#iddkkkkkk

[mymp3]

trailer talk

#compendiumnotebook #i probably articulated a lot of my trailer thoughts better to my mutuals and friends i was dming the other day #but the tldr of it is that im kind of disappointed they only seem to be adapting mostly movie and portable stuff #not that i hate hate portable or hate hate the movies #but saying that this is going to be a faithful remake of base 3 and having only portable events and options available + adding movie stuff #feels like a big slap in the face to fes and manga enjoyers. and dont get me started on the hammy lovers. #and also is just straight up incorrect. wish they would say what they're adapting rather than saying its a faithful remake #damn im so sorry yall. especially because if they wanted to do a portable adaptation she should be here. #even if im not her number 1 fan i get how dirty it feels #but tbh i am leaning more towards femc as dlc rather than the answer as dlc now #bc atp it just seems like they take fes for granted and brush it off #bc its not as popular #just feels kind of mean a bit #“manga and fes are there. but portable and movies seem to be popular so we can do more of that!” #minato being able to work a job is something i dont like. he's constantly overworked in every other department of his life. #now hes gotta work too? #it seems like this hero is less chronically ill tired angry and like theyre trying to give him more energy and “wipe away his wrongs”. #iddkkkkkk #im sure I'll warm up to it in game #and find a way to work this into my reading #but for now those are my thoughts #oh! i like his mp3 player saying hi to him. thats precious.

[zombvibes]

i love krispy chicken (obviously) but it’s 10x better if the roles are reverse.

i’m sorry you cannot convince me that berdly is the “annoying one” and kris is the “‘they’re so annoying but god i wanna kiss them so bad’ one” you cannot convince me no matter how hard you tried. (it’s at least 50/50)

and since i’m here, this also goes for suselle. susie being the pathetic lesbian and noelle just…existing is better i dunno what you want me to say.

is it ooc? …no actually! and i won’t elaborate why unless someone asks because i’m not sure if anyone wants to hear that mess!! ^_^

#zombvibes never shuts up #this was originally gonna go onto twitter (which…i might put it on twitter anyways iddkkkkkk *twirls hair*)

[stuckinmyweb]

immm pretty sure Kai didn’t like musicals iddkkkkkk could be wronggggg :P

like cmon

“Ashes, ashes, dust to dust!”

THAT IS NOT A MUSICAL SONG MISSY 🤨⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️ WHERE DID YOU PULL THAT OUT FROM 🤨⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️

...people can like musicals and songs from outside of musicals at the same time. Kai is avidly a fan of many musicals.

#hatchetfield rp #hatchetblr

[ellecdc]

You HAVE to guess my house elle!!! (No cheating)

Iddkkkkkk tulip you strike me as a hufflepuff!

#ask elle #mutual love

[strawberrysturniolo]

Hi! Me again - ⭐️

I also don't wanna start liking him because I know nothing will happen between us but I'm just saying...he Low-key so cute and iddkkkkkk this is confusing ✌🏻

you never knowwwww

#⭐️

[mrssecretwife]

Maybe ... maybe not

Today I think it 's the worst that I have felt being married. My husband & I were laying in bed. He had his wallet in his pocket. I took it out to look at it... nothing that I haven't did before. I was looking at his id picture at first, then I went through the wallet. I found a tiny folded up piece of paper that was tucked away in his wallet. I unfolded it. On one side it was an email address, on the other it was a number belonging to "Jordan" . Big bold letters, in a black sharpie. I was so confused. Of course I asked him what was this? What do men typically say when you ask them about something along those lines. He told me the number was over a year old. But it wasn't. I remember that piece of paper from when we were getting married and I had to send out invitations. He would write people email address down on receipt paper and give it to me. I remember the email being on this paper, but not that big number belonging to Jordan. WHO TF IS JORDAN!!!! Now, I know his work friends or the regulars that he is cool with, but I never heard of anyone named Jordan.

