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#i saw my FP today and it was rly fun for the first like hour
nervousyoungtwinfantasydog
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#vent
#actually borderline
#i saw my FP today and it was rly fun for the first like hour
#and long story short i forgot how nervous he gets in cars
#i didn’t know the powwow we were going to was at the fairgrounds rather than on campus like it usually is
#so he didn’t come with bc he got triggered and i :(((
#legit cried lmao
#and had a mental spiral into damn near insanity
#obviously we’re fine now
#i apologized like immediately and we were good
#but my brain was like ‘he hates you and will never speak to you again and will leave you’
#and then i became rly scared bc my last FP wouldn’t have handled that nearly as well
#and i know T is nothing like that
#but it’s so hard to train my brain into remembering that the ppl in my life won’t hurt me
#even when i fuck up
#idk
#ig it’s just weird adjusting to a new life with ppl who make me feel safe
#also my dissociation has been so bad
#nothing from the past 4 months feels real
#it’s like i’m living in a dream
#reality feels so fuzzy
#i feel like i’m just going thru the motions
#i think part of me is scared to leave survival mode
#im worried that if i let my guard down i’ll get hurt again
#anyways
#healing is hard
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