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[bunnykaye]

Disclaimer: this list would be HELLA LONGER but @aosrecweek made such a comprehensive division of fics per day for the whole week that this list is mostly canon-divergent/canon fix-it/AUs 😝😝😝

Palmer's Kiss by @sunalsolove (E, 18k words) - Academy AU featuring one of my most favorite tropes -- SOULMATES! And the way two people finding out who is their soulmate is SO INTERESTING in this fic ;) P.S. There is a FANTASTIC fanart by @agentofship​ and graphic by @antoine-triplett​! ❤️

F.I.T.S. by TomatoBookworm (T, 25k words) - S1/post 1x02 AU where Jemma cooks up a plan to convince Fitz to explore a romantic relationship! OH! And also: F.I.T.S. means Fall In Twenty Steps. Haha!

Undercover by @ritalara​ (E, 39k words) - 2x22/S3 AU where Jemma DOES NOT get swallowed up by the monolith and instead goes through with her date with Fitz. The story jumps from before and after their date but don’t let that confuse you! This is a must-read!

All Through the Night by @blancasplayground/@libbyweasley​ (E, 31k words) - S2 AU where undercover Hydra!Jemma talks to Fitz through dreams. Alternating POVs between Fitz and Jemma (it gets hot *fans self*)

Model Agent by @robotgort​ (E, 13k words) - S1 AU where Fitz goes undercover as a model and Jemma is veeeery affected 😜

The Sleeping Beauty Curse by @libbyweasley​ (E, 26k words) - EEEEEEEE!!!!! S1 AU where Jemma pricks herself with an 0-8-4 and wakes up in the future. Alternate POVs between Fitz (present) and Jemma (future). GOSH you should see future husband!Fitz. *swoon*

Impossible by @sunalsolove​ (T, 22k words) - QUITE POSSIBLY MY MOST FAVORITE S1 AU FIC EVER!!! I re-read this a lot 😍 a S1 AU where Fitz and Simmons gets handed a mysterious baby and how that baby connects to them.. you’ll see! AAAAHHHHH!!!!! THIS IS ADORABLE YOU HAVE NO IDEA!!!!!

I'll See You on the Other Side by @jemmafitzsimmons​ (T, 36k words) - WHAT I WOULDN’T GIVE FOR THIS TO BE CANON, TBH. Framework AU where there is no SHIELD, Fitz isn’t head of HYDRA (he has his own corporation) BUT Jemma and Daisy is. Their lives inevitably intertwine in the FW world though, and this is an amazing take on it!

Burn Down the Disco by Rozjozbrod (E, 28k words) - this is a Black Mirror AU (and techically should be in Day 7 of AoS rec week) but the PLOT TWIST at the last chapter will make sense *wink wink* THIS IS AMAZING.

It Sucks to Be You by @memorizingthedigitsofpi (M, 48k words) - another post 2x22/S3 AU where Jemma gets sucked by the monolith... AND SO DOES FITZ. 😱 And the monolith doesn’t transport a body to another galaxy but instead swaps two bodies! A hilarious fic BUT WITH LOTS OF FEELS!

I See My Future in You by forestfantail (G, 19k words) - Academy AU where Fitz gets a glimpse (or more like a play-through) of the future... BUT WITH THE WHOLE ACADEMY (AND JEMMA) TO SEE. Feels-inducing coz there is MISUNDERSTANDING involved, but oh when both of them find out what happens in the future though! 😜

While You Waited in Darkness by @the-nerdy-stjarna (G, 67k words) - S3A AU where Jemma gets transported to Maveth, meets Will but the relationship is PURELY PLATONIC. Also, something happened between Fitz and Jemma before she got transported to another galaxy 😱 YOOOO this fic made me BAWL MY EYES OUT 😭😭😭

Fake It 'Til You Make It by @kienova66 (E, 21k words) - S1 AU where FitzSimmons tricks Skye into pretending they’re doing the frickle-frackle by making sex sounds so Skye could hear 🤣 Man I love pretend relationship tropes 😍😝

Can't Take the Heat by @memorizingthedigitsofpi​ (E, 70k words) - FIRST OF ALL... *fans self* SciOps/pre-S1 AU where Fitz bunks in with Jemma’s apartment for a bit because of a busted air conditioner.. and gets their relationship sorted out waaayyyy earlier. Smutty McSmutsterson!!!!! 🔥🔥🔥 Misunderstandings by AmandaRex (E, 25k words) - post-S3A AU where Jemma leaves SHIELD but gets pulled back to SHIELD (and Fitz) coz her life is in danger. Douchecanoe Ward is involved.. but in the process Fitz and Jemma work out their misunderstanding (hence the title!)

