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bradfordarchive · 4 years

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clicks my fingers to no humanly discernible rhythm as i strut bk onto the dash w chara number two!! (it’s me nai bk again bt this time wearing a stick on moustache). bradley’s pinterest is HERE n u kno the drill mre abt her under the cut n like this fr those Sweet Sweet plots!!

MARGARET QUALLEY / CIS-FEMALE — don’t look now, but is that bradley milligan i see? the 23 year old psychology student is in their junior year and she is a rochester alum. i hear they can be brave, resilient, destructive and ruthless, so maybe keep that in mind. i bet she will make a name for themselves living in off campus. ( nai. 23. gmt. she/her. )

aesthetics: singeing a hole in your fishnets with the cherry of a menthol, spitting a pistachio behind the bar just to hear it ping off the nozzle top bottles, lemon in a fresh cut, a war torn poppy standing alone in an empty field, poking bruises, stomping over flowerbeds when there’s a path right next to it, dangling over ledges just to feel your chest jolt, a snarling rottweiler that should be muzzled, limp feet poking out behind a door, ‘I PROMISE I DON’T BITE’ scrawled on a name tag, slapping a bald head in front of you at the cinema like it’s a bongo, not owning a single jacket that isn’t stolen, driving a stolen car in the wrong lane against the traffic, blowing coke in someone’s face after asking “hey, does this smell funny to you?”, hair more feral than a wolf cub and eyes smudgier than a coal mine.

BACKGROUND:

father runs a gang n strip club in queens called ‘no angels’ tht fronts an affluent drug trade, primarily coke. his name is tony milligan n his gang is p infamous around there fr being jst like…. completely cutthroat n awful. they were nicknamed ‘tony’s rottweilers’ by locals bc he bsically has all of these trained dogs on leash at his command n they’re still a growing organisation tday

he’s pretty much the worst human being alive n bradley hs like….. a lot of issues with herself as a result of years of toxicity n abuse

in terms of more family bkground info her mum’s name was alyssa n she vanished when bradley was 12. jst like…. into thin air. nothing. no note. zilch. gan! n when bradley asked her dad abt it his response was essentially “guess she didn’t love us enough to stay”. as bradley’s got older tho n become (without intention) more involved in the business side of things, it’s become pretty clear there was far more to the story.

they had a horrible marriage n tony ws quite violent at the best of times, which didn’t help the fact tht alyssa ws struggling a lot w severe depression n rly just… not in the mindset to b dealing w anything else on top of tht, even where motherhood ws concerned. bradley p much… would look after her a lot n they’d both b scared of her dad n it was just a whole mess.

anyway im rambling bt basically tony (bradley’s dad) gt wind of alyssa sleeping w men tht worked fr him n he just… got rid. bradley’s kind of worked out over the yrs tht her mum didn’t jst leave on her own accord n tht something must hav happened to her bt she’s too scared of her dad to ever directly accuse him

when her mum went all of her dad’s cruelty pretty mch got channelled straight onto her. it ws diluted between two before bt as u can probably imagine her upbringing was jst…. a steep downhill decline frm tht point onwards

she learnt ways 2 deal w the incurring trauma bt they weren’t healthy ones at all! bsically jst. will do or take anything fr the distraction. chases a thrill like it’s the only way to remind her she’s alive. has absolutely no regard fr her own wellbeing n sometimes gets other ppl in trouble too bc she’s so insatiably reckless

she hd….2 separate stints of psychiatric hospitalisation n she never tlks abt it. like ever. acknowledging she’s been vulnerable is her worst nightmare n bc of the way her dad raised her she always thinks any sign of struggling within herself is weakness. truly does…. not kno how to properly emotion

CUT TO!!!! huntington beach. she’s currently living in a spacious loft above a rly busy bar tht i picture like. p close to campus so a lot of students prob frequent it?? she loves it bc she can sit on the window sill smoking n argue w ppl tht walk past drunk. jst randomly callin out like. nice chest hair Loser. i feel like she hasn’t even paid fr wifi she jst uses the bar’s free one n like. goes in there expecting free drinks all the time?? is jst like erm? i live here? let me drink? this is my house? aka she’s. a lot.

her dad’s opening up a new strip club (also called no angels bc he’s trying to lowkey make it like a chain) n he’s only allowed her to make the move bc she’s overseeing it kind of???? as well as a few guys tht worked fr him back in queens. one in particular called billy hs made the move n he’s a menace so. three cheers fr anarchy!

