#like if i can write mile long posts abt this based on 2 or 3 months people who have been writing dissertations on dean's gender since 2014

[myymi]

intro !!

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⤿danielle / myla

⤿18 || [02/23]

⤿agender || they/them + ny/nym (preferred, but im ok w any!!)

⤿dni <got deleted somehow so will be remade

⤿alt.blogs :: personal - @dyymi || art - @ceemi

⤿ao3

⤿mutuals are free to ask for my discord 💜

faq !!

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⤿"are you still taking prompts?"

⇢ ˗ˏˋmy bio will say if theyre open or closed <3

⤿"how do you get inspiration?"

⇢ ˗ˏˋlistening to music!

⤿"can i draw art based on your fics?"

⇢ ˗ˏˋof course!! please tag me if you do, i'd love to see it!

⤿"have you written for any other fandoms?"

⇢ ˗ˏˋyes, but you'll never find it. i never posted them lol

⤿"any tips for __?"

⇢ ˗ˏˋcheck my tips tag first!

main tags !!

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⤿tails - miles tails prower

⇢ ˗ˏˋ& sonic - unbreakable bond / dynamic duo

⇢ ˗ˏˋ& knuckles - brain and brawn

⇢ ˗ˏˋ& amy - pinky lemonade

⇢ ˗ˏˋ& shadow - bumblebee

⤿asks - myyanswers / anon / anonymous / anon ask

⤿drabbles - myydrabs

⤿fanfic - myyfics

⤿headcanons - myyhcs

⤿alt.blogs rbs - dyymi / ceemi

⤿tips - writing tips

(you may not find every post when searching up tags. i sometimes forget to tag them, and a lot of these are new ones. sorryyy)

fics !!

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[it's quite long, so i'm going to add a read more]

⤿Quick Trip

⇢ ˗ˏˋTails just wanted to run to the store to pick up a few things but was attacked on his way home.

⤿Tails can Purr

⇢ ˗ˏˋjust the family finding out tails can purr

⤿Tails can Purr | Sonic Boom Edition

⇢ ˗ˏˋthis is before season 2, same time as cabin fever cause i love that episode

⤿Welcome To Westside Island!

⇢ ˗ˏˋtails runs into some old 'friends'

⤿What Kind of Genius Can't Figure This Out?

⇢ ˗ˏˋThe crew stay behind to lend a hand in repairing the chateau after the avalanche hits. Over time, Tails properly processes everything that happened that day, but is left with more questions than answers.

⤿Early Birthday Gift

⇢ ˗ˏˋTails is working on The Tornado when Amy swings by the house with an early birthday present

⤿Sonic Hoodie

⇢ ˗ˏˋsonic comes home to tails in a hoodie that looks like him

⤿Feelings

⇢ ˗ˏˋSonic and Tails have a little talk about what happened during the war.

⤿Reality Check

⇢ ˗ˏˋWhat starts as a normal day with Tails fixing up Omega after an accident turns into the fox receiving a reality check from Shadow

⤿Chaotix Babysitting

⇢ ˗ˏˋour favorite detective agency look after our favorite two tailed fox while he's sick :)

⤿Abandonment Issues

⇢ ˗ˏˋKnuckles and Tails are left home alone for the first time. It later proves to be a terrible idea

⤿They're Called Scary Movies for a Reason

⇢ ˗ˏˋtails watches a horror movie for the first time. it does not end well

⤿Echidna Memorial

⇢ ˗ˏˋknuckles takes sonic and tails to the memorial he made for his ancestors :]

⤿It's What Brothers Do

⇢ ˗ˏˋjust a cute little moment between the boys, set in the aosth universe :]

⤿That's His Little Brother

⇢ ˗ˏˋsomeone else saves Sonic instead of the avatar

⤿Worried

⇢ ˗ˏˋAs Tails packs up the Tornado, Sonic comes to him to talk about something on his mind.

⤿What's the Point?

