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#it's so nice they have each other for these lil heart to hearts whilst oscar isn't around šŸ„ŗ
rebouks Ā· 1 year
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Ivan: What if Iā€™m just like.. a rebound or somethinā€™? I doubt he ever processed what happened tā€™Silas, not properly. Courtney: I donā€™t know the guy enough to reassure you, but it sounds like heā€™s pretty fond of you. Ivan: Maybe Iā€™m biased?
Courtney: Maybe. You trust him though, right? Ivan: Yeah. Courtney: Thatā€™ll have to be enough then, we canā€™t predict the future.
Ivan: True. Courtney: Iā€™d say trust your gut. Although, that sentiment kinda got me kidnapped so.. pinch of salt and all that. Ivan: Hm.
Courtney: What? Ivan: Yā€™do the same thing as Oscar, make daft jokes about shit so you donā€™t gotta deal with how yā€™really feel. Courtney: Hah, my bad.
Ivan: Yā€™can always talk tā€™me, yā€™know? Youā€™ve had tā€™deal with a fair amount of bullshit recently. Courtney: [sighs] I hate that Iā€™m so scared to be alone; it feels pathetic needing a babysitter all the time. Ivan: Fairly understandable, given what happened.
Courtney: Bleh. I try not to think about it. Ivan: I get that, but it ainā€™t gonna help you get over it... Yā€™should talk to a professional. I promise itā€™s worth it, I barely recognise myself since I started seeinā€™ a proper therapist. Iā€™ve been tryna convince Oscar tā€™do the same for a while.
Courtney: He never liked asking for helpā€¦ I suppose heā€™ll have to speak to someone whilst heā€™s in rehab, wonā€™t he? Ivan: I assume so, I bet they have a whole team oā€™ folk. Courtney: I wish I could visit.
Ivan: I doubt heā€™d want yā€™seeinā€™ what heā€™s goinā€™ through right now. Courtney: Probably not. Ivan: Cā€™mon, letā€™s wander.
Courtney: Is that detective still refusing to talk to you? Ivan: [sighs] Yeah. I either come across like a wet fuckinā€™ blanket, or an angry prick. Oscarā€™s way more convincinā€™. Courtney: His resolve is contagious, especially when heā€™s sober nā€™ full of beans.
Ivan: I donā€™t think Iā€™ve ever met a fully clean Oscar. Courtney: Itā€™s been a while. Heā€™s not that much different, more optimistic maybe; he used to laugh a lot more. I know rehabā€™s not gonna instantly fix everything, but itā€™s a step in the right direction. I just hope heā€™s okayā€¦
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kellykadesperate Ā· 7 years
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the fake dating au
(which must be actually written properly by me very soon)Ā 
~ robert is this really hard working business man who just isnā€™t given the break by his boss (aka lawrence white) who just hates him for never following through with a proposal with chrissie and basically dumping her arseĀ 
~ robā€™s like a free little bird and basically has no real ties, no home (he rents), no family, and itā€™s not good for lawrence because he could up and leave any secondĀ 
~ and also robert is robert so builds up a great rapport with clients and it only pisses lawrence off further basicallyĀ 
~ anyways so robert has vic and itā€™s her wedding day, he goes alone and everyoneā€™s dishing out the whole ā€œwhen will you settle down loveā€ talk to him (especially diane) and he just isnā€™t having any of itĀ 
~ then he clocks eyes with the bloke recording the wedding there and itā€™s all awkward because vic is like pressing for them to talk because the camera guy is adamā€™s best mate, is gay and well she is dying for her brother to just settle the hell down with someoneĀ 
~ aaron is like ā€¦ Charmed and gets all weirdly smitten by robert in the space of like one night and itā€™s all really cute and awkwardĀ 
~ robert records a message for vic and adam and says something like ā€œhopefully iā€™ll find an idiot to marry one day tooā€ and aaron is all cute and tries to ask him out for a drink but robert just doesnā€™t get the subtleties at all and just thinks aaron is banging on about living in yorkshire and travelling down to london for the wedding
