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2centlove · 2 years

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the boy from third period pt.4 : pretty boys

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Was the boy who flipped your life upside down in high school about to do it to you again in college?

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*will be revised later*

Details

Pairing- jeno x reader, a little bit of lucas x reader

Genre- romance, angst, smut (18+ please), slow burn, enemies to lovers

In this chapter

Special appearances- winwin, jaehyun

Warnings- use of words like "slut", drinking

Word count- 2.7k (a longer one :0)

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pt.1 , pt.2, pt.3

It has officially been two weeks since the incident and I haven’t seen him since as well. It’s probably for the best that I haven't seen him because I had no idea how I felt about the situation. I definitely liked it, that’s for sure. Did I want to continue it? Yes, if said person wasn’t my highschool bully… What did it mean? Why did he do it? Why did I like it? Why why why why.

*Ding*

Oh my phone.

I grabbed my phone from my bedside table and opened the message from none other than Lucas, my only real friend. It’s sad really because I haven’t had a single close girl friend while in college. Sure there was my roommate but she was out most days with her girlfriend-- a happy and stable relationship those two. And there’s a high chance that she’s disgusted by my reputation. But I don’t blame her, most people are deterred by it. It’s something that manages to follow me everywhere I go.

My mask has been painted by people I don’t even know. I mean, what can I do? People will conjure anything up so others can lap it up like dogs

If I did a head count of all the “friends” I had, the majority would probably be boys. Half of them are probably just there for sex but either way, I can’t deny that i don’t have many girl friends. And this isn’t a “girls are too dramatic” situation, they just simply avoid me half the time. I would love some more girls in my life if I was actually given the chance.

yukheihei: party @ the frat house 9:30 pm. you comin?

y/n: yeah sure pick up at 9 then?

yukheihei: yeah i can where should i pick her highness?

y/n: oh hushhhhhh

y/n: i’ll wait by the hub yk where that is right?

yukheihei: ofc i do dumbass

y/n: lmao ill see you then <3

This will be my first party since the one where I almost got my teeth punched in and I have definitely lowered my expectations since.

I looked over to the clock which read, “8:43”.

“Fuck!”

I dressed myself in a tiny black silk slip on dress on top of heart patterned tights paired with Doc Martens. To combat the cold and for some modesty I also threw on a simple grey sweatshirt. And with that, I was done. For only 13 minutes, I looked pretty good.

I walked over to the Hub like I said I would be at and waited patiently for Lucas’s car to pull up. Lucas’s car eventually pulled up at around 9:10, a.k.a 7 minutes of coldness. Once his car came to a stop, I rushed to open the passenger door and threw myself in the seat as fast as I could so my legs could start to thaw.

I threw a punch into Lucas’s arm. “Ow! What was that for?” he howled, rubbing his arm.

“That’s what happens when you leave a girl in the cold for over 5 minutes!” I said

“She’s got a point,” a voice from the backseat said. I jerked my head in that direction and there was Winwin, Lucas’s dorm neighbor, just chilling in the middle back seat.

“Oh hey Winwin. I didn’t know you were coming as well” I smiled wearily.

“Ah yeah, I thought might as well you know?” He told me with a shrug. I nodded a ‘gotcha’ at him and he threw me a thumbs up.

Lucas responded to our prior conversation with, “If you didn’t wear such clothes, maybe you wouldn’t be cold.” He started up the car and took off. Ouch, that kinda hurt. Was wanting to look good and feel good regardless of weather, bad? Him and his impulsive mouth I swear would be the death of me eventually.

I gave him another slap on the arm, “I look good and you know it! You’re just too stubborn to admit that I can be attractive”

“The sounds that come from his dorm room beg to differ . . .” Winwin interjected. Lucas left out a bellowing laugh. I felt heat rush up to my face and to the tips of my ears. I couldn’t see myself at the moment but I’m sure no one could see the blush on my cheeks with how red I was.

“Oh my fucking god” I exclaimed.

“Good one Sicheng! If I wasn’t driving I’d dab you up or something,” Lucas said.

“Yukhei! Don’t humor him and just drive” I demanded. Winwin stifled a chuckle with his hand. Although I wasn’t looking over at Lucas, I just know he rolled his eyes. Sometimes, he was the most infuriating little bitch but the only one who stayed by my side so I guess he gets some leeway.

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Once Lucas parked his car along the road near the frat house, we decided to set some ground rules.

