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Certain brand of douchebag guy with backwards baseball cap that is just an insane level of sexual to me

#k1ll3rth0tz #Elliot for example

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hi have i mentioned how much i hate yanderes

its like. you call people ableist for calling a character a psycho or schizo or whatever. or a narcissist. like thats narcissistic / psycho / schizo behaviour. yeah. good. dont do that, thats ableist

but none of yall know the connection between yandere characters n bpd symptoms n nobody really gives a fuck. theyre always like ouuh. i LOVE the obsession. wow isnt she crazy. shes doing it for love. nobody who's normal would do that for love wow the lengths youd go to for love.

also theyre all the same. obsessed. stalkers. creepy. maybe their methods are different but the motives are the same. see a guy once. get heavily obsessed. stalk them until they have them. kill everyone else so they can be only theirs or kill them so they can be no ones or mutilate them so they cant escape. wow. the lengths youd go to for love. wow. youre so crazy and insane for falling in love with someone that instantly and then needing them that bad. wow. you absolutely lose your shit when you're away from them / can't have them / they say something mean to you (or something you perceive as mean). isnt that so fun. thats fun character writing. oh and scary. shes soooo scary and unpredictable

👍 good to hear that obsession and wild and unpredictable mood swings and emotions and intense crushes and abandonment issues and desperation coz where are they im gonna kms coz theyre not around = crazy love obsessed do-anything-for-you isnt that sweet but fucked up yandere. good to know that these heavy fucking emotions i am trying desperately to ignore on a daily basis coz theyre just my brain coming up with shit coz i was emotionally neglected as a kid that are just delusions and stuff i really dont need to be thinking about or reacting to like that... good to know that's "fun" and "scary" and "cute" and "soooo cool" and "love obsessed" and "great character writing"

this shit has to stop fucking happening. it feels bad when i finally can relate to a character and then everyone else calls them crazy and insane and love them for how fucked up they are. how fucked up it is that they would react to their "love" that intensely. makes me feel like i myself am fucked up coz i see myself in them

#thanks for coming to my ted talk #fucking hate yanderes #like idk like maybe i shouldnt be so intensely just. on this #agitated about it #but it really really really bothers me #also ik using 'crazy' and 'insane' is in itself ableist #but somehow people still do the shit #ableism #yandere #k1ll3rth0tz

[k1ll3r-k4rg0]

Everyone out here asleep or busy or living their lives or whatever meanwhile I'm in my chamber experiencing levels of emotions previously unknown to man

#forgot how fucked up an intense this book was!!!!!! and it just gets worse from here! good fucking god! #k1ll3rth0tz #ummm #blood meridian

[k1ll3r-k4rg0]

people say ough i love a man with tummy AND THEN GIVE HIM THE WEAKEST TUMMY KNOWN TO MAN IF ITS NOT STICKING OUT MORE THAN ONE INCH I DONT WANT HIM

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I fucking LOVE IT when men FUCK

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Y'all wouldn't be able to handle my William afton

He's vile as god intended. You wouldn't want to draw him anymore knowing the way I characterize him teehee

#fnaf #k1ll3rth0tz #he's very VERY much as horrible a person as he should be #so his death is well deserved and VERY satisfying #vengeful ghosts. violent vengeful ghosts. give them a reason to hate him so much #mhmm

[k1ll3r-k4rg0]

I'm like ok what if y'all send me trick or treat and one of my ocs answers the door (vini, Quinn, mars, Warren, or jay rn. And it would be based on who wants to come up. Not random. So you might just get only warren unless you specifically ask for someone lol)

Maybe??? Please??? Maybe I'll bother y'all in return 😳

#k1ll3rth0tz #this is gonna get 0 traction hahaa

[k1ll3r-k4rg0]

Elliot

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I'm like yeah man if I go into my head world hard enough and a lot enough then maybe I don't have to be here in reality anymore lmfao

#but also I'm fucking starting to settle in to being adult again and it's great #I feel like if I stayed out here I could drive #like I would be scared but eventually I'd do it #that I can solve more problems out here because I'm on my own #but at the same time if I think about my characters if I don't think about what I like look if I don't think about what others see #if I just focus on my head world hard enoguh then the me that is present in reality can be erased #and I can finally be free to live my life without anyone watching #yeah. #k1ll3rth0tz #anyways back to my shower ft fnaf fan songs

[k1ll3r-k4rg0]

The big guy and the little guy fuck

That's it that's the post

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I was making a post that was like not ashamed to say it but "really shameful thing" and I got so embarrassed in the middle of it I quit

I was actually ashamed to say it

#k1ll3rth0tz #piss.

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the hardest part about having men and like 4 friends is that like i want to give everyone my men but i cannot.

#i want. i want vini. quinn. SO bad rn fr #paga con tarjeta #k1ll3rth0tz #i want them. ouhafowow i want. a i want . emane....

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STILL KINDA' A WIP. need to update Quinn n might wanna' update Some of their pages. May also add men! so this isn't going on my pinned YET but i am Very Excited about this and even tho its MIDNIGHT AM i am SHARING

check this shit out. info on my main muses. profiles kinda' sorta. im distracted rn Somebody is thrashing about on the floor n clawing at things (the peeswang (cat)).

anyways yeah should be a Comprehensive Guide for to Assist with Sending Asks and Identifying the Folk

this why i havent worked on advent AT ALL or answered any asks. also tomorrow i have work. dies. the mungey.

#k1ll3rth0tz #uhhh the ffuck do i tag!!! #its dot info for everyone! #anyways look at this #oh yeah #my art #COZ I PUT THIS POWERPOINT TOGETHER BY HAND SMIRKKKK #fonts rnt mine i just Found Them. #but i put together the words n the textboxes n the items #may consider. opening coms. for if you want sexy profiles like mine 😏

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Gosh Armourer in my brain man. Why is he so. Man. Gosh I want him

He's big and grabby and mmm gosh

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[k1ll3r-k4rg0]

Had this funny realization last night that mayhaps the reason I don't get along Too Well with other slasher oc creators is coz I don't create slashers, I create serial killers

Been reading this book that's really been talking about the mythos of the slasher and they have this whole idea that the killer can only be killed by the final girl and that she's all powerful and she's the only one that can pull it off, that will have the guts to do it, and the slasher is a big unstoppable force that will go where the final girl is and kill and kill and kill until he gets to her. And he usually has a theme and he's not human so much as an all encompassing supernatural evil. An inhuman monster! And designed like one

And I can see the fun and the appeal in that but .. I have this issue where I like to write realism. To make things feel as real as possible, to ground every action my characters make in the human psyche. Every kill they commit, every terrible thing they do... all has a reason. Because they're just humans

I don't make slashers, I make serial killers. I want you, the audience, to sympathize and empathize with these killers.. that though they may be terrible and horrible and "evil," they still have human wants and needs. They're just broken people or people who think differently

And THAT is the heart of why what I write is different and why people don't like it that much! I have issues in my brain! This fictional violence is calming to me because it lets me exert a sense of control over a situation that would in real life kill me. It lets me turn all that pain from people who have hurt me into something controllable, something that can be loved. Somehow that's powerful to me

I've never been one for fantasy. I'm a realist, and as a result my stories r rooted in reality. I just think it's neat! It kinda clicked into place for me why my stuff is treated differently and more cautiously

#k1ll3rth0tz #slasher ocs #serial killer ocs #murderer ocs

[k1ll3r-k4rg0]

In my emo era at age 22

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