~ and then comes the whole throwing the bouquet thing and vic thinks itā€™s funny to throw it at rob and he catches it, everyone starts laughing and then aaronā€™s like shoved on his knee and itā€™s so Awkward and then someone takes a picture of them looking at each other weirdly loved up
~ anyway so a few days later ā€¦ robert wants a higher position (naturally) but soon realises that he wonā€™t be given one because of his lifestyle and the fact that lawrence canā€™t guarantee he would stick around for years because itā€™s not like he needs to support a family, or pay off a mortgage or whateverĀ 
~ heā€™s like hellllaaaa pissed and then all of a sudden, lawrence is like ā€œfine then, i wonā€™t judge, you can have the raise and the office and a better titleā€
~ Ā robert is like ??? and then it turns out that they all think that heā€™s engaged ā€¦ to wedding video guy all because of vic and her big mouth and the fact that she showed lawrence the picture of them looking like they actually liked each otherĀ 
~ itā€™s all mad but at least robert has the job and then a girl from the office below them ~ letā€™s say her nameā€™s lola for the lols ~ starts becoming interested in him out of nowhere and he realises itā€™s because heā€™s sort of off limits now and thatā€™s somehow dangerous to her and heā€™s a proper bad boy nowĀ 
~ so they start sleeping together, her fully knowing that everyone thinks heā€™s seeing this bloke who heā€™s made out is like some hot shot ā€˜film makerā€™ and of course everyone just believes him
~ then bang, shit hits the fan because aaron goes and bloody makes himself a hero, heā€™s suddenly on the news because whilst filming a wedding, a fire broke out and he managed to save a little girlā€™s life and everyone is like what!a!hero!
~ robert loses his shit completely because everyone starts asking him questions about his brave hero fiancĆ© and heā€™s just like ā€¦ noooo oh my gosh noooo
~ vic is all apoplectic and starts saying that she had no idea it would be so public, that it will die down but then lawrence is all like ā€œthe owners of harding and ryle are really interested in this, theyā€™ve offered to buy you and aaron dinner whenever youā€™re freeā€ and robert canā€™t do anything about itĀ 
~ so he ends up meeting up with aaron and aaron is just the same, sort of hates all the attention and pats on the backs he receives from people around, and he is like so happy to see robert again but he suppresses it as best he can and gives robert the chance to say why heā€™s rocked up
~ so robert is all like ā€œwell uh - a lie sort of got out of hand and now i really need you to come down to london with me and pretend that weā€™re engaged for just like one dinner and then you can break up with me really epically and youā€™ll never have to see me again. please?ā€
~ he offers to pay for everything as well and thatā€™s when aaron gets all sad and annoyed about it because heā€™s like ā€œmate, keep your money, i was thinking about going down to london anyway, asking vic for your number and seeing if you want a drink soā€¦ donā€™t worry about itā€
~ and robertā€™s all stunned and a little bit flattered by it but ignores that and just thanks aaron for sort of agreeingĀ 
~ so then aaron like fully comes down to london, comes right into the office and robert does the whole snog your face off with aaron in front of everyone to prove how much they love each other and even whisper something like ā€œgrab my arse and pull me into the officeā€ and itā€™s just Insane
~ Ā shows him around his flat, shows him the sofa heā€™ll have to sleep on because itā€™s only a one bedroom flat, and itā€™s all cute and sweet and aaron is like enjoying himself a little too much if heā€™s honestĀ 
~ robert is robert and gives him this manual to look over and itā€™s got everything he needs to know about their 'relationshipā€™ andĀ then he leaves for 'workā€™ (lola rings him - booty call basically) and he goes running, but it gets interrupted when aaron shows up out of the blue and sort of makes a show of rob in the middle of the hotelĀ 
~ aaronā€™s all like ā€œsheā€™s your girlfriend? why am i even here?ā€ and rob has to tell him to chill the hell out because itā€™s not a big deal and he needs to stop making out like it is - and aaron hates that he's bloody jealous ??
