I heard your requests are open?~ If it's not too much and you ehm.. write angst?, how about the RFA reacting to a terrible breakdown of MC? Like, terrible shaking, not responding at all and stuff. I'm sorry, if you're not ok writing something like this
hey anon! thanks for the request! hope your day or night is going well :^) !
Zen:
Zen’s fans have always been sweet and respectful your relationship
But it was the media that loved to cause chaos and spread rumors
The TV was playing in the background as you talked to Saeyoung and Yoosung in the chatroom. You were to called to attention when you heard your name being spoke
“It seemed like she’s gained a lot of weight recently. You’d think someone as fit and handsome as Zen would be conscious of his and his girlfriend’s diet and lifestyle.”
Usually you were able to disregard any talk about your relationship, but as you peered down at your body, you couldn’t stop bad thoughts from making their way into the mind
You thought about restricting your calorie intake, and going to the gym whenever Zen was busy. You just needed to lose weight, before Zen became disgusted with how you looked, too.
You broke down, hating what you saw in yourself.
“MC, I’m home!” Zen called as he took off his coat at the front of the door.
As he began to walk towards the living room, he saw you curled up on the floor, crying to yourself
His heart broke seeing you like this. He sat beside you, removing the hair away from your face.
“MC? What’s wrong baby?”
You tried to speak, but you couldn’t seem to get enough air in your lungs.
Zen put his arm around you, holding you close. He quietly sung to you and stroked your hair. You soon feel asleep in his arms.
Yoosung:
College was a lot more tough than you had expected. The tests, the worksheets, and long written essays. It was beginning to pile up and becoming a burden.
You sat on top of you bed, staring idly at your textbook. You were exhausted and couldn’t get anything done. It felt terrible.
With the growing frustration, you threw your textbooks to the other side of the room and cried into your pillow.
You heard a knock on the door, and Yoosung’s adoring voice,
“Hey MC! Ready for tonight?”
Your breathing hitched and stomach churned. How could you forget?
You were shaking as you opened the door and revealed a nicely dressed Yoosung.
“I’m so so so stupid! I forgot about our anniversary! I’m a terrible girlfriend! Goddamnit!”
You collapsed on your bed once again and looked at Yoosung, crying. You felt guilty. You had been blowing him off for weeks due to the amount of work you needed to do, but you promised this night would be his. Just this one night.
“What are talking about? You’re a wonderful, smart, and beautiful person. I love you so much. Don’t worry about tonight!”
You shook you head, unable to accept how forgiving he was. He was prepping this date for days now, and you ruined it.
“It doesn’t matter, I just wanted to see you…. here,” Yoosung picked up your textbooks from off the floor, “I’m probably worse at this stuff, but two minds are better than one!”
You two spent the rest of the night studying and getting caught up on your school work.
Jaehee:
It had been a terrible day for you.
In fact, it’s been a terrible week.
You came out to your family, and they started ignoring you ever since.
Today was your birthday, yet you did not get a single text or call from your family.
You tried to shake it off as you worked the cafe with Jaehee. You told yourself that they must be busy. Surely, they’ll speak to you later. They were family after all.
Lost in your own thoughts, you accidentally dropped the pot of coffee you were holding.
“MC! Are you okay? What was that?” Jaehee called from the front of the store. She walked in, seeing you frantically whipping up the split coffee, and tears rolling down your cheeks.
“Oh no, did you burn yourself?” She rushed over to your side, and took the towel away from your hands. You shook your head, still looking down at the spilled brown liquid on the floor.
“I-I’m fine,” Looking at Jaehee’s worried expression only caused you to feel worse than before. You covered your face with your hands, body shaking as you cried into them.
Jaehee lifted you up from the ground, “Let’s worry about that later. Just tell me what’s wrong,”
Although it took you a while to explain in your shaken state, she listening immensely to your story about your parents and how they were not supportive of your sexuality.
She rubbed your back soothingly, “Don’t let them ruin your special day. There’s a cake I baked for you waiting in the freezer. I was going to wait till your party later, but now is as good as ever,”
Jumin:
Jumin was always good about protecting you from he news and media.
But he couldn’t help it when they arrived to the restaurant you two were eating at.
Jumin noticed your wary glaces towards there cameramen and reporters, and how you bite your lip like you always did when you got nervous.
He sighed and spoke “I’m no longer hungry, MC. How about you?”
You couldn’t even respond, just meekly nodded along. Anxiety started to build up and settle in the pit of your stomach.
Jumin quickly paid, and helped you up from your seat. He noticed how you shook as you grabbed his hand. He wanted to help you, to shield you away from anything that would make you feel like this.
Outside was chaotic, for it was rare for the media to get coverage of you two together. Jumin’s bodyguards rushed both of you out of the media’s eyes as they shouted comments and questions. You were suffocating.
Your knees grew weak, and you were sudden aware of your own beating hard.
You could have collapsed right there, if it weren’t for Jumin holding you tightly against his chest. “’Don’t worry, Sweetie. We’re here,”
The bodyguard opened the car door for you both. You never left go of Jumin as you slid inside.
You cried in his arms, and he kissed the top of your forehead while whispering soothing words into your ear, “You’re safe now, my sweetheart,”
Saeyoung:
You woke up, sweating and unable to catch your breath. Another nightmare. Lately, you’ve haven’t been sleeping much due to nerve-wracking nightmares that carried well after you woke up.
“S-Saeyoung?”
you rolled over shook his shoulders. His looked over at you with sleepy eyes and yawned. “What it is, MC?”
“I’m sorry to wake you, I just don’t want to be alone right now. I’ve… been having bad nightmares,”
Saeyoung became more alert upon noticing you have been crying by the sound of you voice. He frowned and patted the spotted next to him. “You’re not alone, come here. Tell me what your dreaming about.”
You snuggled in close to him, trying to organize your thoughts together. “I don’t know. Everything? Mint eye, Rika, V… You leaving me or getting hurt,”
You cried harder at the thought of it. You wouldn’t know what to do without him. Saeyoung’s heart broke. Deep down, he still feared the same thing.
He let you cry, wiping your eyes and showering you with kisses at any moment. “That’s silly, MC. I’m not going anywhere. I promise. You know what? I pinky promise!”
ahhh this wasnt too angsty. regardless, i hope you enjoy :^))
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