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karmanticmoved · 5 years

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1. describe yourself.

uh,, emotional ig, dumbass, quiet, exhausted all of the time, v queer, healthy mix of feminine and masculine, insecure, and not tha t great tbh. kinda a pussy ass b itch

2. if you could go anywhere for a week all expenses paid where would it be?

idrk. maybe somewhere like a hella nice beach in another country, maybe somewhere in europe. i like travelling but i hate the travel to get there and have no money so i havent put thought into it. maybe hawaii or somewhere like that.

3. do you have siblings?

the one thats still alive is my half brother

4. what is your favorite constellation, why?

orion maybe bc i don't know a lot but i can see that one from my bedroom window even in the city n idk. its comforting. or scorpius cause i'm a scorpio

5. favorite color.

yellow, pink, or blue.

6. what kind of music do you listen to?

almost anything. whatever catches my interest.

7. favorite flower. (you can name as many as you want cause flowers are awesome)

forgot what i said last time but those

yellow carnations i think?

8. if you could do magic, what is the first spell you would learn?

maybe smth to put myself to sleep immediately bc f uCk

9. favorite childhood memory.

my summer camp memories are pretty great. also memories of my dad and i going fishing are good.

10. have you ever been cheated on?

i mean in theory i couldve been bc online relationships but no. n im polyam and have identified as such for a majority of my relationships so no.

11. if you could describe your perfect room, what would it be?

big but not too big, yknow? like big enough that it can be filled and have room to walk around and lay on the ground or whatever but not Empty. and a pretty big bed to stretch out on, n a closet in the room. multiple windows w blackout curtains so theres light but it can be blocked out. n fluffy rugs or carpeting but preferably rugs in case smth spills so we can get it out of at least Remove the rug. and probably a cat tree thing in corner for dipper. n a computer desk and actual lights that light up the whole room. but probably,, fairy lights too bc full lights too bright. and i kinda want a pink room but blue or yellow work also. a nd pride flags on the walls + posters and various other stuff bc plain walls are boring. and tons n tons of b ooks too.

12. favorite animal.

river otter

13. what was the last photo you took of?

cat

14. do you believe in soul mates?

i'm not sure. i do kinda think there are people who you will like. really really click with and who become so important in your life that they're like. apart of u yknow? but i don't think that anyone as an individual needs to keep those people in their life forever. they arent destined to stay with them, and they shouldnt force that relationship (platonic, familial, romantic, or whatever) even if they were close for years and years. screw destiny. youll have people you care about, and sometimes you have to break that bond to save yourself, and thats okay. there will be other people who can and will be just as important. that got kinda off topic skbsks. i don't think theres really like Destiny soulmates. but there could be like. soulmates in the sense of for however long we're together, we're soul bonded. even if its not forever. does that even make se nse skbsns

15. do you hang toilet paper over or under?

over is the one thats socially acceptable right

16. your go to place to eat & your favorite thing to get there.

idk theres a place near a movie theater closeish to my house and its a nice little cafe and i dont eat there bc i dont eat much in general but i get their bubble tea and i love. raspberry bubble tea w rose popping bubbles. its comfort drink.

17. do you believe everything happens for a reason?

no. sometimes shit happens for no reason, and its bullshit, but you can't reverse it, so you gotta figure out how to move on from it.

18. guilty pressures?

im assuming thats meant to be pleasures

umm,, idrk. i don't know what exactly i like that would count as a guilty pleasure so,,

19. favorite mythical creature, why?

merpeople are s o cool i fuckin. love funky aquatic pals hell yeah. maybe im just Water babey but. they're rad. dragons are also hella cool bc like dragons???? theyre scaly and prett y and can breathe fire or have wings and kill u?? also like selkies bc again. water. but i used to hear a lot of stories abt them and theyre so nea t

20. something most people don’t know about you.

i have the potential to be a huge asshole and also kinda Wish to fuckin murder someone sometimes but. i act nice most of the time anyway.

not murder murder but i can get angr y enough that i just wanna Stab smth

21. where did you grow up, what was it like?

grew up kinda near the edge of the city, still in it but not like the main city area. in western washington. it was kinda rly boring, i used to spend a lot more time outside or just by myself playing with leaves or toys or whatever. when i had friends i played make believe w them even when outside of school. so yeah. boring id say.

