#i wanna like. progress my school work but my bodys incredibly weak and ungood and im sick and just

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#i wanna like. progress my school work but my bodys incredibly weak and ungood and im sick and just #its not a vibe #then i have a blood test tomorrow so im gonna have to like go out and spend even more energy i dont have #im just. #i wish i couldve been born normal #like with a functioninh body and not one thats already deteriorating at age 16 #u may think im exaggerating and honest to god i fucking wish i was #i feel like a disappointment and a defect #i wanna do so much #but i fucking cant and i hate having to accept that because im still holding out hope that maybe one day itll all stop miraculously!!!!! #but that wont happen!!!! #and i hate it!!! #honestly i may not even b able to go to uni if my health continues going the way it is #negative #vent #dont rb #txt #not art #clown talks