⇢ ˗ˏˋtails notices people don’t typically care to listen to his tech rambles so he stops

⤿Sleeping Troubles

⇢ ˗ˏˋknuckles wakes to find tails missing and sets off to locate him. they talk abt history :]

⤿Hide and Seek

⇢ ˗ˏˋjust kids being kids. for the most part, anyways

⤿You're Not Alone

⇢ ˗ˏˋa small rewrite of one of the scenes in the third issue of idw's scrapnik island :]

⤿Rainy Day, Sick Hedeghog

⇢ ˗ˏˋsonic gets sick, leaving tails to take care of him :]

⤿He's Still Five.

⇢ ˗ˏˋknuckles watches over tails while sonic goes to fight eggman

⤿First I Love Yous

⇢ ˗ˏˋsonic wakes up to a empty bed that should’ve had a fox cub in it

⤿Jelly

⇢ ˗ˏˋbasically; tails finds out he’s allergic to jelly. lethally

⤿Sonic Prower

⇢ ˗ˏˋsonic changes his name

⤿Online Fights

⇢ ˗ˏˋsonic and tails get into a fight like losers /lh

⤿If you can't catch a Hedgehog, Torture a Fox

⇢ ˗ˏˋthis is based off a response my friend got when messing around with an eggman ai

⤿School Troubles

⇢ ˗ˏˋTom and Maddie get a call from the school about Tails

⤿Complimentary Colors

⇢ ˗ˏˋobligatory first meet fic starring sonic and tails

⤿Waiting

⇢ ˗ˏˋtails waits for sonic to come home

⤿Storybook

⇢ ˗ˏˋEither Tails has a nice nostalgia trip, or Sonic gets to embarrass him. The joys of being the big brother.

⤿Easily Hurt

⇢ ˗ˏˋ"You ever think about plastic surgery to fix those, uh, freaky tails?" -- based on the events in episode 61 'fast and easy' in aosth

⤿Situation

⇢ ˗ˏˋknuckles gets some visitors

⤿Tumblr Drabbles

⇢ ˗ˏˋvarious drabbles from tumblr

⤿Find a Rock

⇢ ˗ˏˋbaby tails meets amy

⤿One Last Favor

⇢ ˗ˏˋa scene from telltale's the walking dead game rewritten w sonic and tails

⤿Mobius Lost Another Hero

⇢ ˗ˏˋtails, knuckles, and shadow scavenge for supplies. it does not end well

⤿Grocery Shopping

⇢ ˗ˏˋlittle slice of life fic, aosth bros

⤿Similarities

⇢ ˗ˏˋshadow sits on a roof to sulk. tails says no

⤿Tail Wags

⇢ ˗ˏˋtails finds out his tails wag

⤿Rainstorm

⇢ ˗ˏˋknuckles sonic and tails are stuck in a cave during a rainstorm

⤿A Warm Meal

⇢ ˗ˏˋzombie apocalypse sonic au - inspired by telltale's the walking dead (s1e2)

⤿New Allies

⇢ ˗ˏˋsonic and tails meet knuckles !! yayyy

⤿Bitten

⇢ ˗ˏˋzombie apocalypse sonic au - inspired by telltale's the walking dead (s2e1)

⤿Actions Have Consequences

⇢ ˗ˏˋzombie apocalypse sonic au - inspired by telltale's the walking dead (s1e3)

⤿What Did I Do?

⇢ ˗ˏˋmy take on what happens after the end of sonic prime part 3 (contains spoilers)

⤿Have You Seen Tails?

⇢ ˗ˏˋsonic wakes up from his nap and tails is not there

⤿False Paradise

⇢ ˗ˏˋsonic and tails talk on angel island

⤿Collapsed

⇢ ˗ˏˋa large hotel collapses while a certain fox is inside

⤿Holoska

⇢ ˗ˏˋonce the world began to restore itself after the war against infiite, tails sets out to explore an abadoned eggman base located in holoska

surely nothing bad could happen there

⤿Love is Confusing

⇢ ˗ˏˋtails has no idea what love is

⤿Familiar Faces

⇢ ˗ˏˋtails runs into a few familiar faces as he's transporting a batch of weapons to the resistance's armory

⤿Tumblr Drabbles

⇢ ˗ˏˋvarious drabbles from tumblr

#miles tails prower #sonic the hedgehog #tails the fox #sth #sonic #myyfics #myydrabs #introduction #intro post #introductory post

