#ik its not called highschool i dont care

[dannyleclerc]

tea of my love life

feel free to ignore :)

i dont usually do this here but i just want to let everything out.

recently my ex broke up with me the day after we completed 14 months together, and it hurt to damn much even though i was planning to break up with him since like a month before.

he has emotionally drained me so much that it only took a night of crying over him and thats it. i cant even remember his voice or how he looks now. all i feel for him right now is pure rage. like i cant even explain the amount of rage i have towards him.

i'm graduating highschool in like a weeks time and a few of my friends from my batch have organised a party for the full batch, so naturally everyone is going. but this party hurt his male ego so much because he wasnt the one who organised it (he can't see others doing better than him) so him and two of his friends have planned another party 4 days later than the original one.

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so now ill have to give you some back story.

basically, his friends group and my friends group dont have a really great history together; they always think they are better than us. so we never like got on well together. there are a few nice people in his group but thats an whole another thing.

now, my ex and his friends want their party to be successful because again male ego, so they texted my friend and told him that they are organising a party and shit and want to know if we were interested in coming. my friend did not know what to do so he called me up and asked me if our group would go.

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okay so now another back story,

the day that they are planning the party is also the day our school is giving us a farewell. so like the party would be after the school farewell. like everyone from school would directly go to their party.

but now obviously no one would be interested to meet the same people all over again in like a span of few days cause not everyone is friends with each other. it would have been fine if it was an exclusive thing because half of the batch doesnt get along well.

plus my group already had plans after the school farewell to go for a nice dinner, just us, with no one else, because it has been long since all of us have gone out together.

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so now when my friend called me and asked me, i told that we already have a plan and that we wont be able to come.

my friend then told this to my ex and his friends and they were like 'no no you all have to come, it will be fun'. but my friend was adamant and he was like 'im sorry we already have plans, you all continue'.

hearing this hurt his ego and he started calling my group "gay gang" just because we are in touch with our emotions and love to spend quality time together as a group alone. i mean i dont see how this is an insult??????? like is he out of his mind?? just because your group doesnt like you that much (honestly he isnt even part of a group because hardly any one likes him, because of his terrible behaviour. only like 2-3 are his friends) and doesnt care about you, you can say whatever you want.

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a few days pass after this conversation and i get a whatsapp notification from him.

and mind you, this is the SECOND TIME he broke the "no contact" thing in a week!

one more thing, he was the one who removed me first from his private account and he bloody even blocked me on spotify- like the fuck??????? very immature.

first he asked for something that he had lost in an event, i had given him the details of where to find it while we were together but he texted we again asking me for numbers and location (irrelevant but whatever)

and now this new message was the invite to this party, which i remind you, my whole group REJECTED. the next day i replied with "cool" (ik i shouldnt have replied but idk i couldnt help it).

he could have asked his other 2 friends who are helping him organise this party to send it to me right? cause like its not like i havent talked to the other 2 guys. you can say that i am friends with them. they could have sent the invite to me rather than him, but he didnt do that. which is very irritating because dude wanted "no contact" and now is trying to keep bloody contact!

later that evening he added me, my group and only a few people from our school to a groupchat for the party.

let me remind you guys that this "party" that he is organizing is only for "the batch of '24" from OUR school only. but when i checked the people list, there were barely any people from the school and most of them were outsiders from freaking different schools who we know.

so tell me HOW DOES THIS MAKE SENSE?

wouldnt you rather enjoy with your own friends than trying to mix with some random people at a party???

and there are barely 90 people in that group. my school batch has 270 people!

idky he is doing this because ive talked to a few people other than my group of friends and asked them if they are going to this party and everyone is like 'we already had plans' 'not interested' and shit. so when no one shows up to this party, its just gonna hurt is ego even damn more.

its laughable at this point.

