#im drunk off of FEELINGS!

[perfectly-clear-from-here]

if life was perfect there would be a tranquility base hotel + casino film. send post.

#like cmonnnn #just imagine #paranoia and bittersweetness and overwhelming urgency and 10 minute long shots of alex turner just smoking a cigarette in the bar #the choatic 70s decor against all that liminal space #AND THE ARCHITECTURE SHOTS OH MY GOD THE ARCHITECTURE SHOTS WOULD BE SO BEAUTIFUL #and that undercurrent of pure unease going through the whole thing where everything just seems *off* but nothing is uncovered #and the soundtrack would be obvious- #along with that weird beeping thing in the 4 out of 5 mv #an entire scene about the bittersweetness of pictures of friends on the wall that arent really friends anymore #it all just feels like a dream youre about to wake from #all the extra characters would be sickingly charming with an edge of just pure confusion #cant forget the homoerotic undertones #i need to protagonist to get halfblind drunk and stumble about in the dark of a backroom of a bad dream #i NEED mark sauntering about answering the batphone and doing that mad twirly thing with the line cable #i NEEEED miles kane to be in every single fecking scene #i need lola and jeany and lizzie and all the other names in the tracks to have their own wee choatic monologues #i need- to just shut up and open another script document #at this point im just taking notes i might aswell start writing the bloody thing #is my obsession showing yet? i sure hope so. #GO TO BED NOVA FOR CHRIST SAKE #tranquility base hotel and casino #tbhc #tbh+c #arctic monkeys #my post

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

thinking so so hard about LaughingStock and how that'd go down. disastrously, probably

#and ill talk about it at Length in the tags until tumblr cuts me off like a rowdy drunk after last call #please keep in mind this is all in my Brain and relationship dynamics etc are all technically speculation. anyway #so while franklydear is your more classic 'oh no im in love with him! / aw shucks im in love with him<3' #laughingstock is 'feelings what feelings / oh shit oh fuck this is bad' #to Me. #in my mind howdy is completely oblivious to his emotions #he's out here like 'gotta get the store impressively neat & shiny for barnaby! and everyone else' without blinking an eye #he starts assembling barnaby and wally's dogs slower an slower so that barnaby has to hang around a smidge longer than usual #he's out here giggling at barnaby's jokes while sweeping Hours or Days after the joke was told like a lovesick idiot #all while being like Ah Yes Barnaby My Dear Friend. My Platonic Buddy Whose Jokes I Laugh At A Little Too Hard. Platonically. #meanwhile barnaby Realizes his own feels. has a minor crisis. goes through the 12 stages of grief and absolutely panics #he's like 'ok just gotta play it cool. normal. dont be weird. he'll fall for your natural charm in no time' #'ill hold all of my feelings right here until i die or howdy reciprocates. i just cant tell anyone about this.' #'....hey wally you can keep a secret right' #and rizzes it up yk. rolls a nat 20 on charisma every time without howdy even realizing it. ig barns rolled for stealth too #and from barnabys pov its going great! #howdy is flirting back! hes showing all the signs! when eddie views their interactions he comes to barnaby later and is like A+ gay as fuck #so barnaby is a soft pining mess and howdy is Absurdly Oblivious despite being a clever & observant guy #so im imagining (will freely admit that this Train of Thought is slightly inspired by the latest chapter of Stamps by Indigopoptart) #that eventually barnaby is Confident in their budding relationship ok. hes ready to ask howdy out. #everyone who Knows (wally & eddie) are like Go For It He Clearly Loves You #and when barnaby tells howdy. howdys like 'ohhhh geez um im really flattered 🥺 but i dont feel the same 😔😭' #cue barnaby turning into the 'never again' meme while trying to laugh it off and pretend like he didnt just have his heart mr starked #so he goes home to smoke his pipe and cry and howdy goes about his day feeling Strange #why cant he stop thinking about that confession. what are these emotions. i mean its not as if hes in love with Ohhhhhh No. Oh No. #so howdy has his 'holy shit! im in love with barnaby! (lovestruck. swooning) ....Holy Shit I Rejected Barnaby (horrified. nauseous)' moment #cue howdy expecting barnaby to come by in the morning as per Routine so they can talk. he Doesnt. cue howdy stressing the fuck out over it #meanwhile wally sally (eddie sent her in his place. hes too busy) and barnaby are having a girls day (eating ice cream and watchin romcoms) #eventually barnaby hears that howdy has been Dropping The Ball and cant not check on him. cue emotional heart-2-heart outside the bodega #this is all very specific but its in my brain. these scenarious lull me to sleep every night lately