~ that night rob sort of opens up about what heā€™s written in the lil manual and it gets all deep because he mentions his dad and his mum and the watch he always regretted pawning after he left home because his dad gave it to him he doesnā€™t even know why heā€™s telling aaron but itā€™s like so easy and he just starts realising how soft aaron is and itā€™s so fluffyĀ 
~ by the next day aaron is like an official member of robertā€™s fan club and he knows all about robertā€™s life, his favourite colour, how he likes his coffee, and literally just everything and he is just fully Ready for this nice little date night dinner theyā€™re havingĀ 
~ Ā robert gets a lil awkward because itā€™s like aaron doesnā€™t remember whatā€™s happening that night ā€¦ the whole breaking up thing and he has to remind aaron before they leaveĀ 
~ and aaronā€™s all like ā€œyeah of courseā€ about it as he just canā€™t stop making heart eyes at robert and then robertā€™s all like ā€œnice acting there, save it for the table though plsā€ and aaron has to shrug it off with a laugh when heā€™s really dying inside because the last thing he wants to do is stop seeing robertĀ 
~ so they have this nice dinner and everyone is like full of compliments for them and how amazing they look together and everyone LOVES aaron, one client even says ā€œyou can see how much he thinks of youā€ to robert about aaron and robert is like flawed because he doesnā€™t want #feelings over aaron at all
~ like the night keeps going on and on and robert is almost waiting for aaron to start banging on about how robert works too much and that he isnā€™t committed but it just doesnā€™t happen, aaron keeps shifting the conversation and then theyā€™re all dancing and aaron feels all tingly when robert holds his waist just ā€¦ becauseĀ 
~ and so he plucks up the courage to actually say ā€œyou know i donā€™t mind coming down a few weekends, maybe you donā€™t need to end this tonight ā€¦ā€ and robert gets all pissed like ā€œthis is why i should have paid you!ā€ because the last thing he wants right now is to see aaron for any longerĀ 
~ they go back to the table and then robert starts really messing with things like saying ā€œoh aaron by the way i canā€™t come to your family thing because of work sorryā€ but aaron is just like all smiles and really not letting robert break it off so easilyĀ 
~ so robert has to step it up a gear and pretends that someoneā€™s called aaron and itā€™s his 'bit on the sideā€™ suddenly everyone is like tut tut maybe this bloke isnā€™t amazing anymore and robert says something like ā€œiā€™m sorry but you went against our - commitment to each other, our deal and - if iā€™m honest, youā€™re not as nice as i first thought you wereā€
~ aaron sees through it and like internally just says 'fineā€™ and starts letting rip, banging on about how he doesnā€™t give a toss about him, how robert never even tried to understand him just a little because all he cares about is work ā€¦ robert thinks heā€™s just acting and then he says something like ā€œto think i was actually fallen in -ā€ and aaron turns so red that he has to just run out of the restaurant because heā€™s so embarrassedĀ 
~ robert finds him later and tries joking about it all, saying that aaron deserves an oscar for his performance and aaron tries to laugh it off but itā€™s so clear that he meant what he said
~ robā€™s all like ā€œmaybe i could buy you a drink before you leave ā€¦ā€ but when aaron actually goes to actually accept suddenly lola parks up and robertā€™s all like ā€œiā€™ll see ya back at the flat later yeah?"Ā 
~ robā€™s with lola and proper trying to get into it but then heā€™s like ā€¦ "i need to go, sorryā€ because he feels so bad ?? because heā€™s made aaron look like a dick in front of important people and itā€™s not fair at all
~ when he gets back, aaron is like already packing his things away and when robert tries to explain to him that heā€™s sorry, aaronā€™s all cut off and reservedĀ 
~ Ā then the phone rings and itā€™s diane who is dying to have a word with aaron, robert tries to make an excuse and then aaron actually speaks to her and heā€™s so soft and warm with her and robert is like Charmed and it takes him by surpriseĀ 