22. do you believe aliens exist?

sure.

23. what was your last google search?

other than names for some actors n stuff, i was looking up various star wars things

24. what did your last relationship teach you?

the one that like. ended? i guess thatd be. be careful with your own feelings and try to figure them out before jumping into anything, and also don't try to force smth that in reality isnt really working.

25. would you relocate for love?

honestly yeah

26. do you hold grudges or forgive easy?

both. it just depends on how badly i or someone i care about was hurt by it. more likely to hold a grudge if a friend was hurt by someone d eep enough to leave a lasting impact or if they don't get a genuine apology i will be 🔫🔫. or if the person keeps hurting them. even if that person is also my friend.

27. favorite book.

favorite graphic novel is bloom by kevin panetta

favorite books in general are autoboyography, more happy than not, and what if its us. all gay. i know. its okay. im a kinnie.

28. do you consider yourself an extrovert or introvert?

introvert by far

29. have you ever kept a journal, do you now?

i tried once. i probably will have to once i go see a therapist, or at least one for my Bad Thoughts

30. top 5 favorite movies.

in no particular order

little shop of horrors, love simon, coco, it (2017 and 1990), and shazam! ig? maybe others but i definitely Forgot all the shit ive watched

31. do you believe that everything happens for a reason?

32. what is your greatest fear?

definitely gotta be all of the people i love hating me and abandoning me or secretly hating me and then leaving me without saying anything. and the worst part is im always afraid its gonna happen babeyy

33. favorite alcoholic beverage.

im baby

34. most embarrassing thing you’ve done.

im embarrassed by my own existence. i don't remember the Most embarrassing thing

35. do you believe in ghosts?

not until i have proof that i can actually trust and believe in

36. what is the best and worst part of your personality?

idk ig im nice. but im also. very easily set off on certain emotions especially the bad ones which sucks like especially jealousy bc i dont wanna!! feel jealous!! tho i think that ties into my greatest fear bc my brain immediately tells me im useless to everyone and they hate me. but. sometimes i get jealous and then feel bad for that and then hate myself for all of it. bc my friends deserve to hang out w other people and care about other people im just fucking stupid babey !!

37. should you split the dinner bill?

i rly don't get why you wouldnt tbh like if u both wanna be there u should both pay. but if one person gonna pay it should be the person that asked.

38. are you a good liar?

most of the time. when it comes to my mental health i can either lie great or im literally breaking down in front of the person so

39. what keeps you up at night?

depressing thoughts. anxiety about everything. wishing i could cuddle and fall asleep w jay. sometimes i just cant sleep bc im too restless.

40. would you rather go without your phone or music?

music. i need my phone to text my friends and i Need my friends

41. do you believe in god?

what god would let the world get to the point its at. what god would allow people to do such fucked up shit.

no. i don't.

42. how do you relax when frustrated?

cry, take a nap, take a shower, listen to music, cuddle dipper

43. what’s something that offends you?

when people go "oh yeah i support gay rights but im still gonna eat at chick fil a bc its good" like i get so fucking. pissed off by that. youre not gonna fucking s ta rv e without their goddamn chicken. i know a bi person who goes there and says its okay bc they dont Directly Give Their money to Specifically anti gay organisations but im just. ugh. fucking pissed bc there are other places to get food just avoid the one place for fucks sake. their food is good it doesnt matter. its like saying yeah pewdiepie is a bad person and nazi and a racist asshole but his videos r funni haha so im gonna watch him anyway

44. favorite food

i hate myself whenever i eat food

45. if you were on a 10 hour flight and could sit and talk to any person the entire time, who would it be?

@destinedformuchmore or @pinaplelee

46. when do you feel the most confident?

never? but ig i feel confident when working on tech construction during theater tech. as long as i know what im doing.

47. what do you do in your free time?

sleep. draw. cry. play video games. talk to my friends.

