly despise myself more than I already did
#i go and watch some new show and get emotionally attached to one of the actors because they look like they could be Crush's fucking TWIN
#then find out they're in a very serious-looking relationship with a gorgeous woman
#i mean BESIDES living in NYC having a successful career and being so beautiful themself that i want to gouge my own eyes out
#aka *1701% INACCESSIBLE TO JTKCHU EVEN IN YOUR DREAMS*
#& *FORGET it you unfathomable jackass you're the exact opposite of eye candy you're unemployed you're depressed & a gigantic nuisance*
#my pathetic jobless hopeless androgynous-not-in-an-endearing-way demi/virgin/prude trash can self is never but N-E-V-E-R gonna have romance
#why do i keep getting my hopes up? why do i keep letting it surprise me when i'm rejected or find out i Need Not Apply?
#WHY do i keep DOING THIS to my OWN DAMN SELF???
#i'm in my fucking THIRTIES i should know better by now than to even start to let myself daydream or fantasize or whatever the fuck
#but NOooOOOOooooo i have to go and be a stupid shit again and again and aGAIN and AGAIN AND AGAIN
#somebody punch me in the fucking face
#not trek
#personal log
#romance = 😣
#unrequited crush
#i don't want to human anymore
#self loathing
#self hatred
#heartsick
#soul sick
#jtkchu's brain
#jtkchu is toxic
#stfu jtkchu
#i want to hurt myself
#SO. FUCKING. BADLY. right now
#please take away my keys to this brain/body/meat suit i am unfit to exist
#i am truly the most phenomenal loser ever to walk the earth. observe my idiocy be amazed & be grateful you're not even half as pitiful as i
#Crush do you have a twin who's ~85% as gorgeous as you but wears glasses? CUT my Goddamn HEART out You In Glasses would literally kill me
#cut my damn heart out anyway i don't fucking WANT IT anymore
#and if you're wondering *wow why can't jtkchu ever care about anyone besides their own fucking SELF for a change?* i'm wondering that too
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