No Time for Words by @blancasplayground​ (T, 12k words) - 2x04-2x05 AU where a still-strugglng-with-hypoxia Fitz (and without Jemma who’s undercover in Hydra) meets Deke Shaw. It’s like the relationship reset we wished for in S6 (and we had, TO A POINT! lol) but it happens in S2! The Fitz x Deke relationship in this is soooo endearing! ❤️

The Storm Inside by @agentverbivore​ (E, 116k words) - a post 2x10 AU wherein someone from the team undergoes terrigenesis..... AND IT ISN’T SKYE. (SPOILER ALERT: IT’S FITZ and he gets the quake powers 😱😜) Fitz and Simmons work out in mending their cracked friendship and also pursuing a romantic one. Features The Afterlife, Gordon and Lincoln as a magnificent wingman! (PS: this is the longest fic in this rec list!)

Ten Thousand Mile by @sunalsolove​ (E, 64k words) - a WHAT IF? scenario post 5x22 where S5 Fitz/Marauder Fitz doesn’t DIE in the battle of Chicago... BUT LIVES? And then proceeds to help rescue the other Fitz under cryostasis in space??? A two-Fitz paradox fic where Jemma gets HER TWO FITZES so *cough*LOTS OF SMUT*cough* but also LOTS OF FEELS because DOUBLE THE FITZ is DOUBLE THE ANGST lol

Detour by @agentofship (E, 8k words as of this post’s writing) - the ONLY WIP in this list, and I know it’s only 8k atm but this is 10 chapters total and it’s only on Chapter 2 BUT IT’S SO GOOD! A post 1x22/S2 AU where Fitz still gets hypoxia because of what Ward did to him. He crosses paths with Jemma, which PLOT TWIST: isn’t with SHIELD, but instead owns a coffee shop and a guest house in... YOU GUESS IT: PERTHSHIRE! 

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[emphoenixcat]

Hey so I know I haven't made a request or really said hi in a while, but I'm back now(I think) and I was wondering if you could do another logicality (sorry that's all I ask for😂) where Pattons a ftm trans and he's having a bad day bc of dysphoria and Logan's there to help him out like "no you don't look too feminine it's perfectly okay for you to love the color baby blue, your may baby boy and no one will ever change that" and Logan's just trying so hard to make sure Patton love's himself

Warnings: gender dysphoria

It was a beautiful shirt and it still appealed to him, but it wasn’t the same as before.

Patton sighed sadly as he looked at the pastel blue top with a light floral design. He kind of wanted to wear it to dinner tonight. He just wasn’t sure how it would look on him. And if it would look right.

Logan was treating him to a movie with friends and a special birthday dinner afterwards. Patton was super excited about what his boyfriend had planned, but….he couldn’t decide what to wear. His wardrobe mostly consisted of pastels. He loved lighter colors, particularly baby blue. The only problem was how they looked on him.

“Almost ready, honey?” Logan called from the other room.

“Uh, yeah. I’m just–I’m just picking out what to wear,” he called back.

Logan stood in the doorway, wearing a dark blue button-down shirt with a black tie and black slacks. “Would you like some help deciding?”

“Nah, I think I have it narrowed down….” he turned to Logan. “Wow, Lo. You look really good,” Patton said as he wondered, not for the first time, how he had gotten such a handsome boyfriend.

His boyfriend smirked, ducking his head as a light pink dusted his cheeks, “Never as good as you.”

Patton wanted to say something to negate that comment, but thought better of it. Instead he gave a reassuring smile and told Logan that he would only be a moment as he went to the bathroom to get changed.

He closed the door behind him and blinked back at the reflection before him.

Today was supposed to be his day of celebration. It was a day to be surrounded by loved ones and their wonderful support. That’s what it was going to be and he was extremely thankful for it and yet….something was terribly off today.

He glared at the mirror before him, hoping that it wouldn’t ruin his entire day. The image left him with a horrible feeling of dissatisfaction that he tried to ignore as he turned away to change into his attire.

Everything in place and shirt tucked into dark grey khakis, Patton finally allowed himself to look upon his reflection once more. He sucked in a deep breath and bit back tears as the feeling washed over him, somehow stronger than before.