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this is just a small part of what happened after the breakup, if you want to know more let me know lmao

sorry for this rant, but had to get it out somewhere.

also i real hope no one from my school is one this app

#vent #my life is a mess #desi tumblr #teen problems #so done with love

[spicycowboyhole]

taking a shower tomorrow

i didnt get much for christmas this year tbh

im kinda jealouse cuz my siblings got really expensive shit and i got like pretty much just stocking stuffers lol. i guess if i really want something i need to get it myself huh

anyway,, he texts me constantly but also calls me everyday. hes so nice to me it makes me cry. H is nice to me too. when i think about how nice these internet strangers are to me it makes me sad because i feel like im not allowed to be myself and im not accepted at home. im so afraid to be myself here and i dont feel like i fit in but when i talk to the little people in my phone?? they make me feel things? like im not crazy or weird OH MY GOD istg i cry almost everytime i talk to him cuz hes soso nice to me

idk what it is or what i wanna say exactly i kinda just wanna figure out how to word this so ik how to tell my couonselor.

what happened recently was i went to walmart with my dad and like i didnt take a shower or anything cuz we were just going to applebees and walmart and i dont even like applebees so who cares if my hair is fucked up right but when we went to walmart my dad was like you need a makeover cuz ur hair is bad and i kinda took offense honestly cuz i dont like my dad making comments about my appearence like this one time he told me i "need to work on my glamour" like wtf so i told my mom what he said to me at walmart and she AGREED WITH HIM AND SCHEDULED A DAY TO TAKE ME TO THE MALL TO BUY CLOTHES. and then so we went like on firday before christmas and it just kinda made me feel like a child and also like i was neglected when i was an actual child cuz idk i have like a lot of self image issues and i just wear whatever makes me not hate how i look and rn thats big skirt and little shirt but my mom wants me to wear jeans and regular shirt and i just think i look so bad in it. like she wanted me to get 5 outfits at the mall and i was like "so we're just gonna buy 5 pairs of the ssame pants? what if i dont even wear them?" and she said "YOU HAVE TO" so after that i felt kinda belittled? basically like i had no power or say in what im allowed to wear like A KID. BUT when i was an actual kid i would litterally go to school and my shoes would fall apart and i used the same ugly backpack from like 6th til highschool. like i dont understand why my parents suddenly care about how i look? now that im an adult? theyr ebasically saying they dont like how i dress and that upsets me because i feel like im finally able to learn how to express myself with how i dress now that im not inschool and scared of how people might percieve me and theyre judging not just how i look but also me yk

i NEVER got compliments when i was younger. i mean definatelelty not as much as i do now that im not as afraid of being myself. i mean people compliment me on my hair, my outfits, my glasses, my voice.

IM SMART, IM FUNNY, IM SILLY, IM WITTY, IM CUTE, IM PRETTY

IM GOOD

my hwole life everyone would describe me as quiet, shy. i thought i was weird, abnormal, i thought everything i liked was stupid.

i think i just need to get out of here.

its so hard to not hate myself when everyone around me sucks.

again, self image issues, insecurity, shame. when i was younger i used to hide pictures of myself cuz i just thought i looked so ugly and i still do. i'll look at those old pictures and think why would my parents let me go out in public like that? like ive always thought i was only cute as a toddler and then went downhill after that lol. but anyway im working on that by saving pics of myself when i was younger cuz thats me!! and if i were my parent i wouldve been a way better parent than my actual ones. she deserves everything she wants.

[fen1s]

Lmaoo so there is this one tweet that actually describes what I really think the insane mauruaders stans and the tweet goes : some of yall heard one fucking word and now yall can't stop saying it (and it's like a reference to those fuckers who say gatekeep, gaslight, toxic but for everything and they act its profound or some shit). I think they um definetly saw those words and deadass went let's be eco friendly and reuse the same arguments and everyone else went yes. And when there was a genuine difference of opinion they go to their backup response : by supporting this element or seeing their pov you are ( anti Semitic /racist / homophobic) and it's just like :you are aware the same people exist in this community right???

(also I really find it funny that some of them literally don't think the mauruaders won't fucking hate crime them, no ma'am they will hate crime you and then proceed to get the slap on the wrist, they are the reasons your school has anti bullying week [also lmaoo pandering to them makes to be in the 'group' makes all of you Peter Pettigrew you know the same dude you all decided to ignore] )

And then I have to remind myself that there will be one of them who will raise kids and try to be 'jily' parents which I assume is living vicariously through your child because God you peaked in highschool and you won't shut the fuck up about it (and lack any fucking development) which is consistent with Canon so hey it does work out. Also like who's gonna pay for your child's therapy when they realize people who are dickish to you are simply just dickish and no why do you think this is an enemies to lovers trope (and also for their kids dry ass personality which they got from their parents because ik they would want them to be constantly involved but like gym teacher with a kid who's into slight sports and now the kid has to try to get in the national team lol)

Like I need them to have a snape attitude towards kids which was very much : fuck them kids ( and I honestly couldn't agree more to.)