~ heā€™s all like ā€¦ ā€œlisten maybe you were right about ā€¦ about you know, you coming down a few weekendsā€ and aaron gets this hopeful look in his eyes and promises to sleep on itĀ 
~ robertā€™sĀ all happy, almost giddy about it and he tells vic that maybe aaronā€™s actually going to stick around for a lil longer ā€¦ lawrence overhears and heā€™s all like - ā€œiā€™ve checked into this aaron and itā€™s not pretty, he might be a hero but he wasnā€™t always like that trust me, if you carry on with him then - thereā€™s the doorā€
~ and robert is like crushed ??? because he doesnā€™t know what to do but then heā€™s robert so he blocks out his feelings and sort of lets aaron know that lawrence knows about his criminal charges and doesnā€™t want someone from his business with someone like that and he can see how hurt aaron looks
~ but aaron just shakes it off and goes like ā€œwell we werenā€™t really dating so it doesnā€™t matter, look iā€™m going now okay?ā€
~ and then things get all Emotional and robert blocks the door all like ā€œyou were always just supposed to go away ā€¦ donā€™t make it hard now"Ā and aaron just pushes past him, wonā€™t accept the money and leavesĀ 
~ robert is the definition of a #kicked puppyā„¢ and he goes around acting like one until he has to present this new business venture idea in front of a new client and then he finds that aaron found the watch his dad gave him - the one he pawned when he left home and itā€™s like the most Sweetest thing anyone has ever done for him and he is just blown awayĀ 
~ so he goes up on stage and is just like "i canā€™t present today ā€¦ because - because of aaron, i lied about everythingā€ and everyone is so shocked about it and lola is like wtf but he doesnā€™t even care because he just knows that heā€™s going to be sacked so he starts collecting all his stuff but lawrence actually stops him!!
~ lawrence is all like ā€œitā€™ll take a few days to smooth this over ā€¦ why donā€™t you go up to yorkshire and sort things outā€
~ and robert actually goes because he canā€™t stop thinking about aaron and he finds out where he leaves and itā€™s so damn dainty and cute and he doesnā€™t know what else to say but ā€œthanks for the watch"Ā 
~ and aaron tries telling him to leave him alone because he doesnā€™t like being messed about but robertā€™s all like pls just listen but aaron just won'tĀ 
~ in comes chas who lets robert know that aaronā€™s working in the local church that night and that he should go and see him because "he hasnā€™t stopped banging on about investment banking and it must have something to do with you judging from your suitā€
~ so robert is like all awkward, standing behind aaron who is filming this wedding and he wonā€™t leave his side until the reception and he explains himselfĀ 
~ cue mushy shit like: ā€œyeah iā€™m an idiot, and iā€™m manipulative and i donā€™t care about anyoneā€™s feelings but my own and iā€™m - iā€™m so stupid for letting you go like that. but i miss you, i miss seeing you sleeping on my sofa and - well i donā€™t want you on my sofa anymore if you know what i meanā€
~ and aaronā€™s all shy suddenly and doesnā€™t know what to say but, ā€œi really really like ya, so this - i canā€™t do this iā€™m sorryā€ and he knows it doesnā€™t make sense but robert seems to get it because he says ā€œi wouldnā€™t hurt you"Ā 
~ aaron doesnā€™t say anything, just looks away and then robert sighs and says "okay yeah i probably would, more than once if iā€™m honest, but - but you make me want to be good and - maybe youā€™ll be the idiot i want to marry one dayā€
~ that makes aaron look up, eyes all watery and then he just marches towards robert and snogs the lights out of him and robert pulls away and says ā€œi could love youā€ and then aaron just shrugs like ā€œmaybe i already doā€ and robert is just like stunned completely because someone might love him, someone good might love him and itā€™s everything he needs to knowĀ 
~ Ā and then it finishes and we DIE
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