[toxicsamruby]

anon from before (btw im not white) - okay i agree w/all your points; my main thought was just... the way tumblr engages with media tends to be in a "how do we fix it" type of post that are usually character-centric and how that's not easy to do with spn BECAUSE of the lack of characters of color. which is especially true with how you pointed out that the problems are really baked into the premise of the show. 1/2

although i guess people could make posts that completely rewrite the premise of how hunting works/the religious mythology of the show?? which i guess would be kind of cool/IS something people should discuss more. 2/2

i mean thats the thing is like. there needs to be DISCUSSION of the whiteness inherent in supernatural before we can jump to fixing it?? and saying like Oh well it’s complicated and i dont know how it would be fixed ISNT a good enough reason to just not talk abt it. like there needs to be more of a general recognition within this fandom abt how DEEPLY and FUNDAMENTALLY racist supernatural is (as in its not just a problem of a couple people of color got killed off) bc thats part of consuming fiction critically. Like i dont mean to be on my soapbox about this but i just started watching the show a few months ago and it was genuinely shocking how deep the eugenics rhetoric runs and even more so to see that the vast majority of white fans on here dont..actually talk about that

#like if i can write mile long posts abt this based on 2 or 3 months people who have been writing dissertations on dean's gender since 2014 #are capable of understanding and discussing racism like grown ups #asks

[eddiebodywantssome]

no excuses writing meme, askbox version

from 3 of my current wips

FIRST — the first two sentences of my current project

“Turn left.” Maddie turns her blinker on, steering the car off the highway and into the forested area. It rumbles slightly as the road beneath the wheels changes from tar to soil. Jee-Yun giggles in the backseat. “All okay, baby?” “Bumpy, mama,” she replies. [WIP 1]

LAST — the most recently written two sentences of my current project

(“Hey, Buck, sorry this is really last minute but can I stay with you for the weekend? My house is getting fumigated.” “Yeah, of course. You’re always welcome.” Standing on either side of the doorway, the three feet between them stretched on for miles.) [WIP 2]

NEXT — the next line. meaning i will finish the sentence I’m on and write a new one, which you’ll get.

Buck slides into a spot next to Ravi as Bobby places a pint in front of him. “What’s going on?” [Stardew Valley AU]

[insert prompt here] — you post a prompt, and i’ll write three sentences based on that prompt, set in the same time/setting as my current project

THE END — i’ll make up an ending, or post the ending if i’ve written it

One by one, the people who’ve shaped his life over the past eight years leave. Buck waves them goodbye from the porch of their house, with his husband tracing infinities on his skin. It twists his stomach a little, knowing that with everyone branching out the firehouse won’t be the same anymore, but he’s not too worried. Station 118’s lights are always on. All they've got to do is follow them home. [WIP 1]

BEFORE THE BEGINNING — three sentences (or more) about something that happened before the plot of my current project

Buck sniffs and pockets the envelope. It felt like the right time to open it. Out in the smoking area, he takes a long drag of his cigarette and carefully unseals the letter. It contains a postcard. Trees surround a red-roofed cottage in the wilderness, as a small dog leaps into frame. The sun-dappled sign hanging from the porch beam reads ‘Farm 118.’ The picture is faded, but the colour and joy are evident. Buck can’t help but feel the love emanating from it. [Stardew Valley AU]

POV — something that’s already happened, retold from another character’s perspective

Eddie isn't looking Buck in the eye. Or even in the general direction of Buck, really. “Nah, just… couldn’t sleep.” Buck gives him a once over. He definitely looks like he hasn't slept in days; at least he isn't lying about that. He could ask Eddie about it. Sit him down and beg him to talk and ask him to give him something, anything... but he decides against it. All he needs is to get out of the loft, he thinks to himself as he finishes lacing his shoes, and then he will be able to take care of Eddie, should he let him. [WIP 2]

feel free to send asks/prompts abt any of these!!

#mayswords #yass accountability #911 fox #911fic

[exciting]

As requested, books / series I read in 2020 in the order I read them, with a few brief thoughts. (This took me a hot second because there are a few and also I moved cities) Should I keep a consistent goodreads? Yes I should but I didn’t think of that at the time, so bone apple teeth & sorry if I offend you abt your faves x

P.S. I can’t figure out how to do a read more on mobile so long post ahead!