Hey so if you're a fan of the m*rauders and this appears in the general tag, im sorry, i tagged the post correctly but sometimes the tagging system doesnt filter content correctly, but just so yall know, below the read more will be content that is very m*rauder critical which yall may not like or may be upset by. this is a fair warning

It's genuinely frustrating how often they repeat the same arguments as if we care. like we know snape isnt a kind person and we know he doesnt make the best or morally correct decisions, but they never hold other characters to a remotely similar standard that they hold snape to

they like characters due to popularity and how much they can add in headcanons, we know almost nothing about the marauders era, so they can make their own universe independent of the harry potter plot line, but they dont actually give a shit about the canon characterizations we already have

the m*rauders are not canonically progressive, their bullying of snape isn't coming from a progressive stance. they literally only bully him because they think hes weird. there isnt any canon evidence that they went after students who were actively causing harm to others, such as avery and mulciber (two boys who actively were attacking muggleborn students), they never went after regulus despite the fact that je was outspokenly supportive of voldemort to the point where regulus basically had a fucking shrine dedicated to him, there isnt any canon evidence that they went after any other junior death eater. there is canon evidence that they attacked random kids simply for annoying them. there is canon evidence that they used illegal hexes on students that had the risk of causing permanent bodily damage. and i think the real nail on the coffin for the idea that the m*rauders only went after snape due to him being a wannabe death eater is something sirius literally says

this means that even during the war, the m*rauders didnt suspect snape of being a death eater, let ALONE when they were at school

they also just think all snape fans are white straight cis women who obsess over the "always 🥺" line. like they dont take into account POC fans, lgbtq+ fans, nonbinary or trans fans, jewish fans, poor fans, disabled fans, neurodivergent fans. they paint us all with the "you never read the books you just want to fuck alan rickman" brush and call it a day so they dont actually have to engage with us despite constantly coming into our spaces

also it BOTHERS me how they'll call snape a n@zi and then turn around and say "awe james was just a bit of a jerk !! 🥺🥺" bestie he was an actual genuine sadist who got off on bullying and sexually assaulting kids he deemed weird. like sorry to the alt m*rauder kinnies, but if you're punk, emo, goth whatever james potter would've bullied the absolute hell out of you. canonically. sirius literally defends his bullying of snape by calling him an oddball, yall dont think you would've been on the other end of their bullying?

#anti marauders #anti james potter #anti sirius black #pro severus snape #severus snape #this got kind of rambly #also if this does find its way into the m*rauder tag id recomment filtering the anti general tags so that this type of content doesnt appea #in the search engines in the future

[byler3is9jesus4]

FIRE/DEATH TW

for about a whole damn year now ive had this little idea in my head about who 001 would be and i came up with my own background story for her and everything because i have no other shit to do other than use my imagination. a lot of people dont think that 001 is a person...but idek. I made a oneshot with her and everything so ill just explain who she is. Her name is Mariposa Perez and was born June 7, 1943. she mostly goes by "Butterfly" because no one can say her name correctly (with an accent). Her parents died in a fire that she caused, but it was thought to be a tragedy that was caused by a candle accident. She was born with powers and has more than one. shes undoubtedly the most powerful subject to exist, having fire powers, telepathy, healing, and the ability to never grow old and die (everlasting life??). After her parents passed away, she lived with a firefighter named Devon that saved her life from the burning house. At age 9 she found out while watching the news that he died while saving a child from a burning daycare. yes very heroic ik hes amazing, rip devon you will always be loved-