48. is there anyone who has completely lost your respect

matpat did for being a dick abt neopronouns and making a transphobic joke and only apologizing when a cis person told him to. not when hundreds of trans people did. and also other jokes that are inherently offensive to various groups. a n d for making extremely not Child friendly jokes in his videos which are very much targeted towards kids. say what you will about the target audience, there are a lot of children who watch them. please stop making creepy nsfw jokes if you won't even swear, sir.

49. have you ever broken someone’s heart?

i guess so yeah. but she also broke mine first.

50. did/do you play sports in school?

i did. i don't anymore bc highschool sports are bullshit but. basketball, ultimate, and soccer.

51. when are you happiest?

talkin 2 jay prolly

52. coffee or tea?

tea

53. what is one possession you own you wouldn’t want to live without?

my binder. or my stuffed cat puppet thing ive had since i was 7

54. what is the first thing you notice about a person?

their general emotions, mostly. like if theyre in a good mood or if theyre bored or distracted or whatever. or if they seem interested in actually talking to me

55. what is your favorite season, why?

fall. my birthday, the atmosphere is nice, it's pretty, its hoodie weather.

56. what makes you laugh?

stupid little comments or jokes my friends make tend to make me laugh a lot harder than i should but jabdn

57. are you a clean or messy person?

a mix. i Cannot have some things messy or i will ksjqkd. Die but i don't make my bed too often bc its ha rd when its against 3 walls.

58. what is important for a successful relationship?

communication communication communicati

talk about ur goddamn problems n keep talking to each other.

59. what was your upcoming like?

if thats supposed to be upbringing

idk, very relaxed. pretty easygoing and kinda boring.

60. favorite holiday?

any holiday in december rly. i don't celebrate a Lot but the atmosphere and others celebrating is nice to see. i kinda wish my parents did more to embrace the jewish part in our family blike. whatever. christmas is fun.

61. what is the first thing you’d do if you won the lottery?

give half of it to my parents. and then probably use it for plane ticket

62. what’s the best pizza topping combination?

hawaiian pizza. pinapple n canadian bacon ty

63. favorite outdoor activity.

frisbee

64. how are you? honestly.

not great. i want highschool to end.

65. would you rather go camping in the woods or stay at a beach resort?

idk. camping is fun but if i get to stay at the resort for free i would rly love 2 stay at a resort tbh ive never done that

66. what is the most beautiful thing in nature?

waterfalls. or rivers or just. water in nature. and very green forests. aNd snow.

67. favorite type of candy?

none

68. if your life was a book, what would be the title?

i can and will do arson, an autobiography

69. what movie quotes do you use of a regular bases?

i quote john mulaney and whatever my obsessions are pretty regularly

70. what was cool when you were young but not cool now?

silly bandz. pokemon cards. these weird unicorn figures i collected

71. what’s the craziest conversation you have ever eves dropped on?

im mostly the one having the weird conversations

72. what’s the most interesting documentary you’ve ever watched?

i watched one about dogs and cats and their evolution which was lit

73. what’s the worst hairstyle you’ve had?

when i let the lady just go fuckin ham on my hair bc i was watching spirit that horse movie and didnt wanna stop so it was. rly bad bangs and hella short in back but not the sides

74. what do you like to cook?

whatever im hungry for. i don't have the energy to cook a lot

75. what’s the coolest animal you’ve seen in the wild?

really pretty tropical fish

76. what’s the funniest tv show you’ve ever seen?

idk. i rly like schitts creek its pretty amusing

77. do you usually follow your heart or your head?

heart at first but my head if things get bad

78. what is your favorite quote?

"i have a splitting headache and i think i'm dying. how are you?"

or a character just saying "try harder" when another failed to do smth.

this is supposed to be deep or whatever but im in a Mood

79. what’s the weirdest crush you have ever had?

once had a crush on a character in a minecraft parody lmao

80. what’s your love language?

sending shit that makes me think of them. n just. making tons of stuff for them both online and irl like bracelets.

