My bf doesn't have Tumblr but it's our 7 month today so I just want to say stuff cause I'm v happy
At first, it was a little hard for me to accept that he can't feel things to the absolute extreme degree that I do (bpd), but the longer we are together, the more I learn that he loves in his own way, just like everyone else. And that's ok. I really am ok with that as long as he's not stone cold, which he never is. Our relationship started to flourish the second I started to learn his love language and realized that he truly does show his love in ways that are meaningful, even if it's not how I show my love.
We are long distance. I live in the states, he lives in Wales (#indywales btw). He sent me a magnet of the Welsh flag and I sleep with it on the side of me every night now. He also sent me homemade Welsh cakes that were delicious. Every day he asks me if I slept ok, he asks me how I feel, encourages me to eat and rest. He reassures me when I ask, he tells me he's proud of me when I use skills I've learned in therapy, but at the same time he tells me that it's ok to slip up if I don't.
I've been listening to this song that reminds me a lot of our relationship, especially these lyrics
"Look around
We made a garden of the love we found
So many reasons I would fight to stay
You're the courage when I fade
Take a look at what we've made"
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I want
I want my health back
I want happiness for all my family
I want a cure for my diabetes and spinal issues
I want a litter free Swansea
I want peace and no more wars
I want crime to become a thing of our pasts
I want cleaner air to breathe
I want jobs for all the young people
I want cheaper house prices for first time buyers
I want to be a football player
I want to make people laugh like Mr Bean
I want to dance like Michael Jackson
I want to be famous to be known around the world
I want to play football for France because it is my country
I want to always help people when they need help
I want to meet a famous celebrity
I want people to be happy it doesn’t matter who it is
I want to stop the violence around the world
I want my neighbour to be happy
I want a shadow’s corpse
I want four tea-forks of sign language
I want a knee cap on your nose so you can smell around corners
I want Francis Bacon’s French ham
I want fourteen miles of levitating whips
I want a bee skin rug
I want a jewellery sandwich
I want three horse of opium
I want a pair of trousers made of a corduroy argument
I want Salvador Dali as the new Dr Who
I want to be healthy again no pain
I want clean, healthy air
I want happiness for my family
I want no wars. Please.
I want to win the lotto. Haha.
I want a litter free town (Swansea)
I want no dog poo and take note
I want jobs for all who want to work
I want the Labour party
I want to smile and be smiled back at. Ha ha.
I want free wool
I want more laughing
I want the re-introduction of Welsh Dragons
I want more sunshine in Wales
I want more 80s music
I want free drinks if you’re ginger
I want six month holidays twice a year
I want a National Flipflop Day
I want diets that work in a week
I want compulsory wine Wednesday
I want everyone to have money
I want everyone to have a home
I want everyone to have rights
I want war to stop
I want to travel anywhere without being followed
I want to work at 13 as you’re a teen
I want school to not give detention for silly reasons
I want to stop changing rules in the world
I want to give everyone a chance to do talents
I want to have fun
I want a normal life
I want a life where there aren’t any stupidities, bullies, currency, idiotic politicians, walls (both figurative and literal), door and where all illnesses are cured with LAUGHTER.
I want Wales to make her own choices about how to be better! #IndyWales
Bod un meun miliwn o sianclwyr Cymraeg
I want fairness
I want education to not make people think learning is a forced march
I want changing the world to be accompanied by coffee and cake
I want no more Victorian values like “deserving” and “undeserving” poor
Gwlad yn hollo clwyieithog (a heb cwyno am fy sillafu Cymraeg dyswraidd)
I want non- angry twitter/comments threads
I want forming better habits to be easier
I want “representative” democracy to be actually representative
I want my children to show a bi of interest in something other than the internet
I want to have a big belly laugh
I want the inhabitants of Grenfell Tower to be rehoused in the plush apartments of Kensington
I want my daughter to smile and look like she is having fun
I want to have nice teeth
I want to make people laugh
I want to lie in a Jacuzzi and be fed champagne and salted crisps
I want the day to be longer
I want to skip along a clifftop without feeling like I’m going to fall off or over
I want to smash the patriarchy
I want a female doctor
I want better queer representation on TV and film
I want Jeremy Corbyn for PM
I want to pet all the dogs
I want Trump to be impeached
I want less rain
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