ANYWAY

she wasnt stable after his death, him being the only parent shes ever remembered. His 2 good friends, Dorothy and Loretta took her in and cared for her. Butterfly went on to live a comfortable life with them, and in highschool she met Joyce, Lonnie, Brenner and Hopper.. Joyce became her best friend, and they joined the cheerleading team together. Lonnie was dating Joyce at the time, and Butterfly and Hopper obviously didnt like that shit so they always used to talk trash about him and Butterfly would try to find to ways to get Joyce and Hop together. Funfact, Joyce started calling Hopper "Hop" because Butterfly called him that. Weirdly enough, she taught Hopper how to kiss. They didnt feel anything for eachother and Butterfly felt that as long as she knew that, the kissing lesson didnt mean anything. Life went on, but as time went by Lonnie and Brenner were trying to find ways to get back at her for her smart backtalk to them about mostly Joyce and Hopper. Brenners gay asf but hides it really really well around that bitch Lonnie..theyre like best friends and tell eachother everything. its an actually very interesting duo. Dorothy and Loretta notice that in this puberty stage (shes in the 2nd year of highschool) that Mariposas not quite catching up to everyone and actually very small and falling behind in growth. They think she has an issue so they take her to the doctor, who happens to be Brenners father. They take multiple tests and find out that she infact doesnt have the ability to grow at all anymore, shes stuck in her 15 year old body. Seems really creepy for a normal doctor to find out but yeah thats how it went. Back to the fact that Lonnie and Brenner wanted to find shit on her, they did. By fuckin eavesdropping in her room at the doctors office and hearing everything they told her. They were stuck in a closet while listening and Brenner was being so simpy and homosexual AhdbKADJNKJ. Butterfly started acting different, and was being very distant from Joyce and Hop. Lonnie and Brenner then confronted Butterfly abt it and threatened to tell everyone about her condition if she didnt go ahead and tell Joyce that he was the best bf in the world and everything she said about him was wrong, and to tell Hopper that he would never have a chance with Joyce. A week after everything went down, Mariposas guardians (the 2 ladies Loretta and Dorothy) got shot in a womens rights protest. Butterfly didnt go to school again and ran away, then building a home far away from Hawkins. She never saw her friends again, the last encounter being with telling Joyce and Hopper what Brenner and Lonnie told her to say.

YEARS AND YEARS LATER:

She didnt grow (as expected), and its now 1983, which makes her 40 years old. She looks like a regular teenager, but her mind matured as is. She lives in a homemade shed, working out with barbells and smoking cigarettes while listening to music. Watching the news she heard about Will Byers, and being shocked asf she ventured to follow them everywhere they went. She stalked them for years, taking pictures and watching the party's (especially Wills) every move. Now in 1985, the Byers moved, and the town hears news about the Hopper dying. Butterfly is shocked, but she knows whats behind all this. When exploring years before she encountered the Upside Down when spying on the party. The Byers moved to California, and she went to their house right before they left to drop something off in Joyces suitcase. It was a picture of the cheerleading team. With her and Joyce right in the middle of the frame. Ahhhh what memories. She watched them leave, and that was it....

Pretty sure thats all i came up with but ill update this when i come up with more :)

#byler3is9jesus4 moments #mariposa perez series by jesus #jesus makes up shit #i have too much time to think omfg #LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK!! #stranger things concept writing

[getoswhore]

Alrighty, finally made it home--and am not procrastinating because I randomly remembered this...nooo--Alright so the start off is I'm dying internally and want to murder the uterus because it is being so mean. It went almost an entire month and then on the last day went "HI MF! MISSED ME????" and I didn't. Off of that, second this is that I have assignments due THE MINUTE WE COME BACK FROM BREAK. College (highschool) professors can suck my ass. My friend/study buddy is unable to show up and now I am running out of things to distract myself. I have an outline that I really don't wanna do. It's so boring. It's on the Gilded Age which is just ugh.

The other things is that I lost a really old friend. She...she decided she no longer has time for me but can go and do other things with other people after I've tried making plans with her for months. I was planning on giving her the birthday present, but then I had to get work done. I just...it hurts you know? I thought we were better than that, not that it matters. I'll be fine...like always. Just means my close friends have dropped to one, and she's one who...I have never met in person, but I love her like family. I guess that should work, right? Heh...look at me being depressing...I really need to not do that often. I'll be okay, I hope.. Thanks for listening!