81. do you ever feel alone?

oh yeah. all the time. im not but it feels like i am which sucks

82. ever been bullied?

yeah

83. are you usually early or late?

late bc of my parents rip

84. what kind of art do you enjoy most?

drawing, or writing. also theater.

85. what do you wish you knew more about?

i just wish i could remember everything ive learned more about. i know a lot i just forget all.

id like to know more about forensics tho

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survivorbahamas · 7 years

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EPISODE ONE: “BYE MADDY DON’T BE SADDY” - WILLA

Okay but fuck everyone who said "JAIDEN SHOULDNT BE CAST" because I really just found an idol on DAY ONE and it's a sapphire idol which means? I'm ready to fuck some games up. Watch yourself @viewing audience of America

I feel like I got hit by a truck but I'm ready to play!

Kylie: Just showed up, she was in Johto and Malibu and apparently is good at getting control

Jenna/Zach: I don't know anything about them

Rob: Boyyyy We played in Divergent together but we didn't know it was each other so now we get to play for real

Gage: he's ok

Hi! OMG! I'm ecstatic to be here! I know I'm not a strong personality in this community but I am ready to be playing with the cards I'm dealt with. I love my tribe already. Its a pretty pink one, and I'm a complete sucker for anything pink/purple. So I hope that these other people are willing to hand me an adventure cause I don't want to be premerge, I want to make it far in this game, so I just hope and pray that they'll be able to grant me that wish!!

Honestly I'm p excited, this tribe seems really nice and I'm hoping everything works out well. But hey I guess we'll see how it goes

It hasn't even been an hour and I already found something related to the idol may God fucking help me on this journey

The B is back!!!!! So first off I only know Lily on my tribe, but that's okay because I love ha and she has a relationship with Nicholas so that's already half the tribe. I would hopefully be able to pull Will in in the case of a vote since I sooort of know him from Kauai where I hosted him. So on the off chance we actually have to vote, I think I'm okay. HOWEVER I'm hoping we can avoid tribal for a while since there are 3 tribes and therefor I assume a swap not too far off. Hopefully this season I can redeem myself for my flop ass appearance in Motu Maha (getting voted out pre-jury with an idol is never a good time) and win it all! xoxo The B

I would say I'm okay. I should at least not be the goat. Haha. I know Nicholas for Malibu. And Brian from Atlantis. Nicholas is such a sweetheart. I love him to death. We were in alliance and I flopped but he was always good to me. Brian however also in an alliance together.... went well until he lied to me and voted drew out and wasted my only advantage. Literally. Heart broken. I want to work with Brian because I also love him and think he's hilarious. Plus he's related to Jaclyn so that makes him just that much cooler. Hopefully things go well. Brian told me about where to go for the advantage place that I can't think of the name of right now. So hopefully I do well. I have a super busy weekend but I'm sure it will work out.

The last time I played, I was definitely given a raw deal. I did not play my hand right, I should've participated in the music video challenge, and it was the biggest reason I was voted out. I'm going to give it my all, I carried the Olympus Four when we were abandoned, KNOW THAT! http://www.newnownext.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/04/tumblr_n2fqgkgvLC1tticcuo1_500.gif This time, I want to up my social game. they won't see me coming. I'll be your shoulder to cry on, you can come to me for anything, I'll make myself in need of help so you think I need you, and then I'll snap your neck like that. I'll do it at the right time, and I'll be the fakest bitch imaginable, not that I already wasn't. http://stream1.gifsoup.com/view4/4881404/the-originals-klaus-snaps-neck-of-marcel-s-informant-o.gif Judging my fellow cigarettes, I like Mitch. He's pure, we played together before where Jaiden idiotically voted him out. I was vocal I was against the move. We bonded and he's someone that I want to take far with me because he will be a threat, he is super likable. I can see myself working with Zach, he's cool, but I worry because he has Julia Rae, and Mr. and Mrs. Rae won't be loyal to me. Gage has been MIA this first night. Kylie is... I don't know. She's there, she seems nice and she hates the heat, I might work with her. Jenna. Hmm, I'm sort of unsure of Jenna as of right now. I made a comment in the tribe chat how I haven't had Taco Bell and she replies "I found the first target!" https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/originals/97/00/0b/97000b9f755ec520983e27fd628af3b8.gif I redact giving her fives on jokers and telling her happy birthday, cause I'm petty. I will postpone me judging the urethra and izzy tribe. This confessional is already long as it is and I know it will be a bother to the hosts to read it hahaha!

