#i wake up everyday and wanna gush about hatsune miku and theres nobody for me to gush to

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I wish hatsune miku was real

#the bin #i wish 8 cpuld make the people around me understand how important she is to me and how many songs are important to me #but i feel like im just annoying them by talking about her all the time #i feel like that about all my interests though #i let people talk about what they like so why do i always feel like im bothering them when i tell them about what i like #i guess it doesnt help that my only friend doesnt share any of my main interests #we like watching the same type of youtube videos and like some if the same music and that it #:/ idk how im supposed to meet people at all let alone people who might have interests in common with me #i just wanna show someone my favorite miku songs and talk about how good they are but i dont wanna seem annoying or weird #she ysed to like vocaloid when she was younger and she is who first introduced me to it but she diesnt like it anymore and hasn't for years #she still remembers a lot of them and some songs but almost none if them are the songs i like #and she mainly listened to english covers done by humans cause ahe doesnt listen to music thats not in english #while as.almost everything i listen to is in japanese and the human covers of songs are usually in russian #i wake up everyday and wanna gush about hatsune miku and theres nobody for me to gush to #i just want someone to be happy for me when i talk about loving something even if they dont like it themselves #but i just feel like theyre tolerating me #personal #i always feel bad for posting more personal stuff on this blog but like. if someone who follows me doesnt wanna see it then they can just #not read it. its almost always in the tags so just dont read them? and i also tag them as personal so just block the tag #anyway