please dont...dont ask

lots under the cut! <33

:(((( ik cramps can be icky but you got this!1! just put a warm heating pad on your tum tum n take some ibuprofen if you can n drink some warm milk! always works for me even when it feels at its worse :/ usually i think the cramps get bad when it's late? well, to me it does :((( but it's only just for a few days bb, you got this. <3

fUCK THOSE TEACHER. omfg i hate HATE HATEEE when teachers do that to students, like wtf. but at least you have this whole spring break to work on it? n so you don't gotta stress bb, you got all this time! n ik you can do it. <3333 and when you do, make the teacher shove it for making you do work over break, like wtf. iTS CALLED A BREAK FOR A MF REASON.

aw :(( bb :(( ik how you feel n it hurts tbh :/ losing a good friend like that is rlly icky, but hey, at least you see who they truly are. cause good friends won't do that to someone who wants to hang out with them :/ she's probably confused or is trying to get closer to new friends.. hm.. idk.. but things like that are icky n i never trust ppl who put me down all the time only just to hang out with others :/ i mean if she already made plans with someone else she could just say that to you, yknow? well, at least yknow who's your true friends and m sure you'll meet some new ones soon!! out with the old in with the new KZNFNSJFJ that's my motto when i lose friends who did me wrong. <3333 but it's gonna be alright bb, ok? just hang in there n take care of yourself, pls don't stress tm bb :((( MWAH

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[yellowhearther0]

Pls tell me more abt ur ocs 👉👈 ik u probably explained their story a lot but,,, story pls sndnsnhdjsh

i think i’ve only explained the full story like,,, once actually 🤔

anywayy main ocs r Hero Jackson, Aaron Lory, and Jasper Howell and backstory is as follows

Hero and Aaron knew each other since they were really young (like babiesss), so they were always p involved in each others lives. They’re v close to one another. Hero has a younger sister named Lila, and Aaron has a twin sister (Amy) as well as twin older siblings (Ashton and Alyssa)

Hero and Aaron met Jasper in probably 1st grade, and Hero and Jasper never really got along all that well? Aaron was a p neutral party tbh. But yeah as they grew up Hero and Jasper were almost constantly at one anothers throats with Aaron often being the mediator.

By 6th/7th grade Hero and Jasper lowkey hate each other and everyone knows it- they get into very minor fights with each other alot at this point. But also at this point everyone’s also doing some exploring (wooaahhh)

Hero and Aaron both realize they are Not Straight (Hero’s Bi and Aaron is Pan) and have crushes on one another (bc childhood friends to lovers amiright), but they take it somewhat slow and dont offically start dating until they’re in 9th grade.

Jasper too realizes he’s Not Straight but also doesnt experience romantic attraction (He’s gay and aro). He still dates a couple people before realizing that for sure though.

(Aaron also realizes he’s not entirely cis either. He goes through a couple labels before realizing that genderfluid works for him)

So yeah- by this point they’re starting highschool and Hero and Jasper’s enemy situation is probably at its peak here. It just gets lowkey kinda bad. They’re getting into more and more physical fights until one day they just kinda,, stop?

(The reason they were fighting in the first place plays alot into the fact that they’re angry teens that needed to let out stress and stuff and didm’t know how to do it in a healthy way. And sure, disliking each other certainly played into that and helped fuel the flames but it wasn’t the entire reason. Once they realized that, they did actually properly talk to one another about it which lead to them starting to kinda sorta get along and tone down the fighting.)

Its clear they still dislike each other but they tolerate each other more than before suddenly. (tbh in my mind they never really truly hated each other. They certainly didnt and still dont like each other by any means, but they didnt hate each other either) Eveyones kinda confused by it, but they’re also like “good for them”

By that point they’re about 2 years into highschool and they’re now frienemies. They still get into phyiscal fights on occasion buts its v careful compared to b4. they just kinda vent n sparr. (and thats what we call progress jdjdj)

and uhhh yuhhh

they v much live in what i like to call a sandbox universe. they dont rlly have a set over arching story its just kinda,, kids growing and living their lives

#oc tag #hero tag #jasper tag #aaron tag

[hello-yue-here]

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THANK YOU

okay first up on the list: sukka

bear with me this is all just the background info because this is a fic i started MONTHS ago but gave up on. its a five n one fic but heres all the relevant background info:

suki and sokka met their freshman year of highschool. suki was an annoying know it all of a freshman (hello im projecting onto suki here) and hahn was the sexist jerk who say behind her. sokka was hahns best friend and followed him around like a little puppy. suki knew that sokka was just repeating everything hahn told him ab women but sokka took it and ran with it to look cool for his friends.