Our tribe is amazing! Three winners, two people that easily could've (or should've depending on your opinion) won, and Jenny Guzon-Bae! We're gonna be unstoppable~

I love the urethra tribe I hope there isn't a tribe swap unless we start flopping at challenges lmao

I'm going to drag this tribe to victory whether they like it or not I'm just kidding I love them all and they're capable people

Honestly. Its already the first challenge and its only a reward and we already have an asshole who already is showboating left and right. Like cool we get that you have no life outside of this game and respond to the hosts' questions like ASAP. Now sit the fuck down and let some of the other tribes take a crack at the challenge.

Jaiden, Jaiden, Jaiden. What are you doing bud? You're supposed to help us WIN the challenge.... not screw it up for us, making a wrong impression on everyone else who isn't on at the moment. Like, what are you trying to do? Set us up for failure? Cause if that's your goal, you are doing a splendid job and that you need to be taken out first.

"Jaiden scores for Ysabela!" Unrealistic

Of course the one time I actually don't frick it up, Mitch's stupid ass spells it wrong and he gets it right. I guess that's what happens when we live in a society where we give people medals for trying instead of giving them to those who actually got the job done. I interpretated the rule as, "a place or name" being misspelled but whatever Mitch. Fuck you, bro. It'll feel real nice when I sapphire idol you the fuck out in a few rounds. Watch your back.

Hello there. It's me, Bodhi. I'm here on the Ysabela tribe, and I don't connect with ANYONE. (except for Dana who I know from before <3) I might be able to connect with Jaiden when I get the chance, he seems like someone I'd get along with /alright/ and I'll need that. I've talked for a fair amount of time with Julia and it was so uninteresting that I have no idea what we even talked about. Hopefully that's just a temporary thing. Adrian reacts in over the top silly ways that feel semi-artificial. I've barely talked to him so ideally that's a wrong impression. Dana I love, and I know that she'll protect me if she can <3 Chris hasn't even responded to me. I feel fucked by this tribe. Either everyone sucks, or I'm on the outs. I'd not be surprised by either. My plan is to keep talking and get closer with people. Hopefully I'll be included in any plans!!

I mean to be honest, it was pretty obvious from when I looked at the fact Cigateo had 14 points that we were never gonna win this challenge so... I never had high hopes

Okay.. randomly something that no one saw coming we're now catching up with Cigateo and I have been proved wrong

I hate Chris and Dana

It's hard. Rob knows he said he was going to be a neck-snapper, but he gave up. Rob's disillusioned with orgs to be honest. They're not fun for him and they've been so stressful. Rob met great people, but he also met not so great people. It's been a lot of disappointment. People don't talk to Rob. He messaged Zach yesterday and Zsch said nothing yet talks in Vl's. It makes him feel unimportant, which he is. Rob doesn't know what he wants in life, and he's lost. Ever since Rob started watching Survivor, it seemed so amazing to him. You go out in dangerous habitat and survive the wild and sneaky people to try and win a million dollars. It was amazing seeing Natalie Anderson win. And ever since, He dreamt of himself being in her position, having Jeff Probst say, the winner of Survivor in front of a live audience. It could even be in an org, but it's never going to happen. He is no winner, Rob won't get his happy moment, he won't even be on the actual show. Rob need to discover himself. Rob thought he was mature, but Rob's not. He's turning sixteen in 6 days, and there's still things he's learning about himself. He's emotional, and he need to just think about him, not other people. Rob needs to find himself, and then he can achieve his dream.