When I kept asking him what was this about, he told me that this is what I get for going through his wallet. Excuse me??????? This is what I get for doing what??? Then he proceeded to say something like "yall ladies do this & that" or something iddkkkkkk. How dare you try to blame me for you cheating on me? Now I know that is a major to accuse someone of, but I don't put that cheating shit past anyone. Shit, if Beyonce can get cheated on, then who am I to say that I am exempt from that? I don't think my husband would do me like that, but hell you never know. That is why I will never put myself 100% any relationship, because you just never know. I am tired of being the heartbroken, "damsel in distress" girl. I wanna be happy with a fairy tell ending.

After all this, he went to the store without me knowing and brought me back some chips. He just threw it on the bed and left the room. He then came back in and told me I was ungrateful and should say thank you. I stayed silent and he took the chips away. Its the gaslighting for me! Instead of doing me like that, how about you hold me & reassure me that you're not doing anything that you're not suppose to be doing. I'm a simple girl, I don't require much.

I think back of when he said a woman was in & out of his job trying to get clients. I know men are like teenagers when they see something fresh and knew, but I just cant bring myself to think the guy I married is like that. I wanna believe it's nothing, but I dont want to downplay it if its actually something.

My feelings are so hurt. I have to hide and go in other rooms, just to breakdown to myself. I will never let a man see or know that he has got the best of me. I replay scenes in my head when I first was catching my ex cheating. The way he will deny or gaslight me to think I was the wrong one or he wasn't doing anything at all. If my husband is cheating then, I will have no choice but to divorce him. Cheating is my deal breaker & I wont stand for it. Now the real question is .... is my husband cheating on me??? Maybe ... maybe not,

[nonawaaa]

sneak peak of the naruhina smut thats been on my drafts for months now, might upload it later or tomorrow or maybe never idk kadbjsksks

On her way she saw a dark alley, perfect, she went in and just a few moments, big arms were already wrapped around her waist. 

“New place for you to choose, could you really keep your voice down?” she felt Naruto whisper against her hair, his hands already snaking its way up in her chest. She turned to look at him, she wanted to run her hand in his hair, to feel him, to hug him… but no. 

Naruto turned her back faster than she could even face him. His one arm still wrapped tightly on her waist, keeping her in place, keeping her where he wanted her, his one hand up in her chin, making her look at the bare concrete in front and not at him. 

“I said can you keep your voice down?”

“Y-Yes,”

it might be Limited Strings Attached pt 2 but oh well

#drabbles #been visiting my drafts and i- 🥲😳 #should i post it? #but its been really long it might get weird #iddkkkkkk #naruhina #hinata hyuga #naruto

[thefaultinouremotions]

Bros I have 4 different departments that im interested in majoring in what do i do

#history classics anthropology and archaeology #prob not gonna major in classics or anthro but iddkkkkkk #my interests are divided between them #mostly i want to learn ancient shit

[lightning-mcquack]

guys im tempted to make an ask blog for my jackie boy ahsgdbf

#it wont be as ambitious as the rookie one #itll just be purely for the lolz #plus people seem to like him so idk #iddkkkkkk l #I'm busy and yet here I am wanting to dump more things on my list of things to do aaaaaaaaa #im terrible pfft

[tobesobri]

😱😱😱😱 What is going on in that sneak peek!?!? Are Lea and Vera supposed to be friends and Vera didn’t know her and Harry were a thing? Honey, I was interested before now I’m hooked! I can’t wait to read it!x

IDDKKKKKK 😬😬😬 (but you’re close)

[hyumjim]

I think the thing is I just don’t understand my roommate I don’t LIKE him but I don’t NEED TO LIKE him I just need to get ALONG with him but I really really try to be friendly with him and I just feel like he wants absolutely NOTHING to do with me and I don’t get it I REALLY don’t.....

