#im going to go home eat lunch flop at this job interview for a job i dont really want

[bsaka7]

Sorry if this is weird or anything but re:the post you rb'd abt fanfic... i adore all your writing - you're such a talent, thank you for sharing the things you write!

I really do think of your stories a lot - as slashfic it is wonderful and very much appreciated, but so much of it just leaves me with a lasting impression of a theme or feeling that I can't shake; beyond the story itself. You have an incredible way with words, managing to convey things wholly but without any exaggeration, which makes for a perfect and usually heart-rending read

Thank you again :)

definitely not weird!!! i appreciate and cherish what everyone says about my writing and i am always deeply grateful for your comments. i'm clutching this ask like when otters float on their backs with the clam pressed to their chest!!! i often think that i'm -- trying too hard with fic, or i think too hard about it. i'm very glad that themes and feelings stuck with you because that is so often what i am trying to impart. i think -- i have these questions that go round and round in my head (connection, meaning, misdirection, etc) and sometimes my fic is a way of trying to figure out one perspective or another on those things, or is responding to something i've read in a book (i swear i'm not that pretentious okay. a little. but not TOO bad i hope.), or is just. i think this would be cool (or hot) can i execute it!! and i throw this all out to you guys and you are always far too kind. anyway long story short i really appreciate u and appreciate everyone who likes my writing haha!! i've only ever written like...history papers for school so you guys have seen nearly all the creative writing i've done in my entire life so it's very nice that you enjoy! and it's such an honor that anything i write sticks with u <333333333333333

#i think of my writing like. two ways #1) like hacking at a text with an axe until theres something there #and 2) i think. i really do value trying to say complex things in simple language. idk. #its not that i don't KNOW big words but i don't. i don't really think in them???? and so i don't write in them #this was fairly true in school as well. like i know what. epistemic means. i guess i am vaguely interested epistemological matters. #but like. idk. it makes more sense to me. at times. to just be like. oh this s relating to knowledge itself etc. #not that theres not room for the word #and so when people remark on that aspect of. how i write i guess. #i used to think it was more of a failing than i think it is now #[insert that quote about how its more painful to describe things as they actually are] [not that i do this but yea] #so its always. idk. shocking and nice to me that u guys like it #okay ENOUGH RAMBLING THANK U VERY MUCH FOR THE NICE COMMENT #im going to go home eat lunch flop at this job interview for a job i dont really want #then maybe watch the second half of the brazil game #ask #sorry i guess u said i didnt have to answer and i appreciate that too #this bad boy going in the nice comments screenshot folder #but i am answering bc i like to talk :P #Idk we all know i go through it about engagement on this blog #And like. How I feel. Seperate from some chunks of. People in the same boat #So it's nice. It's always nice

[toomanysurveys9]

What were you doing 45 minutes ago? almost home probably. What’s the longest you have gone without sleep? almost 48 hours. What was the last thing you said aloud? i told lillith to not hold eliana like she had her. Have you bought anything new this week? i don’t think so. no money. Name one person who made you smile today. my kids. that’s two people. but i’m a rebel.

