#i'm so upset i'm nauseous

[duckprintspress]

Urgent: Help Us Not Get Screwed

Anyone who follows us has seen us screaming from the hill-tops about our current crowdfunding campaign for Aether Beyond the Binary (17 aetherpunk stories! Outside the gender binary main characters!). We've only got 50 hours left...and we just got screwed.

Our Anthology Kickstarter is being scammed.

About two hours ago, with us still roughly $1,500 from our goal, we got a junk pledge for almost $2,000. This pushed us into being marked as "funded" but there is zero chance it's a real pledge, it's from a shell account marked as being in Turkey. This kind of money doesn't just fall like a miracle into the laps of small business like ours.

The timing on this attack is devastating. The final 48 hours of a campaign are absolutely critical, especially for one as close to meeting our goal as we are. We were very likely to hit our target, but doing so was going to require appeals to y'all that started with "hey, we're so close, please help spread the word." Further, the campaign has hundreds of followers who will get a notification at the 48 hour mark, and many who might have backed to help get us to the finish line will now think "oh, they're there, they don't need me," and not back. Meanwhile, one of two things will happen with the spam pledge: either it will get removed by Kickstarter, which could take hours or a day+, totally nuking us during this crucial window, or it won't get removed until the payment bounces post-campaign, at which point we won't actually have enough money to do fulfillment.

Either way, we are fucked.

Please, please don't let these dipshits ruin the love and passion that 30+ people have poured into this project for over a year.

Our campaign IS NOT FUNDED, and it won't be without help. I'm begging, help spread the word about how we're getting screwed, and help spread the word about Aether Beyond the Binary (visit the link for so much info!) so that we can get enough real pledges to fund this project we've poured our hearts and souls into.

SUPPORT THE QUEER ANTHOLOGY KICKSTARTER FOR AETHER BEYOND THE BINARY (with your pledges or with signal boosts!)

#unforth rambles #like seriously guys i feel sick #this is a disaster #and the absolute earliest KS can do anything about it is in another 2 hours when their offices open #but it will probably take longer #someone else i know running a campaign right now it took 24 plus hours to get rid of an $8k spam pledge on their campaign #we WILL NOT FUND if it takes that long #in my submission to KS support I've begged them to give us another day #but even that's only a stop-gap because we've been advertising as ending tomorrow #there's no fixing this #i'm so upset i'm nauseous

[advisorsage]

I honestly can't remember the last time I wasn't nauseous. Was it five days ago? Seven? Who knows. Certainly not me.

#this is about the persistant stomach bug I've had since i got food poisoning on the 17th #I'm just. so damn tired of feeling like my stomach is going to crawl out my throat #I've thrown up more times in the past week than i have in the past ten years and I'm really upset about it #not to mention the pain that's happening #and I'm just supposed to carry on with my life! #I've had to talk to my work because i can't do the shifts i usually do and ask i seem capable of is fucking sleeping #OR #doing classwork #the only reason my class is going well is that it's in the morning and i can do the work for it with a ton of breaks to use the bathroom #and it doesn't seem to matter what i eat #I'm nauseous but not throwing up in the morning and then in the afternoon i start throwing up and by the time i take my evening pills... #i can't keep anything down #i can't even keep water down #i fucking love water #but nooooooo #my body wants to reject even that #i don't know what to do #hopefully this goes away or the CT shows what's going on so i can live my fucking life again #anyway #rant over #drink water you heathens

[arlertdarling]

it’s not even been 24h of unblocking the attack on titan tag and i already feel physically sick from seeing all the fanart:(

#out of context this sounds like i'm an anti/aot-hater #(which i kind of am in some respects but that's a different conversation) #but idk #i just have a weird brain #i love it so much but the finale made me so upset that i still haven't let go of the feeling #it's not even stuff that's related #like i just saw your canon typical angsty eruri post follow by a cute armin fanart #but it made me physically nauseous #just at the thought of how things ended #i don't feel this way all the time #it's definitely getting better but #ughhhhh it's jusr hard:/

[transneilyoung]

trying to learn guitar but i can't even play a freaking d chord wtf

#stratusposting #it's upsetting me so bad i'm nauseous

[scoutpologist]

really need to start taking a multivitamin again i think that would do me a lot of good

