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heartfullofwondersss · 6 years

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Happy 21st birthday, self.

Did you survived? How’s life? How was last year? Did you had fun? Sorry for asking too much. I always wonder how you've been these past few years. Naka adjust naka, Gel? Naa nakay mga friends diha sa Canada? Naa pa ba kaha ka sa Canada karon? Nag work pa japon ka sa Domino’s Pizza? Or mas naka kita ka ug better job? Nag tigom ka ug kwarta? Please use your money wise and well. Please always think about your family and I hope stable naka karon. Gel, okay ra if wala ka naka graduate ha? Matod pa baya ni Don Bosco, token ra ang diploma sa life ug dili dapat nato basehan (wholesome) ang pag graduate. So what kung wala ka naka gradute? Naa siguro lain plano ang Ginoo para sa imoha and you must trust in Him, okay? How are you uy? Are you doing good? Diba plano man nimo nga mu uli karon nga tuig? :) Naka uli ka sa Pinas? If oo, well, I am really happy for you. I really am. Unta nagka reunion mo sa imong mga friends especially sila ni Vanessa. I know naa nay mga work sila Vanessa. Untga sa CDO pa unta sila para makatipok pamo. Hahaha. Pero if wala paka nakauli sa Pinas, naa pa siguro next year or in God’s time. Padad-i baya imong mga friends and relatives ug mga pasalubong ha bisag gamay ra gud. Ayaw sila inota kay they are the best people in your life. Dawbi? Imong Ate? Nagplano na sila ug kasal ni Kuya Sam? Namanhikan na sila ilang Mama ug Papa? Sila pa ba kaha hangtod karon? Imong Kuya ug si Karla? Sila pa sad? Imong manghud, naka uyab na? Unsa iyang uyab? Hilaw or Pinay japon? Hahahhaa. OMG daghan kaayo ko mga questions. Excited lang ko makabalo. By the way, how are you and Kiko? Are you guys still together? Na kaya pa ba ninyo ang LDR? Daghan mo mga challenges na encounter throughout sa inyong relationship? Have you been good? Nag bulag mo? Or wala? Did you found someone else better? Or wala? Inyong gi keep inyong promise sa each other nga mag wait sa right time nga mag kita mo? Nag kita na ba mo? If yes, how was it? Na miss jud nimo siya noh? Dili ma explain ang feeling? Does he feel home to you? Please Gel, if ever man gani nag bulag mo or wala...please bear in mind nga once sa imong life nag hatag siya ug kalipay sa imo and unta na appreciate nimo iyang love kay nag sacrifice ug nag take mo ug risk together maskin kabalo siya nga mu larga naka. Like, hell, if I were Kiko, lisod man pero I can’t guarantee nga mag stick sa isa ka babae nga mu biya raman diay. I don’t think my heart could handle it. I might love you too much until it hurts not seeing, holding,kissing, hugging, and talking with you for a very long time. How was he diay? Okay na iyang tiil? Makalakaw na siya ug tarong? Ni niwang na siya? Hahaha. Bitaw uy, di nako mag pabebe diri. Hinaot unta Gel nga kamo pa. I’m really hoping nga kamo pa gyud. I am not sure if kaon-on ra nako ni akong mga gipang ingon pero deep within my heart, he makes everything sense. Pero if ever man gani nga nag bulag na gyud mo, I hope na kaya nimo nga wala na siya sa imong life and you found someone that God has destined for you. Enough with that. Okay, so, I hope self nga okay imong life. I hope that you’re happy and contented. Be the hero of your own story. Help others. Chase your dreams. Build that coffee shop you wanted. Work on Pan Pacific. Travel more with family/favourite person. Seek God. Be a good example for others. Be the person you wanted when you were little. Approach others. Make friends. And always, always, always, be kind.

Sincerely,

your 19 year old self

P.S I wrote this on 31st of July 2016

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