What’s the last thing you had to drink? a green monster. Ever go camping? eh. i don’t know if you’d count what i’ve done as camping. lol. but kind of? What’s your favorite candy? reese cups. Do you send messages on Facebook a lot? sometimes i guess. What’s the best ice cream flavor? depends where i’m getting it from. if it’s from the chief, their strawberry or peanut butter seems to be my favorite this year. Have you ever gone to a strip club? no. i have no interest to either. Last sporting event you watched? i don’t watch them. What color is your toothbrush? blue and white. Have you ever made a promise you swore to keep? well, yeah. i think most kids do at some point. What were you doing at 8am this morning? trying to get the energy to get up for my second interview/job shadowing for the registered behavior technician position. WHICH I GOT BY THE WAY. i just have to do a 40 hour course and past a test to become a RBT and then i can start. Anything you wish you could change? well, yes. Do you go in at a fast food place or drive thru? mostly drive-thru. jacob doesn’t like to go in. What do you think when you hear Australia? steve irwin. Who’s the last person you talked to on the phone? i don’t remember.. Do you like Chinese food over pizza? not lately. it’s been awhile since i’ve had chinese food. Favorite pair of shoes/boots you wear all the time? i don’t really have a favorite pair. but i usually wear my flip flops. they’re not all that comfy though. What do you see when you look up? the ceiling. Do you have a tan? nooo. Biggest annoyance in life right now? not having our own house. lol. it has its pros and cons. Do any of your friends have children? a majority of them do. Who was the last person you talked to over IM? i don’t know and don’t feel like looking. Are you jealous of anyone? not jealous, i don’t think. although maybe a little bit for people with their lives together or husbands that actually show they love and care about their wife and kids... i definitely have a good dose of envy probably more than jealousy. What color is your watch? i use my phone. Where is your dad? in his room. Any plans today? nope. just gotta wait for jacob to get home so i can feed him, myself, and wyatt (wyatt had a late lunch so he isn’t ready to eat yet or he would). Do you drink your soda with a straw? depends. if we’re out and they give us one, yes. if not, then not usually. Last song listened to? i don’t remember. it was just a song on the radio. Do you take vitamins daily? i should since i’m still breastfeeding but no. Is anyone jealous of you? i highly doubt that. lol. For your next survey, would you rather it be long, short or medium? it’s a little easier to finish the shorter ones. but i prefer medium to long ones. lol. What are you doing tomorrow? no plans. have to make our house payment if i can swing it. What’s your favorite number? i don’t have one. Do you have a maid come in and clean your house? nope. although it wouldn’t hurt if we did. ha. Does it bother you when surveys ask for people’s names? not really. What do you usually do during the day? hang out with my babies. i hate that it’s going to change soon because i had to get a job. and i’m scared because my mom’s health is still not great. but jacob’s not willing to step up and i’ve gotta do what i have to do. Can you say the alphabet backwards? i could. What’s your birthstone? sapphire. Do you love someone? of course i do. Do you use the word “Hello” daily? maybe not hello exactly... but i probably say some form of it daily. Cedar Point or Six Flags? i can’t remember which one i went to. i think it was cedar point though . Have you ever slept in until 1 PM? probably. it’s been awhile though. Do you believe in love at first sight? not romantic love at first sight. but i’m a mom. so i definitely think it’s possible to love someone when you first see them. Do you like the show Viva La Bam? i’ve never seen it. List 5 favorite colors. black, blue, purple, and gray. i don’t know of a fifth i’d consider a favorite. Is it cloudy today? a bit. it might storm tonight. Last CD you listened to? panic at the disco. Is there something you want to tell someone? not that i feel like posting here. When you eat Frosted Flakes, do you add sugar in it? nope. it’s sweet enough without adding to it. Has someone ever hurt you before? yeah. many people have. How many kids do you want to have? i have two and they’re the perfect two for me. Have you ever gone behind your parents backs? yeah. Have you ever lost someone? yeah. it sucks. What’s your favorite thing in your room? hm. my hufflepuff pillow. Where is your best friend right now? i don’t know. Who’s the biggest hugger you know? no one comes to mind. Where did you get your worst scar from? a manager at mcdonalds pushed me into a fryer basket i had just pulled out. What time did you wake up today? it was a little before 7 i think. Do you want to change your name? nope. it’s fine. Have you ever tried to erase someone from your memory? i guess so. it never works. Does it bother you when people don’t spell correctly? i’m kind of used to it. my mom struggles with reading and writing. Last meal? i had a sub for lunch from subway. it was ham, pepper jack cheese, spinach, tomatoes, green peppers, onions, black olives, and mayo. Do you like coco pebbles the cereal? yeah. Last time you saw your father? it was soon after we got home. i don’t know exactly how long ago, but it wasn’t too long ago. Last time you cried? not too long ago. my last really good cry was my birthday because my mom and jacob got mad at me. over stupid shit i had no control over.

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