naturally, suki and sokka do not get along. suki constantly calls out hahn for his bullshit, sokka defends him, and sokka and suki get into fights while hahn sits back and watches. its even worse because suki and sokka see each other everywhere. student council. musical rehearsal. his hockey practice is right across the street from her job. they are on the same coed soccer and track teams. they have the same classes. they literally are always around each other.

sophomore year comes around and sokkas no longer friends with hahn. partly because his arguments w suki got him to realize he was being sexist. partly because hahns a dick. partly because hahn tried hitting on his girlfriend yue.

sokka apologizes to suki for freshman year and suki is like its fine i got too heated sometimes too and sokka was like well yeah if i were you id wanna rip my head off too dont apologize. suki and sokka are kinda sorta friends now.

junior year yue moves away and sokka is really upset about it. they broke up because they felt they were too young for long distance but it still hurt. suki along with the rest of sokkas friends (sup gaang) are there for him. suki and sokka are friends but they still arent super close yet.

OKAY NOW ONTO THE FIC ITSELF (im so sorry for long posting but i love sukka)

5&1

5 times sokka drove suki home and one time suki drove him

1st ride: sokka offers to drive suki home from a club meeting after overhearing her talking to toph about how her cars in the shop and her mom cant get her until an hour after the meeting ends. she accepts and they drive together. theyve hung out before in group hangs n stuff but theyve never rlly been just the two of them. its nice. sokkas a fast talker and gets very animated and invested in their conversations. they dont wanna stop talking so they just keep driving around town, never too far away from sukis house, for an hour before finally dropping her off.

2nd ride: similar story as before. suki needs a ride home and sokka offers. theyre convo is still very fun and interesting but a lot of the trip this time is actually them just singing songs in the car together and just jamming out. sokka tells suki that her voice is rlly good. suki never heard sokka sing before because he only did tech for shows, but hes not half bad himself. will suki start imagining singing duet with him after this ride? no absolutely not. will sokka? yes absolutely. (jk they both think ab it sukis just in denial)

3rd ride: at this point suki has stopped driving her own car to school and instead has her mom drop her off. her mom doesnt mind, she likes getting to talk to her daughter in the morning (and she knows damn well shes got a crush on that boy who drives her home) and sokka just asks her if she needs a ride, he doesnt wait for her to ask him first anymore. this talk is fun but more serious. sokka keeps asking about suki and her identity as bisexual. suki thinks hes gonna be weird about it but then during a lul in conversation he admits that he thinks hes bi too. lots of comfort. yes ik im projecting onto suki in this fic but this car ride wouldve been MAJOR projecting onto sokka time ayoooo.

4th ride: suki is at a party and hahn is there and sokka isnt and suki is getting pissed off by hahn and wants to leave but she cant drive herself home. she calls sokka and he comes to get her even though its way too late. shes a little drunk still and tells sokka ab hahn being a dick. sokka wants to turn around and “talk to him” but suki is like shut up sokka youd lose that fight and sokka laughs and says not with u by my side to back me up. suki doesnt know if shes drunk or something still but sokka looks really good under the light of the streetlamps they drive past.

5th ride: suki has taken it upon herself to refer to sokka as her chauffeur since he drives her everywhere now. he rolls his eyes and grumbles about it but he always assures her that he doesnt care and that he likes their car rides together. its towards the end of the year and prom is coming up and neither of them have a date. sokka hatches the perfect plan and instead of walking with suki to his car from the school, he tells her to meet him there instead because he has to talk yo a teacher abouy something (lies he got out of class early cuz mr piandao is the goat and sokka needs to set up). when suki gets to his car hes got a whole promposal set up and is holding a sign that says “i know im an excellent driver, but lets get a real chauffeur for once. prom?” and of course she says yes.