we won reward!! i'm super happy!! my social game is a bit weak right now, so i'm hoping to win immunity just so I can use that extra day or two to strengthen my bonds. If we go to tribal, I don't think im in the worst position because a) I helped in the reward, and b) I talk to Rob and Jenna quite a bit. I would obviously prefer not to go to tribal though!! i am boring right now, i know. But hopefully I can get my foot in the door and i'll be swinging my way to merge!! see you later xo

So I'm in an alliance now! I know it sounds really exciting, but its a 2 person alliance so it kinda lame, but I also love it. Alliance name: With Werthers We Win and its with the lovely Kai. Kai is a new player and is very active socially. He also watches the show and has some good ideas on how we can play the game together. He sounds really trustworthy but that doesn't mean that he wouldn't stab me in the back like everyone else. But he is a sweetheart and also hilarious. I can't wait to make it far in the game with this guy or die trying to. I of course also have Brian and Nicholas on my tribe that I need to think about. So we will see how things go. <3

y'all....... mitch is a life saver. + me? vote stealer? sext

Since this challenge is a complete crapshoot, I may as well go around and finally talk to everyone on my tribe.... zzz. I already talk to Julia and Adrian, so why do I need anyone else? Although I have this sapphire idol, I'd really hate to have to use it right now (or really any time before the merge), so I'm going to try and like, improve my standing with the tribe. Gotta increase that social game! I just realized today that we're part of a series which is wild. I thought this was a standalone game omfg

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s2GTbm4_LlE&feature=youtu.be

Ok so I fucking SLAUGHTERED that challenge. It was "name things that fit x category and start with the letter H" and I thought so far out of the box that I forgot to throw the immunity challenge. Dana is the only person on my tribe that I really like, but I'm close enough to everyone else that I know they'd vote on my side for the first vote. Dana and I are considering throwing a few challenges just to get rid of these inactive uninteresting people. I'd totally be down for that. I wish we'd lost this immunity challenge because Jaiden is REALLY getting on my nerves. He said swag unironically, and listens to screamo. Fuck. NEW DEATH GRIPS MUSIC CAME OUT TODAY. MY WHOLE LIFE MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE. By the time this confessional is released, it's incredibly likely that the whole album will be out. Fuck, I can't wait.

You never know what can happen. You can be the happiest man alive, and then the most tragic thing happens and it all changes at a dime. You're friend betrays you, you realize you've been lied to, or people lose their lives. It's scary, it's a scary world we live in, you don't know what could happen, and that's the scariest part, the fear of the unknown. But, we can't live in fear. Yes, the world is ugly, but we have to think of the positive and be prepared, that's all we can do. What's the point of living if you're not fully living it? Everyone, just let the people you know, you love them.

We did horribly on that reward challenge and we still managed to get first in the immunity challenge, EVEN WITH A TRIBE GETTING A 15% ADVANTAGE OVER US. Like that is fucking iconic, and really I don't know how to feel. Like when it was announced to us that we won, our tribe really celebrated because it really boosted our morale and really lifted spirits high.

well i think ive been doing pretty good this week! i talked to everyone and dont think ill ever be voted out if we go to tribal but we dont have to worry about it today bc we won immunity! so yeeehaw im not first boot B)

This is the worst possibly thing that could've happened however hopefully it should be an easy tribal because we have some inactive players

Easy tribal, bye Maddy don't be saddy

whew so this is my first confessional! i am in a pretty decent position on my tribe! i love all of the members and have talked to them all a ton besides madison. the vote tonight should be very easy and straightforward and also beneficial to cut the dead weight which has been holding us back thus far! i absolutely love and trust lily and know she has my back...for now!

mitch is still my dad and i haven't dm'd him once

"Our tribe has some good competitors - mostly Brian, so in most future challenges I think and hope we can succeed." Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