[minamotoz]

(/copypasta) boy meets world season 5 episode 18 turned me into the joker

#boy meets world #shory #shawn x cory #im still in Shock at how explicitly romantic that line feels #and then the tender love confessions immediately after and the random guy reassuring them #by saying that his brother has also taken up an 'alternative lifestyle' #and then alan gets extremely mad over the influence shawn has over cory in a Very Charged argument #in which shawn says he 'showed cory how to feel good' HWLLO??????? #and then drunk!shawn dropping the whole 'i just want my best fwiends to be happy🥺' schtick #and becoming outwardly cruel and demeaning towards cory and topanga #basically flat out admitting his self destructive behavior is a ploy to get corys attention off of topanga and onto him? AM I INSANE? #anyways boy meets world 5x18 'if you cant be with the one you love' #is the worlds most homoerotic anti-underaged drinking PSA ever made #unrelated but does anyone like my priv pfp of peter st0ne on meth performing shared custody by studz

[beeg-bark]

i am so so pent up pacing around my enclosure, i need some stimulation i need enrichment but my energy has reached destructive levels and so any enrichment i get will not survive the ordeal.

in other news, let me chase you through the woods pretty please?

#dogbone #asexual kink #i need to feel the purpose of the hunt again #i need to see someone as prey #i need to chase them down #i need to fight them #and when i beat them #which i will #i need to tear them to shreds #i need to stalk something through the woods #i need it to know im stalking it #i need it to fear me #the concept of me #this unknown creature #toying with you #getting drunk off your fear #seeing you as nothing but entertainment #and when i grow bored of you #when your trembling and your twitchy glances no longer fill me with delight #then i will make my presence known #then the real hunt can begin #one more day until i get released #none of you are safe #i hope you run #because i love the chase

[jaarijani]

Im so happy to see käärijä trending again 100mil streams i can't believe we did it!!! This fandom truly feels like home to me and i'm so so proud of our Jere and his wonderful team for giving us this absolute banger and bringing us all together 💚💚💚

#gosh im feeling all mushy now #how to bring a continent together? write a song abt getting drunk off pina coladas #such a slay i love this fandom i love cha cha cha #and most of all i love jere 💚 #käärijä

[spotsupstuff]

hello there may i ask about the irish accented fish guy? is he irish :0? he is very sweet with the cat, an iteration? very cool design :0

hi! of course you can ask about him! his full name is Fish Inside a Birdcage (here's his intro post if u wanna read about him a lil!) and he's like-!!!! i like to base my Iterator stuff at least a lil from existing real life cultures for quite a few reasons i shall not linger on rn

while he is very religious oriented which makes him very Buddhistic looking cuz of RW's religion inspo, he's meant to have small hints of Irish influence like certain words, he's meant to have a slight Irish accent to his words, but i've been tryin to aim especially for the Vibes that irish folk songs offer. them Irish folk have some of the best vibes in this world, i love u guys

here's him with his canonical cat bestie. thank you for the compliment!!!