PERSONALITY:

the kind of sour cherry only certain people have a taste for

once drank a bottle of whiskey, insisted she could still do a cartwheel and accidentally kicked an old man’s front tooth out in the process. proceeded 2 collapse into a flower bed and laugh so much abt it that she cried

barely takes anything seriously 50% of the time and is angry the other 50%

if she was a coffee she’d be black with five grains of sugar that you couldn’t taste until the last sip

high functioning alcoholic. if u ever see her w a coffee cup u jst kno tht one sniff will confirm high alcohol percentage. honestly idk hw she does it her liver must b yellin

loyal to a point of fault. if she cares abt u and u murder a man in cold blood she’ll brawl anyone that says ur guilty

honestly wld probably fight a person over anything. sometimes she’ll jst be having a bad day n she’ll burst n take it out on whoever says the wrong thing. a minefield!

has the worst luck in romance…. ever. the majority of her past bfs hav been absolute beasts n as a result she kind of has the ‘romance is dead n love is a lie’ mentality

speakin of which i feel like she’s bi bt wldnt have dated a girl or anythin. like guys r probably…. her preference just bc historically theyv treated her worse n she hs a very self destructive personality like that. sexy!

dresses like courtney love, 2014 sky ferreira and a character from this is england had a baby. mostly wears stolen clothes from strangers and jackets that swamp her. hair is p much always a wild mess n she usually hd kind of smudgy/smoky makeup bcos apparently she’s allergic to combs and generally looking presentable… relatable content

she’s v sarcastic. sometimes blunt. kind of has a habit of…. assessing a person n she’s quite perceptive bc she’s been trained to b by the way she always has to monitor her dad’s expression fr the slightest emotion change. she’s quite confident n can p much mke a conversation out of whatever. sort of independent too like she hs a bunch of friends bt she doesn’t care abt going out places alone if she’s in a certain mood n jst wants…… to get into chaos. she’s probably kind of known around campus bt itd b a 50/50 balance between bein known as intimidating n bein known as that one girl tht always gets into anarchy

likes: fishnets, stealing cars, throwing watermelons off rooftops and whiskey

dislikes: amy schumer, honesty, yellow tulips and going home

PLOTS:

someone tht got a job at the new strip club her dad opened up in town?? either as a dancer or bartender or whtever. just a forewarning it’s probably gna b a pretty..... seedy and Not That Pleasant environment bc it’s like. a crime hotspot inevitably bc it’s a gang hangout so. ur chara wld truly be in fr a rollercoaster ride to say the least

she deals coke fr her dad’s gang bt it’s more like. a hobby than a steady source of income tht she Needs bc she just likes the thrill of the fact tht encounters in tht line of work can turn sour tbh. a Thrill Seeker! mayb she deals to ur muse??

anyone….. she’s brawled in the past like. she’s literally a menace i cnt express this enough. wil jst randomly throw a drink in someone’s face fr no reason bc she’s bored. she’s probably pissed off 1000 diff ppl in 1000 diff ways. the possibilities r endless n i jst think tht’s a sexy prospect!

fwbs perhaps??? exes??? (probably ws a tumultuous relationship wtever…. ur muse is like like bradley is. a handful)

mayb someone tht she met at an aa meeting when she hd to go fr a court mandated thing one time after bein arrested fr public indecency. i feel like there’s probably a rly expensive statue somewhere thts fancily Sculpted n she like. did a flying kick n kicked the dick of it off n gt arrested fr it

ppl she……. Goes Wild Goes Crazy w. truly jst the most self destructive person alive so anyone w a similar mindset wld b a hellish bt fun combination

on the contrary a gd influence cld b nice perhaps? like someone tht genuinely cares abt her n she jst doesn’t kno hw to compute it

um. honestly the world’s our oyster. hmu n we cn brainstorm if none of tht catches ur eye!

#huntingtonintro #depression tw #abuse tw #drugs tw #alcohol tw #alcoholism tw #hospitalisation tw #disappearance tw #death tw #grief tw #murder tw #self harm tw #addiction tw #so sry there r so many tws bradleys life hs been. An Experience to say the least

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thotrichie · 6 years

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THIS GOT EXTREMELY LONG SO UUUHHHH UNDER TH CUT BINCHES

@kar3marina - THEY R MY FUCKIGN QPP ND I WUV THEM A LOT OK, MY 3 FAVE THINGS ABT THEM HAVE 2 BE:

HOW FUNNY THEY ARE!!! ki has this specific type of humor thts jst rly hilarious n clicks in w/ my humor as well so jokes r easy 2 pass through w/ us bc we both know our limits n whats funny 2 each other!!

