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punktactical · 2 months

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LOVESICK , caesar clown

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summary ; loving sex between two lovesick idiots.

warnings ; 18+ content , soft sex , fluff , gender neutral terms used , afab reader , p-in-v , established relationship , loser x slightly cooler loser

a/n ; i wasnt a fan of this guy before writing this but istg after this, i have been converted. im being so real rn writing this CHANGED me. anyways ! thank you @usopp-enjoyer for requesting this ! i had lots of fun writing it <333

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caesar clown, a well-known scientist throughout the world. he's cruel, arrogant, sinister, and evil ! a person like him deserves no love, no affection, no nothing ! and yet, there's you, who gives all of that to him. his loving, kind, and gracious partner.

you praised and pampered him, always showering him in unneeded affection, as monet says. people call you stupid, for falling for a man like that, but you don't care. if anything, he's the stupid one when it comes to you. he might be that evil man he is, but he turns into mush once confronted with you.

caesar was a fool for you, despite the genius scientist he claims to be, he can't resist you, ever. you were divine, ethereal, unreal. he couldn't believe a person so angelic would ever fall for him.

the thing is, you were the one who fell first, he just fell harder. so when he came proposing to you to be his life-long partner in crime, how could you refuse?

you both are utterly and deeply in love with each other, there's no denying it !

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sex with ceasar is slow, to his disappointment. he'd love to rush things and get his stress out, but you promise him that'll be much more refreshing if you take things slow. you're always right by the end of it, he feels much more relaxed and content, but he'd never admit it.

you both cuddle before, during, and after sex. it's an absolute need, for both caesar and you. he's a needy loser and you're a touch-starved mess, the only thing you two need is each other, always touching.

is there a top and a bottom? not really, you both just lay on your sides and begin feeling each other up. on rare occasion, you'll ride him, if he's feeling extra tired.

you do most of the work, considering how bratty caesar is. he demands to be satisfied first. you don't mind, you know he'll help you reach your release eventually. you'll be patient.

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laying in bed with caesar, your faces were mere inches away from each other, hot breath fanning each other's faces. you were sliding your cunt over his throbbing cock, coating it in your slick. he hisses, hands gripping your hips. "please- just let me stick it in you already." you chuckle, running your hand across his chest, peppering it in kisses. "can you be any more un-gentlemanly?" your hand wanders to his cock, handling it with care and guiding it towards your entrance.

you slowly begin to sink yourself onto it, throwing your head back and biting your lip. ceasar quickly kisses you, groaning at the feeling of your gummy walls clenching around him. "it's fine. fuck- put the rest in later . . ." he mumbles against your lips, hazel pupils gazing into yours lovingly. "mm . . . i can take it !" sucking up the pain, you pierce yourself on his cock, squealing at the sharp thrust ceasar gives. "shit- m'sorry!! ah- feels s'good though . . ." you huff, smiling weakly at him. you reach towards his face, kissing him again.

"gonna move . . ." you warn, before lifting yourself up and letting yourself back down, pumping his cock with your wet cunt. he grunts, his thumb rubbing circles into your hip. you continue your movement, quickly picking up a good pace. soon, squelching and skin slapping fills the room, alongside the sweet harmony of you and your husband's moaning. his thumb finds itself rubbing at your clit, making you shriek in surprise.

". . . wanna make you cum first this time- oh fuck !" you whine, capturing him back into another kiss. you both mumble incoherent things against each other's lips but it's guaranteed to be 'i love you' and lots of curses. caesar begins thrusting his hips, hoping to meet your own. you cry, throwing your head back. "no- no! wanna cum at the same time, please- my love. please, want it s'bad !" caesar nods frantically, growling in pleasure. he can hardly contain himself anymore. "fuck- m'sorry ! can't keep going, shit- i love you so much oh fuck !" luckily for him, you were just reaching your peak too.

a coil in your stomach snaps, finally releasing everything you've kept pent up and leaving you breathless. you feel your husband shake for a minute, before your filled with warm, sticky cum. you both huff, not saying a single word, before you cut through the silence with a giggle.

leaning down, you leave a chaste kiss to your lover's forehead, relishing in the way he tries to hide his lovesick smile.