He would never pass. His entire sense of style would have to change before he could ever pass.

Patton felt like ripping his hair out, his entire sense of self coming into question. His relationship coming into question….because how could a guy as great as Logan ever see a guy like Patton as handsome? It just didn’t make any sense.

The mirror mocked him with the image of person whose body was just a little too short and whose face was just a little too smooth. His arms seemed so scrawny and he felt that he wasn’t strong enough. Staring and staring, eyes glued to the looking-glass, he noted the chest that wasn’t flat enough yet. He blinked rapidly and his eyes glistened with unshed tears as he continued to gaze at the person that was him, but not him. A reflection that was wrong in so many many ways.

There was a soft knock on the door, “Patton? Are you alright?”

“Y–yes,” Patton said, cursing himself for letting his voice waver.

“Please don’t lie. If something is wrong, I’d like the opportunity to help in any way I can.” There was sigh on the other side and Logan’s voice was a gentle murmur, “You mean the world to me, Patton. I just want to help. Will you let me in? Please?”

There was an audible click as the door was unlocked. Patton huddled in the corner of the room, feeling ashamed of his shift in mood. Today wasn’t meant to be sad. Logan had already done so much to make Patton feel happy and now he felt–he felt like he was ruining it.

Logan opened the door and his gaze found Patton standing in the corner, looking sheepish. His hair was all out of place because of how much he had pulled at it in frustration and his eyes were wet with barely held back tears.

“Oh, Pat. Come here,” Logan opened his arms for the other. Patton stepped forward, grateful for the comforting embrace.

Logan wrapped his arms around his boyfriend, lightly running his hands through the other’s hair and combing out the knots. “Would you like to tell me what’s wrong? We can always cancel tonight’s plans and stay in if going out is too much pressure at the moment. It is your birthday after all. And I wouldn’t want to force you to do anything you don’t want to.”

“No, it’s not that,” Patton said, his voice muffled. He hid his face in Logan’s shoulder.

“Then what is it, dear?”

Patton rubbed at his eyes, “I–I don’t–I can’t wear this without looking like–like–”

“Shh, remember to breathe. Slow deep breaths like what Virgil taught you. In for four, hold for seven, and out for eight.”

Once he was calm enough to speak again, Patton moved back so Logan could see his face. “I’m sorry for ruining things, Lo. I shouldn’t be like this on my birthday.”

“Nonsense. This is your day and even if it wasn’t, your emotions are valid. Speaking of which….you can cry if you need to. You seem to be holding back tears and I don’t understand why. It can’t possibly be comfortable.”

Patton shook his head, it wasn’t. He could feel the lump at the back of his throat and his eyes stung with the effort, but he was trying his best to stay strong. “I don’t want to cry in front of you.”

Logan just blinked, “Wh–why not?”

“Because….you’re always so level-headed. I feel like an emotional wreck compared to you.”

“You think that I–” Logan chuckled, “You think I’m level-headed? That I don’t cry sometimes too? Everybody cries, Pat. Everyone is allowed to and so are you.”

“Even if it’s stupid? Because it’s really stupid, Lo,” he gave a bitter laugh, “It’s about clothes. I’m crying about clothes. I’m just so–I can’t wear what I want to wear because–because I look too feminine otherwise,” Patton finally finished, the hot teardrops trailing down his cheeks. He was so angry at himself.

He felt hands gently removing his glasses and brushing the tears away and he glanced up to see Logan’s concerned frown.

“You look good in what you’re wearing, I promise you. And it isn’t stupid at all. It’s okay to feel unconfident and discontent sometimes. It’s normal, but you have to understand that you are the most attractive man I’ve ever had the pleasure to lay eyes upon,” Logan said as he pressed a warm kiss on the other’s temple.

“Y–you don’t think baby blue is too feminine on me?” Patton asked, blushing lightly.

“No, you don’t look too feminine. It’s perfectly okay for you to like the color baby blue, you’re my baby boy and no one will ever change that,” Logan smiled reassuringly as Patton’s blush deepened at his words.

He breathed out a sigh of relief, “You really mean that?”

“I never speak in falsehoods, my honey bee”

Patton couldn’t help but grin at the nickname, “I love you, Lo.”

“I love you t–”

Before Logan could finish his sentence, Patton tugged at his tie and brought him in for a proper kiss. And it was Logan’s turn to blush.

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