THEIR GENUINENESS!!!! they r literally th most genuine person u could meet, th fierce loyalty n care they hav towards th ppl in their life is intense despite th shit theyve gone through n continue 2 go through they rly do try their best 2 ensure tht th world around their friends feels like home tbh

THEIR RESILIENCE!!! its sth i can greatly admire since theyre still going super strong, continuing on n looking ahead 2 the future even tho theyre not sure of what th future may consist of n even if they get confused at times they still strive on 2 ensure a future for themself nd thts sth i can deeply look up 2. they have such a big, kind heart, nd they rly mean a lot 2 me tbh

@werewolfeddie - BETCHA DIDNT EXPECT 2 BE ON HERE HUH U STINKY THOT?

OK SO WE JST MET N ALL IK BUT UR LIKE. SUCH A COOL PERSON??? even tho we haven’t talked a lot i love our convos 2gether since theyre usually p fun nd consist of th wildest jokes which always makes me laugh my ass off tbh-- makes me look forward 2 future convos we have!!!

U CARE A LOT!!! like ok ik its mostly jokes n all w/ the insomnia thing, it’s now a running gag between us w/ how fucked my sleeping schedule gets, but it’s nice 2 like idk. hav tht kinda care since my insomnia rly is the worst so being reminded (or in this case Scolded smh) 2 go 2 sleep is like p cool bc i never used 2 have friends who realized how important tht shit was-- theyd jst encourage me 2 stay up which fucked w/ my insomnia more i now realize so fvgkjdgvfnj THANKS FOR CARING NERD

U LIKE TOS!!! this is. an extremely random thing 2 add 2 this but hear me out ok stinky, there arent actl many ppl i know who are rly into tos so having another friend who plays that game or like. WANTS to play games / hang out w/ me is jst idk rly wonderful tbh-- hanging out w/ u is usually super fun tbh also ur such a fuckign nerd nd just kno id gladly die for u bc ur such a cool nd important friend.

@idealkey - MY FUCKIGN BEST FRIEND??? THE SWEETEST ND MOST KIND ND CARING ND IMPORTANT PERSON 2 ME EVER??? I LOV U SM!!!!!

OK SO. CROWN CARES A FUCK TON!!!! LIKE i’ve honestl never met more of a caring person whose felt more like home than this nerd. they constantly try to make their loved ones happy n make them feel cared for, they constantly do their best to keep ppl steady when times r rough, they r constantly just there no matter what happens nd they inspire me 2 be a better person. they inspire me 2 wanna help n love others as much as they do.

THEY ARE RLY PATIENT!!!! this is sth thts rly important when being close 2 me bc im a mess, im all over the place a lot of the time, i don’t always reply to 1-1 convos simply on th basis tht i either cant or i forget nd they understand this. they r so understanding nd so patient nd idk they know me rly well, they always try 2 coax me into convos when they can nd i cant stress how appreciative i am of them being here in my life like they are.

THEYRE SOM1 I CAN LOOK UP TO!!!! i dont rly hav many ppl i look up to more for th fact tht like things such as tht can kinda confuse me but crown is someone i can actl look up to, someone i can go 2 advice bc i trust their judgement a lot, bc ik how smart they are. theyre a warm blend of logic & care, they balance tht shit out super well, n even tho shits incredibly rough for them rn theyre still going even tho ik sometimes the urge to give in can get hard to push away but still. they strive to continue onward despite any turbulent feelings they might have nd i rly admire tht a ton-- theyre someone i jst kinda wanna learn from, be like in tht they treat th world around them with such respect nd knowledge nd care nd theyre just amazing tbh. i lov u sm crown

(also s/o to @evilbenny, @snowyglobes, @blubberingbill, @foam & others tbh whomst put up w/ me, i love u guys sm)

#DSFJSNCMFDSFCJNSDF IM GAY I LOVE MY FRIENDS SM #this took me kinda long #since i couldnt figure out what words 2 use or #what 2 comment on bt yeah #Anonymous

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