A Court of Thorns and Roses by Sarah J Maas - This is one of the most vivid published fantasy books I have ever read... I read it twice in rapid succession. The fandom POPS off. I must say I have issues with certain aspects e.g. fae lore completely ignored à la Twilight, all love interests 500+ years old and technically a different species, etc (I’m not going to deconstruct the entire series here but just know that I could... Nesta deserves better)

Cruel Prince by Holly Black - This fucking slaps, HB clearly has done her research, the lore is near immaculate, and it explores the Fae in such a unique way, tying it to the modern world subtly and seamlessly. My only qualm was that the books felt quite short; truly wish there had been more content.

Throne of Glass by Sarah J Maas (6/7) - So basically I read this in one single, hyperfixated fit which meant I literally locked myself in my room for three days straight and read all six books back to back in a row from morning to the wee hours. Which is not to say it was spectacular; although it was a VERY rich world, sometimes it was too much... this felt like 6 stories in one. Ik she was young when she wrote this but it is my humble opinion that SJM needs a better editor & I personally think Rowan is a grade A asshole / straight up abusive (& personally think the ACOTAR Tamlin plot was born from that?). It’s good but not as good as ACOTAR. Skip-read the last book. 

Grishaverse (Shadow and Bone) by Leigh Bardugo (3) - This is essential to read before SOC but was very much simply a YA fantasy book, although the world was cool and the way the love plot played out was, imo, a subtle middle finger to the fantasy trope. Felt very much aimed at younger readers though? Really liked the sandwhich structure of the Proluge and Epilogue, especially in #2

Six of Crows series by Leigh Bardugo (2) - INCREDIBLE continuation of Grishaverse, better than the original series by a mile. It has the range, the diversity, the representation (the male lead is a disabled asexual and still the most cunning of the entire cast of characters), the plot is phenomenal, and it manages such a well rounded plot in only two books which means nothing is stretched out or squeezed in more than need be. Deserves all the praise it gets.

King of Scars series by Leigh Bardugo (0.5/1) - Personally I don’t consider this book canon, and while it’s nice to see the rest of Nina’s journey & the world again & everyone else, I don't like it. I will, however, be reading book 2 when it comes out, so shame on me, I suppose.

Ninth House by Leigh Bardugo (1/1) - this was incredibly cool although it went off in a completely different direction than I thought it would based off the first few chapters? One of my favourite YA-author-debuts-New-Adult novels in 2020 though!

Crescent City by Sarah J Maas (1/1) - This was supposed to be SJM/s New Adult debut, although personally I would put her other series in New Adult, and I can’t say a remarkable amount was different with this except they said “fuck” and “ass” a lot. WHY is the romantic interest 500 years old AGAIN. I just... don’t... I just don’t think it was necessary... the world was cool though, and the last half of the book was riveting, but the beginning was quite slow and I thought the sword thing was predictable. I am interested to see where this goes though.

A Darker Shade of Magic by V.E. Schwab (3) - This world is so fucking cool... four Londons aka parallel universes & the one in ‘our’ world is set in industrial era London. Magic, girls dressing up as boys, thieves, pirates, royalty... it all just slaps. Schwab is an incredible writer & I was completely immersed.

Midnight Sun by SMeyer - I didn’t think anything could possibly detract even further from the Twilight story but I was sorely mistaken... seeing the stalking from Edward’s POV - and it was worse than depicted in Twilight, for the record - completely obliterated any sort of romance the first half of the original book may have portrayed. I still hold the opinion that the entire series would have been better if some kind of vampire lore had been abided by, if only to see all of the villains thwarted by someone dropping a bag of rice on the ground, forcing them to have to count them all.

An ember in the Ash by Sabaa Tahir  (3/4) - This was just a very stereotypical ya fantasy series, emphasis on the YOUNG... it wasn’t anything to write home about but I remember quite enjoying it at the time. 

The Power by Naomi Alderman - This book is FUCKING incredible and EXCEPTIONALLY thought provoking... essentially women alone develop a power of electric shock etc. and then take over the world from men, and it explores feminism and the balance between equality & tipping the scales in the other direction. Written by a friend of M.Atwood in a similar tone to handmaids tale, I would say? Content warning; there are some exceptionally graphic scenes in the latter half of the novel. 