Alright, so I gotta catch up with the happenings of this game and my perspective in all of them. https://media.giphy.com/media/a3HwA77QREoo/giphy.gif So the game kicks off and I'm on the pretty pink tribe that's kind of like the color of watermelon sorbet (or perhaps strawberry sorbet.. it's been a long time since I've had sorbet... and now I want some). It's called Ysabela and I like to pronounce it like Isabella - the name! But then there's that issue of me probably saying it wrong and I should look it up. The other two tribes are colors that I don't know because I don't really care, but they're basically Cigarette and Urethra so they can go. https://media.giphy.com/media/kOX9joAqO9O2A/200.gif So on my tribe there are pretty much 0 people that I know and I'm living for it. The opportunity to meet new people and make new friends is what I live for. It's a wholesome diet. There's... Adrian, Bo dhi, Dana, Jaiden, and Julia It can be argued that I know Jaiden, but since we don't talk at all (and haven't really in the like.. one (maybe two) games that we've played together I'm going to say we don't know each other and stick with what I previously said. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Anyway, when the game started, the first challenge was for reward and it was a live trivia show about a Bahamas video that we had to watch. This was terrible timing for me as a player because I am moving very soon and am spending weekends and other free time to say my goodbyes to my friends because I may not be seeing them in person for quite the while. https://media.giphy.com/media/u3EIFVsTk4tZ6/giphy.gif Turns out the same or similar situation was effecting the rest of my tribe because we were bombing the challenge pretty hard. We literally ended with like.. 10 points and the opponents each had at least thirty. It was disgusting and I felt made me a target because I was only able to be online to score one point. Soooo... I got to work making sure to private message everyone on the tribe. At the very least, it would take away that "inactive" excuse to vote me out if each person had received a message from me individually. Dana responded and apologized to me for not speaking because she was graduating and said that she felt it made her a target and I chose to read into it because it seemed like she was reading into it. And she said that she hadn't heard any talk yet and that it would be naive of her to think that I had heard zero talk - but I'm not here to confirm that I haven't (and I haven't) so I told her that I hadn't heard anything and that - at the very least if we agree not to vote each other we only need one more number to successfully tie and that wouldn't be so bad. She agreed and said that she'd rather not tie. This is either the beginning of an alliance or the beginnings of me planning my own demise. You decide America! https://assets.wonderlandmagazine.com/uploads/2016/07/tumblr_inline_mk8zx0oWXU1qz4rgp.gif Everyone else who messaged me did not talk about game stuff, but we connected within the realm of our lives so that's neat? Anyway immunity was posted and it was the super most fun game of all the times Scattergories. Only it was like.. Tribal Scattergories where we couldn't talk to our tribes and had to submit in secret so like.. no strategizing for the group - only personally. And therefore the research that one had to conduct for success in this game had to be excessive since you'd have to potentially out think EVERYONE ELSE in the game. I knew I wasn't allowed to talk specifics about the game - so nothing about the specific categories or whatever because of the rules, but I still wanted to vaguely talk about it, so I chose to talk about like.. the game in general with Dana. Just like.. how I think Scattergories can be crazy when people try to make up answers and then have to justify them, etc. and apparently Dana found out that she was playing the game wrong and like.. flipped her lid on me. She told me she had been making HUGE LISTS for the game instead of just coming up with one thing that she thinks she would not have in common with other people and she thanked me for getting her back to the right path. And.. I personally see this as a small step towards solidifying something more solid? I dunno.. thought I'd mention it. Perhaps I'm reading too much into things. https://media1.popsugar-assets.com/files/thumbor/yQzKcvIWJyXW8yqOi6NMrUN4R-g/fit-in/1024x1024/filters:format_auto-!!-:strip_icc-!!-/2015/03/20/836/n/1922283/9009bad2892c3d87_tumblr_inline_n0ol7eBQT11ror8o2/i/She-Makes-Best-Application-Harvard-Has-Ever-Seen.gif Anyway... our tribe won first place in the challenge because pretty much our whole tribe dominated the challenge because we like to think outside the box and came up with some fun and obscure answers across the board. The other tribe - the one that went to tribal - threw some shade at us about the fact that we flopped the reward challenge but like.. it happens so I'm not too hung up about that. And if they think we're going to move on to the next challenges and flop then.. so be it. Anyway, they voted out Madison who, herself, self-voted so like. Good choice for them! On to bigger and better things! https://media.tenor.co/images/bc4f005c35ce50d7237f6dc35ac36ca3/tenor.gif

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