The rules were as followed:

-Let the others know if you decide to go home with someone else or stay later

-If in danger, find Lucas or Winwin immediately (as suggested by Lucas for me)

-No driving under any influence

-Have fun

Okay, simple enough. I can do that, yeah. I don’t know if I can stay away from drinks tonight but I’m sure one of the others can. On second thought, maybe not Lucas. Guess I’ll have to beg Winwin to stay sober tonight or call an Uber.

We all got out of the car and not going to lie, we looked fucking rich. Lucas branded a tank top with a leather jacket over and higher waisted straight cut black jeans with silver accessories. Winwin wore a white turtleneck tucked into pants similar to Lucas’s but faux leather. Though instead of silver like Lucas, he wore gold accessories like a wrist watch and clip-on gold hoops. No, his ears weren’t pierced surprisingly.

The leather and silk combo of the three of us made for an attractive display. And it’s not just me saying this either, heads were turning as we walked in. Lucas in front, me behind him, and Winwin at the end. More eyes were on Lucas than Winwin and I which is not surprising of course.

And although the overall feedback was good, I did hear mentions of me, not good mentions. “Why would she wear silk? Isn’t she just begging for it?” I don’t dress to please anyone but myself.

“You think I can do her tonight?” No.

Great, I already want to leave.

“Hey I’m going to play beer pong with the seniors. That alright with you guys?” Lucas said, interrupting my thoughts.

“Yeah, I’m good with it,” answered Winwin. Lucas’s eyes fell onto me.

“Oh yeah, that’s fine go ahead” I replied.

“Alright, cool,” Lucas smiled gleefully. He clutched the back of my neck, pulled me in, and landed a kiss right at the top of my head, “have fun this time, yeah?”

I nodded with a smile. I looked over to Winwin and he gestured over to the drinks table. We walked with each other to it. He grabbed a cup of what I hope was just cider while I grabbed a can of beer.

Then we went our separate ways.

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It was now 10:30 ish I believe. It’s safe to say that I’m drunk. Yes, I'm definitely drunk. I think I may have had 2 or 3 cans of beer? I don’t remember.

Last time I checked, Lucas was still playing drinking games or a game with others and Winwin was dancing on the dance floor with some chick. Which left me to my own devices. I deserved a little attention. No?

Jaehyun planted a kiss on my cheek after I downed another big gulp of alcohol and I giggled. I had my legs swung over his lap and my arms around his shoulders with his one hand around my waist.

Ahhh Jaehyun. Jeong Jaehyun. Such a pretty man. Disgustingly pretty actually. Prettier than half of the girls I've seen! I’ve seen him at enough parties to consider him a friend. He’s always been so kind and gentle with me that I know I can trust him in such a wasted state. He wouldn’t try anything funky, nothing I couldn’t say no to. Jaehyun wasn’t a dick like half the people at this party, he’s just here to have a good time.

“You got a ride home princess?” Jaehyun asked me.

“Me? Oh yeah I have Yukhei heh heh,” I answered as best as I could.

“I’m pretty sure Lucas is drunk as well and that isn’t safe. Anyone else?”

He’s right. Lucas was 100% sloshed and the type to speed 20 over the speed limit when he was drunk, which is definitely a no-go. “There’s Winwin I guess but I think he’s with a girl” I answered again, slurring the last word.

Jaehyun rubbed my back and head with his hands. It kinda reminded me of my mom. “Well if you need a ride, I only had a half of can or so but you know I can hold my alcohol well,” He finished with a chuckle.

“Yeahhhh, I have yet to get you drunk enough to spill that you’re an axe murderer hah haaa”

We laughed together. I laughed into his chest and he laughed into my hair.

“Okay Jae, I’ll take her from here” a voice said. It definitely wasn’t Jaehyun’s because he’s ‘Jae’. Not Lucas’s loud and goofy voice or Winwin’s silky, pretty one. This voice was low and creamy.

I lifted my head from Jaehyun's chest and looked to the person who casted a shadow onto us.

“Jeno,” I whispered.

“Yes, I’m Jeno and you’re drunk,” he said tilting his head as he observed the state I was in.

I let myself fall back into Jaehyun’s chest. “No, go away” I groaned, turning my head away from him and flinging my hand around, “shoo.”