#Spot says stuff #rw #oc tag #oh the amount of joy i felt when i found out that indeed the artist he's based off of is based from ireland... #I KEEP feeling like im not representing the fact that he has irish influence in him well enough im still trynna weasle some of that into hi #i like to think that if the iterators could get drunk and he'd get pulled along with a group to a pub he would have a potty mouth and his- #-accent would get even more prominent

[bitegore]

idk about the rest of you but i genuinely don't make decisions high that I wouldn't make sober

#half because i think about things when i do them by either a) no thought instant impulse straight to action OR b) very close overthinking #and drugs dont usually do anything besides make me do more of one or the other #i dont really Do 'back off bc nervous' *except* when under the influence tbh bc i overthink tapping the brakes #so like i'm more likely to be like 'may be i shouldn't get an impulse tattoo from this random person' while high than sober #this is a me problem #other half is just because i will commit to such dumb shit anyway and have enough wrong with me that my sober instincts and desires are #p much totally in line with my influenced ones as far as i've seen #im never sobering up like 'what was i thinking' i always know what i was thinking ans usually im like 'yeah good call' about it #being DRUNK is the only one I don't really feel that way about and is because it's bad for my mental health but like ive never really done #something while drunk i wouldn't do while sober either i just usually feel a little off kilter about it #red rambles

[of-mutts-and-men]

I’ve got some alcohol and a fully charged vibe u know what that means >:)))

#i feel like i get drunk once a week #am I annoying 🥺 be honest #im sad this time so im gonna jack off about it #bottoms up

[soldier-poet-king]

my gaming pc is just????? shot to hell???? IDK WHAT HAPPENED ive been trying every fix i know for the past 3 hours to NO avail and it's like

at this point i might have to take it in but idek WHERE to take it, i bought it custom in 2020, and i have fairly decent knowledge and have taken it apart and reassembled it, but whatever this is, is beyond my ability to diagnose\

i am truly just. SO upset. i would gladly welcome an asshole mainsplaining techbro into my home rn if he could FIX THIS without my having to spend a zillion dollars and play the anxiety waiting game for a professional diagnosis

#the duality of fran #yeah yeah there are worse things #but i wanna play bg3 and cry #im very small and very tired and overwhelmed #fans are on incl gpu fans #so i dont think its a power issue #BUT power button light isnt on and pc wont shut down unless i cut off the power at the outlet #like i cant just hold to shut down #let alone get a signal to the monitor #tried resetting the cmos to factory settings to see if it would reset the bios #no luck\ #unplugged and replugged the RAM and gpu in case smthn was disconnected for whatever reason. no luck #like idk what to do beyond this! idk how to diagnose what's wrong bc i cant narrow down whats malfunctioning #i cant even get it to boot up properly #and i dont want to keep half booting it up and then murdering it by unplugging since the power button isnt working #\i feel like the power button not shutting it down is significant but idk what to DO with that info #fuck me. i need to get drunk and cry but i have work tmrw and i have to go to this important out of office meeting ALONE WITH STRANGERS #AND i took off the tattoo bandaid and im SO itchy and one spot is a lil oozy right in the elbow crease

[newfeeling77]

im starting to accept the fact that i have a really hard time functioning sober and thats not good, and when i think about that i get scared that it means ill never be able to drink or do drugs again, which probably means that i definitely shouldn’t

#i have therapy today which is good #bc ive been doing nothing but hurting myself every which way for 2 weeks #i just have to actually make myself go bc i havent slept normally all week i feel terrible #i dont know its so embarrassing honestly #but when im sober i cannot relax i cannot be happy #im so overwhelmed by feeling and seeing and hearing every single thing happening around me #and every thought in my head coming at me at once #i just freak out and i cant focus or shut my mind off without getting high or drunk #so im so fucking high strung and cant sleep or eat bc i wont stop thinking #so i have to do something right #i dont know how else to cope with it

[isdalinarhot]

dalinar and sadeas. press their coochies together and frot/scissor with such a fucking vengeance. like the thrill is glowing in their eyes. and the end result is a little coupon that says. dalinar you are so good at being an absent father. sadeas you are a bonus code but maybe just maybe you can be an absent father too. depending on how things work out. god imagine if adolin and renarin were sadalinar kids and they had to deal with 2 absent fathers and 0 mothers growing up. theyd be so fucked up