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rainbowcarousels · 1 year

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I saw some of the Daniel meta and something kind of occurred to me that's a little uncomfortable: I think it came to me what Marius means when he says that Armand has 'the savage and ignorant soul of a child' when he says that the aliens should be hunted down and killed. I want to be clear that this is a horrendous thing to say to him and I still think Marius needs an ass-kicking for it but oh, I think it's just hit me why he thinks that.

There is something to be said about theway a part of us can remain stuck at the point where we have trauma that needs processing and to a point, I do think that's true with Armand. There are pieces of his identity scattered between every person he's been and then subsections for each thing he's not dealing with on top of that. As Amadeo, he (and Marius) reinvent but even then, Armand can't fully get away from the memories he's burying. He tells Benedict he was never a child, and god, just that one line says so much about how he's started to confront all the parts of himself that he's been rejecting and ignoring. Then you have everything that happened in Venice, the 'birth' of Armand within the CoS cult and life as the coven master and it's destruction.

It's after this that something interesting happens though - he starts keeping pets during his tenure at the theatre, but he does this after Nicki (I think, I don't think it's specified) because Nicki was supposed to help him navigate the world which I mean Istg Lestat let's not leave the traumatised kids together when they tend to set each other off but that's a whole other post.

But Nicki's descent is what I want to talk about because I don't think Armand (or any other of the cults survivors for that matter) know how to relate to Nicki at all. They see a symptom of a greater problem and use a simple, short term problem. Nicki runs off to accost people in the streets, upsetting himself and them? Well, he's calm when he writes, so they tie him down so he'll sit and write instead. Makes total sense if your understanding is so rudimentry and broken that you cannot process the nuance or issues BEHIND what's readily apparent.

"Our Oldest Friend becomes more angry with every passing night" is what Eleni writes of Armand and you can kind of see why, can't you? His understanding of trauma is push it down, seperate it, do things and you'll forget the pain that you have and if you don't do that, you get punished because well, we all know what happened with Marius when he tried to push. His understanding of the world is carved by Marius and being so removed from mortality that he doesn't understand why Nicki's mind doesn't just splinter the way his own did to make him functional again because clearly, being functional was all that mattered to so many people in his life.

Eventually, unable to deal with Nicki running around and almost getting them all exposed and killed, he does what he thinks will help and removes the problem by taking away the factor of the public. It's something @desertfangs said about Armand and it rings so true: his instinct isn't to dig into the problem, uncover the issue and work it through but just obliterate the thing that seems to be causing the problem. The world upsets Nicolas? Remove him from it. He does nothing but play obsessively? Well, take his hands, then he can't play, he can have them back when he calms down. In many ways, it feels like Armand is reliving his own 'rebirth' in this moment: he found the strength in brutality, isolation and starvation to remake himself and survive and thought Nicki would do the same. He was wrong and I think it broke his heart.

Armand's perspective is having been a child, a pawn, a victim and he's so far removed from mortality that he can't grasp how to deal with any of this in a healthy or mature way. It's not ignorant or savage by choice but because he has no other experience at this point and this is the Armand that I think Marius has trouble seeing past. Because the thing is, he isn't just this person anymore, he's moved on at least twice over since this and with every move, he gets further from the child Marius expects to see.

Fast forward to the theatre era we see with Louis and Armand likes to keep pets. I don't know if it's ever said anywhere (not that I remember) that they're children, but I think they are and tbh I think this continues to feed the problem. Armand does get a mortal frame of reference, but it's always of children who are enamored with him. Once again, he tries with Louis to move on, to be the renegade with him but guilt and pain are eating them both and eventually, in despair, he leaves again.

Then we have Daniel. Daniel may not be particularly old at twenty-one, but he's not a child and he has SOME life experience. Daniel takes him around the world, visiting places he hasn't seen or acknowledged since they were part of his Other Lives. Daniel is who he slowly lets his guard down with and starts to explore himself, at least who he can be in this century. I think privately he also started acknowledging his former life more, even if he couldn't stomach sharing it because what if Daniel left?

Again, we do see that he tends to do the same thing with Daniel. If he's shaking, have a drink, it stops the shaking. If Daniel wants blood more than he wants to argue or leave, give him the blood. I don't think it's malicious, it's just that he's still grasping the nuances and I think by the time Daniel is changed, he's begun to grasp it more. It becomes part of his journey to accept himself, to accept being loved and his past, one that needed the unconditional support of the kids, one that needed a chance to be happy with Louis and one that allows him to forgive himself and remember being young isn't a sin. He's allowed to be young and learning and figuring it out and yes, he'll still make mistakes and forget nuances sometimes, but he's getting there. Marius is wrong even if I can now see why he thinks that.