+1

suki didnt want a chauffeur for prom. instead she offered to drive the two of them there instead. sokka keeps making jokes about how hes terrified to be in a car with her because of how much katara has complained about sukis driving (i drive fast so suki drives fast deal with it) theyre on their way back from a prom after party and suki is taking sokka home. its quiet and peaceful but sokka wont stop staring at her. “what” she asks “nothing. youre just... really.. pretty. i guess.” hes so awkward. poor kid is so flustered but suki likes it. “yeah ur not to bad urself” “i really like you suki” “i like me too” “im serious” “i know sokka” “so what do you think?” she can see hes nervous now “i thought you were supposed to be smart. im surprised you didnt notice how much u like you too.” “wait really?” his eyes light up “of course dumby. i literally stopped driving to school as an excuse to hang out with you more” smoocie smoocie ensues.

badda bing badda boom: sukka fic.

#once again: i am sorry for how long this is but its a fic i actually did start #i know im never gonna finish it yo #ugh damn shame this would be cute #atla #avatar the last airbender #sokka #suki #sukka #this is the good good #i love sukka #ask game #send me an emoji and ill reply with a fic idea that i daydream aboit

[s0lar-nexus]

its cold af in my room but i cant turn on the heater cuz fuck no but also my blanket smells rlly bad for like, no reason but also so does my room and the things mom got for that arent working and also im gonna scream if it isnt friday tomorrow because if i have to focus on something important im gonna run away and jump off a bridge or something. and also everything is wrong and i wanna throw something because i cant do work but i cant do anything else until i do the work but im gonna fall behind again and im freaking tf out and this isnt worth it because i just want to have free time and wear dresses i like but all the outfits i like are pricey and mom forgot to take me to get new clothes for like the 3rd time in a row so i dont wanna ask for the dresses because they cost more than my entire birthday budget for the main piece

and also i cant take a nap or or sleep because i found holes in my sheets like pretty sizable holes and i think a spring broke in my mattress because my pants kept getting caught on it and also i dont actually know thats true so i cant bring it up and also my blankets arent heavy enough they feel way to light and cold until i have to get up and im over heating and i dont wanna do anything with myself because i hate my room and if i clean it then it will be big and empty and thats not acceptable i need a table or something but thats pricy to get the one i want and i need everything i want by highschool or im going to flip out because im just going to spend my whole child hood in pain because im ugly and cant care for myself because i think its actually been i month since i’ve showered because i hate showers and cant take a bath and the therapy thing isnt set up yet because we havent gotten a call back and mom didnt even try to call the therapy thing i picked out so im not even sure if i have problems and if i do i dont know if the therapist will actually know how to help with that and im just so self absorbed for thinking i could actually at some point ask for the clothes i want because mom wont even remember to get my clothes when im unhappy with most of my current clothes and they’re all old and starting to get holes and i was supposed to get goth stuff from my older sister since she was cleaning out her closet because she shops so much and i want to wring her neck and bash her head into a glass window and it was like a month or more ago since she said she would let us pick thru what she was throwing out and i hate her because she doesnt actually care enough to let me keep my problems to myself, i wouldnt have suffered so much if it wasnt for her and mom its mostly her fault i wish she would just move out already, i dont get why mom cant just buy my clothes when one of my younger sisters has 3 fucking i pads because she has low functioning autism when 2 are literally just for play and so much attention is given to her and i get why but wtf why cant i just get some new clothes when she is given so much IM FLIPPING TF OUT I CANT DO WORK I JUST WANT TO LOOK AT CUTE CLOTHES IK I WILL NEVER HAVE BECAUSE IM NEVER GOING TO HAVE ENOUGH MONEY 

#vent #im going to cry #i dont have any way of solving my problems because i either just cant bring myself to or its totally out of my control #i just want some clothes that are comfortable #some good sheets #and i heavy blanket #maybe and air freshener but thats about it

[honney-bby]

So I was tagged by my lovely pal @notalk-justthought for this tag thingy so here it be

1. Nickname(s): I dont really have one but in middle school I had a friend that called me “Poopy” and that was dope 2. Bias: the only bias i am familiar with is 1) an unfair prejudice or 2) a kpop bias sooooo imma go with kpop and it’s Jeon Jungkook or like Min Yoongi but thats just from bts. I cant choose from all of kpop okay thats too hard… its hard enough to choose from one group 3. Blood type: idk man 4. Relationship status: singlé 5. Birthday: March 6th  6. Zodiac sign: Pisces  7. Pronouns: She/Her 8. Hair length: shawtttt 9. Height: 5′6 10. A crush: a boy at my university i talked to once :-) (its a very smol crush tho, i just think hes cute) 11. What do you like about yourself: I feel like i can kinda just have fun and be a goof and make a fool out of myself to make my friends and myself laugh without caring much what other people think. I definitely wasnt always that way though lol