Why was he here? Did he come here just to find me? Is he going to continue his highschool ways now that he knows we go to the same college? No, no calm down Y/N. He wouldn’t do such immature things now that we’re both adults. He probably just happened to find me here. Yeah, yeah.

“You heard the girl Jeno,” Jaehyun said backing me up, “go away”. Jeahyun gave him a sweet, mocking smile and gave my back another rub.

“Look, there’s something I’ve been meaning to discuss with her. Seriously.”

“Lee Jeno, that is exactly what they all say and they never do her any goo-”

I pulled his face to mine with my hands and landed my lips onto his. He kissed me back without question, pulling me onto his lap by my waist.

If I heard right, Jeno had let out a grunt, an annoyed one.

Just to push him further, I started grinding my hips back and forth over Jaehyun’s. His grip on my waist tightened but was immediately replaced by a more forceful and painful one.

Jeno had pulled me off of Jaehyun’s lap and was dragging me outside by the waist

“Let go of meeeahhh”

“Drunk or not, we have to talk.” Being too drunk to fight, I leaned into him.

Jeno pushed past the dozens of people dancing on the dance floor and unexpectedly, one of the dancer’s hands landed on his right shoulder.

“What are you doing with her?” A pretty voice asked Jeno.

“Don’t worry Winwin, if she isn’t back within like 15 minutes, you can beat me up all you want”

“It’s fine Winwin,” I murmured, waving my hand in where I thought the voice to be coming from.

When nothing else was said in response, Jeno and I walked the rest of the way out of the house and sat down on the porch.

I leaned back on the bench and pulled my jacket around me. I fought the strong urge to fall asleep right there on me.

Jeno says, “Don’t fall asleep on me quite yet please,” like he was reading my thoughts.

“You want to talk about highschool? Ya?” I murmured.

“Straight to the point I see,” Jeno waited for a second before speaking again, “you’re right though. I want to talk about highschool”

By now, I have sobered up a little. Still tired and slow but sober enough to cohesively respond. “Go on”

“So, um. First and foremost, I’m sorry. I was young and angry and I took it out on you”

I let out a laugh. “Can you like, tell me something I don’t already know?”

“Right, yeah. I don’t know if you can forgive me anytime soon-“

“Forgive you? Jeno, you threw me against lockers, spread the most nastiest rumors about me, and said the most vulgar things to me. Like how I was a-“

Jeno cut me off as well, “Yeah, yeah I know, you don’t have to tell me that…”

“I don’t know how you expect me to forgive you. I mean look at me! I’ve become trashy because of you! I go to parties all the time, I’m in someone’s dorm room every other day, and, and.” I couldn’t finish. I knew fully well of my habits yet it was still embarrassing to admit them aloud.

“That isn’t true Y/N and you know that. I know you’re on a scholarship, that’s gotta mean something?” How did he know that?

“Oh pssshhh, like anyone cares about that. People don’t look at me and think, ‘wow that girl must be something! She’s on a scholarship!’. That just isn’t something people consider.”

“Well, that’s not what I think…” He whispered, barely audible.

I looked at him and he was already looking at me.

When was the last time I looked at him, like really looked at him? His hair was a dark, natural black while his hair in the past was a platinum blonde. His eyes appeared softer but still held the same dullness. And his lips, his lips curved a serious line as we stared at each other.

I narrowed my eyes and whispered, “Then why?”

“Why?”

“Why did you treat me the way that you did?”

“I- I can’t tell you that. It’s not easy”

It’s not easy? That’s rich.

I started to slur as I spoke, “Then why are you here after all these years?”

“Because I regret my actions”

“Why did you do your actions? Why did you leave? Why did you come back? Why did you kiss me? And why did I li-“

The front door of the house slammed open. Winwin walked out and leaned against the frame looking at us. “Times up”

Sounds started to mix together and everything started to blur. God, I’m so tired. This is too much.

“Oh hey, Winwin”

“Hey Y/N”

“Where’s Yukhei?”

“He’s coming soon and we’re leaving,” Winwin said sternly, then glanced at Jeno, “that means you have to leave”

“Mmmm” I groaned. The slur of music and voices finally lulled me to sleep.

*This portion will be told in third person for story telling purposes*

Jeno reached over to catch Y/N’s head in his hand.

“Have you drank at all?” Jeno asked Winwin as he sat next to Y/N and rested her head on his shoulder.

“No, I have not,” Winwin narrowed his eyes at the sight, “and you might not want to do that.”

