#im tired im tired im tired

[nezu-mi]

traumadumping this infodumping that how about you fuckindump me in a ditch bro

#im tired im tired im tired

[actual-changeling]

begging people to learn the difference between mental illnesses and neurodevelopmental disorders. all the traits that are a direct product of my neurodevelopmental disorders are not symptoms. i cannot fix them. they will never go away. you won't ask someone with chronic migraines to just stop feeling pain, don't ask me to learn how to do things that my brain physically cannot do.

start supporting weird people, the freaks, the ones that are too loud or too quiet, the ones that don't fit in and don't talk or move or behave the way you think they should. stop trying to expect people to fit your mold of what someone should be like, your standards are all fine and dandy but disabled people will not be able to live up to them and we shouldn't have to to be respected

#alex yells at the void #this post is sponsored by the profound social isolation and ostracisation i pulled by being too fucking autistic to be liked #yes i was bullied all throughout school why do you ask /j #im tired im tired im tired #theres a difference between making an effort in relationships and having to twist yourself into shapes to make people like you #if you dont like me kindly fuck off im done trying to change myself #i already hate myself down to the bone and youre not helping also my therapist says im fine the way i am and dont need to change #so fuck you signed by my therapist

[bookskittychad]

I feel like white people will never fully grasp how much white supremacy can fuck a person of color up. my whole life growing up is seeing how perfect we think white people are, we think they're more advanced us, they're More progressive than us, they're more beautiful, the more you look like them the prettier you are, their men are gentler, their women are smarter, their children are more obedient. A lot of us wish they could escape their countries so they could live more fulfilling lives over there in the west. our governments treat white people like royalty, if you're a white person no one can hurt you here, or look at you wrong, your life is more precious than ours. A tragedy can happen here, and we're used to it, a tragedy happens over there, the whole world would talk about it including us. most of the people in my country can not afford to drink from starbucks or eat at Mcdonalds, but i go on the internet to see white people whine and play the victims, saying that they can't possibly live without going to starbucks, that this is where they get their comfort drinks. seeing white people act like they care about poc or queer people in their country as an excuse to vote for biden, saying that sure there's a genocide going on in Palestine and that this is bad, but somehow voting for anyone other than the guy who's funding said genocide is EVEN WORSE bc then a genocide will happen to the people living in the us. and all I can think about is how some of you people deserve to get punched in the face.

#im tired im tired im tired #this is more than a vent post than anything #but im tired of white people can you all SHUT THE FUCK UP

[summerlycoris]

Guess whos potentially working a triple tomorrow?????????

Im going to transform into my final form if this shit keeps up i swear to god.

#summerly talks #im just. gonna have to tell my boss that. effective immediately. i cant work the weekend anymore #sad because its good money #but this is becoming a fucking pattern and if it does i may actually dive into a fission reactor while singing meltdown ;_; #like. i was okay with the double? my coworker called in because her baby was sick #and she promised me if i couldnt get anyone to cover for my am shift tomorrow she would take it #then at like 9pm i get a text saying. she cant. her baby wont let her leave #and i feel selfish because. she has a baby. but i have cats and luckily i was able to drop by today to pick up my sleepover kit #and also make sure minty had food. (fieldie has an auto feeder so hes okay) #and i just. want to go home #the reality is i cant. i cant go. not unless one of the people i texted gets back to me saying theyll come in #and no one has yet. its 11pm. no one will at this point. #im tired im tired im tired #i dont want to end up like i did at my ladt job. giving away entirely too much of me and destroying myself #ive already lost most if not all of my passion for this job #and when i was younger i dreamt of working with disabled people. i burnt too quick and now im a shell of what i was #but this is the only thing im trained for that would allow me to like. keep my home #maybe if or when i move to brisbane i can look into a different job. do an it course idk. something where there's less people skills needed #i better try to get some sleep orz tonights gonna be a bitch of a thing

[every-dayiwakeup]

"I hate him as a character but Dacre can pull off a mullet"

#im at my limit #and for the love of god keep your shit to the tags or just dont reblog #im tired im tired im tired #fandom wank #tw fandom wank #nah bc WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE THEN #you dont see us doing this type of shit with Eddie

[sidsthekid]

taking shots at ricky? the fuckin gall of a team that wishes it were half as pretty as our group of old men

#im tired im tired im tired #pens lb

[izzysobstetrician]

hold on. furfurs an actual character. I thought this was a Tim situation

#im tired im tired im tired #good omens

[blazingstarship]

Uuuuuuggghhhhhhh

#im tired im tired im tired #first part of the study days survived #now tomorrow and then off for four days #now Im wondering if I should ask the sixth grade teacher if I can help on their camp too since I know these kids for a very long time and #Im sure they would love to have me there instead of this other teacher #but i dont think so

[betasuppe]

Sometimes you realize the fights you've been battling weren't worth it all along

and it's ok to just give in & give up in these cases.

The battle isn't always worth the fight.

#im tired im tired im tired #deleting things is therapeutic unfortunately #idk guys im just so not cut out for anything lol

[ajokeformur-ray]

Am I really dropping the ball less than a week until the end of uni? I think so.

I mean, there's time to fix it. But like. I'm not even sure I wanna. I will. But I don't know if I wanna.

This is the biggest and last set of stairs to climb before no uni until October. And what am I doing? Everything except what I should be.

#kicking my ass outta bed rn #am sleepy and i don't wanna but i gotta study before work training and then after work training too #im tired im tired im tired

[awesamforehead]

#im tired im tired im tired #let this nightmare end please

[chaosandthe-deadblog]

augh aro loneliness is like i want a girlfriend i cant be attracted to someone that way so i'll never have one. i want to have a partner but the thought gives me anxiety. all my friends talk about is their relationships. they'll put their partners before me always. and can i blame them? we are only friends. they'll never love me like i love them.

#red.txt #yersonal #im tired im tired im tired

[boxylic]

#doodl #everything is so hard and my bones are floppy #im tired im tired im tired #i just wanna draw againnnn

[butcherhog]

LOVEEEEEEE occasionally checking biology tags bc i like looking at bugs and microorganisms etc DO NOT love getting recommended ""#biology"" posts from terfs on my dashboard 5 seconds later

#stront.txt #im tired im tired im tired

[tayyloryork]

.

#hahahahhahaha why was i born into this family :) #why are my mom and brother narcissists who treat me like shit #why does my dad enable them and let them hurt me #why am i too fucking useless as a person to move away and be on my own #im tired im tired im tired

[krumbaphant]

"why is my kid still getting a d" idk maam he never brings his homework even when i give reminders so why arent you making sure your kid does his shit

#d speaks #i can work on things with him in class til my face turns blue but its not on me if he cant stay focused and its doubly not on me #if he doesnt make the effort! #im tired im tired im tired