12. Right or left handed: Right

13. List of three favourite colours: blues, oranges, and that warm golden yellow you get from sunlight illuminating your surroundings as the sun sets 14. Right now eating: uuhh i just ate sum apple sauce 15. Right now drinking: water 16. I’m about to: finish a dino documentary i started yesterday or mess around on this trash site for a few hours as per usual 17. Listening to: one of my spotify playlists, current song is Florence by Loyle Carner 18. Kids: hell nah 19. Get married: ¿¿¿ maybe ??? It depends on a lot of shit. Long story short I just really value my indepence and freedom. 20. Recent phone call: my grandpa 21. Have you ever dated someone twice: nope, ive never dated someone once :-) 22. Been cheated on: my cousin cheated when we were playing uno once :-) lmao  23. Kissed someone and regretted it: ive never kissed anybody so no 24. Lost someone special: so many people 25. Been depressed: yes my dude  26. Been drunk and thrown up: ive never gotten drunk before so no 27. Had glasses or contacts: Both! I cant see shit!! 28. Had sex on a first date: nope 29. Broken someone’s heart: i would hope not 30. Turned someone down: yes 31. Cried when someone died: yes 32. Fallen for a friend: mmm not really ive had short lasting crushes on a few but nah

In the last year have you…

33. …made a new friend: ive made a few and i love them all to pieces :’-) 34. …fallen out of love: i dont think ive ever even been in love 35. …laughed until you cry: yes my friends are funny as hell    36. …met someone who changed you: any person ive been good friends with has influenced me in some way and i have made a few good friends in the past year 37. …found out who your true friends were: some but its kind of a constant cycle as you meet new people and make more friends 38. …found out someone was talking about you: yes 39. Lips or eyes: both 40. Hugs or kisses: hugs are solid and easily enjoyed by many 41. Shorter or taller: i guess in a boyfriend i would prefer taller (i love me a tall boy) but ultimately it doesnt matter  42. Romantic or spontaneous: get you a man who can do both 43. Sensitive or loud: … sensitive i guess?? i feel like a person could be both of these things but…  44. Hookup or relationship: I dont think i could do a hookup. Knowing myself a lot could go wrong for me in that scenario. But im in love with the idea of love so a relationship sounds.. wow… amazing… so good 45. First best friend: A girl named Allie. we met in preschool and we were best friends (like sisters) until sophomore year of highschool. She changed a lot freshman year and started pushing me away. It hurt but it was okay because i had other really good friends by the time the friendship broke off and we like eachother’s selfies on instagram now and i wish the best for her. 46. Surgery: i had my wisdom teeth removed like four years ago (i had 7 of them! Ew ik) 47. Sports I joined: i didnt do team sports. I danced ballet and jazz for like nine years and i made it to pointe (my dream at the time) and took a year of pointe alongside my other dance classes and then my pointe teacher quit so i quit dance all together :-) I also did cheerleading when i was really young and i hated it lol. 48. Do you believe in yourself: in some ways yes and in others not really tbh lol 49. Miracles: i guess 50. Love at first sight: the hopeless romantic in me wants to say yes but no, i dont think its possible to love someone without knowing them 51. Heaven: idk idk idk. As of now not really but i was raised christian so idk idk idk. 52. Do you have any pets: no, unfortunately my bird died recently :( 53. Do you want to change your name: nah i like my name 54. What did you do for your last birthday: my family visited me at school and we spent the day in the city 55. What time did you wake up today: 9 am 56. What were you doing last night at midnight: reading fanfic, probably lmao 57. Something you can’t wait for: the next time i travel outside of the states, whenever that happens 58. Last time you saw your mom: like 3 hours ago 59. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wish i had more intrinsic motivation to achieve my goals and do the things i love (callout post @ Depression) 60. What’s getting on your nerves: the current political climate

I tag: @thefakebriansella @very-good-nice-day @andreivgadia and any other mutual who want to do this. Also no pressure to do this if you dont want to.