So here is what happened even though it’s a long boring story: like I’ve mentioned before, the cat (who is his/his girlfriend’s) likes for someone to be in the room with her while she eats. Like she will follow me around and meow at me and lead me to her dish and eventually start eating if I am around. And the dish is in my roommate’s room (to which the door is always open so the cat can get around). So I like the cat and want to help it eat but I don’t want to hang out in my roommate’s room because that’s weird. So sometimes when they’re not home I will move the dish to the living room so I can sit on the couch and do whatever while the cat eats. And I don’t know, maybe this is something I should have asked about beforehand but it also doesn’t seem like that big of a deal? There is no guidebook for living with someone who has a skittish cat

Anyway this is what I did this evening at around 9 pm. And I was still on the couch when my roommate got home. And I felt kind of weird being caught doing this so I was just kinda going about my business and then I heard him saying “where’s your food” and I said oh I’m sorry I put it in the living room for a minute and he looks at me very seriously in the eyes and said in this like plaintive long-suffering voice, “Please don’t touch her food. Please don’t do that.”

So I was like togkgmrhfig im sorry it just seems like she wants someone to watch her eat sometimes but I don’t want to hang out in your room because that’s weird so I moved it and he said “I appreciate that. But she’ll be fine.”

And it’s just like he’s SO cold to me. I do feel crazy for crying over this but it feels like kind of the culmination of things. Like another example: recently I was doing laundry but his clothes were in the dryer. I didn’t want to wait around for him to get home whenever but I didn’t want to treat his stuff badly so I took it and folded it neatly and put it on his bed. And I wrote a little note pretending to be the cat as a joke lol I THOUGHT IT WAS CUTE IM TRYING TO BE NICE THIS IS HOW I AM. anyway he was just like, “thank you but you really don’t have to do that. You can just take the stuff and put it in a garbage bag.” And I was like nooo I’m not gonna do that!!! (Because that’s not how I would want someone to treat my stuff.) and I just got nothing in response

Like IDDKKKKKK I feel stupid for being upset about this because I came out of a situation where my roommate treated me like garbage in a much worse and completely different way (I.e. very outwardly cordial and friendly but backstabbing and evil and inequitable). But this feels shitty on a much more basic social level like, I am TRYING to have a relationship with you beyond complete strangers and you seem to have NO INTEREST in even a BASIC conversation? Do you hate my guts? Even if I’m extremely annoying to you like idk you could just. Be nice

Ik this all comes down to my basic need to be liked and validated even if I don’t care for someone all that much rjfjfjf and it was probably really annoying to read but like, this matters to me because it’s MY ROOMMATE and in all other aspects I really like living here and I don’t want it to be ruined by this bc it’s stupid but FUCK!!!!

#ok vent sesh over #i also just had a rly long day and im rly tired ok im trying!!!!! #i may have just needed a good cry

[brittssimblr]

Reasons I can never start my game at a decent time so I stop playing at a decent time so I sleep at a decent time

1. “I don’t know what family I should play...”

2. “Oh I know” *opens game* “No I don’t” *minimizes game*

3. ponders for 10 minutes.

4. “Okay, I decided” *hovers over sims 3 tab*

5. “No I didn’t.”

6. “I’ll just go look at CC.”

7. “And the forums”

8. “And tumblr.”

9. “Okay I deci.....nope, nevermind”

10. “I’ll make a list on tumblr instead of figuring my shit out.”

11. “I’m hungry, Imma go make some food”

#simmer problems #indesicive person problems #it's been almost an hour now #I still don't know #I wanna play try to get another unicorn in the one save so it and the one I already have can make a unicorn baby #but I really really want to send the other sims to the future #and then back to france #but the other one is already running #iddkkkkkk

[thelastlesbean]

85 Questions Tag Game

I was tagged by @aphroditv :luv: 

rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people (not gonn be 20)

— What was your last…

1. Drink: water

2. Phone call: my dad

3. Text message: my best friend

4. Song you listened to: Sail on - CUT_

5. Time you cried: like an hour ago oh joy

6. Dated someone twice: nooo

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: hmmm a lil?