#op #tw ed talk in tags (i guess???) #i can eat like. very limited things atm without feeling gross and nauseous #not sure if it's an aut//ism thing or if i'm developing ar/fid but even food i used to like is down the drain #like pasta? not unless it's slathered in cheese. couscous? nope not at all. #even fucking mashed potatoes like bro. #a lot of fast food is good to me but i can't get fast food constantly #and my ad/hd meds make it so i'm Not eating enough every day. like not nearly enough #it's upsetting frankly i never considered that this could happen to me worse than it already was but it is. which sucks #wish i could be normal and just eat whatever and had the energy to prepare food but i don't #i'm so frustrated esp because i can't afford to lose any weight i really really can't i'm already really fucking small #if anything i'd love to gain a bit. but i can't. it SUCKS

[dandyshucks]

ohhhh my god f/o save me ,,, f/o save me for real holy balls fjfkdksl

#me when. i try to watch a new show. without looking up the CWs for it beforehand 🧍 #ouuhhh i am nauseous. i thought perhaps i could do it bc the plot is fascinating but nooooo #no absolutely not. oh my god i think thats the most upsetting part of a visual medium I've ever seen 😭😭😭😭 #I'm so nauseous fjfjsl brutal !!!! #im going for a walk now so hopefully that shakes this off me omfg im fhfjdls HOWWW WAS IT THAAAT BAD. GOD. #dandy.cmd #vent //

[kyouka-supremacy]

Uhm

#I'm feeling like trash physically I really don't know what to do??? #I have been struggling so much with eating recently but I thought it was normal because of the upcoming exam y'know? #Well yesterday I took the exam and yet the problem??? Didn't magically disappear like I thought??? And now I feel so betrayed?????? #Yesterday I got takeaway at my favorite Chinese restaurant and that's a cup of noodles and eight dumplings #that's my usual order I always take‚ normally that's one meal #This time it took me?? Three meals to finish it??? Because after a while I just feel too nauseous to keep eating???????? #So like. something is wrong™ but I really have no clue what it is or how to fix it... #Plus the entire day I've felt like crying for. no reason lmao. I'm literally crying right now and I have no idea why is that #I can't reason anything that is making me upset currently? So I'm there mentally looking at myself like *awkward monkey meme* #And my head hurts. Like something is wrong but I really can't tell what it is nnnggghhhh this is. not optimal #The worst part is that I feel so nauseous I can't imagine bringing myself to cook because cooking is already a tool alone #and now I'm also supposed to cook when I don't want to eat???? Like how can I convince myself to do that #But obviously I can't stop eating. Alas I STRUGGLE. The food in the fridge is going bad 😭😭😭 #I made sure to change air in my room and I took a shower today so. I don't know what could be causing it really #Anyways if anyone can advice on eating when the thought of eating alone makes you feel nauseous I'll gratefully take it 😭😭 #Not even snacks work btw I was eating nutella and pandoro and who wouldn't love nutella and pandoro #and yet I felt like gagging the whole time... Ugh #The actual worst part is that like this I don't have the strength to study but I really need to study for this huge exam the 14th #random rambles #eating disoder trigger warning #Why is that the recommend tag?? It's missing an r bestie???? #eating disorder trigger warning #eating disorder tw #←← That makes it sound bigger than what it is please don't worry about me it's just a temporary issue!! #Using the tags just in case for blacklisting purposes

[raylex]

i wish i could get better in terms of my discomfort with sharing f/os 😣

#with some people it's fine but with others it genuinely makes me nauseous. i feel really bad about it #and i don't wanna be like that!! it's a fictional character i'm not entitled to them 💀 #and i've gotten people upset because i've blocked them for sharing which is NEVER my intention - it's never personal #i guess it's just that when you grow so personally attached to a character in this way it kind of just feels the same as if you saw- #-your real partner with someone else. like it feels gross #i just. guhhh!!! why can't i be normal 😡😡😡 #self ship #mine

[kreideprinzessin]