#i have tags for this post but i forgot them in my drunken ignorance let me remember them #okay i think i rememeber. i think sadeas as the one who gets pregnant is a titch hotter because hes skinnier #so when he gets soooo trhired trimester big belly its like more noticable and more of a thing people can see #its like wow! hot <3 #but like with dalinar its like whatever! whatever. but we can still have transmasc dalinar and transfem evi. we can still get dalinar pregn #nt #okay?????? okay #idk man idk #im too drunk to feel shame<3 sorry for all you plebs at home #anyway i am in great need of sadeas failing big time at fatherhood #like oh look at my adorable five year old sons. am i gonna stop them from falling off a high ledge? no i will not #luke.txt #drunkposting #hey look an ask #sorry about this one folks

[clownboy-yeehonk]

Was anyone gonna tell me that vitamin d supplements can give you insomnia before I unintentionally turned my life into a sleep deprivation study

#i crunched the numbers and ive only gotten 8 hours of sleep since i woke up on thursday morning #i was awake for 25 hours slept for 2 then awake for like another 20 hours and was drunk for a good part of that #slept for 2 hours and then got a 3 hour nap this afternoon #like i feel ok momentarily but the crash is coming i can sense the rumblings #and like yes some of this was self imposed like i made certain choices #but like i guess the good news is that im less fatigued?? which is nice bc i spent most of a week off sleeping 12 hours every night #and still being exhausted so like good news science works but im beginning to feel Unwell™️ #🙃

[hella1975]

me and my (also bi) flatmate were talking about date guy last week and out of nowhere she goes 'if you get a boyfriend im gonna be so annoyed we haven't even done anything gay together yet' and like i laughed it off but i keep remembering it bc we dont have a flirty friendship AT ALL like even in the moment it came WAY out of left field and im just here like hold on was gay shit ON THE TABLE??? NO ONE TOLD ME

#furious #you know that tiktok audio that's like 'i am not trying to seduce you... would you like me to seduce you?' #and it started off as a smirky flirty thing but the gays and neurodivergents #latched onto their own interpretation where it's more like #'wait.... did you WANT me to seduce you?' #i feel like that rn #like me and her have a very hateful relationship LMAO the only time we're ever nice to each other is when we're drunk #which is so funny bc she is actually one of my favourite people and she's told me im one of hers #so we go from sober and 'i literally despise you i cant wait to live without you next year' #to drunk and 'DONT GO TO AMERICA FOR YOUR PLACEMENT DONT LEAVE ME HERE' lmaooo #so being NICE is odd for us let alone being FLIRTY #like she said it and even when i didnt even consider the repurcussions i was like 'idk how to respond to that' #bc i have a hundred mean responses ready and waiting for her but NOTHING to respond to that with #like i literally said 'as if you'd be my type' but it just didn't hit as well bc she was being NICE/SUGGESTIVE #UGH IDK #like i dont fancy her like that btw and i dont think she likes me like that either it's v much platonic #but bisexuals will be bisexuals i v much think it's part of bisexual culture now to just hook up with any other bisexual you find #hella goes to uni

[leecherish]

whatever, can everyone go and be all niceys to me please

#cw alcohol #sad bc had to leave friend's bday party early due to Getting So Drunk #so now im hungover n feeling all sad and volatile and also tummy hurts and am anxious about skipping todays lectures #also i got upset bc a person ive never met (but is friends with the afforementioned friend and is in their discord) was mean to me #but apparently he wasnt even mean im just insecure and way too sensitive and misinterpret the tone bc of an emoji. #i fucking hate my life!!!! why did i have to drink that much!!!! #im 25 this isnt fun anymore!!! #i could have stayed and watched lord of the rings with them but nooo i had to leave #and to top it all off. Other Problems that are Bothering me and am going to therapy about #could it been the reason ive lost control to begin with? Maybe! No Idea! #shit sucks man. it rly does #tbd