Hamlet by Wllm Shksp - I can’t believe it took me this long to finally read it but Ophelia is my favourite name in the entire world & we love to see a woman go batshit (although she didn’t deserve that). 

Catherine House by Elisabeth Thomas - this was unsettling in the best sense of the word... it was a little slow & honestly more of a concept than a big reveal, but I couldn’t stop thinking about it after I finished it? A Secret History vibes but make it blurry like the memory of all those dystopian novels you read when you were young?

The Invisible Life of Addie La Rue by V.E. Schwab - This is without a doubt my book of the year, and probably the best book I read in 2020? I stayed up all night on a friend’s couch reading it, got a book hangover and reread the ending, and then thrust it upon my mother who doesn’t usually read but read this, and loved it just as much. HIGHLY recommend and you HAVE to read it, it’s beautiful and endearing and just plain wonderful.

Captive Prince by C.S. Pacat (3/3) - I went into this knowing it was going to be terrible, because I had received a blow by blow telling me as much; although I must say that it did learn a remarkable amount of new words, the books did get better as the series went on, and it did have a rather charming ending? BIG content warning for almost everything.

Sapiens by Yuval Harari - mind-expanding & must recommend for everyone, there is everything in this and I daresay everyone should posses this kind of knowledge? I listened to it as an audiobook (which I recommend because it’s rather hearty) but will be buying this in hardcopy & rereading it with annotations. 

Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller - Without a doubt, one of the most beautiful novels I have ever read, and certainly the most beautiful portrayal of the story of Achilles and the battle of Troy I have ever seen. Patroclus deserved the justice that was given to him in this book; indeed, all of the characters were written with justice and grace. Highly recommend.

Trials of Apollo by Rick Riordan (3/5) - Apollo is my favourite Greek God, and the sexiest greek god, and Rick Riordan’s writing slaps, as always. It did pain me to see Apollo, the sexy immortal, have to be forced back into a 16 year old’s body but everything else? Whimsical & wonderful, as expected. 

These Violent Delights by Chloe Gong - a retelling of Romeo and Juliette, except it’s set in Shanghai in the 1920′s, and the protagonists already have a history. Very well done, characters are incredibly diverse in race, sexual orientation, gender, and ability / disability (and honestly, representation has never appeared so effortless and elegant). Also it includes a monster and possible magic. Incredibly underrated and highly recommend.

The Once and Future Witches by Alix. E Harrow - this was such a unique concept, and truly captivating, the story was charming, and felt like the kind of beautiful fairytale you would read as children but with more grit? ABSOLUTELY recommend this one

The Pisces by Melissa Broder - I hated this so much, not my vibe at all. Mermaid smut x therapy but make it cynical and judgemental (I know there was a moral in there but that’s not my point) also the dog dies.

Library of the Unwritten by A.J. Hackwith (1/2) - really interesting & unique concept (all unwritten novels / ideas reside in a special library that is part of Hell and then sometimes the books can come to life) however, my first thought upon reading this was “this reads as if it’s stemmed from one of those writing prompt tumblr posts” bc of the tone and whatever and as it turns out I was somewhat correct, it did stem from a short story (not bad just obvious). It did kind of settle down as it went on but I found reading it kind of a drag, and I don’t think I will read the second one.

Abandon by Meg Cabot - 1. Meg Cabot’s writing always fucking slaps 2. Hades and Persephone but make it modern & very 2000′s & somehow kind of unique 3. I literally loved this, sue me

Medusa Girls (Sweet Venom) by Tera Childs - Like Percy Jackson except they are descendants of Medusa so they are Gorgons and have fangs & venom (hence the title). Gave me very 2000′s vibes? Quite cool but tbh I found the books quite short (like two hours each, if that)? Do NOT read the GoodReads description of the book before you read it, you will spoil it for yourself.

Bring me their Hearts by Sara Wolf - In my opinion, this is one of the most underrated YA series I read in 2020. The heroine is endearing, self aware, witty, and loves to look pretty even while kicking ass which in my opinion is an incredibly underrated trait. Also, immortality without being hundreds of years old? VERY sexy. HIGHLY recommend. 