8. Been cheated on: ye

9. Lost someone special: yes

10. Been depressed: yeah

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: noooooo emetophobia saves my ass every time

— Fave colours

12. coral

13. blue

14. pastel yellow

— in the last year have you…

15. Made new friends: yeeeeees :luv:

16. Fallen out of love: hmm ye

17. Laughed until you cried: yesss

18. Found out someone was talking about you: lmao ye

19. Met someone who changed you: everyone always changes you a little bit

20. Found out who your friends are: oh yes definitely

21. Kissed someone on your facebook friends list: :mm: not currently

— General

22. How many of your facebook friends do you know irl: idk im too lazy to check

23. Do you have any pets: budgieees

24. Do you want to change your name: already did 

25. What did you do for your last birthday: ???? probably ate some of that Good Food

26. What time did you wake up today: 7:20 sadly

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping for once

28. What is something you can’t wait for: sleep tbh also getting a successful business with lealoo

30. What are you listening to right now: Trigger - CUT_

31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: ye

32. Something that’s getting on your nerves: drama

33. Most visited website: hmhmhmhm tumblr

34. Hair colour: pinkish/dark blond

35. Long or short hair: long

36. Do you have a crush on someone: :shrug:

37. What do you like about yourself: creative

38. Want any piercings: NOSE PIERCING

39. Blood type: iddkkkkkk

40. Nicknames: maxim 

41. Relationship status: single

42. Sign: aries

43. Pronouns: they/them

44. Fave tv show: Good Behavior

45. Tattoos: none yet

46. Right or left handed: right

47: Ever had surgery: yessss

48. Piercings: I had a nose piercing once and earings

49. Sport: ??? wat dat

50. Vacation: Canada????

51. Trainers: things???

— More general

52. Eating: i wish

53. Drinking: nada

54. I’m about to watch: horrible dutch commercials

55. Waiting for: being able to sleep

56. Want: to go on a roadtrip

57. Get married: meh 

58. Career: web designer

— Which is better

59. Hugs or kisses: hugs

60. Lips or eyes: eyes

61. Shorter or taller: both are good

62. Older or younger: older

63. Nice arms or stomach: arms

64. Hookup or relationships: relationships

65. Troublemaker or hesitant: w h o k n o w s 

— Have you ever

66. Kissed a stranger: ye

67. Drank hard liquor: ye

68.Turned someone down: ye

69. Sex on first date: ye

70: Broken someone’s heart: ye

71. Had your heart broken: ye

72. Been arrested: nooo

73. Cried when someone died: ye

74. Fallen for a friend: ye

— Do you believe in

75. Yourself: hmmm mostly

76. Miracles: sometimes

77. Love at first sight: hmmm nah

78. Santa Claus: nooo

79. Angels: noooo

— Misc

80. Eye colour: blue

81. Best friends name: .... Isi Lauren Lea Sophia fight me 

82. Favourite movie: ? ? ? a m o v i e ? ? ?

83. Favourite actor: ? ? ? someone

84. Favourite cartoon: gravity falls 

85. Favourite teacher’s name: mevrouw huisman 

tagggingggg @angstie-gaykeepers @neilminyards @rians--world @isisisak @soyellowcurtainsthen @holocene-days @kibumunnie @evenshands @theleavesoflorien @illgiveyouahint @henriettafoxes 

#ask game number 2

[sadhandsomepup]

iddkkkkkk idk this is the first time in a long asssss fucking time that the affection we express in the relationship is like so

conscious 

and genuine 

and careful?

we called one another partners and i haven’t really wanted that for like three years idk

it feels really nice

[imarkson]

What do you love about Jackson's appearance? (btw I love your blog and the way you response to people's asks you seem so sweet ❤️)

hmmmmm like how he dresses or like overall? like his outfits I love bc theyre usually on the lowkey side but still super nice like okay I love a subtly fashionable man!!!!!! he’s like super laid back I love it and um his own appearance um iddkkkkkk like his face is clearly beautiful but also I love his bOdy HAHAHAHAAHAAH like idk his built is like a nice and comfortable built that isn't too much(TM) ya feel and and omggg tysm for saying that??????? ure so sweet ilysm ilysm such a nice thing to read in the morning wow ily!!

#hey look i've got mail #anon

[lafortis]

I'm not even good the extra made me more tired ;-;

Gonna maybe nap then maybe fuck myself I guess

Nah fr after I'm gonna do the unity tut for today and then maybe stream, gonna stay away from melee today so maybe I'll stream some disco Elysium if I can decide whether or not I want to lmao. If not maybe something else good idk idk IDDKKKKKK