Armand's journey is fucking beautiful.

#longpost #armandblr #vc #the vampire armand

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wormsmith · 2 years

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Could I get an Encanto Matchup, please?

so I’m Lexi and my icon is me! (You can also check my "#vintage inspired" tag for a closer look!)

I’m 21, she/her, 5’4, & ISFP.

Pros? I’d say I’m playful, talkative, loyal as a dog, great listener, smiley (albeit I’ve got resting bitch face), sarcastic, and most would probably describe me as either adorable yet cursed or adorably cursed. I’m definitely not a stranger to being called a cryptid lol

Neutral? I’m very sensitive, mildly socially awkward, tend to ramble a lot, I can be a bit of a pack rat (I tend to keep a lot of unnecessary things either out of sentimental value or just cause it think it’s neat even if other people think it’s just junk lol), a tad superstitious, and am a bit of a perfectionist

Cons? I’m shy, anxious, a little clumsy, stubborn, non-confrontational (unless truly needed), and can be petty/passive-aggressive

Likes/Hobbies: Playing bass, secondhand shopping, DIY projects, music, art, photography, and horror movies

Dislikes: Being underestimated, my passions/interests being mocked (let’s just say I’ve always been a bit of a black sheep 😬), being interrupted (I’ve had trouble in the past with coming off as quite literally invisible to peers), and...country music? 🤷🏾‍♀️

Fun facts about me:

* Sometimes I write music (mainly just basslines though)

* I once accidentally won an art show (Yes I do mean accidentally. I wasn’t even planning on entering until I was basically forced to🤡)

* Erm…I used to work at a daycare?

Hope that’s enough info. Thanks in advance!

I match you with . . . Dolores!

First of all, she thinks you are so cute. Unbelievably so. She's going to be awkward and blushing 24/7. You guys look amazing together, we stan.

She enjoys how playful you are! You aren't just partners, you're friends! She likes hanging out with you, she thinks you're fun to be with. She also appreciates how loyal you are - she likes having a partner as dedicated to her as she is to you.

You can chat to her as long as you like, she's great at listening, lol. Just make sure you don't talk too loud. She's happy to listen, but she's also happy that you can reverse the roles, that you'll listen to her, too. The both of you can chat for hours together.

She loves your artistic nature! Both in the sense of your creative hobbies and your creativity in general. She likes a partner with a little spontaneity in certain areas. If you're interested, she would enjoy making art with you - I can particularly see her getting interested in sewing her own clothes because of you (though you're going to need to find a solution about how loud sewing machines can be).

Speaking of clothes, please go shopping with her. Antique stores, whatever form of Goodwill exists in the world of Encanto - she genuinely loves buying vintage clothes, old and used items and giving them a new home. (She also collects a bunch of cool things, so maybe buy some shelves). My apologies to your wallets.

Dolores likes people, but she isn't extremely extroverted. She's happy to help you out with being social when it's needed, but if you don't really feel like talking, then she'll happily stand with you on the sidelines. (People tend to get a little too loud for her anyway).

This is a very small note, but the volume of her voice is so calming whenever you get anxious. ISTG just ask Dolores to whisk you away gently tell you a story, you'll feel better.

The fact that you play bass is a double-edged sword with this one. She loves the fact that you can play (and even write!) music. She will genuinely swoon if you write something for her. However, sometimes the sound can get a little too much, so she'll want to back away. You can catch her quietly standing dozens (or hundreds, if at all possible) feet away, happily listening to you play at a volume that's more comfortable for her.

And people call you a cryptid.

As for being underestimated or mocked, Dolores loves you! She values you! She would never put you down! She, of all people, understands the sort of damage words can do. She makes a point to take an interest in all of your interests, and in all honesty, she may overestimate you a bit. (She's a bit of a romantic.)

Overall, you have yourself a super supportive and absolutely in-love-with-you partner! Everyone thinks you look adorable together, and you have plenty of shared hobbies that you can do together. When you're feeling anxious, Dolores helps calm you down, and when Dolores feels upset, you help bring her joy. There's a lot of sunshine in your future with Dolores by your side!

I hope you liked it <3 Thank you for the ask!

#match-up #encanto #encanto match-up #dolores #dolores madrigal

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