A Deal with the Elf King by Elise Kova - High commendation to be given for the fact that it is a standalone and yet manages to fit in the plot of what would usually be a full fantasy trilogy without cutting corners or being a million miles long? Also sweet storyline & beautiful ending? If you liked ACOTAR you should read this as a “what would have / could have been had SJM had a different editor” (No shade I promise).

The Iron Fae by Julie Kagawa (4/4 + novellas) - Incredibly detailed faerie set around the modern world & our current use of technology & iron in it. Very neat adventure-style series, by the time I read the last novella I was well and truly done with the world (aka provided enough content to be fulfilling). Was definitely aimed at a younger audience though, NO smut / smut was brushed over.

The Modern Faerie Tales by Holly Black (3/3 SS) - This is technically the prequel to Cruel prince, set in the modern world, but with the fae world inside it as it traditional? All I have to say is that it is excellent & I highly recommend it.

Bridgerton series (The Duke and I) by Julia Quinn (9/9) - I read this after watching the Netflix show twice through and I am obsessed, although the books were not quite as elegant as the show, and some parts that made me cringe either by their portrayal (it is very firmly set in the 19th century and thus some things are not handled with tact or grace), the characters were exceptionally loveable and I am so excited to see where the show takes them! Lovely language & an abundance of words I had never seen before (always a plus). 

#the number of these which I hate with a passion now #fuck my life #HATE SJM #MAD about grishaverse #ASHAMED of bridgerton and the feminism leeched from my soul after reading this

[chittapornswife]

•fanfic writers tag game!

tagged by @dhoya 😙

tagging: @127-mile , @skrtbabe , @treasuretaeil , @ anyone who wants to do this!

1. what fandoms have you written for (but do not currently)?

haven’t written for anyone other than nct! maybe tried writing for others like i have this ancient hanbin fic and changmin (tvxq) fic i have buried.

2. what fandoms are you currently writing for?

nct! :D

3. how long have you been writing?

fanfics ever since 2016? maybe?? and writing ever since i was a kid, i loved making up stories :))

4. on which platforms do you post your stories?

tumblr! i posted a random story and poem collection on wattpad many years ago like early high school LOL fun but cringe times

5. what is your favourite genre to write?

the good old classic fluff🙏🏼🙏🏼 i can write teeth rotting, cavity inducing fluff for days bc angst only comes to me when i’m sad or pensive and smut is hard too

6. are you a pantser or a planner?

pantser baby!! i try to plan and then i go off track but it feels more natural so 🤷🏻‍♀️

7. one shot or multi-chapter?

one shots are my go to but ever since dnyl club, chapters feel so nice like i don’t have to condense or have a bunch of separate scenes in one fic!

8. what is the perfect chapter length in your opinion?

hmmm... i don’t think there is a perfect length. whatever feels right and whatever makes sense for the flow!

9. what is your longest published story? is it complete?

dnyl club i think? it’s ongoing! the longest one shot would be my recent “midnight moon café” at 14.8K, still short compared to other ppl’s works!

10. which story did you enjoy working on the most?

i’d say dnyl club is the most fun to work on atm! all of the stories were very fun to write tho and have specific memories attached! like vampire!ten makes me think of my old college, merry missed flight is based off that i missed a flight irl, peter pan flight with jungwoo was for my dear friend and reminiscent of disneyland!, strawberry sweet makes me think of early high school🥺

11. favourite request you've have written and why (if any?)

don’t do requests!

12. are there reoccurring themes in your stories?

kind of maybe? one of the character’s has a problem of some sort, a personality flaw even maybe but they work it out; they attempt to mend it! also now i’m realizing but a lot of hidden feelings and not being upfront. a certain theme that’s prominent is college au’s tho! i guess it’s because i’m in uni/college so i find it easier to write content about things i’m doing myself or situations i’m in.

13. current number of wips?

under 20 i think??

14. three things you have noticed about your own writing?

after writing this, i notice i should expand and write for different subjects. i don’t like being in one box and love creativity so i’ll be thinking abt that for the future! one thing also is that i’m hard on myself but after a couple month when i read a certain fic of mine i’m like wait... this isn’t so bad LOL

15. a quote you like from a published story

it may not seem like much but dnyl club has a lot of my own personal thoughts and stories in it so proofreading chapters helps me to understand what i’m feeling and how to get out of it! dnyl club has always been a story from my own life so it’s kind of relieving to let it out through a written fictional story?