My god, I'm desperately in need of Albedo cuddles

#i had the most miserable morning of my life #cw vomit here in the tags #just gonna make sure there's enough for it to not automatically show to people :') #so I felt nauseous all morning #and threw up several times #my mom just took me home and I've been sleeping for a while #it felt like every time I moved my stomach got upset again #also in the middle of the car ride home i got a hiccup so when I wasn't throwing up i was hiccuping #by the time I got home I just wanted to cry #i never felt this physically terrible lmao #I'm better now but #man i just wanna hug my husband for a while

[knifegremliin]

it seems the older I get, the more I am unable to handle sweets. I don't care for sweet things anyway, but it's really frustrating suddenly being unable to eat food that I used to be able to. just yesterday I tried to have some (PLAIN) cheesecake, and it ended up making me feel sick because it was too sweet. I can't even do milk chocolate anymore, even a very small amount. I had a single hershey kiss a couple weeks back and couldn't do more than just the one. my favorite type of cookie is often too sweet to me now, which upsets me a lot since IT'S MY FUCKING FAVORITE. it's really fucking frustrating and awful and there's nothing i can do about it.

#🔪.text #pleeease no one tell me this isn't normal and i should see a doctor #i swear to god i CANNOT have anything more wrong with me (desperate) #having like a spoonful of peanut butter or something else with protein helps #but it doesn't change the fact that i used to be able to eat these things and now i can't #i can't do any form of frosting #can't do any cream fillings in donuts #aghhh sorry i'm just feeling really frustrated about this #at least i know my dark chocolate will be safe #but it's shit losing my favorite type of cookie #i haven't even told anyone about that because it just upsets me so much #this is the first time i've ever said it because i just. i didn't want to admit that it's true #like i know it's just a fucking cookie and it's an unpopular one anyway #but i fucking love them and now i can't have them #at least not without making myself nauseous #also reblogs turned off bc this is ventish and i'll probably delete this later #i'm just having a bad day lol

[piplupod]

me when i struggle to make myself and feel ill so i drink a protein shake and end up feeling worse 😵

#someone come end my suffering fdsfjkl i feel so nauseous holy shit #i'm so . upset. like. that shake was my dinner and now i feel WORSE??? i should've just not fucking ate anything maybe lmfao #ed mention #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[angeltism]

why do i feel terrible that was a good realisation. why do i want to cry or throw up. what in the world

#➳ valentin vents #haha. hey brain. we just. unlearned something that was hurting us #..that's good! bring back the happy emotions! why are we numb and shaking #emeto mention #...i feel so fucking bad for seemingly no reason #and i feel so horrible. #that. was a good realisation. i'm not unlovable and i am able to be loved without having to suffer to ''deserve'' it #my brain doesn't want me to think about why i'm upset. but i should! then i can make myself feel better. but it's like there's a fucking #brain barrier. come on. #im nauseous fuck.

[white-nolse]

I want to apologize for the negativity this morning, I feel like shit akdndndk

#I'm sick and I just want to leave uni #I haven't eaten anything yet either because it's stomach sickness so I'm afraid of upsetting it more #So im nauseous and sleepy

[honeybreadbee]

My "breakfast" just turned to such a disgusting texture that I can't finish it 😢😢

#if i do I'll get so nauseous #I'm upset already cause of it i don't need to be nauseous too #I'm gonna have to waste food and be hungry soon #or I'll put the rest in the fridge and try after work

[whelpimnauthuman]

Day two of my body throwing a shit fit and having a seizure because... It felt like it

#im just having a WEEK with disability shit #tbf today i can kinda understand WHY it happened (i overdid it) #but i still feel like shit so doesn't mean i like it #considering all i did was get my hair cut and washed off the shavings when i got home for my body to go 'this is too much' #I'm sore shaking and genuinely nauseous. and every time this happens i get all emotional and start crying almost immediately #can't do shit around the house so spouse is having to do it and that doesn't help anything bc my brain gets all upset- #feeling like i can't do anything/feeling useless even tho spouse doesn't mind #ANYWAYS now im laid in bed with my switch and netflix and some food+drink #bc if i try and get up and go anywhere i get shaky and nauseous almost immediately

[earanie]

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#every day I have meals #and every day something or other in these meals upsets my stomach #and honestly sometimes I wish I could just not eat it'd be so much easier #then I remember I also love food #this is not fun #I'm so nauseous #and I have eaten nothing out of the ordinary #nothing #ffs