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#if it were not for echo i would take an overdose rn and be done with it
aquarianlights
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✨️ I just kind of want to die rn. ✨️
#im srs tho
#i feel fucking terrible
#im still coming down from anesthesia and im so fatigued and tired
#if it were not for echo i would take an overdose rn and be done with it
#except for the fact i am horribly scared of respiratory depression
#suffocating is one of my worst fears so...
#i just really want to get a gun
#ik my girlfriend has lots of guns
#im not legally allowed to have a gun and idk how to find them on the black market
#but since my gf has them... ive been thinking about it... thinking about waiting until we live together and waiting until echo passes
#and then I'd have no issues just... taking one... it's not like I'd be keeping it or using more than one bullet
#im sure she would forgive me and id write a note anyways
#notes* rather... addressing multiple people personally with her being one of them. id apologize for using her gun but where else would i
#get one? she is the only person ik who has guns coz her family is a hunting family.
#oh well....that's been on my mind ever since i found out she has guns and also really wants us to live together. i always thought if one
#were in the house with me that it would be so easy to use when i feel like this and just get it over with
#instead i hesitate because i dont have the right methods... and i end up feeling okay or better later. only to come back to suicidal later
#so a gun would be best i think... that way i can take care of it in the moment and get it over with. i just need a gun to do it.
#unfortunately my girlfriend is the only one ik who has them so... it's gonna have to be hers
#that's a long way off though. echo is only 9 years old and his breed lives into the 16-18 years old phase. i wont leave until echo is gone
#depression
#sad
#sadness
#suicidal
#suicide
#crying
#pain
#upset
#personal
#depressed
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