Damn you Julie.

Damn you for being so beautiful, so kind, so great and damn you for being such a good friend. A good friend that had no clue that her own friend was crushing on the guy that was about to ask her out. Hell, she couldn’t even do anything because she didn’t even know that Mark was your crush, no one knew.

Maybe it was your fault, you thought to yourself as you ran out of breath. Maybe if you had told your friends, especially Julie, that you had a crush on Mark, maybe they could’ve spread some good words about you to him and he would’ve fallen for you. But you knew that was bullshit. No matter how much you tried to make yourself better and more attractive, Mark would still most likely choose anyone else over you.

dnyl club: chapter 1

16. a quote from an unpublished story

ah this is so fun and based off the lyrics of one of my fav old hindi songs.

Alcohol was the only thing that was a constant in his life. People would come and go, but his beautiful filled glass of pleasure would always be there.

And really, who wasn’t intoxicated? So many got high off their own beauty and youth, high off their passion and love, high from the frantic breaths when they see their love. You could still feel high without drinking. Even the world was intoxicated. The morning was intoxicated by the refreshing dew drops on the grass and leaves. The air was intoxicated by the fragrance of the rain and the clouds. In every intoxication, there was a joy and a sorrow to be found. So, who wasn’t intoxicated?

His mind swirled with random aggressive thoughts towards people who shamed his lifestyle. At least he was attempting to find joy in his misery.

sharaabi (h.rj)

17. space for you to say something to your readers

thank u to anyone who read this long thing but also for all the feedback :)) it rlly means a lot to me!! 💞💞💞

#tagged #tag games #wips

[threeracha]

~♡~ mutuals & followers appreciation! ~♡~

❝hi hello❞ -kim woojin 2k17 :~~)

dec. 28, 2017. i reached 1k followers today! ♡ it’s super exciting for me and i really wanted thank you all for following me c:: i think i started mid-late october so this rapid growth has been a bit overwhelming for this shitty blogger here but AHHHHHHH i’m super :-DD. i hope i don’t come off as ungrateful or anything on my blog, bc i feel like i’m horrible at interactions and showing appreciation LMAO :”””) but truly, it’s such a blessing to see that many people are not only supporting stray kids, but this blog as well :>>

to my followers: it’s always a delight to see you guys pop up in my activity!! i’m an obsessive tag reader and i’m often making inhuman noises as i read through tags. you’re all very sweet and i absolutely love this fandom. we are rather small right now and so i feel an immense sense of closeness. ik this fandom will grow larger as sk make their debut but i’ll always love the fandom :”D.  HAHA what a sap im sry. 

to mutuals: ahhh!! ok so i was initially pretty wary about creating an sk sideblog bc i’m really shy and coming into fandoms is always !!!! yikes !!!! to me lmao. buuut i feel that you’re all super welcoming and talented and i feel like im on cloudnine to be able to interact w/ amazing bloggers. ♥︎

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i’m not giving special messages to all my mutuals but pls kno ily all the same!!!!! (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ) i would tag u all but my following list is rly messy and i’ll prob miss at least 300% of mutuals i hope u understand ;;;

@hyuunjins: ig ur an okay mutual. i just feel obligated 2 include u since we share a husband & all,,,,,,,, but nonetheless ur content is a1 and if u dare disrespect ur coloring again i will personally crawl 2000 miles to hit u w/ some sense >>:(. but frrrrrrr thanks for listening to me rant all the time!!!!! ily!!

@straykidstan: you were one of the first people to approach me and i’ll b 4ever grateful <333. you’re honestly soso nice and your blog brings a big ol :smiLE to my face when you pop up on my dash!!! ilysm!!