“Do what?” Jeno jerked his head to the left. Winwin twirled his finger to where Y/N’s head laid on Jeno’s shoulder. “Why?”

“Yukhei may or may not be pleased.”

“Oh yeah, Lucas. Why would he be mad? It’s not like they’re dating…”

Silence

“They aren’t, right?” Jeno asked nervously

Winwin crossed his arms, “that’s not something I can answer for you unfortunately.”

Jeno stopped for a moment, deep in thought. His lips pulled thin.

Winwin broke the silence. “I’ll take her and save you the confusion.” Winwin walked towards the two and looped his arms under Y/N’s legs and back.

“Yeah, seeya…” Jeno said and waved at them.

“Bye” Winwin replied flatly and made his way down the porch stairs and to Lucas’s car parked along the sidewalk. He kicked up his leg to support Y/N’s back as he released his grip on her back to open the back car door. He placed her down across the back seat and sat himself in the front seat.

Winwin sent Lucas a text.

Winwin: Lucas let’s fucking go, Y/N hella wasted.

yukheight: Ahj ill be oit in a sexond

Winwin: Lol sex

#jeno imagines #jeno smut #jeno fanfic #lucas smut #nct lucas #nct fluff #nct smut #nct dream #wayv #wayv smut #jaemin smut #nct fanfic #nct angst #nct college au #nct jaehyun #nct winwin

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ranboo5 · 3 years

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I don’t have time to draw anythin big for 1yr and I was going to post just the first one (which I did to stream) but like... Extra Content yk! Here’s a bunch of sketchbook Ranbs for the soul :D Happy one year of content creation to the man whose stuff continually gets me through a hard time by making it worse /affectionate /parasocial /honorific

[ID: Five pictures of pencil drawings, on lined paper. The first is a picture of a full page. At the top of the page a small torso-up doodle of a classic:tm: Ranboo design with fluffy hair, two tails, horns, and pointed ears, with “govt mandated design or smth” handwritten next to it. He is turned away from the viewer, looking back. Immediately below is a similarly sized reproduction of Ranboo’s Minecraft avatar standing in the corner of his housing like he did on stream; it’s captioned “omg ranb :D [wide smile].” To that reproduction’s left is a larger bust drawing of c!Ranboo with the normal design (description to come), captioned “the desigm :3 [cutesy/cat face smile]”; he is smiling widely and looking up. His left hand is visible, held up with the thumb and index finger out. On the opposite side of the paper is a quick bust doodle of “biblically accurate” Ranboo, a reproduction of his Minecraft skin, with no mouth and boxy eyes, head, and crown, looking at the viewer; it is captioned “Biblically lmao.” In the bottom left of the paper is a realistic bust sketch of cc!Ranboo, reproduced from the facecam section of his stream; he is in full mask and glasses and the Ranboo varsity jacket, and looking to the side, captioned “streamer :] [boxy smile]”.

All the other images are cartoony doodles of the usual c!Ranboo design.

Default c!Ranboo is an unnaturally lanky half-enderman with a split-down-the-middle black and white face, rendered as hairless, noseless, and earless with large eyes and a wide, jagged mouth. He is wearing a suit and tie, a crown with three major visible points with a gem on each, a high-collared cape/cloak, and bicolored gloves whose inner side matches the color of the face on the side they’re on and outer side the reverse. There are chunks seemingly taken out of his face, floating a slight distance away from the resulting pits, and he is apparently glitching, rendered with rectangles. His eyes have spirals in them leading to the pupils/centers; the pupil on his black side is filled in, whereas on his white side the rest of the eye is shaded in and the center is left white. Both sides are usually rendered with tearscars in the form of either blank or colored-in drip marks from the eyes, and the white side with dotted-in freckles.

In the second image, Ranboo is looking down and to the left, expression disdainful or neutral and posture slightly slouched. The third image is a pen drawing, unlike the pencil drawings everywhere else, and Ranboo is looking to the side, alarmed; the tearscars and freckles are absent from this one. The fourth is of Ranboo smiling maliciously looking down apparently at someone, one hand held to his chest and the other pointing mockingly in the same direction as his eyes. In the fifth, he turns to look up and to the right, smiling widely but softly. In both of the last ones, the holes tearing around his mouth in the white side of his face where it can’t open as widely as the right side, which goes all the way to the edge of his jaw, are visible.]

#Ranboo #RanbooLive #pencilmarks #/body horror

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