@bunny-jisungie: i am #1 bad replier & i am so so sorry lmaooo but you know how that cursed sleep schedule is like LMAOO,, :””). anyways, i think your blog is absolutely amazing! i am thankful you recommended one of ur fics to me!! it was absolute art. you deserve all the happiness + non-stress in the world, my dear <3

@thestraykiddos: softiaaaaa. lov ya. your blog’s uber cute and i am grateful we’re mutuals in sk fandom too :~~). ik ur highkey ot9 stan but embracE the minho n changbin bias girly!! i hope to see writings from u in the future too :)

@chanbaee: i still remember when u complimented a gifset of mine in ur tags :”) my heart is BURSTING thinking abt it again bc you’re one of the first blogs i looked up to in sk fandom!! agh i’m so bad at texting tbh but i enjoy your absolute SOFTNESS.

@seungmon: lkfjlksjdf tbh i never would’ve imagined in a million years i’d be mutuals with you tbh LOL your gifs + gfx are always SOOOOO pretty so it’s fascinating to me to think that you!! actually!! follow!! me!! AAHHHH!!! ilyvm my emo mutual. <3

@seungminty: mar! your gfx + edits are TO. DIE. FOR. i hope you gain a lot more confidence bc i think they’re absolutely adorable and your aesthetic is quite my style :-)). you’re a top notch seungmin-based blog and i’m glad our lil cutie has such a great fan like uu :)

@softstraykids: DAIN! you have NO IDEA HOW LONG I’D BEEN WAITING FOR YOU TO LEMME KNO THE CONFIRMATION OF UR SK BLOG. LSKDJFLKSJF you’re honestly one of the best writers ever and i cannNNOT wait till ur blog fills with works!! ILY. <3333

@hyyunjinn: cici!! girl,,, u r an all-kill in all aspects of content-creating!!! i have NO idea how you maintain EVERYTHING you do to such a HIGH level of skill but i commend you for that vv much. i hope you gain a lot more confidence in everything u do as well :~). you’re one of the BEST hyunjin minho blogs up to date!! <33

@felix-navidad: summerrrrr omggggg you KNOOWW ilysm alr but i’m glad to see you following this blog too <33. i’m grateful to see you in my notifs sm :-D you’re always one of my top followers and i! love! u! so! much! for! that!

@chanskitty: DIAN!!!! imy lots darling :( ik you havent been feeling top-notch lately but i wish you all the best!! your sk blog is SOOO adorable like FROM THE URL, TO THE ICOn, THE THE HEADER, TO UR CONTENT. you’ve goT IT ALL AT 100/10!

@straykidzz: uwuwu it’s soo heartwarming to me to know we’re mutuals ;-;;;; your gifs srsly are SO. NICE. LIKE. CAN. U. PLS. TEACH. ME. anyways, you’re supppper sweet as well like,, talent AND nice,, hOW DO U DO IT ALL. xoxoxo

@jeongn​: HONESTLY your blog is a solid 192837492/10 LIKE!! u got it from the edits to the memes and youre also a bit multi which i absolutely LOVE. also ur theme always looks so bomb pls can u TEACH. thanks!!! :D

@mosquitofelix​: IM SO SRY IM SUCH A DRY TEXTER IMA WORK ON HITTIN U UP BETTER LMAO anyways! ur SOOOOO sweet and really like,, just really soft idk the way you type is really funny since i tend to use caps fairly often you still remain SOFT and i love it!! anyways ily and ur blog and ur also so beautiful AHHH im blessed to have you as a mutual <33. 

@3rachaa​: LKSDJFLKSDJFLKSFJ i lov how u always slide into my askbox KFLLKF ur too sweet and im SORRY IDK HOW TO KEEP CONVERSATIONS!!! but truly ily and IMA TRY HIT U UP MORE BC LIKE,,, needa make sure an amazing blogger like u wont disown me in the future >:( !!!! :”D <3

@straykidding: BERRA. you’re honestly so weird but i ADORE you for that. youre so unique and i hope u neVER change. ok? never >>:(. your posts never fail to make me laugh and i will forever cherish ur angelic screaming <33 

#I ACCIDENTALLY FORGOT TO ONLY TAKE THEIR HEADS #SEUNGMIN'S NECK IS ESPECIALLY ELONGATED IN THAT PHOTO SO IT LOOKS HELLA WERID LMAOOO #milestone tracker #1k #thnk u alllll omgglkgdsjglskdjfk my heart is just oozing this thing called..... l o v e #shhhh tho its a secret #cant hav ppl thinking imlike... a softie now >;(